just have the urge t blog today.
and i've got lots of things t blog today ya. ):

firstly, i was so sick that i really don't wish t go school.
and i went t school with heavy-heart. ):
took train followed by bus, though the bus come at around
7:17am, we were still late for school. -.-
just don't understand, if the bus is full. then stop
squeezing lah. Waste time you know! hais.
Luckily mr yeo let us off this time round again. If not
i will tio dc again lor. which is like so terrible.

Secondly, when i knew that i had dental appointment in
the afternoon, i was really frightened. >,<"
indeed, it was really a dreadful experience i ever had.
Dentist said that i have serious tooth decay. If the fillings
she made for me don't last, i may have t go for Root Canal
Treatment which i think it would be REAL PAINFUL!
and i really hope i don't go for that. it cost a bomb. >,<"
I pray hard that i really no need go.. Pretty Please ):
until now, I'm still having great pain. i'm so afraid..
it's really a BADBAD experience. i was struggling when she
tried t get rid of those bacteria. SOPAIN CAN! ):
then tears start flowing, as it was really so pain. sobs!
I've great phobia of Dental. ):

Thirdly. my juniors couldn't take part in the competition
which means alot t them. they were crying so sadly.
but girls, you've got t know this. You all have plenty of
chance you know? Lol. so it's okay.
this time cannot take part, then wait till next time k ?
or maybe your can go look for competitions at CC or whatever?
So don't be so sad luh. Always supporting your de (:
SMILES! ;DD

Lastly, I really can't stand those inconsiderate people
who don't even care for your own friends. Even if you have your
own best friend, can you please spare a though for others too?
you think you very 'liao bu qi ah'. Please lor.
everytime sabotage people, you think very fun is it ?
everytime shoot people, then people shoot you, you not happy.
what kind of attitude is this? though i may not be a close friend
with you. but what you've done really make me disgusted lor.
just hate the way you boast around like nobody's business.!

Ah well. i really wish t go ZhuHai lah. ):
just afraid i've no money t go for next year's fieldtrip. Hais.
if can go ZhuHai, can learn alot of things and gain experience lor.
sure will be fun de lor. Told my mum about this,
and she have no reaction lor. >,<" argh. nevermind. hahas.

Okay. i think i should get going if not tmr will be late again.
Hope tmr will be a better day for me. with no toothache lor ):

Nights!

I never dreamt it'd be this way.

only until i found you. (:

I'm so sick that i don't wish t update about anything.

and it seems like everybody's sick too. How come leh?

Hais. bad bad. weather really not that good.

fall sick at the wrong time. But nevermind. hahas.

Would like t thanks Mr Ng gj, my private teacher. Lol.

thanks for teaching me chemistry at such late hour! hahas.

and now i understand much better, and hope that tmr

can pass my chemistry. Even if it's a Just Pass.

i will still be very happy lah. Hehs. (:

okay, it's already 12:39am. I think i'm gonna sleep.

if not i can't wake up tmr. and will be late again >,< "

guess i will not update my post for the next five days.

kinda busy with teachers' day as well as EOY exams. Sians..

all the best t me. JIAYOUS!

Woke up early today. And i decided t blog lah.

Ah well, things had not be smooth recently, was having
seriously mood-swings every now and then. Can be really
angry at small little things, hmmm. you can call that Petty too.
Hahas. yalah, just not feeling that good this few days.
perhaps certain issue really disappoint me.
feel so vexed about everything. and yes, EVERYTHING!
there's like no way i can ever solve the problem.
I WANT T SCREAM LAH. :X

Yesterday morning. had a lecture session by teachers.
well. teachers were right. and they can't be wrong.
but just one thing for one particular person, "By comparing
us with other people doesn't make us change you know."
what we needed are just t coperate with our classmates,
as well as teachers. and produce good result.
Dont ever compare us with other people, okay!
we have our own unique-ness. Other people have their
own unique-ness. so why bother compare us?
What you've said may not be all correct. I agreed some
points you made too. But just don't compare us!
And don't ever look down on us!
i really hope my class can show t all the teachers that we
really can work together and reach for our target!

