I just ain't the same without you in my life. ♥

Music ; Yellowcard- View From Heaven.

It's TUESDAY lah, and I've got a pretty fine mood compared to yesterday.

Just dont know what went wrong with me yesterday.

And yeah, I got away from those ugly problems& Im Okay alrd (:

I want t learn how to manage my emotions well. Lol.

Woke up early in the morning for Dance Practice :D

Meet Jasmine at Macdonald for our breakfast, and sat lorry to school xD

Practice was alright, Instructor haven't come back from holiday.

Probably next week she's coming back, and training will be tough again.

Well, not a bad thing lah. And we're preparing for CNY next year.

I super love that dance okay! (: I like the costume too, red&white :D

10am, went for our Art.

Zz, Mr tan said want t give us our Nlevel question paper but in the end

dont have. Instead, he asked us t help out on this Thursday.

After that he's giving us the question paper& we have t start preparing.

And yah, I have t be serious in Art. Though i dont like it that much,

I still have to take the exam. So, It's better to focus more than being not

interested. I wanna score at least a B for art man. Lol.

Dismissed at around 1040am and went t grab a bite.

Assembly was SO-SO ._.

Dont bother to talk about it too, makes me angry only! ZZZ

after assembly, eat lunch in school with dancemates.

Went home& sleep for the whole afternoon.

I can go for the trip to SuZhou! So happy lah, Lol :DD

Mummy agreed to let me go, YEAHS!

But Jasmine's dad dont allow her to go, ):

Without her, there will be less laughter i guess. -Sighs. If only she

could join us too. And really hope she can!

SILLY, takecare (: Recover soon.

Falling into memories of you ♥

Just a pleasant day for me. Did nothing much. -Sighs.

Feeling kinda bored, and how i wish i can talk t someone.

I want t pour out all my sorrows, and cry it all out.

Maybe that's the way that will make me feel better i guess.

The problem lies with me, whatever i do seems t be so wrong.

And.. i doesn't seems t be changing either.

WHY?! why can't i change into a better person?

Why can't i be more understanding? Why can't i tolerate more?

They always say, Happiness is only a short while. Is it really true?

I really wonder. If happiness is only a short while, i would rather

have no happiness. Locking myself in total sadness isn't that bad i guess.

Getting hurt is something i got used of.

-Sighs, I really got no mood. BADBAD mood ):

I can no longer hold on to my tears, Im going t cry in bed tonight.

And hopefully after that, i will feel muchmuch better.

My cute little niece :DDD

2-days of shopping, I'm seriously very tired. Lol.

Yesterday bought 2 tops and 1 dress. Quite like the dress (:

Today never really buy anything lah.

Can't find my white dress ): have t go shopping again next week!

andand, my heels! Still have not find a suitable one.

Actually, shopping can be really great! Hahahs.

Especially if you shop with mum or sister! Can buy anything you want xP

So coool. lol.

Holidays is here (:

And there's no E-square camp for us. Only the Express.

Well, it's great lah. :P Then can spend time on other stuffs.

Next tuesday have t go back for assembly and art.

Sighs, go back school also nothing i guess.

Only some talks and thats all, and they say they will annouce who

will be the people who're getting into through-train.

Yadah, guess it would be boring lor ._.

Nothing to blog also. No mood ahhhhhh- ):

Sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

Waiting for the day when I'm complete

Doing what I can to let you be.

MONDAY :D

-went raffles.

-took pictures.

-have lots of fun.

-gossips! (:

TUESDAY :D

went raffles again for our Sculpture Walk.

to them, it may be quite tiring, but t the 6 of us is quite

enjoyable. Cause we can slack around. Lol.

but we're quite relieved. Cause there's still some people

who are enthu about the game (:

which is very good alrd lah, better than slacking around or

worst, dont want t play the game. xP

But overall, it's very GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD (:

after that, went home changed and went out again.

went Vivo and Marina Square. :DD

wanted t find shoulder bag but can't find any suitable ones.

