Dinner at Vittles, 250309!

This is the Mudpie(Mao pai) we had for dessert. Lol!

These are some of the photos I found inside my phone, and I finally can transfer it over to my desktop! :D That stupid old usb is not working anymore! But I've got a spare one, so lucky me. :D There's still other photos, but I'm so lazy to upload all. Maybe another time. Hahha!

Anyway, today's Speech Day cum School Opening was a great one! Yah, a great one because it didn't rain. (: Thank god! So.. everything went smoothly and I had fun with the girls! Hahha. PS : I don't like the fake eyelashes! Makes me want to tear so much, irritating! :/ Lol.

On my way back home, I turned my back and saw someone familiar. Guess who? Lol.

I don't want to blog. I want go facebook! Byebye.

I predict I will be late for Bridging tomorrow :D

Nights.

What was it all about?

I'm really confused now, I can't stop my mind from thinking about the memories. The more I think, the more I want to get it back. Let go, do you think it's really easy to let go? It has been so long, yet you want me to give up so easily? So impossible. But what can I do? I'm already trying my best, are you? Just like today, how you accused me and what hurtful words you've said. I can be so serious and swear to god I never do anything wrong, yet you still don't believe me. Perhaps you've never trust me before. This hurts so much more. What I want to tell you, I've told you already. You can choose to believe me, or choose to avoid me. It's up to you, if you really want to see this continue like this, so be it.

Am still tired.

Filled with nothing, Void of everything.
I wonder along, my lonely path.

School has been so tiring for all of us, really. I just can't stop whining about the long hours in school :/ Busy preparing for Speech Day cum School Opening, busy with catching up the syllabus, busy with my coursework. Busy being my ownself, lol -.- Yesyes, school has always been so busy for us like almost everyday. Busy = long hours = go home late = tired = lazy = don't want do homework. Lol. Ya lah, I know it's all excuses (: But it's the fact can! Dotdotdot.

Yesterday got to be dismissed early for lunch cos of the rehearsal for SpeechDay. Ran through one time in the hall but it's like so .. messy? I don't like the stage okay, it's so freaking small and we had to squeeze together and our formation turned out to be very messy. (Blame the stage please.Lol.) Then we rehearsed in the parade square, and I saw Aiai at fourth floor. Lol. So embarassing can. :/ & you know what, gao lao shi picked out some of them to do the make-up. Okay, to be frank, the make-up wasn't really nice. :/ The eyes looked very evil, the lipstick so dam red. Hahhah! We're so going to be laughed on friday! Lol, nevermind nevermind.

Today was not a very pleasant day. But I had fun and laughters with my dumbasses (: Moodswing like nobody's business, lol. Lessons were so-so, had g&v test today and I'm going to flunk it so badly again. The grammar was so .. tricky? difficult? Lols, I don't know lah - I only know I'm going flunk it .. Hahha! & Art lesson was after lunch, so we stayed all the way till 530pm to finish a little more. Wasn't in the mood to do art, 3 hours still stucked at the same drawing. Seriously, I dont know when will I finish colouring that drawing which I hated the most. Lol. After art, met up with Sixsome and bus-ed down to Vittles to have our dinner. It's Sixsome day again, enjoyed ourselves cos we ate alot alotalot and talked alotalotalot and laughed alotalotalot and took alotalotalot of pictures :D Was telling them how blessed am I to have friends like them, hhaha! Can't wait for the next gathering! :D SIXSOME!

Okay, I think I need to go to bed soon. Tomorrow is going to be a long day again, having another full dress rehearsal! Wish me luck, lol -.-

Tired.

I'm back from school and I'm so freaking tired can. What a long day, school ends at 630pm! Arghhh. Kept falling asleep after lunch break, luckily last lesson which was MT, teacher was not here. So I managed to sleep for 15mins or so, lolololol (: After school still have to go for art tutorial, I couldn't even tahan! I'm so tired, so hungry - Can't wait to go home but teacher made us stayed till 630 then can go :/ Bought something to eat then walked home. & I saw someone so unexpectedly! :D Kept smiling to myself like retard, lol! People might think I'm insane or something. Hhahah.


Okay lah, got to go bath and eat and do my homework and revise my physics and revise the english vocabs and memorise the chinese thingy. Sighs. This term is going to be a 'No Life' term, first week already down with 2 tests, how many more to go? This term also must manage my time well cos SYF's and MidYear's coming. Sighs. I'm so going to die this term, ):


Shall not crap anymore. Byebye.