what's more can i say?
since you think that way, i also can't stop you.
maybe it just shows that i'm worthless in your life?
i'm just another fake who pretend t be good?
it really shows how much you trusted me, you know?
it really disppoint me when you said that t me.
have you ever thought how will i feel?
you think i will feel very happy after what you've said?
why must you let this kinda things happen again?
i really couldn't do anything for now.
because it's really heart-breaking of what you've said.
and i feel just so disappointed.

Once your heart has been broken,

There is no getting out.

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i'll blog anytime if i'm free. xD

I've been holding on tonight.

-

I'm so tired. I'm just tooo lazy t do anything. Lol.
this few days, i'm feeling quite okay.
i don't sleep in class. i don't make a fool in class. Lol.
just love humanities lessons, can go mad. hahs.
laughter is something i demand for MORE! :D
hahahs. okay. so that's all about it.
nothing sad, nothing serious or whatever happen.
no more emoness luh. HAHAS (:
hope to remain as happy as possible. it will be great loh. (:

i want holidays t come! i want t sleeeeeeeep. hahs.
no lah. during the holidays, i plan t start studying for
EOY. in fact, from next week onwards, i'm gonna study for
every subject. this time, i must be more serious.
like teachers also said; PLEASE WORK HARD!
yadah. didn't really work hard this term. or should i say, put
in effort in studying for class tests? Lol. yea right.
in the end, i scored so badly for those tests. no point regretting,
cause the marks won't just drop down from heaven. Lol.
So..yah. i'm gonna work for it. STRIVE HARD (:
DA-JIAs; LETS WORK HARD FOR EOY KAY? JIAYOUS! ;D

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please make your mind up, don't see what the future holds.

I'm doooom this time. Hais ):
got back 3 test papers today, eng-chem-chi.
English- 26/50
Chemistry- 2.5/20
Chinese- 15/50
Saw that 'beautiful' marks i've got. Hais..
especially my Chemistry, so pooooor. Urgh. ):
just have t blame myself for not studying well enough.
wahlao. i think i'm gonna fail my combine science
this term luh. as well as my pathetic chinese.
haven't been passing up my chinese homework on time.
and it's included in our CA marks leh.
Doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom ):

Oh right. it's not my day today. Seems quite moody.
but whatever, whatever. Shall not think too much.
Lessons were alright.
watched 'Pursuit the Happyness' after schoool. yeahs (:
quite a nice show. and it's quite motivating. Lol.
"don't let someone tell you that, you cannot do it"
Lol.

Just finish uploading the song t my playlist (:
and decided t put inside my blog.
Rating; Very Nice. Lol :DD
lyrics are meaningful for me. Hahahs.

Amber Pacific - Fall back into my Life.

I know it's not enough to say "I'm wrong"
You know that I will miss you now you're gone
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
So leave a little note for me behind
I swear I have to know the reasons why
This won't survive

Chorus:

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night
Waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I
Would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I wanna be your only one

And now it's not the same with you away
Just holding on to hope to save my days
I won't survive
So just stay with me tonight

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night
Waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I
Would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world unsung
I wanna be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night
Waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I
Would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone

Loooong holiday, really very bored at home.
no money t go shopping. Lol.
no choice, but t stay home play comp-youtube :X
hmmmm.

