i'm getting so irritated by my blogskin. it's making the whole blog loading so slowly. i've to wait for 3mins or so before everything appear. so, it's time to change my blogskin again. ): but i just can't find the time to do. hahaa. dumb-

got back our report book. every parents must come to school to collect our report book. well. i think that's too troublesome la. :X i'm happy over my results. however, i still need to work harder. my f-teacher favourite phrase : "people, you've got to pull up your socks. " rightright, we really need to pull up our socks. i don't want to be a failure anymore. :DDD

ahhh. damn pissed off with my cher too. he said i've got princess-like attitude. what the hell. i'm just a little impatient, needa say until like that. mygod. it's far tooo ridiculous can. i can only agree half of it, cause i admit i'm a spoilt brat. jealous right. lol. but i'm not that kind of girl whom give you that look as if i'm going to kill you. Urgh. whatever. i won't give a damn.

3days of bballing. i'm so tired, hahaha. but i'm sure today's bballing was great! so fun laa. hahaha. jianyou kept shouting, so funny lo. got one time jian you snatching the ball from kuanwai, they kept screaming and shouting. we kept laughing like retards behind. and it's EVERYONE, haha. LOL. when i got the ball, i also scream like hell. cool la.. hhaha.

okokay. i don't want to blog much.
NIGHTS!

it's all in the past, it's over.
why do people still look at me as if i made
a bigbig mistake. i hate that can.
i have no right to control your mouth, but at
least have some respect la. everytime gossip
about other people, i'm sure one day your mouth
will turn rotten. i don't think you people are better
than me can. so you have no right to gossip.
i really can't stand this kind of people, dumb.
they, and their mouth. STINKS LIKE SHIT.
freaking pissed off with this.

super tired today. really. i'm aching all over can.

2-days of walking, it really worn me out.

sembawang is pretty complicated. hahaha.

went for interpreniual 101 around sembawang area.

have to go door by door ask people to come our

school on 30th June for the YT FIESTA.

as well as selling our tickets to them, ;DDD

in a group with clarissa & gabilesh. and gabilesh pangseh

us, went with yusri& durrani. ROAR! but then after

that he came to help us too. :X at that block, only

managed to sell 3 tickets. seven bucks i sold, the rest

naigin helped me to sell away. it's nice of him (:

after that, went lunch with aiai, joelynn, jasmine,

& sharmaine. ate kfc again, sobsobs! )': {fat fat}

we spent a very long time deciding where to go, at

last we decided to go sell the fiesta ticket instead.

i mean, it's like more meaningful then doing other stuffs.

okay, then we went around sembawang can! lols.

went to the places that most likely our school people

don't go there to sell their tickets or inviting them to go.

luckily we manage to find that place, went to 3 blocks!

the second block was the MOST SCARIEST laa :X

a lot of dogs there, when we knocked or rang the bell, the

dog started barking and we ran away. hahaaha.

very funny laa. but it's duper tiring. walked till SIAOS~

my foots' aching. dumbdumb. can't walk properly ):

how i wish tomorrow there's no schooling. so i can stay home

rest for the whole day. in other word, ROT AT HOME. lol

but tmrl lesson as per normal. it's like so boring can.

go school also nothing to do laa. -.=" retarded

FRIDAY last day of school. so happy, can rest ((((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
heh heh. my bigbig day ;DD
happy birthday to twinsister too. [:

i want to thank sososooo many people (:
thanks for the wonderful gifts and wishes. loves!
big thanks to uncle raymond for treating us for dinner,
and the cake. thanks to the friends who were there
with me celebrating my birthday. ;D loveya.
thanks christina, aiai& syuhada for the hearts& stars.
thanks dear dancers& yiling for the sweet gift.
thanks joelynn, jianyou,kuanwai& rebecca.
thanks lil boy, jiewinnie, uncle raymond.
AND THANKS TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO WISHED
ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. YOU GUYS ROCKS! ;D

today's amazing race was dreadful can. ROAR LAA :X
Hais. shall not elaborate more, i'm at the top of my anger!

Dinner was great. fabulous. exciting. fun. cool. terrific! lols.
thanks to uncle raymond for the treat. ;DDDDD

it's 1204am. CRINANA'S BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to crinana,
happy birthday to you. :DDDDDD
please remember, granny is always here. lol.

Syuhada. don't worry too much kay.

i believe god will bless you.

i'm always here for you if you need me.