Once you lose it, you can't get it back anymore.

No point regretting, because it's your own decision.

You took this path yourself and you can't turn back.

"Time has made me strong, I'm starting to move on"

As long as you're happy, I'm willing to (:

Metro Station - Kelsey.

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Chances come and go.

Currently listening to Tonight by FM Static. Memories flashback. But I'm so not going to be emo! Lol. Okay, I'm lame I know (:

YESTERDAY.

In the morning, was suppose to meet someone for breakfast at 8am. Guess what? Overslept again! Hahah, nevermind! Met the rest at a later time, mac for breakfast again and we had that for 5 consecutive days already! Broke our record man, lol! But I guess after this holiday, we won't have the chance to meet up in the morning for breakfast again. Oh well..

Took our own sweet time and went off at around 9am, I went for art first and I did another development. Got to finish 2 drawings over the weekends but I don't think I have so much time to spend ): Haven't finish my holiday homework, you know! Lol. Sucks :/ Gonna chiong before school starts on Monday, chhhhhiiiiooooonggggggg ahhhhhhh~

After art, went for dance practice and we had to rehearse in the parade square. Guess what? Some of us went bare-footed and our foot hurts like hell after running through one round. Seriously, the super hot ground was unbearable and I had to jump here and there like retard. Lol. Ended up having a blister on my toe, shit lor. After that, dismissed for lunch but I went for art and didn't join them for lunch again. ): Lunch over, watched the video of our dance at UCC and went down to the parade square to practice another round. This time, it rained while we dance lor. So unlucky can. Hahahh. Finished our dance and went up to the hall to continue practicing. Finally, dance practice was over! 3 days of intensive training were not that bad, at least we improved. Hahha.

TODAY.

Went for bridging in the morning, and I think today's lesson very interesting. Cos teacher shared her experience with us, lol! After that, went back home straight. So boring lor, was suppose to go out with mum, sister, niece and nephew lor. But sister couldn't make it, ewwww. Gonna rot at home like siao until evening. Of course, I want to finish my holiday assignment as soon as possible. hahah! And yes, going over to PSM's house later :D Anyway, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU! (:

Freaking Irksome.

I'm trying very hard to pursuit my happiness.
I want a happy life from now on.

You got me so hypnotize.


Heyhey people, have not been blogging so often these few weeks. Perhaps I don't really have the mood and time to blog. Yea. Lol. Life's been quite peaceful and great this week, and I'm lovin' it. No troubles, no unhappiness, nothing. (: And today is the second day of intensive training for dance, gosh.. my legs' aching like hell now. I can't bend, I can't climb or go down the stairs! Stupidddddd right. Tomorrow is the last day of intensive training and gao lao shi's coming! Everyone is going to suffer tomorrow, hahahah! Goodluck man. (:


Ohhhh.. and not forgetting about my art. Went for art on monday& tuesday, and I think I'm going back to my old self of being very slow. Sighs, I'm still stuck at my 3rd board and it's so disheartening when all the others are progressing so much faster. Arghhh :@ I've got 3 drawings waiting for me to colour them, hahaha! But I'm so freaking tired after a long day, whats more I'm not having enough sleep these days. So there goes my sickening pimples on my face, :/


Have been eating mac breakfast for4 consecutive days, kinda sick of it lahhh. Lol! And you know what, today was supposed to meet people for breakfast but it turned out to be a few of us there only. One said she's tired, Two said they overslept. Lol. All put aeroplane only, hahaha! (: But it's okay, ate with joelynn and winny then went to school together. Hhahah (: Maybe having mac tomorrow AGAIN! So it's 5 consecutive days! :D Hahhah, whatever!


HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! ):
Can I don't do my homework? Lol.


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Okay lah, I don't want to continue blogging anymore. Tired tired tired! ):
Byebye.


PS : I love my chicken family. Old Chicken, Chicken breast, Chicken Essence, Chicken Chop and Fried Chicken! Muahahhaha! :D

Apart.

I'm losing it.

If I close my eyes I can see us there,

The image fills my mind as I lie alone,

Remembering how this love was all I needed,

And knowing it's still what keeps me breathing.

But now you're so far away yet you're still here,

I try to bring you close to me but I fail,

The time is gone when you cared about me,

Now all that's left of me is my aching heart.

I see you and it's clear you are everything to me,

Yet illuminated is your disregard for me,

Sometimes I wonder how I can still care,

It's a mystery yet I know it will never change.

Photos.

Serina and me : "Whhhh..Whhhhat?!" Hahha.