Tuition today. Maths. Maths& Maths.
i'm getting quite stable wit graphs i think. Lol.
hopefully i'm able t pass, if i've got test on graphs (:
yadah. it's Saturday and tmr's Sunday. EEEEEk
my art work still not done. Sighs.
Had t hand in our final work on Monday, and it's like "WHAT"?
urgh. friends telling me they lost interest. hahs.
ya right, i've lost interest too. Never thought that art could
actually be so dreadful lah. I got into art stream isn't what
i wanted. BUT NO CHOICE! teachers put me in.
if not, i would rather take poa than art. whatever.
i can't do anything now. it will stay as it is until i graduate. ):
SEEEEEE, because of Art i became so vexed. Urgghh.
if i knew it earlier, i would take D&T as my elective. Hais
my drawing really sux. hahahs.
even if there's improvement than previous years, i think
it's just A LITTLE improvement. and that's all. hahas.
draw, draw& draw. ):

My mood today wasn't that good too.
was "meditating" like what my tuition teacher said. Lol.
and yes, passerby : i should live life happy right. That's
my motto. i must lift up t it.
But i really want t make myself happy, and just for don't
know what reason my mood will sink again. Sighs.
can't explain this feeling. but whatever.
just let me be emo for this few days.
actually i'm not, " feeling unwell ", should be "heartpain".
i didn't blame you, like i said, i have weird character.
give me time t calm myself down.

Yah. this blog is rotting. Lol.
anyway, Happy Belated Birthday t Singapore (:
i just love Singapore. So clean, So green. hahs.

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Okay. ya. performance was alright.
after that, went bball-ing. Sooo coool lor.
Had match with them. Super funny but fun. (:
i want bball again lah. Hahs.

090807
stay home the whole day.
not bad lah, gaming& chatting the whole day lor.
then watched the ndp. kinda boring.
every year also the same thing. Lol.
i want watch fireworks too. But can't, nvm.
next year, next year. hahs. ;D

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stayed home the whole day too.
played audition, was really bored. can't go anywhere.
didn't bother t flip any homework too. Lol.
Lazy lor.
wasn't feeling that good today. went dinner wit
precious, she's totally mad today. HAHAH
down there zi-high. Lols.

went home. totally lost my mood. Hais.
wanted t full myself with chocolates& tibits.
but really have no mood t do that.
went online, and continue watching 18jinbujin.
episode 14 really made me cried.
it's touching, very touching. Almost cried out loud. ):
Love is really powerful. the promise. da guo guo.

anyway, i'm feeling better lur.
Just don't feel like doing anything right now.
i want t sleep and never wake up.
So i would not think about anything. Hais.
life's not good.

And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best.

Monday { Happy }

Quite a nice monday i ever spent. Lol. Hilarious day.
Loads of laughters on the way home. hahs. \:
maths topical test was alright, hopefully i can get an
A for this paper. pretttyy please. Lol.
assembly and vip were so funny lah. (:
Just know that it's a good day for me, not much emo-ness.
Lol.

I think that's all for today.
had t do my art, FEAR OF ART COURSEWORK NOW! ):
i'm afraid i can't do well. Hais.
ART. ART. ART. ART /:
There's grammar-vocab test tmrl too. Got t study for it.
So. BYES, and nights. Sweet dreams (:

;D

It's been so long since i updated my blog. Lol.

Recently, I've been out for the whole day, and came
home quite late. Mum's been nagging at me for this.
I'm also not sure why i come home so late. Lols.
when i came home, i'm already so tired and all i do was
bath-eat-online-sleep. This is usually what i does.
Don't feel like doing homework, Don't bother t revise,
Don't have the urge t blog, Simply just tooo lazy :X
Sickening attitude of mine. Lol.

Friday {Pissed off}

Woke up late, rushed off t schoool.
friends waited for me and we took cab t school.
that taxi driver was soo cool, drove us t school on time.
So we were not late. :P
Lessons were pretty okay. Nothing much.
Cca was okay-okay. Tried out our ndp costume. Lol.
After cca, went sunplaza t buy my white skirt.
Notbad, i love that design. Though i dont like t wear skirt,
i'll try t wear it when i go shopping or whatever. Lol.
Had fun with them (:
Went home, and waited for my mum t come home.
She came home, i asked her about the talk she attended.
Was kinda pissed off, cos she went for the wrong talk!
She was suppose t go for the through-train talk, but instead
she went for the sec2 streaming talk. Hais.
She told me the councillor brought her up t the hall,
and said both talks were the same! So pissed off.
How can both talks be the same? Argh.
Pity my mum, she sat there for hour and listen t
the same thing again. What the hell. I guess next time i
won't trouble her t go for whatever talk. TIME WASTED!