;D

hub-ed with jasmine at amk. { boring* }
the only attractive things were the food. lol.
finally bought a bagpack, together with jasmine.
the same one. lol. sisterly like :DD
i'm sooo happy la, most of my wishlist items were
striked out. heh heh. but i'm broke, hahaaaa (:
spent too much money, mostly on food. heh.
everyday eating fast-food, gawd.. it's fattening -.="
if i'm still not controlling, i will gain weight again. :X
retarded laa. hahaa.

tuition was alright.
shopping was okay.
at home was fun! { i was playing audition :p }
dinner was great. (:

i'm a spoilt brat. heh. :p
i'm lovin' it.

i'm so so sooo happy.
got the first present from my brother&his gf. (:
but i decided to open it up on my birthday.
if not, there's no fun. hahaha. alright, alright. :D
mummy bought me a watch for my present too.
veryvery sweet watch, black& white. love it!

tuition today.
well, nothing much too. started on new chapter.
coordinate geometry. another challenging one. lol
i told myself to score grade 1 for maths! i must! :D
another headache subject, physics! god. terrible! lol.

after tuition, went library wit zoe&jasmine.
we all want to improve our english! we want to pass!
haaa. so went to borrow a book. yeahyeah. (:
i'm fear of storybooks. i hate reading.! but no choice.
after library. zoe went home, me&jasmine went for
Percussion course! wooohoo. it was FANTASTIC!
i love the drums, the shakers, the bells! very nice :DD
not sure if next sat have lesson not, but there's seminar!
most probably not going because we have tuition.
BUT, i still love the drums! hahaaa. sooo great (:

don't worry, i'm not angry.

just wanted to give you two blessing.

stay happy kay, must always see you put on ur smile.

i just wanna scream& lose control.

runaway, runaway, runaway, (:

i don't feel like blogging.
but there's still people who wants to read. lol

i got back my physics paper. disappointed.
don't know what went wrong, i failed my mcq. hell.
but overall passed, urgh.. i feel so useless laa.
physics pull down my overall combine science marks.
Hais. " this is so ridiculous. "

what a bad day today. like so shit-ty.
feel so foolish, i knew everything all along and i
still pretend nothing happen. dumbass.
nevermind. i'm still trying hard to forget about you.
i know i can do it :D

dance practice was fine.
lessons were fine.
paying money is not fine. lol.
{clarion, maths and english 10years series.}

i think i'll stop here for today.
no mood to post too. but i will be fine soon. (:
Byes. take care everybody. good weekend.

i feel like sleeping all day long.

i'm getting so restless la. :X

got back our results today, i'm glad i passed.
except for my english which is a fail, and physics
which is an unknown. lol. ms lim will give us our
papers tomorrow instead. (: i'm worried. -.="
well, i'm still disappointed over my english marks! ):
i did so badly for my compo& letter writing, and i
failed my paperII. and this is so ridiculous. hell.
english is so important can, urgh.. so pissed off !
over the holidays, i need to start borrowing books and
read. my sentence structured is getting lousier
and lousier. teacher who marked my letter writing was
saying about that. Hais. ): & i'm still grumbling bout it.
overall, i passed all my subjects. didn't score an A2 for
my maths, kinda upset laa. = it's only a grade 3. Hais.
HUMANITIES! i can't believe i finally passed my humans!
first time in history, haaa. overall, 58/100. { i know its lousy }
but it's an improvement for me, heh heh. so happy laa (:
others i don't bother to say, nothing much also. =.-"
for now, i'm just hoping that physics can pull up my marks
for combine science. B for science this midyear. please...
i shall not talk about my marks laa. i'm already satisfy over
the marks that appeared on my papers, improvement! ;D

one step at a time,

i'll be able to suceed. (:

you're once my motivation, but not for now.

my cca will resume from tomorrow onwards, YEAHS.
i suppose this time round there will not be so many dance
practices because SFY was over. (: but they had stand-down.
from tomorrow onwards, we're going to practice together
with our juniors! finally have the chance to get close to our
sec1 juniors. i miss sec2 juniors dearly, they're great! :D
anyway, our camp will be coming very soon laa. heh heh.
looking forward eh. (:

TODAY.
what happened today in class was 'touching'
YES, we should give each other another chance.
each should learn from our mistake, well.. everybody
makes mistake. however, if you're willing to learn from
the mistakes you made, there will be a way. (:
those people who have good character & attitude will
give others a good impression on them. and i envy them.
i don't know when i can change into a better person. sighs.
but i still believe that i can do it. heh heh :D

even if some people may look friendly&nice

we still need to look into them.

because looks may be decieving, NEVER

NEVER judge a book by its cover.

i'm walking on a path, so quiet& lonely

though i hate this kind of feeling, i still need to bear with it

because i promise myself not to turn back

i will only hurt myself if i do it again.

just so you know. you're still in my mind.