My unglam photos by JoelynnLim!

Ps : I look dam retarded please, don't laugh k! Hahha.

Hahah, Okay - Uploaded my photos already, got to go sleep and wake up early for art tomorrow! :D I rot the whole day and I didn't do anything for art. Lol! Facebook is so nice, I think I'm addicted to it :/ Okay, goodnight people. Miss Me! (:

I was waiting for you to sms me.
But you didn't, awww ):

Random.

I really miss you.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D

This few days were quite enjoyable, but the bad thing was I didn't touch any homework. Not even doing my art! :/ Gonna do some art later if not tomorrow will get scolding ya. Lol (:

THURSDAY.

Botanical Garden visit, I was so wrong. It was not as fun as that day we went Pasir ris Park. Maybe because g.daughter& aiai weren't there ): Never took alot of photos also, blablablah! After the visit, slack in school - waiting to go for chemistry remedial but in the end it was CANCELLED! The reason of cancelling was quite ridiculous. (Forget it) Then we went to borrow bball from the guys and went to the bball court to play. So fun! Hahahha :D After that went for art till 6plus. Everybody was so emo, atmosphere was really bad! Blablah, discovered something 'ugly' Hahahah. Shan't elaborate, only art students know ya. Lol. After art, went home. (:

FRIDAY.

Slack in class for 2hours or so, while the others did the presentation for the chd and bc day. Clean the classroom then went for recess. Ate with dumbasses (: After recess, went up to the hall for the presentations. All the way till 1plus then can be dismissed. Went for art awhile to hand in my 4th submittion then went for CCA. Ended at 5pm then went down for game, very fun - LOL! Run and run. (: After that, KFC with the dancers and went home (:

SATURDAY.

Late for bridging. :/ Learnt about describing people, blablablah. After bridging, met up with Zoe and ate lunch with zoe,jasmine,yeelian,sharmaine& amanda. Then bused to YJC for their carnival, saw many familiar faces! Hahah. Stayed there till 6plus going 7pm then went home. LOL! Bus back home with yeelian while the others walked to northpoint. Fun day with the girls! :D

TODAY.

Going to have tuition later on at 230pm. ):

Okay lah, I'm going to prepare myself for tuition later, blog again soon. And photos will be uploaded tonight (:

I'm a Chilled Coolio.

You take everything as it comes. Your nonchalant attitude helps you to truly open up and be yourself. You couldn't care less about unimportant issues that happen to come up in this stereotypical, prejudice, shallow community we live in. You're also most likely none of the cruel words listed above.

May.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.

Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily
consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift. Yellow is my lucky colour. You love doing things your way and are very
happy with your life..you are not jealous of what other people have

Are you emo?

Maybe. Kinda emo.

Thanks for keeping me accompanied yst.

So nice to sms you, lol!

And yes, I'm the ugly weirdo :D

Best Community Heart Day.

Pasir Ris Park.

Today was the best Community Heart Day ever, seriously. Our class, everyone had lots of fun. Especially when we were all at the playground there, tried out all the fun things. Took loads of photos, so bonded! "My class is so coool" :D

Unhappiness was set aside, I tried not to think so much by enjoying myself. It does works, and it works quite well though. Hopefully, I would be able to be a more cheerful person. I will try k, try only! Lol.

Lastly, I want to thank all those friends who were with me yesterday. Thankyou Thankyou and many Thankyous. I hope I won't let history repeat itself again, I will stay strong. I will..

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Okay, I'm ending my post here. Photos uploaded but I've got no time to upload in my blog, maybe another time. I suppose there will be even more photos tomorrow! Yes! Botanic Garden, even though it sounds very boring. I'm sure we are going to enjoy ourselves very much tomorrow! (: "My class is cooooool"

HAPPY! :D

Love Lockdown.

I went to Facebook and did the test on 'Are you spoiled' , and here's the result.

According to quiz analysis, PEIMEI is 46% spoiled!You're a little spoiled, but
you're not spoiled rotten.You love to be showered with gifts and affection, but
you're good at keeping your demands to a minimum!

Lols, I'm 46% spoiled can! :/ My stupidh went to take the test too, and he's 33% spoiled! Hahah. Luckily I'm just a little spoiled :/ Must shower me with gifts and affection on special days okay! Muhhahah.

