Screwed it up yo!

We each lose a color trying to find that sparkle,

Dwindle down to red, I hope for a miracle.

• Screwed up my previous skin, so here's my new colourful skin! (: POLKA DOTS! Reminds me of my old link, poka-licious - Hahah, very childish I know.
• Stayed home the whole day, onlined& did some english vocabs.
• In a blink of an eye, weekend's over! Here comes the dreadful schooldays!
• It's going to be a hectic week, will be staying in school till 6plus everyday! ):
• But looking forward to Wednesday, dinner with Sixsome! :D

Okok needa end my post here, got to do my art. (:
Byebye, do leave a tag! Greatly appreciated, muhahahah! :D

When It Was Me.

Visual perception, brought to life by the colors

Almost any problem should fall by the wayside as you power through your options
using your amazing insights and brainpower. It's a good time to help out family
with small-scale life issues.

Finally! Weekends! (:
I gave a missed to Bridging and went to find stupidhead instead, :/ Had a few mouthful of noodles and rushed off to meet him. Finally have some time to spend with him. Nothing special also, lol but I like the chocolate cake we ate! Hahahhh :D


Went home at 2plus and slack all the way till Precious texted and we went chongpang to buy some stuffs. Initially, wanted to go for basketball but I'm too lazy and tired. Perhaps I should go basketball next week - I need to exercise abit lor! Lol. Blahhhh, home at 6plus then I went to pack my study table. It looks so much neater and spacious lor, (: While packing, I saw that Jae book that I've borrowed from Precious - I took it and started flipping to the pages for poly courses. Was aiming to go for business/media&design courses. Now I've got to set a target for myself, and work extremly hard for O's. (: Heee-hee!

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Goodnight. (:
I love my dear! Hahahahh, ♥

Grievous Pain!

Dammmmmmmm it! I think I've hurt my abdoment while having dance practice just now. Started to feel the pain after practice, super unbearable pain. Effing irksome. What the hell can, first time hurt dao jiu seemed so bad. Argh. What a 'lucky' day! :/ Applied the medicine, and I think it's getting better. Hope I can get out of bed tomorrow! Like dee.


School was fine for me today, el - pe - physics - emaths. El was so boring lor, managed to went through the compre paper only. After that, we had our 2.4 run during pe lesson again. Luckily it's not under the super scorching sun, if not I will really faint lor! :/ At first ran with winny, after that I think she was not well then she slowed down. Ran alone again ): My timing was like so kns lor, improved by 4sec! My constant and non-stop running helps to maintain my timing but I think my stamina is not gooooooood! :@ But got improved it's like better than nothing, so yea. Lololol! Will try harder for my targetted timing, :D And anyway, more than 70% of our class improved on our timing too, congrats man! No more 2.4 until the actual one. Woohoo (: But they say there's 5km run or something on monday with 5/2! o.0 Ohhhh man~


Physics was fun, GXULIMR! & ROYGBIV! Hahah, inside joke~ After physics was maths, another boring lesson. Continued similarity and congruent, did questions from the textbook. And that's about it. Schooooool end. Went for lunch then to cca, the same thing here and there. After cca went for dinner at KFC, yayyyyyy~ It's been so long since I last ate kfc you know. Hahahh. Went home!


OHYAH, our class won the prize for the total defence's poster we designed during vip lesson that time. Not the only class among the whole school, but among the whole sec4/5. Oh yea~ Then everybody started to say it's surely their group's poster. Lmao! :D I like my class, (: So much better than last year.


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I miss those crazy times with Sixsome.
I miss having lunch together with Sixsome.
I miss those outings together.
I miss every single one of them, especially the 3 who've graduated.
Sixsome is loved loved loved!
Look forward to every 25th, :D

Every piece of my heart!

Having tuition later, yawns!
I can feel my eyebags already, and my eyelid's so heavy now! I can fall asleep anytime, Lol! After tuition, I'm going to chiong my english - 3 compres, 82 vocab meanings, and maths homework! This is so shit again! I'm not going to do my art today, tired of art you know! :/ I spent 1 whole month to finish my 6 emotion masks. Lmao :P Call me a 'pro', wahahah :D

There's PE tomorrow, running again! ): Wish me luck please! :/
Alright, I'm going to prepare for my tuition! Byes.

Let bygones be bygones.

The good times together.

Shit everything for now! Damn it.

I've got very bad comments for my art, teacher's chasing me for work and I have to catch up with the rest asap! I need to stay back almost everyday for art because I'M SLOW&WEAK! Sighs, seriously got no mood about art and I feel like dropping this subject though it's like so impossible. K whatever, I just know it feels so shitty now.

My mum grounded me for going out on weekends. She told me I can only go out one of the days, homework not completed - no way out! ): Fine. I accepted this because I want to stay home and complete all my assignments as well as start revising for midyear? Oh yea, midyear will be around the end of april, I think. Super fast. So many things to catch up on, stress? Sighs.

Chemistry's so difficult. I don't understand a thing.

Mother Tongue's all about memorising for now! I don't have good memory! Super bad disadvantage. Sighs.