Sighs, had been finding bag for a very long time.

And shopshop til 7plus and we ate dinner at Long John.

and guess what! I've gained weight. walao ):

Going t do exercise tmrl, Basketball and Swimming :DDD

hopefully can at least kill fats, 1kg~!

Uncle ray taking us t Suzhou this dec holiday.

I WANT GOOOOOOO !

And heard from him it's WINTER now, and i really want t go!

after the Korea trip last year, its so shiok during winter lor.

So cooooling, So niceeeee (:

At first ask my mama, she was quite agreeable.

BUT, after that i asked for her consent, she rejected! ):

walao, i want go i want go i want go!

Now i'm still persuading her t allow me go oversea!

Hopefully she will allow me go. And i can spend second last week

of my holiday overseas with them (:

I've got a bruised up heart but I'm still hanging out.

-The Click Five - The Reason Why .

Percussion in the morning. Nice (:

Certain times we were quite serious, Lol.

Created some music, and it sounds good too. Notbad okays :D

After that, I suggested t play some games.

So we played till around 12plus and we went for tuition.

Tuition was stressed :X

learning new stuffs, and i dont understand anything at all.

But somehow, I'm still able t absorb some in. Lol.

Guess I'm going t be dead next year. OMG LAHS ~ :X

After tuition, went no where but Home (:

was happy in the morning, but felt moody after that. ):

And I'm always like this everyday, especially this few days lah :X

well, i still cant settle myself down. No idea why =.=

Im being pissed-off by some stuffs so easily. Getting so agitated

when it reaches certain time. ):

Hopefully after tonight, everything will be back t normal.

I'm going t reflect on what i've done!

Bye People. Have a great day tmrl. :D

I REALLY DO NEED SOMEONE T ENTERTAIN ME! :P

feeling kinda moody, i need entertainments! Lol.

It's only between you and me :D

The wonders.

You will never get t understand how i feel.

Even though you care, certain things you will just think I'm

being naive or simply just too atrocious.

Different people have different thinking, I agreed on that.

Im trying my ways to understand you too.

Somehow, something is missing. I dont know what.

Just have this strange feeling that it's missing.

Perhaps i think too much?

It's drifting away. Really.

You cannot feel it, because you never understand.

I know crying does not solve the problem.

But i just want to cry out loud.

I really dont want t lose anything now.

It's part of my life now, Cant afford to lose anything.

Will you every try to understand my feeling?

Are you willing to spend your effort on me?

Ive got no words to say..

It really do hurts at times.

Though we're near, it seems just too far apart.

-Somewhere, only you and i belong (:

Gotten back our overall results.

and i knew my class position as well as level.

Yes, i got top10 for my class position, consider quite good (:

Dropped alot compared t midyear. :X

but nevermind, i knew many of my classmates worked

harder than me. For that, i admit i was lazy :P

So.. didn't manage t score well and get top5.

And it's not about that, my level position was bad too. ):

Being at top 25 wasn't what i want.

but nevermind, it's over. I shall not grumble anymore lah.

Passed all my subjects for overall :DD

didn't take down my overall marks for all subjects.

no A1 no A2 ): not even MATHS i got an A2 ):

Ahhh.. nevermind. Shall buck up more next year ! (:

I'VE IMPROVED COMPARE T LAST YEAR OKAY :D

and this is what i'm most happy about.

I still remembered i failed almost all subjects last year.

Lol. didnt really score well lah :X

now i've got at least some high position, Im happy alrd (:

and i've passed all my subjects, it's even happier (:

I'm really going t work hard next year no matter what.

I'm going t aim for it! DO WELL :D

going t polish up all my doubts during the E2 camp. (:

It really matters if you dont care.

But i know you will care no matter what (:

Just a little concern will do.

It will fill my whole day with joys. Really.

