Last.

It's cliche, but I like it.

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Prelim's over, nothing to be happy about. Overall, it suck - very much. Nothing much to say about, I know it myself how will I fare. No point, just no point. All the best, peimei. Prepare for the worst.


1. 26 more days to O'level.
2. 20 more days to Graduation Day.
3. It's time to add extra oil and work doubly hard for O's. Stop slacking, bitch!
4. Stop procrastinating.
5. Stop eating so much and not exercise, fat ass!
6. Life goes on, stop brooding over the past and move on, bitch!
7. Pack your study table, it's super messy.
8. Stop bullying Girlfr!
9. Put a fullstop to that, it's getting so annoying.
10. No more computer for you, bitch!


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Yes, this is my last post and I'm gonna be away till after O's! ^^
Byebye.

Burning.

I'm staying up late again, very late! It's almost going 4am 0.o And it's because of ART, that's why I'm still awake! @.@ How frustrating! I tell you, photoshop it's not a simple thing to do! I took hours doing my layout and it was so not well done! *Pissed off x10! And I don't want to care already, gonna just leave it like that and see how it goes later on. @.@

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PS : I'm single. (so what's the problem with it?)
PPS: Being close with a guy doesn't mean we are together. Haven't you heard of CLOSE FRIENDS? -.-

Happy? -.- I just don't like it when people say I'm attached. I'M NOT OKAY(for now). But if your want to go on saying then that's your problem, my conscience is clear and that's about it. I guess there was some misunderstanding somewhere, but whatever it is, I'M NOT attached. Get it? >:(

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Black And White.

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HELLOOOOOOOO! I'm watching soccer now, ManU VS ManCity. :D Very exciting uh, LOL! Buddy's watching too then reply so slow! @.@ Too engrossed already lah, HAHAHAH! :D

And guess what? (; I baked today! ^^ I wanted to bake cupcakes, but I scared it will turn out like how it did last time. So I baked cookies instead! My grandf thought I wanted to bake a cake, so I was suppose to add only one egg, but he helped me to add another three more eggs! He said like that the flour won't be dry blabla. Not only that, he asked me to spread the mixture bigger then can cut into smaller ones later. But it's cookies!! It's suppose to be small, and one by one! I also don't know how to explain to him what I want to do in dialect, so I just listened to what he said. And the outcome wasn't very pleasing. ): Well, it's okay uh. There's always a next time (: And twin is going to bake with me after our prelims! *Wink! (;

Yadah, I'm so troubled with my art prelim! I've yet to come out with a proper layout and I don't have photoshop at home! So it's kinda difficult for me to do a layout without photoshop! ): Luckily Suba helped me to find some pictures and there was one picture I quite like. Gonna take that picture as my layout! Prolly gonna add some other things inside and I'll have a proper layout! Whoooooooo! :D Thanks Suba, you very nice! Hhahaha ^^

The soccer match just ended, really very exciting man. Lol. 4-3, ManU won! Buddy damn happy while my brother damn angry cause he supported ManCity. TOOBAD! HAHAHAH! :D

So boring eh, gonna go fish now! Haven't been fishing for the whole day, IT'S TIME! Bahahhaha! :D

Byebye! ^^

BAKE!

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims! :D

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I'm very bored now even though I'm chatting/smsing my friends. I just don't feel right, is it because I'm tired? Or am I having moodswings again? Tsk. I feel like going out for a walk, or maybe a jog? Lol, it's like so impossible. Don't know what I'm thinking about. Haiya, really don't feel right lahhhhh. Maybe I should go play fish a fish later to cheer myself up. *Wink.

