It has been almost 4 months I didn’t update my blog.
Lots of things happened in these 4 months….drastic changes has happened in me..just in me….
From the funny guy in Taiping shift to a hot temper fella in Miri…. I don’t even recognized myself...what happen to me?
well, i choose not to mention about it......
This is my 3rd visit to India again….i know what you all are thinking….”ohh no….its india again??”……. me myself also cant figure out what happen? Each time when I get to know I am going to India again, I feel excited. Not because India is my second home nor I have india girlfriend (I do not have girlfriend before and I do not have now…), it is because every time I stepped into this Curryland, I can feel God is talking to me and HE want to show me something.
I like travel…I really do… many people that I knew like travel as well, but…. Places that I felt interesting and exciting will never be their choice for travel….not even the last choice…..
The feeling has been stronger nowadays….scenes by scenes has been flash through my mind bit by bit…….
First is the scene when I was 17 years old, in 1 evening when I have an usual chat with my mom in her territory-kitchen… my mom was asking what I want to study and things and that…. In my heart I knew I wanted to study accounting…but I have no idea why I telling my mom that I might become volunteer in south Africa…. I think that is very meaningful…
Then on 2nd year after accepting Christ onwards, I have joined some mission trip…. Each trip teaches me different lessons….especially the trip to Ipoh…… I will never forget that scene…..
Not to mentioned I have missed so many opportunity to go for mission trip…..China….Sarawak…and many more…… because of my WORK~!!!!
Until lately when I have my casual talk with aunty leong after the Sunday school, she suddenly ask how am I and whether do I have burden in becoming missionary?
In my heart, I get a shock…. (But of course the face have to look cool and calm)….no one has mentioned about the mission work and she just ask me like that…..
My colleague once asked me a question when few of us was pretend to be busy at puchong hospital. What u wants to do in the future? He said, without hesitation, I tell him I wanna to build an orphanage house…..
So, is it orphanage + mission work = my burden?? No, I would say it might be my calling. I have not been called to be full time missionary (at least not yet), but in life, not only a full time missionary only can do HIS work……
“FATHER, you don’t call the qualified, you qualified the one who you called…. I believe you are the creator of the puzzle in my life, please LORD….. Please pick up the piece and puzzle in my life and put it into the correct place. Equip me to the places that you want me to go, prepare me for the difficulties that you want me face, teaches me to be strong and courage like your servant, show me the way that you want me to go…..”
wengteik still wondering and praying.....