English's the killer subject!

Maths needs a lot of practices!

I have no comment on combine humanities, cos it shits x100! :X

At least, physics's the most interesting subject of all. Lmao -.-

I want to sleep, I really cannot tahan! I'm very tired, but there's like so many homework to be done! Everything's so shit, shitshitshit! Arghhhhh.

A burning sensation.

140209 ♥

That day, I enjoyed very much with you. I suppose you feel the same way too (: Sorry for not able to meet you for movie! :/ As I've told you, I was busy doing something special for you. Heh (: Hope you like it, because it's all done by myself can! :D I'm just hoping that the roses won't die so fast lor, if not I won't get to admire the red roses! Yesyesyes, pretty hope so! Ahhhhh. What a valentine's day! It's more than just the fun, it's more of the LOVE! Hahahh. I think last year's valentine's day also not that sweet lor, prolly because it's a school day and I can't spend much time with you yea. Eww, forget it. It's over anyway, what matters most is the days ahead of us! (: Remember our promises alright, my dear! ♥ manymanymany loves. *kisses!

Ohyea, and manymany sorrys for manymany things I've caused for you! Hope you can forgive me lah! :/ Sighs, I've got like so many things to talk about you but my mind's so blank now. Ahhh whatever! You should know what I want, what I need, what I really want to say! :D STUPIDDDDDHEAD! ♥


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Thankyou, mydear! ♥

Delighted.

My boyfriend gave me a bouquet of rose& chocolates on valentine's day! ♥ I baked cookies for him, a big heart and many small hearts! We like our gifts very much, muhahahah! (: & He's really sweet cos he surprised me with that bouquet of rose! :D manymanymany loves! ♥
After that, went to "son" house to play& steamboat. Pretty cool though. (: I won 2 rounds of mahjong and I'm very happy can! Hahah. Off at 11pm and cabbed home with them. Dropped at yishun mrt and stupidhead walked me home :D Okay, that's about yesterday.

Sixsome were awesome today! Had singing session with them, :D Exchanged our valentine's day gifts too, & took quite a number of photos! Shall upload it when I got the pictures (:

In conclusion, I had lots of fun this weekend! Never study at all -.- I'm going to be so dead tomorrow because teacher is checking on us for the time we spend on studying! 4hours per day, 8hours for 2 days! Shit x100! Dead dead dead ):

Okay, done with this short post. Nights.

Moodswings.

Found another song of Ina, quite nice though! (: The lyrics also not that bad, but I prefered the last two songs by her. Hope there's more songs of hers out in Imeem, Lol.

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Having monday blues (-.-)

Today's lessons were so slacking, had 2periods of english but teacher's not in school. After recess, was emaths lesson - went through our homework and read through the textbooks on universal and complement sets. Vip and homeroom, talked about total defence day which is going to be held next monday. Did poster for our school opening, dam funny! My group did on Commitment, and I thought of the three fingers which represent to pledge/promise. Ohwell, it turned out to be very cool cos there's teamwork! :D Harry's group de poster quite nice too, very creative! Hahah. (: After lunch, self-study then pe. Emo off during pe lesson, did 2.4km trail run and vent it out by running. Chiong all the way and left dumbasses behind. (Sorry!) Kept running and running, and told myself not to giveup. In the end, I'm still not fast enough. Lol! About the same timing as last year, stamina didn't drop but wants to hit my targetted timing though. After running, I felt terribly uncomfortable. I could feel my whole body burning hot, whatsmore we had our pe in the afternoon and the weather was like super hot! Like we're going to have heatstroke and faint anytime. Dreadful! :/ On the way back to school, had this nausea feeling, very disgusting. Had to climb all the way till 4th floor to our class, and it was terrible I tell you. Sat under the fan and rested for very long, 5pm then went for art! Lol. Sighs, talking about art I'm very pekchek lor. I seriously can't shade well, compare my shading with mrtan's (-.-) After he showed me the correct way of shading, I tried shading on my own - He said got improvements but still needs more practice. Alright, I will try my best to finish up the other 4 faces. Practice makes Perfect! (: Lol, and our next submittion for our 2nd board is like this friday! I'm not going to disgrace myself from getting red sticker again, D:

I found my new tutor, like finally! Because I just can't let my maths to be a gone case. Actions speak louder than words, and.. yea. I shouldn't go on further. No point saying I must study hard etc.. Actions are more important. Lol. Rightright, almost done with today's post. Gonna have a good night rest! Tomorrow's going to be a better day! :D

* Lucks to sec3 peeps who're going for camp tomorrow!

* Valentine's approaching! Looking forward, yeah man! \m/

* Sunday's outing with sixsome is going to be great too, love them many! (:

* I swear I won't be late for school again, dam it -.-

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Goodnight.

Vulgarities.

I'M NOT OKAY! Seriously not okay! D:

I got this fucking idiot spying on me and tell tales to somebody. Hey sucker, what's wrong with you? Have I done anything wrong or provoke you that you have to do this to me? Do you know what the fuck is happening now? Is all because of your fucking tales that caused us to be like this. I tell you, if we're not going to be okay - you're also not going to be okay! I'll make sure I curse you until you turn into a mad dog. Tmd. You jolly well fuck off from our side before something happens to you. Cheebong.