And what's with Onsugar nowadays? It seems like everybody's switching from blogger to onsugar. Is it really better than blogger? Should I switch to onsugar too? Hmmmm :/

I'm watching Wo Cai at channel U now, that "lady" is so irritating lah. The way she speaks makes me wanna puke mansxz. She emphasize on the last word and say it in a very high pitch tone. Argh, so sickening can? NONSENSE. -.-

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I want to bake so much! And I'm sad because I can't bake now. It feels so wrong to bake in the middle of the night uh, lol. But I just want to bake so much, should I bake later on in the afternoon? Hmmmm. :/





So pretty right, if only I can bake all these! D:
I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE, I WANT TO BAKE! ):


Aiya, no mood already. I'm going fishing. Goodnight!

Say it again.

People, I'm fine. The previous post was nothing, just felt like writing down my thoughts. But I'm fine, really. So no worries alright ;) Thanks for the concern people, I won't let this to affect me too much. I know what's more important now and I will try my best to put this aside. I gotta be strong. Cheers! :D

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Swelling my heart, it saved me from the dark
it was highly recommended
It took so long, while I felt so wrong
but now I have been mended
I'll fight for this feeling, it is so appealing
I know that I'm addicted
Absent from my life, it created much strife
while my emotions all conflicted.
The search ends here, it has appeared
I think that I can cope
I will press on, for the past is gone,
and now I have a hope.

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PS : I'm craving for Mega McSpicy! I'm so going to eat it next week, right girlfr? ;)
PPS : Alien is so niceeeeeeeeeeee! :D

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Going back to school for art later on, so lazy uh. *ROARRRRR. @.@

I sense it again.

I'm feeling so awful! D:
Don't know why I can be that stupid to remind you about it. Or maybe even if I didn't remind you, you will still do it uh? So yea, I went looking through profiles at fb, and I saw something which I already expected it but somehow I felt a pinch in my heart. It's like, so wrong! I shouldn't even be feeling that way. And yes, since how long ago did you last contacted with me? I've been waiting for you to contact me but I know you will never. I initiated but I don't seem to get any respond from you. Argh, it's pissing me off because the more I think of it, the more I cant forgive you for doing this to me! I mean, at least you can be kind enough to reply me that you're busy or something, but you didn't! %@$^@! >:(

I know this is also not the right time to talk about it. I guess I'll wait for a more suitable time and I hope we can clear things up. There's still some more things to clear, because it has always been unsolved. Hopefully, you will be kind to let us be in contact again. :/

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Your absence makes me miss you even more.
This feeling's taking control of me.

Demoralising.

Lovedrunk.

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My heart beats fast
As I feel the scent of you
I close my eyes and dream
A dream that will never be true

I want to kill this feeling inside of me
I want to burn all of the emotions I held for you
It’s not worth it, all the tears that I shed
But yet..
When I look into your eyes,
That fire fades away into the night

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I'm feeling so weak.

Girlfr.

(L) Girlfriend! :D

Between the lines.

As simple as it is.

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Sunday.
Happy 17th birthday, Yanni! :D I'm the first among sixsome to send her birthday message! Yea man! (Y) Spent the afternoon singing, at night, tuition. After tuition, I was so dead beat uh so I didn't really study for history. Went to sleep, wake up early, study abit and fell asleep :/

Monday.
History paper. HITLER DID COME OUT FOR SEQ! But many people said it won't be out, so last minute I studied war in pacific. Ended up, hitler came out but I forgot most of the points = failed. Sighs. How stupid can this be?
After paper, went for art awhile and zao home. I wasn't in the mood to paint and went home straight. Girlfr came to find me and I felt much better. Went home, took a nap and revised.

Physics paper later, all the best people (:

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I don't know if guilt was the reason, I don't know if the step I take is leading me to the correct way, I don't know if everything will turn out as what I expected, I don't know if I will have the courage to let go of everything, I don't know if I will be happy.
There's too many I dont knows, and I really can't be sure of anything. It's getting so complicated now, and I'm really very confused.

I hate goodbyes

Everything that I hold in, is everything I can't let go.