PET rocket course is soooo fun :D

after that enrichment programme, went back class
to take back our Mt paper. well, i knew i won't score
well for my paper2. indeed, i failed my paper2. :P
however, i did well for my paper1, and i can actually
score well for compo. but got wrong words, marks deducted.
ewwww. this is so ridiculous. haa
overall, passed! not a very good grade, just border-line. =.-"

having normal lesson tomorrow. Hais.
that means we're taking most all our papers laa :X
i'm just afraid i did not meet my expectation for maths& physics.
pretty hope that there's some improvement and i can
really score well for this two subjects. mrs kumar !
right, other papers like humanities i should just wait and see.
lol, cos there's nothing i can do to pull up my grades :P
term 1 scored too badly for my humanities le, hahaa.

movie at sharmaine's house again. heh heh. :DD
watched ' The White Lady ' , it's a boring show, but towards
the end of the show the ghost suddenly pop out and
we all screameddd~. haaaha.
jasmine cannot be a hair-desser next time, lols-
this is sooooo fun. :DD

i have my own decision, and you have yours.
people said i made the right decision, and told me i should
have made this longlong time ago. lol.
well, i guess i'm right this time. i should forget everything
and start afresh. i should not have so much believe in
anything and hope for everything to come to me.
i should have just free myself and enjoy those happiness
instead of drowning myself into sadness. hahaaah
hmmmmm, so.. i still think that i should live life happier than before!
thanks for acting like you cared. its all past. (:

Back to proper blogging.

today, went to collect the dance t-shirts (:

i can say, it's really AWESOME! i mean, we're

all satisfy with the design and everything. lol.

it's nice laa. (: however, i took the wrong size!

course i tot another size would be small for me, lol

haha, nevermind then. big size also no big deal. :DD

then went lunch with zoe, jasmine& sharmaine.

that's the retarded twist of mine. lol!

was suppose to go shar's house to watch movie.

but her mum going out, so only jasmine came to my

house to watch, Just Follow Law. :D { nice& funny. }

someday, i want to have movie marathon at someone's

house with all of them. so nice laa :X esp movies which
are SCARY. lol. i dare to watch but don't dare go home!

hahaha, coward or not? lol. :P

In the morning, we had PET rocket enrichment programme.

ooooooo, it's duper duper FUN alright. (: launching. lol!

despite the heavy rain which lasted for an hour or so, we were

still able to launch our rockets! i wonder if tmrl's acitivity

will be fun or not. lol. can't wait, can't wait! ahahhah. xP

some pictures taken by jasmine, when we're going to launch! lol

1. Start Time: 10:26pm
2. Name: LOY PEIMEI
3. Nickname: ah loy, loy aimei, granny
4. Astrology sign: gemini
5. Gender: FEMALE (:
6. Hair color: black, brown
7. Eye color: black, brown
8. Height: 162cm, never grow at all x/
9. Favorite Most color: green, red, black&white.
10. Glasses: yar! =.-"
11. Tattoos: i wish for one, lol. jk
12. Birthplace: Singapore Lor
13. Area code: yishun?
14. TRUE friends: of course, :DD

*HAVE YOU EVER*
15. Cut your own hair?: fringe?
16. Done something in the past regret?: yes bah.
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to?: yes.
18. Skipped school?: nope.
19. Bungee jumped?: what's that.
20. Punched someone?: i'm not so rough.
21. Cheated on someone?: er, forgotten. lol
22. Been arrested?: nah.
23. Broken into someones house?: NO!
24. Been to a funeral?: no
25. Used a lighter?: yesyes. NOT for smoking. lol

*FAVORITE*
26. Season: winter
27. Ice cream flavor: choco chips
28. School subject(s): english
29. Candy: manymanymany.
30. Breakfast: bread with ham& cheese!
31. Juice: orange juice
32. Book(s): i don't read :X
33. Movie(s): hardly watch. lol
34. Song(s): mostly english
35. Letter(s): hardly have any letters. lol
36. Favorite fast food restaurant: Kfc, mac
37. Disney Princess: that's childhood
38. TV station: channel 8, 55 (:
39. Name for a son: haven't married laa.
40. Name for a daughter: haven't married laa.

