Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Children see children do

this video sure speaks the truth. its up to parents whether they believe in it or not.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/30/2008 02:39:00 am

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Last Module

Where’s all mah soul sistas, lemme hear ya’ll flow sistas...

Tranny Marmalade is something which acting class needed to end with. Seriously.. who would have thought of acting a music video out? Well.. Syafiq and I decided to try out something way different which will hopefully get us an A in our acting module. So above, is the YouTube link of our performance. It is pretty dark on cam, but there itself, it was better. This is not our normal selves, but see the extent designers will go through to get good grades? HAHA

Anyway, TV programming ended on Wednesday with a last minute pitch. I mean, we all thought it was a normal presentation, not to sell a product kinda thing. So we were pretty much unprepared. But then, the pitch went well... They asked whether we rehearsed it. and i said no. They were like... not bad.. but that is not the highlight about tv programming. There was this bastard who took credit for my friend's work. he said he came up with the idea for the project when honestly, he didn't do nuts. He came for meetings, n stonned, fell asleep, and even played with his PSP. i have never seen anyone as lazy as him. Oh well... its the last module in my TP life so what the heck. Oh and by the way, my room won the pitch in the entire class. As stated from Julian's email:

Hi guys!

Good showing yesterday! The panel decided that Group 3’s iCHANGE won the pitch. Main reason being that the panel found the idea ‘fresher’ (than the rest) and the delivery of the pitch was the best among all. Personally, I thought that all were good ideas. Difference was some were better developed and delivered during the pitch. Meaning that details were not explored deeper. Overall, I felt it was a good job done by all!

Oh well.. lessons are officially over. Now, it time to get back to my 3 years of barely any sleep. haha.. and hopefully, miraculously, i will become eyebagless again. Success at last. Thailand, here I come...

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/26/2008 11:56:00 pm

Saturday, July 19, 2008

make up time






Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/19/2008 03:04:00 am

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Capricorn


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/16/2008 12:27:00 am

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

What goes on in Alex's Mind

What goes on in Alex's Mind
FUCK YOU. REVENGE. DEATH. I SWEAR PEOPLE SHOULD JUST LEARN TO DIE. THEY ARE BETTER OFF THAT WAY! PEOPLE JUST MAKE USE OF YOU AND ONCE YOU ARE DONE, YOU'RE IN THE TRASH. I MEAN, THE CAR, THE SKILLS. AND THEY ACT SO INNOCENT WHEN THEY NEED YOU THE MOST. HOW ABOUT A NO. HOW ABOUT LEARN YOURSELF. THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. BASTARDS. INSECURE IDIOTS. OF THIS WORLD. I SWEAR, WE ARE ALL BORN ACTORS/ACTRESSES. WE KNOW HOW TO ACT WHEN WE WANT TO. AND THIS WHOLE TRUST THINGY. I SWEAR WESLEY IS WEAK. HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF. AND WEN HE IS RIDICULED, WHAT DOES HE DO, STAND AND LAUGH. IMAGINE. IF ONLY I WAS HIM ALL THE TIME... I GUESS THERE IS NO HARM IN DOING SO... I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE USING US, WHO BEFRIENDS US WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE IT, AND PEOPLE WHO ARE SO INSECURE THAT THEY USE NAMES TO RIDICULE........ PEOPLE WHO HURT US WILL BANISH! I SWEAR... THIS POWER I HAVE... WATCH OUT! YOU MAY LAUGH AT THIS BUT I'M SURE YOU WON'T ONCE IT'S OVER AND SOMEONE IS STANDING BEHIND YOU, OR HIDING UNDER YOUR BED, OR STANDING OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW. AND WHEN ALL THE LIGHTS GO OFF, BOO! YOUR DEAD. RAGE... IS SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN CONSUMING ME THESE PAST FEW DAYS... PEOPLE SHOULD SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF ME... THE SCARY ONE... THE ONE WHICH WILL INVOKE PAIN AND FEAR INTO. THE ONE WHICH PEOPLE WILL TALK ABOUT. AND THEN THEY WILL KNOW WHO I TRULY CAN BE. A PSYCHO? NO... A HUMAN WHO DESERVES THE RIGHTS BE HIMSELF? YES. I CAN'T DENY THE FACT THAT YOU WHO ARE READING THIS WILL FIND THAT YOU TOO WANT TO BE WHO U ARE? WHAT IS STOPPING YOU? IS IT WRONG? WELL... TRUE FRIENDS WILL ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO U REALLY ARE... OTHERS WILL ACCEPT YOU FOR FAME, GREED AND PERSONAL INTEREST. HOW MANY OF THOSE AROUND YOU ARE TRUE? FEW. HOW MANY OF THOSE AROUND YOU SCRATCH WOUNDS INTO YOUR HANDS, AND DESTROY YOUR FUTURE? MANY.... SEEK THE TRUTH.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/15/2008 02:22:00 am

Monday, July 14, 2008

TIME OF MY LIFE performed by DAVID COOK


I been waiting for my dreams to turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for the magic rainbow on the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go, gave in the love, watch all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive body and soul
Feeling my world starts to turn

And I'll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

Holding onto things and vanish them to the air left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes finding my wings
And all that I needed was there all along within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

And I'll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

And I mount on the edge of forever ready to roar
Keeping my feet on the ground my arms open wide face to the sun

And I'll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
This is the time of my life…
The time of my life!
TIME OF MY LIFE performed by DAVID COOK

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/14/2008 02:27:00 am

Friday, July 11, 2008

What does your heart truly desire?