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It's Sunday yo! Which means tomorrow going back to school again. Ohwell, at least it's only 2 full school day and the rest of the days are community heart day and beyond classroom day. After which, it's gonna be March holiday. Seriously, I don't look forward to March holiday. It's not even a holiday at all! Need to go back school everyday, and I mean EVERY SINGLE DAY! Even on Saturday, have to go back for Bridging. Sighs. Where's my holiday!? I need a break lor, weekends are just not enough. ): Sunday sleep a little longer, mum also nag at me. I'm really very very tired can? I think I need to sleep for 24hours to get my energy back. Lol.

This week, not very good. Friday was a bad one. Really bad one. And I think every friday will be a bad day for me, or maybe for us. ): I shouted at him, yes, shouted so loudly ): Shout my lungs out okay, was furiously mad at him for what he've done. Sighs. Hope he won't do it again, if not I will go even madder than that. Booohoo! Thanks Ai for accompanying me, she played 'Sha gua' and I cried like one shit. So emo can. She told me must cry out, cannot hide inside. So I cry out and booooo - after that jiu back to normal. -.-

So I pon cca that day ): Not purposely lor, I swear! Really want wait till they all come out then go with them. Wait till so long also never see them go down, waited in class. Blablah. 5plus already, saw some coming back. Then I know I missed it. Lol. Okay lah, nvm. I won't pon anymore k. I will go every training till after syf. Hahha.

After that, went to look for g.great daughter. Off to penin - ate pepperlunch(express) at the food junction. Not that bad, quite nice (: Then headed off to get our stuffs. Went round and round, enter the same shop again and again. Lol! And the super nice design and comfy jacket cost 55bucks! o.0 Shocked dao. Lol. But it's really very nice. In the end, I got a heart-shaped bagpack. Very sweet looking. Lol. Yea man, I love HEART-SHAPES! ♥ :D

Saturday. No bridging. Went to look for Stupidh, very early! Lol. First time sia, be honoured I can wake up so early k! Hhaha. I know he won't appreciate though. :/ Very fun& irritating day with him, totally forgot about the unhappiness. Hhaha. Thanks to him for making me happy (: We had pizza hut for lunch, so much that we cant finish everything! :/ He ate the most of course, such a pig man! :D After that, went home alone. (:

Today. Did nothing much, woke up quite late and did my homework. Wanted to meet precious but she was busy with her 'handphone', so ended up never meet her. Stay home the whole day, was seriously so bored! Wanted to go out to get my things, but I DIDNT! I was so lazy and moodless cos of that stupidh. Arghhh, again right? That's why he's so stupid! Hhaha, joking :/ I don't want stay home again! So freaking bored. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

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Okay, I think I'm gonna end here. Needa rest early, havent iron my uniform because my mum don't want to help me iron! AHhhh, whatever! I will iron myself :@

Stupidh just promised me something - Hahha! :D So happy now, ya for now only! Hahah. (: Nights!

Counting on, forever! ♥

HAPPY 19TH! ♥

As long as you're with me, you will see me smile.

As long as you're with me, I'll not cry.

As long as you're with me, I won't be alone again.

As long as you're with me, there'll be lots of laughters.

As long as you're with me, I'll be there for you too!

Remember the pact and promises we made, it's gonna last forever!

You're the greatest pig of the whole world, (: I Love You! ♥

JAPx3

Photos!

Click to enlarge! (:

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What a day! -.-

What the hell, I think today very weird lor. They were saying that every teacher was having pms, lmao! (: Kinda lame but I think it's so true can.

Physics lesson was the best man. So fun and hilarious, hahah! Ms Lim pronouced "Moth" so funny, winny and me were like giggling among ourselves about that. Then got someone corrected her, whole class laughed. Hahah! Not that her pronounciation not good, but I think she's rather cute lor. Lol, she's such a nice teacher compared to _ _ _ ! -.-

Maths lesson was so screwed up! Dont know what had got into him, everytime come into our class must shout here shout there then happy. What the hell can. As usual, he went around to check for maths formula book and the worksheet that we were supposed to finish up on friday. And the stupid thing was, he raised his voice at me just because I didn't mark a few of the questions. So he said "Why didn't you mark these questions? How do you know it's right or wrong?" "If I don't check, you will just chuck it inside your bag and forget about it, am I right?" So I said, "Some questions you didn't give answer so I never mark." Guess what he said? Something totally so ridiculous. "Can't you get the answers from your friends?" HELLO!? You didn't even give the answers, and you expect my classmates to know the answer? You, yourself never teach us properly and scold the whole class for what fuck? You only know how to throw your tantrum around, although I'm not always the one who got scolded. But I really pity those who got scolded by you everytime lor, had to bear with your loudness, your unclearness, and your saliva? Lmao! What I can say is, stop being so unreasonable! Stop pushing all the blames to us when you can't teach us well.

