{ family } Rayyan Loves The Makcik Makcik..

Nih makcik makcik Rayyan..

the 'handsome' smile..

maksu haiyyan, rayyan and aunty wawa

Thanks adik2 along, sudi datang Jb main with Rayyan and teman along berpantang.. My mom and makteh rayyan baru balik pagi tadi.. setelah one week lebih kat sini.. rasa cam sedih lah pulak.. selalu bgn tido je, ummi dah siapkan breakfast.. then terus kemas rumah, g kedai beli groc, then masak2.. tup tup dah kul 1.. makteh rayyan plak mandikan Jannah, while Maksu and Aunty wawa main ngan Rayyan.. Me, as i am stil 'berpantang'.. so kenot lah buat2 keje kan.. keje nya makan, tetek, tido, makan tido, tetek.. makan, tetek, tido balik.. heee.

Btw, i teach rayyan sebut 'breastfeed' pastuh macam susah dia nk sebut, mybe panjang sangat kot.. so i teach him 'milk'.. tetibe dah besar nih, papa dia ajar 'tetek'.. hambooii hamboii senang je dia belajar.. now skit skit tetek. skit2 sebut "Mama up up.. tetek.." (especially masa mama dia tgh bermuka-buku, dia nk suh masuk bilik breastfeed him..). Ok now mama dah ajar 'milk' balik, coz smlm tgh2 kenduri, rayyan sebut 'nak tetek' kuat2.. malu ok!

p/s : Thanks to Aunty Min rayyan yg hadiahkan playmat utk baby Jannah.. love u so much..! dgn ucapan, "bile nak datang johor lepak umah along.. "

love, 

mama rayyanz..~

{ our stories } Sedih Yang Tak Boleh Menangis..~

Antara perkara paling sedih dalam hidup adalah apabila kereta yang kite beli pinjam kt bank, tetibe lenyap sekelip mata.. 16 march malam, hubby, rayyan, ummi and adik2 keluar makan and celebrate birthday Hanan kat restoran singgah selalu, sambil2 tuh papa send kete utk cuci, kat sebelah restoran.. balik je nk ambik, carik kunci keter ngan num kad 36.. dah takde.. i was at home, jaga Jannah sbb masih dalam confinement kan.. For the first few days, mmg ok boleh terima kenyataan.. tp bile dah seminggu, asyik teringat2 and sedih plak.. harituh masa balik checkup Jannah, ternampak accord kaler kelabu, tetibe emo terus nangis.. apelah heeee.. 

kat sekolah lama, sempena program alumni..

gambar nih org honda yg suh ambik ok hhehee..

Apapun, benda dah jadi, kenalah pasrah dan redha.. Juga bersyukur sbb kete tuh tak dicurik by force, and no one was hurt.. Pasti ade hikmahnya.. Atau mungkin jugak.. Allah nak gantikan dgn yang ini.. 

atau yg ini..

atau yg nih..

heheeee.. ok mari kite berangan.. atau mari doakan angan2 jadi reality.. ;p

{ shopping } Rayyan and Jannah dapat parcel..~

Last week, mama belikan Jannah baju baru coz mama tak sempat shop a lot sblm deliver.. Rayyan nampak parcel, dia tgk dengan penuh excited.. sblm2 nih, parcel kalau ade, tak handbeg mama, mesti barang2 for Rayyan.. sedih je tgk muke Rayyan bile dia tgk baju utk adik dia je.. So mama terus online, and beli one for Rayyan pulak.. alang2 tuh, shop lah for Jannah.. boleh save postage kan.. 

tgk rayyan mmg excited everytime dapat parcel..

baby Jannah nangis kejap, abg dia try pujuk..

tak sabar2 rayyan terus try nk pakai sendiri..

Jannah yang sooo kissable..!

Handsome nyee good boy mama.. I love you too, sayang..

{ family } Happy Birthday Fatihahtul Hanan & Fatihahtul Husna..~

Happy birthday, sayang sayang Along..

Pagi 15 March, ummi belanje Husna celebrate besday kat Secret R, mama rayyan layan lamb stew.. masa nih baru 11 hari dalam confinement.. heee. Hanan was in SM Sains Muar utk pertandingan bahas sekolah2 berasrama penuh..

wardah, the birthday girl, ateh and baby Jannah

the mother

the handsome Al Rayyan

uncle isa..

Then malam esoknya, celebrate birthday Hanan pulak, kat Singgah Selalu, danga bay..

Tahun ni kamu kamu akan menghadapi PMR.. sila belajar bersungguh2 ya..! 

Love, 

along..