You try to tell some more tales, I'll make sure I tear your mouth up! Suckers like you should get bang by big trucks and never get reincarnation! And this is for you, -'-

Bleeding Heart.

What's left now is a broken heart

that will never be healed.
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AH.LOY wants to scream out loud! D:

I need the beach, I need breathtaking sessions, I need rainy days, I need everything that will cools me down. Because things are really getting out of hands, I can't even reach out for anything now. I can't I can't I can't. I feel so useless and hopeless now, tell me what to do please.

Useless as ever, Hopeless like forever.

& to those who provoke me, better be careful. I'm not for you to mess with, when I'm really angry I can do anything I want. I can bear with your nonsense for a very long time, but when it reaches its limit, i tell you I'm gonna bomb out and you're just going to suffer. You will never know how bad and mean can I be, so yea.

Effing pissed off. -'-

18th.

One Year Six Months! ♥

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret

So I will not forget. I will not forget

How this felt one year six months ago

I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do

Follow me there

A beautiful somewhere

A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore

It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget

And being on this road is anything but sure

Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do

Follow me there

A beautiful somewhere

A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight

Wrap me up in a dream with you

Close off these eyes, try not to cry

All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you

Memories of you

Memories of you

Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do

Follow me there

A beautiful somewhere

A place that we can share

Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

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1,2,3,4!

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

1, 2, 3, 4

I love you

I love you

Happy 18th month, my dear! :D

Forget about what happened just now, Im fine now (:

Thanks for the night just now! Loves ♥

Lethargic.

Will this continue and never end,

or everything stops right here?

If I were a boy, I will definitely treat my girlfriend well. Sighs.

Just got back home not long ago, Yes, very sleepy very moodless! Somebody just got into my way and pissed me off like mad. HOR? :@ Thank god it's raining, at least it calm me down a little with the cool weather outside. Okay lah, I'm not pissing off already lah. Just that I feel so unappreciated, so .. I dont know. It's hard to explain it too. I just want a new start, whereby it's not only me who's the one always taking the initiative to do things. Sighs, you get it? Urghhh, so annoying.

School's fine. But I don't like this week at all. I kept yawning and felt so sleepy in class, I really dont know why lor. I slept super early and I'm still so tired. What's wrong with me? Dots dots.

I like twilight! (:

I still don't think Edward Cullen is cool, lol! Perhaps a little?

Hahah, whatever! Harry finished reading twilight in 3 days. Can you believe? Lol.

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Bye (:

Tired.

What a day!
Woke up at bloody 7am! I was so blur and I thought it was still 6:35am, still have a little time for preparations to school. But mum was rushing me and kept telling me it's 7am!! Lol. Chua tio and faster chiong. Took cab to school you know. Sucha waste of money! Was almost late nia, but I felt so sleepy still. It's not like I slept at 2plus 3plus in the morning lor, I slept at 11plus! To me it's already so early, and I couldn't wake up on time. Again, that stupidh had to call so many times to wake me up. But sorry yo, I was really pigging and couldn't hear anything. Lol.

School was pretty fine. Super hungry today, no idea why. Perhaps I didn't have proper meals for the past few days. Well. It's not good to me, I don't want to gain weight lor. I told stupidh I'm gonna slim down to another 3 more kg. But he thinks I simply cannot do it, -.- What a cold blanket. Lol. But nevermind, it doesn't matters alot. As long as something something .. LOL!

It's wednesday tomorrow, and I can't believe it's only 2 days away from today! :D So looking forward to that day, hopefully it will not be a bad day cos I want to smile throughout the whole day! Wooohoo. Andand, someone's gonna meet me on next friday to pass me something for valentine's! Ewwww, I tell you - it's gonna be so sweet! Ha-ha :D Shall look out for gifts for valentine's too.

Goodnight. Stupidh's rushing me to bed. He scared I cannot wake up again -.-

Confusion.

Behind those eyes, sorrows.

Week 5. Getting back of results.

I don't want teachers to see my parents, I don't want teachers to complain how lazy and not harkworking I am. I don't want teachers to do that. The worst thing of getting back of results is not the marks, but the consequences of getting bad results. Seeing parents is one example, I doubt my parents will have the time for this. Though it concerns about me, I don't care. I know how I fare for this term test and what I shouldn't be doing for the next mid year exams. I will work hard, promise! Please don't see my parents for goodness sake! *Prays hard.

Someone told me to "let my emotions to be my motivation." Sounds so wrong to me, but well, I know it's time for me to put all those emotions behind me. I'm taking another major of the major-est examinations this year and I can't let all these to affect me much. I've got to pull through and stand strong, I've got to pull up my bloody short socks and start catching up. I don't want to be lagging behind, I don't want to regret after taking my results next year. *Big sighs.

Confusions.

Confusions.

Confusions.

& more Confusions.

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All the best to those who have just started a new school life in Jc.