Luckily we're going to be banded after march holiday! Looking at my term test result, I already know which band I will go. And they said you will be teaching band1, oh-so-great man! No need to stand your "Attitude" and your irregular pms! -.- Really cannot stand this kind of people, now I also don't want to be bothered so much! For the time being, I'm just going to be so quiet during maths lesson until we're banded. If not, he flared up again - I swear I will just shout at him to speak up for myself, and the whole class! (Ya, I think I will.) Cos the whole class already buay song the way he scolded us lor. Tsk. Whatever!

Very unlucky monday! Had to stay back after school for maths, but there's art tutorial too (which I totally forgot about it) Mrtan was so pissed off and he "Saved" us from maths! We hurried to art room and continued our work. Finally get to print the pictures from my thumbdrive. Blablah, and teacher gave us feedback on our 3rd submittion. Guess what comment I've got? "Got improvement" Hahhaha. -.- C6 to C5 only. He was considering to give me a B, but he told me he must see a consistent effort and stuffs so I can get a B. -.- I will surely do well for my 4th submittion lor! Dont want to get any red stickers anymore. Anyway, teacher will be giving me a yellow sticker! Oh please, my first yellow sticker ok! Must be proud of it, (like real -.-) I'm being so lame here, ignore me please! Hahha.

Stayed back till 7plus then went off. That stupidh ran away from me like wth. He even lied to me and he refused to apologise! He's going to get my "xlsbz" tmr! Muhahahah :D

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I just had my supper which was MAGGIE MEE! So unhealthy but I'm so satify cos it's been so long since I last had maggie mee :D On the other hand, it's so fattening to have such heavy supper! Gonna cut down on the food intake (lmao)

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I don't know what to write for my Compo, I really have no idea of what to write. So I'll just leave it till tomorrow! :P

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I'm going to bring my costume to school tomorrow! With that big hat too, waliew it's going to be so embarassing cos my costume very noisy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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AH.LOY is going to bed now! -.-

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You told me you won't leave me alone!

I hope you mean it, because I don't want to lose such a

great friend like you! (: Rest assured, I'll be happy and

I won't be always having problems. I'll share my happiness with

you too! Heh. Thankyou!!!! :D

When it all happened at one go.

Undefine.

As predicted, it was a really bad and hectic week. And I meant terribly bad, because of what had happened etc. Initially the week started off quite well, only until thursday - everything's like out of control. Friday was even worst, sucks like hell man. :/

Seemed like everything's becoming from bad to worst. Even for family matters, sucks okay. I shouted over the phone at mum because of what had happened the night before. I hate him like never before, and I don't think he got the right to interfere what I'm doing. Mum's always helping me and I thank her for that, and you? What have you done? You have done nothing and you want care so much? Oh please lah! For now, I just want you to stop interfering me and go on with your carefree life. My problems no need you to care, as long as Mum is always here for me I will be happy enough. I dont need you. Yes, I mean it.

To you, I'm sorry for the problems I've created and given you making you so stressed up and angry. I hope you understand that it's not because I want to react that way, is the things around me that's happening that affected me so much that I seemed to be changing. I know it's not the first time, I know you've given many chances. But I really hope you understand my situation now, don't forget our pact yea? Though it's like so ridiculous, but as long as both of us try to understand and give in to each other more, the pact will be fulfilled (: Yea?

& once again, I'm sorry.

Sometimes, it's really difficult for you to let go.

For example a relationship, would you give up a relationship when you and your partner had been together for so long? Would you rather choose to let go of your partner just because you want him/her to be happy? Would you really bear to let go? I bet you don't? But sometimes, you're forced to let go and you have no choice but to accept the fact that you have to give up everything. Imagine how hurt would that be. Why must all good things come to an end? I really wonder why you know. They always say that it's part of parcels of life, but when you are already so hurt will you think of anything else? Sighs. Sometimes, it's just so stupid.

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Whatever it is, I love my boyfriend & my boyfriend loves me. That's all it matters! Bahahah :D That stupidh is gonna get x100 hittings from me (Haha, just kidding)

PS ; 4 more days to 19th! :D Time passes so fast man. Bahhah! :D

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I've got nothing in mind to blog about. So blank now -.-

It's getting late and I better go get some rest before I start complaining that I'm tired and stuffs. *Yawns. Can I skip school for one week? -.-