My life is like a book

Has been quite some time since the last visit to my little world~
hello my little world, I'm back!
There I am, on a Saturday night, lying on my bed. Haven't been doing this for ages. Sleeping on my own bed on a weekend.
And I just want to do so.
Probably it is time to reevaluate my lifestyle.
My Life is like reading a book. I have came across this chapter and I like it very much. I keep reading & reading, enjoying every single page. But as I read on, the chapter repeats itself again. As I like it, I decided to continue, hoping to reach the next chapter soon. Then the same chapter repeats itself again. No doubt I like the chapter, however, I realize no matter how I persist, the next chapter may not come or rather , even the next chapter is to come, the content may be very disappointing. So much so that I will be getting no where.

Probably I should get a new book & start all over again right now.

I just want a book that will have a new chapter. A book that I hope the content is something that I can look & work forward to.

Saturday at work, 17/7/10

Nearly being driven nuts by this staff of mine, H. Sometimes I really wonder, a woman who is 5 years older than I am (which is my elder sister's age, supposingly I can called her ah jie alrdy), can be so irritatable, unreasonable, bossy (where she is not even anyone in the hierarchy), unreceptive & Just plain annoying. Should I say she is simply imature or simply SELFISH to the max?
What a pity.. she's no doubt good in her work, (which she has doing for years, and that, shouldn't be surprising), but someone who doesn't offer help, calculative about every single little thing, jump at every single event, situation, and even people, when things aren't going the way she wants, it's a great torture to work with her. No teamwork, initiative nor patience.
Sigh.. She's pushing me to the limit to snap..
I know I have a hard nut to crack here..
Well, enough of her..

Today, I went back to work with my newly fixed on braces (only 2 days old) in my mouth. I couldn't help but to display it to A & M. (both have braces done. A has already had them removed, while M will be having them off very soon) I told M that I'm in her braces club & she mischievously said she's leaving soon.. A... Pretty depressing.. Lol
Side tracked a little, my 2 days old braces are doing well, in fact I kinda of like the slight aching sensation lol (it does feel like the after effect of u kana hit on the teeth, however, less intense) well I have higher threshold for pain??
I cannot to wait to see my teeth move =)

Today's work include the forum thingy. Consider pretty smooth sailing. Realize boss was pretty unreasonable.. She's well known.. So just just let her ratter on.. Sianz..
Buffet was delayed. Wanted to feast on before I go, however the thought of having to struggle with my brushing, puts me off.. So I said good bye to the food..

Sob.....

My Damon Braces Day starts today!

After so many years of thinking that I had short teeth roots (thanks to the misdiagnosis made by the previous dentist) that put me off from getting braces, I have finally stepped out the historical first move.. I have Damon braces in my mouth now!!!
These " supposingly to create amazing effects" lines of metal pieces were fixed onto my upper teeth about 1 hour ago.. Lower teeth will be fixed later on, when the upper set has adjusted to more desirable position (my overbite is bad)accordingly to Dr Ong. I was mentally prepared for the pain caused by the tension for at least 1 week, cannot eat, chew, bite etc etc (after hearing so much from friends who had gone through the braces days, not forgetting my 'research' on the net and shared experiences from forums), however till now I haven't feel any drastic discomfort as yet. Hmmm.. Wondering why...
Well, no pain means good news?
Anyway, I'm super thrilled about the new gadget in my mouth. The only 'sianz' thing will be 'i will have to brush my teeth 5 TIMES A DAY'!!!
That means 'everywhere I go, toothbrush has to go'..
But no pain (hassle), no gain right?
Will update again when the pain (& sores) comes..

IPhone 万岁！

在乘坐巴士的途中，玩起了不久前买的,还没满月的 iphone。就这样进了safari，游览了起来。意外的发现，竟然连blog也能随时随地update (之前可能是connection problem 怎样都load不了blogspot.com)最棒的是，我不需再像之前那样用汉语拼音，一字一字地拼。现在是直接用iphone写上去，省时，省力，省脑汁了，哈哈！这下子写华文的blog就不用再用3小时才写得出了。（说起来还挺逊的喔。。
-_-''）
iPhone 的方便还不仅仅只是让我能把心情写照及时记录下来，就连平时不常update和探索的facebook,也能在瞬间进入。所以近期我的facebook也不像以往那样＂几百年＂才update一次，而是要update就可以update了。我终于也upgrade了咯！email也一样 =）
玩游戏，听音乐，上msn, YouTube 不在陷于在家中上网. iPhone在手就是拥有着一台超迷你、名副其实的＂掌提电脑＂了。实用性和设计都齐全。也难怪如此多人对iphone着迷。我也成了他们的一份子了。。嘻~~
虽说iphone十分方便、好用，它的耗电量也不小，尤其是3G或wi-fi开着时。短短的20分钟，可能就可耗掉30%的电了，挺惊人的。但制造它的人也可说蛮了解消费者的心咯。电用的快，充电速度也快，所以还不至于造成太大的困扰。
若懂得如何去运用，iphone是一个充满惊喜的科技。

要感谢那个教我用iphone的仁兄。

现在的科技，真是发达到令人觉得不可思议！好好玩呀！iphone万岁！

Keep up the perseverance~

Was reading through my very first blog that I had written after resigning from my previous job when I realized, time really flies! 1 year has passed & I cannot believe i have actually managed to stay in this CURRENT job for a year!

I must be crazy..

- Interacting with a group of highly-egoistic & non-receptive beings who boost abt
their knowledge, experience & wanted and think themselves as no. 1..

- Entertaining a bunch of highly-sensitive personnel who will stirred up a tsunami
if what is done, suggested or performed is "hurting them".

- Managing a pool of staff who get stressed up when changes occur...

- And not to forget..

Facing a party of "plastic-faces" hypocrites who can be all in smiles when help
is required.


Happy 1 year anniversary to my job! Good work to myself & keep up the perseverance!

心刺

近期来总是觉的自己的思想很极端.
一句话,一举动都会觉得那是受到别人的影响才会去做的.
常常一个人静静地去想时,就会知道一切根本不关其他人的事,为何要拖下水呢?
也因这样,心中不禁感到愧疚~

没想到一个人对另一人的影响能如此大,大到能使一个人失去以往的理智.

事过境迁,也不想再追究了.只愿心里深处那时不时让人隐隐作痛的刺能通过时间的洗礼,渐渐地被磨平.

被爱,幸福

有时想, 人为何 总是不懂得知足呢? 又不是找不到更好的, 只是看自己要不要尝试.

别人若 看到这种言论或许会说: “没感觉,怎样试?” 我不否认这点, 但我始 终相信,被爱是幸福的. 不管有多痛苦, 身边总会有无限的支持与照顾,不会孤 独的. 所以为何还要想得如此悲观,把自己看得这般可怜呢?

跟那些感情上受了伤, 身旁却无依靠, 没支持的人相比下, 他们应 该比较惨吧?

不要让关心自己的人, 再为自己担心了.