What does your heart truly desire?
To be reborn in this same house and family
Where I can know what to change and what to avoid
Where people will take me for the person i wanna be
And trust will be earned once again
Though changing a name
Will not change who you really are
And who you are meant to be
You certainly want to be, me.
Reputation is all that matters
It takes years to build and yet
destroyed in seconds
People will never forget
Once you turn to be the monster you truly are
People start to fear you
And then, no more bursting bubbles
So face it, everyone changes
do you smell death?
the freak show is on
alex is back in town
sarah has left the country
my last 2 modules in school

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/11/2008 01:54:00 am

Monday, July 07, 2008

Sarah and Vanessa



Today was devoted to the 2 most long term girls in my life. Sarah and Vanessa. Well I knew Vanessa longer. haha.. but sarah and I used to be like arrogant b4 we got to know each other. Like see each other and wont say hi or acknowledge kind. However, i totally forgot how it all started with her. Anyway today we went to ECP where big splash is and had dessert in one of the restuarants. the cheesecake there is good. i felt like orderin another one but i didnt wan to get fat. oh well.. then we headed to dempsey where we cam whored and slacked.



Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/07/2008 12:08:00 am

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Emoing hour

the sin of the ever prevailing winds
have come to this distant land once again
no more sea turtles to move me away
for i see no more light in the day

it matters not to him no more
but subdued and twisted to think like a mofo
this temptation lurkes within his body
and till the hour's last, there aint no glory

though this poem speaks in riddles
for thee shall feel insecure with tiddles(probs)
how can one who does not display this emotion
survive in a world and in this condition, the end.

it's back. some find it good, some find it bad.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/06/2008 11:35:00 pm

3 Monkeys



3 Monkeys
Well, we didn't really intend to go there today. we were bored so ya. after Manuella's bday party at the Eurasian Association, i went to meet Veron and Paul at Orchard where we headed to Orchard Towers to watch Kumar's stand up comedy. It was so funny. Though some of the jokes were retold considering i went there for the past 3 weeks(in a row), i was still able to laugh. But this is the second time the bloody tranny grabbed my head and rubbed it on his boobs. Well today i didn't feel anything cos it was mostly air. I mean, he didnt really pull my head against it or else my head was just numb. LOL.

After the show which ended about 1 plus, we headed down to Lucky Plaza where Sarah came to pick us up. Paul didn't come with us. :( but oh well, bah chor mee with him for another night. We went to 85 or something which is in bedok north avenue 4 i think. OMG Sarah will be gone on Wednesday. :( Oh well I'm gonna spend the afternoon tomorrow with her and Nessa. Veron left when we were leaving 85. Then Sarah dropped me back home and here i am. haha!





Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/06/2008 03:15:00 am

Thursday, July 03, 2008

weekends

It's been a long time of not blogging. Oh well, school has been getting more and more interesting for me. Last block was the killer though, but i'm still alive so that's good. Well last block we had motion graphics and communicating design arguments. My last few nights were spent being awake. Surviving on redbull. It really helps when you are dead tired doing boring work. hahaha... but it has side effects, you might start jumping around or dancing on your chair. HAHA! oh well... this block it's acting and tv programming. So far it's pretty slack. the fun part of it has not come yet, oh well we just got to wait and see.

My life has changed alot since a month or so back. Weekends have never been so fun. Every week is something different.

Friday, 27th June 2008
Well i went on a double date. It was Pam and I, Paul and Veron. It was fun shit. We went to hardrock cafe for dinner then headed to 3 monkeys to watch kumar's stand-up comedy after.









Well, we planned to sabo Paul during the Kumar show. At the mid part of the show, a tranny will go around dancing and grabbing guys head/faces and stuffing it at her(it's) boobs. However, things didn't go as planned. The tranny walked a different route. TOWARDS ME! I freaked out. hahaha! We stared at each other. She gave a seductive smile, i gave a puppy dog look. I was like thinking shits shits. I was like shaking my head. HAHAH! my balls shrunk at that moment. Then, i turned away and pointed at paul. HAHA! however, the tranny grabbed my head and put it on her boobs. Heart froze for a moment. HAHA. sick shit. haha... oh well. it was funny. I have never had this much fun on a date in my life. If only this lasted forever(not the boob part though).

One of the Fridays ago
We stayed over at Paul's place. Guitar hero and all. I practically slept for less than an hour. And they happened to take a pic of me then. Unglam but who cares. hahaha... It was paul, veron, pam, sab, ben, lina and I. It was fun. we played this board game which i've never heard of before but it is like AWESOME!



Life has changed. No more bitching and judging for now. No more placing pricetags on all our actions. No more monotones. Time to be me. Am I to be blamed for feeling like this? Will i regret it?

UPDATES!
sorry to burst your bubble, but I'm not going to Ireland anymore.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/03/2008 11:17:00 pm