Salsabeel kena ambik darah, again..~

Baby salsabeel still jaundies, doc suruh dtg utk check lagi.. this time, pergi berdua with papa and alrayyan.. mama jaga rayyan, and papa pegang Salsabeel.. Tgk lah muke papa.. heee takut tgk darah ke sedih tgk baby cry.. Alhamdulillah, first check up 14.8, the second one 14.. doc ckp dah ok, its normal for breastfeeding baby..

Salsabeel Jannah Al Rayyan : The delivery story..~

Rayyan and Jannah dah sleep.. Both are fully breastfeeding baby, so mama kena eat a lot and rest a lot. Masa dorg tido boleh la curik2 update blog.. Before terlupe, marilah cerita on the delivery journey.. 

actually pagi tuh, around 10am, mama tergelincir kat tempat buang sampah..

10.30pg, called al papa bawak g hospital, sbb takot anything bad pasal jatuh td..

tetibe doc ckp, its time utk deliver.. so masuk labour room at 6.. pg lunch dulu 

balik rumah and pack, the house tgh sepah2 contractor tampal batu..

mama baru nk lipat baju2 Jannah.. ;p

bwk terus one bag for baju2 papa, mama and alrayyan, mainan and books rayyan, one bag for camera, charger and laptop,  and one for baju2 Jannah..

shoot dulu skit, sbb plan asal weekend nk buat photoshoot dgn abg Ijat.. tp dah nk deliver pulak..

ok lah, ade gak pix Jannah dalam perot.. 3.30pm, gi hospital untuk register..

kul 5 dah kat labour room, tp mama lapar so kuar g makan kejap kat mamak.. heee.

bawak nenek and mak teh rayyan makan..

kul 6.30pm, masuk labour room balik, this is after maghrib, rayyan kiss mama good luck..

the beautiful friendly doc..! 9.59pm baby Jannah dah selamat, and doc tgh stitch.. 

Jannah's first breastfeeding moment..

the proud papa.. nk qamatkan Jannah

heee.. and this is al rayyan's first expression bila nampak adik dia..

Alhamdulillah, the delivery goes smoothly.. syukur sangat2.. both my delivery, mama tak rasa the contraction paint, even the midwife ckp contraction sgt kuat.. for Jannah, my pain was only like for the last 30 minutes before delivery..

And thanks Allah.. abang Rayyan sangat2 sayang adik dia.. they both are still breastfeeding.. Mama takot jugak mule2, the first 2 days, susu mcm sikit.. but Allah is great..! day 3, susu sangat sangat sangat banyak, lebih dari cukup utk both of them.. ;p Semoga mama rayyan masih tabah and sabar.. Tandeem nursing is not that easy.. needs kesabaran dan ketabahan sangat2.. and mama need lots and lots of food..! :P

presenting, Salsabeel Jannah Al Rayyan Binti Mohd Azmi

cukup 7 hari, adik rayyan sudah ada nama..

the love of my life..

hiii aunties..!

semoga menjadi anak yg soleh solehah ok..!

love, 

mama al rayyan

papa al rayyan, u'r my everything..!

For The Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I`m here with you

Now let me let you know

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

OOOOO

And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you. loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

OOOO

And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you. loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

Infront of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

Artist: Maher Zain

Album: Thank You Allah

Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

Ok malam2 nih tetibe rasa nk jiwang plak.. mungkin sbb terharu pk how great papa menjaga mama, al rayyan and the new baby sepanjang mama berpantang nih..

Terima kasih, sayang..~

Adik Al Rayyan : Day 2

Nih second day kat Puteri specialist, tak leh nk discharge coz baby blum BO dalam 24 hours..

breastfeeding, with love..

rayyan pun nk rasa duk balik dlm nih.. 

abang rayyan loves adik

comel plak anak mama pki tudung

Adik rayyan baru lepas mandi cantek2.. we're waiting for the good news. harap2 boleh discharge.. Alhamdulillah.. around kul 9 pg, nurse datang send baby and bgtau baby dah boleh discharge.. Berkat doa, and mama rayyan breastfeed banyak2 malam tadi..

So sementara tunggu bil, we did some photoshoot.. its just the 4 of us, as nenda rayyan and makteh rayyan dah balik seremban.. sedih tau.. 

lama betul tunggu bil, kul 12 lebih baru sattle everything.. sementara tuh, rayyan dah selamat tidur disamping adik tersayang..

love, 

mama fathinz

Alhamdulillah.. It's a GIRL..

Alhamdulillah, mama rayyan dah selamat deliver baby girl..

she weight 2.68kg.. normal delivery, Khamis, 4th of March 2010.. 9.59pm..

will blog bout the delivery journey later ok..!