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Thursday.
Didn't study at all, woke up quite late and was on the comp for the whole afternoon. 2 words, plain lazy! In the evening, met up with Buddy and we happened to wear the same colour shirt! So coincidence uh. Then people who saw us were like "ehhhh, same colour shirt ahhh." Lol, whatever uh. Went off with the rest to turf city for our steamboat. It was quite enjoyable uh, (: And I slept at 4am in the morning. :/

Yesterday.
Another day that I never really study. Seriously wondering when will I wake up and really start studying very hard uh. Sighs. I woke up quite late and I rotted for the whole afternoon. I was on the comp for hours but there was nothing I can do. I was just chatting with some peeps and listening to music. There was also no plan for the day and I had to stay home and rot! :/ Buddy was also away and I was so bored! I revised my history for awhile and I fell asleep -.- How pro. I had tuition at 730 and I woke up at 720! Was rushing here and there and went for tuition. Tuition ended at 10pm. That goes my freaking boring friday.

I can't believe that this one week holiday is going to end soon. Have to sleep early and wake up super early for school! This is so dreadful please. And Olevel is coming in less than 2 months, time passes by so quickly and this is so scary! D: It seems that I'm not taking Olevel this year, I feel so free and easy. I should be feeling very stressful at this point of time but I'm still slacking like each and everyday. This is not going to work man, if not I can really forget about taking my O's! Sighs, PEIMEI AH PEIMEI!! When are you going to wake up? D:

And you know what, I've had insomnia for the past 2 days. I've been sleeping like 4-5am in the morning and this is so not healthy! @.@ I don't know what went wrong uh, I can't seem to get to sleep! It's like when I closed my eyes, memories flashbacks. I hate this because my mind would be full of ugly thoughts. Adding to the songs I listened to, it made my heart ache for a moment.

I dont like, I really dont like. Sighs.

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The song's running through my mind every now and then, it brings me back to the past when everything's so fine. I miss the past, I miss the memories, and I really miss you. You told me you won't leave me alone behind, but you did. Look at what had happened now, not even a single word from you. I don't know what went wrong, and you never gave me a chance to talk. What happened? Just what happened? Can you please tell me?

I miss you.
I never want to say goodbye but I had no choice.
& You know I hate goodbyes.
I regretted.

I can't forget

Those wounds tells the story about suffering and pain.

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Yesterday.
Went to watch soccer match with W.Yap! :D Before the match, we went to the playground and had fun with the childcare kids. Yes, they are super duper adorable lahhhh! Nana and Sebastian were the cute couple we saw! They were having some lovey dovey session at one corner, sweeeeeeeet like what only! :/ Hahah, and it makes me feel like working at childcare center after my O's. Should I? It's like so excitinggggg! :D After the first batch of kids went in to study, we went off to watch the soccer match. And I tellya, the soccer match was quite thrilling towards the end! Hahha. We were like "Aiyaaaa, just abit only then can score!" Very funny ahhhh, Hahha. After match, went library to study. Was so restless uh, and I couldn't concentrate much! :/ Went home, kept msging and msging. My mum got a little annoyed cause my message tone was loud and it kept ringing. Lol. She was like "got what big business? you're busier than those businessman! " Then I laughed to myself, HAHA! yesterday was fun lahhh :D

Today.
Woke up late and went for art at 10plus. Then buddy suddenly appeared under my block. Shocking or what? Hahah! Then walked to school together. (: Art all the way, and I finally finished my prep boards! Left layouts and colour schemes, but that one can use photoshop to do. So it will be very fast :D AHHHHHH! So happy! Cause I've finally finished doing my prep boards, though I only did 7 boards instead of 8. But don't care already, at least it's finally done! *jump for joy~!! Hhaahah. Then teacher asked me do painting, for that 3hours or so I kept re-painting and re-painting. I couldn't get the right colour and was so pissed off. But I left abit more to go only, don't know when can finish everything. D: After this, still got prelim paper. Luckily only need to do the final layout, if not really got no time to revise other subjects man. Boooo. Hurhur, after art I still have to rush for tuition. I was like dying already lo, so tiredddddd. Nearly dozed off during tuition, but there was some entertainments and I was awake again :/ HAHA. After tuition, dinner at eighteen chefs, and I ate beef by accident!!! I didn't realise until I asked what is it. :/ So sinful. LOL. After dinner, roamed around northpoint and went home. A fun day tooo. ^^

