No Worries

DUn worry, its alright to feel that way... i know... Just dun think too much can le~

I like the pump..

Contented

Yes, i found her. Definitely her.

And to Training Branch.. I dun care... ORD.

Dare to Dream?

I think its already late for the question to pop. Growing up and knowing people who despise guys who learn choir, dancing, anything that girls does. Having friends who laugh at you at what u love most. What the hell am i doing. I've seem to destroy my own love. My love for singing, my love for dancing, my love for performing. Kinda envy people who work for their beliefs and their own interests. But I guess it will only happen mostly in movies.

This reality of this world kills the interests of everything. So when you are an adult what will you wanna do? Get married and then and then yada yada. That's important. What about a general interests. As for me, dance and singing is. Remember those days was dancing on the not so crowded dance floor in St James, that was... an remarkable experience. Now getting out of army, yeah, i will be going for studies. Just pray that my school will have such activity. Joel, wanna learn to dance? LOL... and of cos my lady to issue permission. LOL... well, that is just a thought ok dear~

Yesterday asked my girl whether i can get an air steward job, she gave me that look. So funny. very cute.. she says that I will miss u a lot and little chance to see you. The face.. omg.. Love her so much!

Can't Smile Without You

Yesterday finally have some peace and quiet with Siew Luan. This world is too ARGH! LOL... Had loads of shit to dispose before getting my ass clean out of house. Ok, d i s g u s t i n g. I know.. LOL...

Catched up 3/4 of Hellboy before I had a little catch up with the shit again. Hais... There was this unnecessary scene lah! When both of the blue and red sing Can't Smile Wihtout You. LOL... But nice song.. very funny. Looking from the side at her when she smile, its really worth it I guess. LOL..

Went over to West Mall side to have late dinner, flashes of when i'm haven attachment at Hello Shop West mall came back to me... Very fun, many laughter and treats from my da jie and colleagues as I seems to be the ultimate commission owner. LOL...

lazy to type more.. LOL... and there is not green tea taste in my noodles, thats for sure~

Let's Hope.

I duno whether to put my hopes high a not. But I am willing to bet again and try again because at least i know that u understand me and love me a lot and treasure me.. I really hope the best and you are the last that i will have~ i love you..

The Meaningless Work

Working here for almost 2 years soon and dumb enuff to realise it now tha everything is for nothing. Listen to all superiors in the past about being hardworking in here, but everything was nothing but a lie... its just how the way they want us to be to work like dog for THEM!! ARGH!!!

work hard

yes i will.. because i care only about one.

The Follow-up

its a 15min job and it took me 2hrs to take... This is how long i waited. With good patience and great forgiveness, i forgive them when they apologise, one more time, they will geti t, what for give me a time for appointment and i have to wait for 2 hrs later to get it done? Very irritating sia~

I decided to love again~

stirred

I was really stirred... hope for the best. ya?

The Preparation

What have I done to prepare for my milkrun? Hais... Nothing at all except, i went to drink and drink and sing and sing the night before. LOL... now have to pray i wpn't faint. LOL.. Most importantly, complete it. Very weak nowadays but drinking seems to have been part of me alr.. YES, BUT YET~ I Weihong leh, know how to control my level. Last night enjoyed myself with the lameass siewluan and joel. lOL... she really did have some bites. LOL... And as for now, i have to prepare my legs... and my body le... hmm.. Wish mi luck~

don't have

wat also dun have...

no name

today back at work.. just keep siamming loh.. LOL... must be a moving target. But promise Woei Chao tomorrow help him with his stressful work~ LOL.. Look at the sky today sia~ Its called sian weather. No sun, nothing.. no life~ Very weird loh, whole office, such a sian weather, all wanna go do exercise and swimming. Then i'm like, why sia~ I do it for the sun and not for a cold weather. Maybe different ppl different life lah... But its a bunch, i was like huh~ Give them the benefit of a doubt that they love the no sun day loh. LOL..

And i dun even know today is SAF day. I was like whats with the posters in the papers and even Siew knows sia... LOL... This place is really a bird don't give egg place sia.. No information in, or even out sia... LOL.. its like batam without phone. LOL..

Ok, crappy blog posting.... till next time... Chiao~ Not woei chao.. LOL!!

contented but not yet delighted

Felt positive about my fractures and also the finance. Just hope it stays the way i hope it costs. Was talking about being a social escort. LOL... That i guess is the fastest way to go rich. Hais... Going down to such a "Professional Job". Sian.... must make out a poll, whether my dumb face can become a not. LOL.. I know Juinz will say he also wan~! LOL..