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Resurfacing

Moving on.

You self-possessed??

posted by hazie @ 1:06:00 am 1 Comments

very irritated with myself.. :(


not too happy w my current job but trying my best to enjoy it. (:
haiiii. day 2. alr i feel a bit sian. lol.

i know what i need to do but can't bring myself to do it...sian.


gotta finish all my training materials by tonite.. :( plus creating the damn test papers.
also tmr gotta check all e darn temperatures on both floors..
better brush up on my mandarin sia...

hmm..

ming tian wo xu yao ce liang mei yi ge bing xiang de wen du.

correct? blah. or isit..

wo xu yao zai ming tian ce liang mei yi ge bing xiang de wen du.

shld i use 'ge'? or isit 'zuo'? or hv i gotten it totally wrong? hai. :(

fuck sia. dunno how to communicate with all those china ppl...


siannnn...

posted by hazie @ 8:49:00 pm 0 Comments

i am so tired.

from doing things i have no interest in.

it is very tiring to have to clear up other peoples' messes.

in 45 mins i have to go sign my new employment letter...


anw i am so so so so so sleepy. and grumpy.

because about an hour ago the stupid helpline 'gahpp' my phone. 3 times!

and it takes like, 45mins to get thru.

which makes me so so so angry. but now that i cool down le, i am only feeling grumpy because it means that tomorrow i have to call them again.

that's all i ever do. call call call, ask ask ask, argue argue argue.

this is a job for people who like to command, not me.

posted by hazie @ 5:22:00 pm 0 Comments

ranting again.

the longer i work in the company (i'm only talking hours here), the more angry a person i feel i become.

let's listen to my long story...

G is an above 50 yr old person who is very irritating, and does not have much EQ when he is worked up. He is my boss' subordinate, obviously.

Today G asked me to call up GTI to ask 2 questions - over the phone, he is the kind who don't let you talk AT ALL. just prattle on and on about his own thing, even if he hears you have a question. So i hv learnt to raise my voice at him. he is the only one i do that to, because i am of the opinion that if a person does not treat u with respect, he does not deserve respect and should not be treated with anymore respect than he has shown you.

so, this dumb G never tell me it is urgent. hence, i do all the other urgent things first, then go for lunch. abt 4 hours later, i tell him i face the same problem as he does - i cannot get through to GTI. he tells me to ask other people. which is like, so inconsiderate because everyone else is really busy! so i sms him back to tell him: K is very busy right now, i cant ask her. F is out of office, so i will ask him tmr. Its not urgent, is it?

and guess what the reply is?

"hav 2 answer cliemt@5pm.simple questions only 2 wait one day?!"

that made me damn angry. from past experience, iknow if i dun take action, G will call my boss and say i never do anything. -roll eyes- of course i never do anything... YET!!! where got time for the not urgent & important things right?

so i call GTI to ask his stupid 2 questions, and the lady asks me "did u fax in just now? someone named G faxed in but i can't understand any of his questions!"

(at this, i really pity G. he is always faxing us things that nobody understands and can interpret.)

so i ask the 2 'simple' questions, and then call G back. when he picked up the phone, i rushed into, "NEXT TIME IF ITS SOMETHING URGENT U HAVE TO TELL ME OR ELSE I CANNOT PRIORITIZE AND YOU WONT GET YOUR ANSWER." and he just 'mm.' at me.

idiot!

then he ask me to call again to ask more stupid questions - to which all the answers are inside the form that i he holds.

o.O

then when i call him again to tell him all the OBVIOUS answers, he kps quiet, so being the courteous me (i forgot to be horrid for a moment), i said "u know? ok?".. then he just mm and before i can say bye he just puts down the phone.

i should have expected it - he always dont say hello or bye bye one... but i still feel affected by it. so super annoying!!!


i really hate him. when he want u to do something he know nothing about (like setting up of a laptop), he ask nice nice. when its something he know more than u, he wont take the time to explain, wont be nice. on top of that still will report u if u never do/duno how to do...

sometimes even take the words u tell him and then twist them so they sound the same but mean entirely different things!

i can't wait for it to end.. can't wait can't wait.

i dun like my boss, or his subordinates. :(

posted by hazie @ 4:16:00 pm 0 Comments

i'm so glad that i'm leaving my current job.. even though it's been only slightly more than a month. i hate the environment and my boss. and his subordinates.

i do like the location of the office though - extremely convenient.

new job not so convenient.. but at least one straight bus ride. shouldnt be more than 1 hour ride i hope.

sian. i hate the people here.

i can see the girl furthest away from me - i dunno why nowadays i dislike her more and more. actually, i think i do know why. she isn't the nicest person on earth and def. doesn't try to be!!!!

sigh.

one nice person, one nice but lame person, one nice but snobbish person, one flirt and meanie, one even more flirt, one theif but think i dunno he is a theif.

stupid.

WHO WOULD STEAL OTHER PEOPLE PHOTOCOPIER PAPER RIGHT.

wah lao. that is the ultimate lowness.

paper leh!! oso wan to steal. esp when ur boss is earning millions of dollars a year! is there a need to steal FOR HIM a stack of paper worth $5 .. from ME?

- roll eye -

somemore on the surface u look so quiet, so gentle.. for a guy. -roll eye-

buay tahan!!!


counting down to 31st july. can't wait.

posted by hazie @ 11:36:00 am 0 Comments