PS : It's 090909, such a memorable date to remember but nothing special happened. How sad! D:

Tomorrow.
No need to go school for art. *YAY! :D I can finally sleep till late morning or even noon! :/ Prolly going to stay home to study in the afternoon. Then in the evening, going steamboat with Dumbasses! :D This is the first time man! We are so going to enjoy ourselves *DOUBLE YAYNESS!

I'M SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY TODAY! MUHAHAHAHHAHAHA! ^^

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PS : I cooked fried rice and made orange juice for my girlfriend. She likes it! *Grins.
PPS : Twitter is so interesting! :D
PPPS : I took 3 hours to post this entry because I was busy msn-ing/smsing! -.-


Okayokay, I'm going to sleep now! It's like 12:50am already. And Wheeeeeeeeee, my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! :D
Goodnight!

I prefer it this way, I'm happier like this.
I don't want things to get complicated.
I don't want to be hurt again, I want a happy life.
Let me go.

What a bomb.

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HAPPY 17TH BIRHTDAY TO AIAI! :D (L)
She's enjoying her day with her friends, and she's not home yet! So jealous! :/

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Ohwell ohwell, I've not been blogging much lately. Short post, short post and many many short posts! Hahah! Guess I'm just too tired and lazy to post a long entry. Cannot be helped uh, :/ Will try to post long entries whenever I can :D I don't want my blog to die so fast! Hahah.

I hate examinations' period! Not because I've to studystudy & study, and it's because there won't be interesting things happening around. And this is seriously no fun at all! *arghhh. There should be more fun and laughter in life, if not it would be so meaningless to live! Please agreed with me. Hahah! I need more entertainments! Sighs, I miss those times.

Went out to study with Twin yesterday and today, bk as usual. I'm starting to hate that place because of the poor ventilation! The weather is already so shitty and their place is so stuffy. Arghhhh. And I wasn't very productive though. Was just reading through and taking down some notes from the guide book because I didn't bring my history textbook home. How pro can I be :/ It should be probably in school, if it's not there I think I can go bang the wall! Hhaha. I want to pass my history for this prelim man! I've never been passing my history and this is so disappointing. Combine humanities seems so difficult uh. D:

I've yet to plan what to do for this one week holiday. Sad thing, I'll be going school for art tomorrow. Hope I can finish my canvas and prep boards tomorrow! *Please, I want to end all these asap. I'm so sick of it that I feel like giving up. Sighs. I shouldn't waste this one week holiday doing nothing, righttttttttt? I must study! I must play too? Hhaahah! Twin said she's going marina barrage tomorrow! So jealous can? I've never been there before lo, like so suaku only! Someone bring me go can? Hhahah.





PS : Sixsome! I miss you alllllllllllllllllll! D:
PPS : I want a new phone, my phone's really dyinggggggggg! D:
PPPS: All the best to those who are taking Nlevel! :D



I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover. I love you forever, forever is over. We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight. So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye.

GREEEEEEEN DRESS! :D

Handwriting.

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Blurred.

Those words left unsaid.

& If everything's gonna rewind back to the past.

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• I want to be your biggest fan! :D
• Prelims have started, 2 papers down and there's still a long way to go. So far, not good!
  
• Stupid phone is dying on me soooon. Very very soon.
  
• I kept to my promise, I'm a good buddy! :D
• Finally, there's holiday for us. Yes, holiday! Cooooooooooool! :D
• Late night calls are entertaining. Awesome!
  

Bffl, where'd you go?
Imissyouso.

5N rocks big time!

5N! (L)