ROAR! Those mosquito bites on my legs are irritating!
Itches me every now and then. -walao ):
yesterday forgot to apply medicine, now even worst. ):
right leg got the worst lah, i hate BITES.
They say my blood is sweet? oh well. maybe lol.
only me and sharmaine got the most mosquito bites after
outing at Yishun Park at night >,<"
We're O+ blood group, and that's the reason ! Roar~

TUESDAY.
Back to school t check our papers, ended up getting none.
but attended one photoshop program. it's the same as
the one which we had during the holiday for Art.
So nothing much on that day, about 1plus jiu dimissed :D
After that, went Wsc for percussion jamming.
Waited for pohling like soooooo long lah. Started quite late.
everything was like so successful& fun (:
took a video t let Uncle raymond had a view of what we've done.
Well done people. (:

WEDNESDAY.
Got back quite a feel papers.
quoted from jasmine; " papers that day were BOMBS to us"
well, got back English, Maths, Physics, Chemistry& Humanities.
I'm happy that i passed my English this term.
yet.. it's still not what the marks expected lah. Hopefully,
it can help t pull up my grades and for the final grade. Wish t
get at least a Pass for English. I would be HAPPY LOR (:
Maths was horrible like hell. ):
scored so badly for my paper1. And average for paper2.
overall, i only got 60plus for maths.
WHICH IS NOT WHAT I WANT. I WANT A2!!! ):
But i'm contented with my Combine Science. though a little
disappointed with the overall Science marks. but its okay.
manage t get A1 for phyics, and B3 for my chemistry.
In the end, got B3 for my Science. a little marks t A2 lor ):
Humanities were alright.

THURSDAY
Got back chinese and art. Border line passes. Lol.
failed my chinese compo. >,<"
Overall, i pass all my subjects, quite happy luh :DD
This shows i've improve liao! So happy (:
this holiday i can spend it with no worries.
but not t forget next year, SEC4. Lols. all the best bah.
after that, went for percussion jamming again.
Had jamming awhile, the we went Zi-highing later :D
Kept singing and singing.
jasmine said i was Zibi at the corner with the guitar. Lol.
:P had dinner with them and went home (:
today got Sabo-ed by yiliang and guys =.= sobs!

ILOVE MY WEEK (:

Dancers :D

SUNDAY :D

Yesterday was such a fun day (:

After tuition, meet up with sharmaine and went Somerset t

find jasmine,litong& dinesh. was really tired then. lol.

reached there, went around and took neoprints. hahas.

didn't want t take but was forced -laughs.

After that went around shopping, then sharmaine&me&jasmine

decided t buy ring together (: took a long time t decide the

colour, and we chose RED in the end. well, not bad too :X

at that shop, i also saw black&white ring. supersuper nice okay (:

though there's no design just plain one, it looks perfect. :D

There were also manymany cute stuffs lor. IWANT BUYLAH ):

i'm going t be crazy this holiday. Hahas.

time t save up some money for shopping ! OHYEAH. lol

Yesterday jasmine and i also bought tee-shirts together (:

also took a long time t decide. walk here walk there. LOLS

She bought "Little Miss Chatterbox" and i bought "Little Miss

Trouble". and it's GREEEEEN in colour okay :D love it.

but i still want my "Little Miss Naughty" reallyreally want! Hahs.

Took pics while waiting for Litong's dad t fetch us.

and he's really really kind t fetch us from fareast :D

he brought us t Newton for dinner, and we were all so full (:

i still remember the chickens! Lol. it's like Mountain lor. hahahs.

Really have alot of fun there :D

Then her dad sent us home, so nice lah (: THANKS anyway!

Lovable Sixsome <3

MONDAY :D

another fun day today. Hhahas. (:

in the morning, had percussion. after that ate lunch and went off.

okayokay, i went somewhere. Lols :X Fun also (:

After that meet dancers go celebrate BIRTHDAYS :DD

spent one hour waiting and finally we went off.

reached at about 5plus then decided t take our dinner first.

ate DUCK RICE! Lol. it's not-so-nice. not-so-bad. Okay-okay. Lol.