Saturday {COOOL}

Had t climb out of bed so early because i had
reahersal. It's tiring laa.
We had t perform 2 items, the syf and the modern dance.
So we had t change here change there. Lol.
First run was not too bad, and the weather was still okay.
The second run, the sun was blazing. HOT!
After the syf dance, we went back dance studio changed.
Perspiring so much. Hahs.
It's so cool t have a buddy with me, EMALIA! ;D
thanks for helping me okay (: hahahs.
Rehearsal ended at about 1plus, already late for tuition.
So we took cab there. Luckily it's not Peak hour. if not..
Had tuition for bout 40mins only. Hahas.
Then we went Kfc t had our lunch, We were all tired&
hungry. Took so long t finish our lunch. Lols.
Went Gv there t slack for awhile, and went for bballing ;D
at first, we went t the old campus there de court played
but alot of people so we decided t change court.
Ended up at 400plus there, was so coool. Nobody there.
Had alot of fun lah. Shouting, Screaming, Snatching.
Poor kuanyi being hitted by the ball for 2 times.
Then home sweet home (:

Sunday {tiring}

Tuition at 9am. Yet i woke up at 9am. Lol.
Luckily Zoe called me, if not i will sleep till 10plus. Hahs.
mrs kumar called me " sleepyhead " Lol.
Tuition was alright. Had test tomorrow, so revised on
Coordinate Geometry. I'm afriad i forget about
everything tomorrow. Hahas.
Mrs kumar told me t score well for this test.
and i believe i can do well in this test, JIAYOUS. lol.
after tuition, went t buy my lunch and went home.
Didn't want t eat outside cos i wasn't feeling well lor. Hais.
I'm so weak. Hahhas.

-I hate block nose.

Okay. I'm so-so Happy now alright. Lol. Finally i
can use back my old number luh. YEAHS (:
No need t use my mum's orbiang phone. Lol. Bleahs.
But i just like Nokia phone, kinda good. My Lg phone sux.
Functions so lil, sometimes typing so retarded. Lol.
Nvm. Can sms i very happy luh. No need save msg. Lol.
And of cos, my free-incoming call. Hehes.

But my Mammi warned me, " Better don't use too much,
if not next time you use your pocket money t pay "
And i was like, "YahYah, I will not use so much " -laughs.
Okay, and that's about it. SOOOO happy lah (:

Today was alright. Was very sleepy.
And i fell asleep during English period, Hahhas.
Mrs ong woke me up for 2 times. blablablah.
Maybe i need more&more time t sleep, so i can regain my
energy lor. Lol. I'm waiting for weekends. (:

Rehearsal was not good. Someone fell when we were running
out. It's quite shocking. But we still continue our dance.
The syf dance so funny, I forgot most of my steps at the
beginning. Then i dance until so funny lah. Lol.
Overall it's still alright, the ground was so HOT, Hahahs.
Audition before rehearsal, well. Not bad lah. (:
it's our effort afterall. Team spirit. Bond.
That was the time when i see everyone dancing so well (:
No matter we're in or out, we'll still be happy.
Cos at least we made the effort t finish learning all the steps
in a short period of time as well as sacrifising our time just
for this audition. Well done girls, (:
Well Done for our juniors too. They dance well too (:

OOOh. Tomorrow is Wednesday. I can sleep ABIT later.
Lols. But i guess i won't be late again :X
I don't want t get any dc form again, that will be the first and
the last time. Hahas.
Okay, I'm off luh. I'm so tireed. Hais.