Kuanwai and Jasmine went t buy cake for Zoe& Yanni.

We sang, We laughed, & We're very LOUD. hahahs.

they came out of an idea that we feed each other and see who win :X

while feeding, we laughed and laughed and laughed (:

Dinesh was like so paiseh and claimed that he dont-know us. lol.

Kuanwai and Jasmine first, followed by Yanni& Zoe.

Sharmaine and I the last one. and the punishment was "Mini Concert"

hahahs. then we went off t Yishun Park. (:

played the swing, the playground and the dont-know what thing. lol.

also took alotalot of photos and have alot of FUN&LAUGHTERS!

went off at around 830pm, and home sweet home (:

watched the last episode of the 9pm show, kinda sad ):

NICESHOW LAH :P

School reopen tomorrow luh. Going t get back our papers ):

hope it's fine (:

Yesterday wasn't a fun day for me.
in fact, it's quite lonely. lols :X
Went for my sis de chalet, for 1 day 1night >,<"
such a waste of money t book a chalet just because
of the bbq. Tsktsk.
Then i was like left alone there, -.-"
and because of that i have t cancel the tuition i have
in the afternoon. ROAR! and today i have t go
for yesterday's lesson. if not, i can stay home sleeeeeep !
So.. yesterday bbq session was for my Sis de wedding.
planning about the things that need t be done.

Wellwell. can't wait for the actual day t come lah :X
i want wear till prettypretty leh. Hahahhas.
after my sis got married, nobody t fight with me ):
nobody will bring me go shopping luh ): sad-ed.
Hopefully, she will be happy there (:

Ah well. tuition from 3pm change t 1pm.
need t go prepare myself, if not going t be late again :X
Bye people.

Lastly, wanna wish beloved Zoe, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DD
best wishes, stay pretty and LAUGH OUT LOUD. hees

Will you be the one, always standing for me?

YAYS~ I'm back t blogging again eh? lol.

I did not update my blog for veryvery long lah :X

Kinda miss it too. Lol.

what's more, some people still say my blog rotting. Hahahs.

So.. before blogging. decided t change new skin.

since i'm free all day long, i try it out (: Not bad huh? lol

Alright. exams over! YEAHSYEAHS! hahahs.

5days off school till next monday :D

stayed home for 2 days, wanted t go out but CANT! T.T

blame myself for being so weak lah :X sickness

Hope i'll be alright tomorrow cause i want t have fun.

After monday, i must be mentally-prepared for my results ):

actually i don't know what t say about all the papers.

Some were difficult, some were alright. ):

just pray hard that i won't score that bad for eoy :X

Okay-okay! shall drop the subject.

Hmm. this two days, i've been home watching vcd-online-

audition-youtubing. Quite bored la. cause no fresh-air. lol

Felt quite down too. moodless every now and then ):

Will be out tomorrow, hopefully it will be a fun day for me. Hahs.

Currently watching vcd of Queen's. Hilarious show la. lol

Sibilings said it's a LAME show. but i think it's nice. Hahs.

I also youtube-d on Brown Sugar Macchito. Super Nice :D

Wangzi very shuai wor. OuQuan very cute. lol.

Wangzi and Guigui are really perfectly match lor. OOOOOO (:

People, Go watch! Go watch! lols.

Was playing audition too. and i never played for half and hour for

once. Lol. every 15mins or so i will be out :P

I want t chat on the phone, but no topic t talk on -.-"

if only i'm a talkative person. hahahas.

Oooo. it's pretty late now. 12.32AM. got t go have some rest
before having fun later. -laughs (:
Nights.

Am i being too unreasonable and not understanding enough?

Really hate myself for being so selfish.

Only want myself t get happiness and never bother about

your feeling. Since you're like it so much, i can't help it but let you be.

if not, life will be miserable.

But rest assured, it will still be the same as before.