*DO YOU PREFER*
41. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate!
42. Alcoholic or not?: maybe, alittle?
43. Scary movies or comedies?: SCARY! lol
44. Short or long hair?: depends
45. Croutons or bacon bits?: huh?

*FIRST THING THAT COME TO MIND*
46. Mexicans in general: what what?
47. School: friends.
48. Grass: disgusting!
49. Cow: moooooooo.
50. Canada: dont know laa.
51. Mouse: errr.
52. Hands: " WAVE "

*THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU*
53. Watched a movie?: vcd movie, counted? lol
54. Talked on the phone?: of course!
55. Cried?: nah
56. Choked?: nearly
57. Drank a glass of water?: yes
58. Done Drugs?: NEVER!
59. Read a book or magazine?: not really
60. Watched TV?: of course!
61. Looked in the mirror?: yes
62. Taken a shower?: obviously.
63. Taken a picture?: yah
64. Listened to music?: yes! music makes me go wild. lol
65. Kissed someone?: NO
66. Told someone you liked them: NO
67. End time: 10:47pm

EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO DO THIS SMALL QUIZ.
lazy to list out, most of them have alrd did it. :DD

OOOOO. not a boring day today luh ;D
in the morning went school for dance admin.
kw,jas and me were all late! >,<"
bad habit just won't change. hahaahhaa.
after that went lunch with zoe, sharmaine & jasmine.
forced jasmine to go, { dont know whats wrong wit her }
maybe she's worried about the money.
then the whole bus journey to northpoint, she went emo!
we refused to let her get down at her bus-stop. lol
we, the happyhappy girls cheered her up, asked her to eat.
she got no choice but to listen to us! hahaha, goodgood ;D

after lunch, went sharmaine house to watch MOVIE!
ghost show :DD it's duper scary laa~ hahaha
we wanted to watch The Flower in the Night, but it's M18.
so we borrowed The Matrimony instead :X { its a boring movie }
sharmaine's dad was home, and we asked him help ask borrow
the other movie. So, we changed to another ghost show >,<"
it's REAL scary, we were all screaming away. GAWD~
but some parts were really funny, hahhaaa. i enjoyed the show [[:
we watched until 7plus, then all so afriad to go home alone. ):
in the end, shar's dad drives us home! he's great right? heheh,
i want to watch scary movie again with them [:

tomorrow after PET-rocket i'm going to collect dance tees
together with dancers! yeahyeah. hahaha
it's going to be another fun day out! :DDDD

see, life is full of happiness if you throw all your trouble to one side.
why bother to think so much? lol.
for now, i just want to live my life with happiness & laughters!
the only thing i wish for now, please grant my wish :D
tralalalala; i miss joelynn and serina! <3

the decision lies between me.
i have the right to choose the path i want to be.
what i'm thinking now, is no longer important,
what matters most is the heart & feeling.
since i'm living in such miserable situation, why not
just end this pain by giving up on everything.
maybe i should have make this decision long ago.
i want to erase everything about you from my mind.
because i want to live life happier than before.
why should i bother about something that won't come
to me, and i'm foolishly waiting for it to come true!
my stupidity just won't change. lol.
i'm ready to go to the world i want to be, HAPPY?! :D

create miracle for yourself.

Sunday.
Happy Mothers' Day :D
did nothing but slack for the whole day.
fought with my brother over the computer =.="
in the end, i lost ! hahaa. alright, it's stupid.
another booooring day, BOOOOOOOOOO-

Be strong, Believe.
life is full of happiness, sadness, fun, laughter blabla.
don't be so disappoint over something that happen to you,
because it's part and parcel of life. learn to be strong!
believe that everything is under your control, you're able
to conquer everything by yourself!
lastly, Stay Happy. no more emo-emo, :DD
remember that there's lots of friends who care for you.
do not let them worry about you. [:

BAHAHAAHA,
i'm off :D

Such a boooooring day at home ! @.@
nothing but just the Computer, duper boring.
i hate this! its killing me, i need to get out!
hahaha :DD

9 more days. (:

everything is just so great! 110507 <3
Big Thanks to everyone,
MS YAP, JASMINE AW, CHRISTINA, SERINA, JIANYOU, JOELYNN, JASMINETAN, KUANWAI, LUANN, DINESH, CHARLEEN.
christina and me had our advance birthday celebration.
was so touched by them, cause it was a ' Surprise '
christina and me were so shocked. hahaa. :D
well, great friends always do things that make you happy all the time. seriously, i love them so much can ? most memorable birthday celebration. :DD
special mention to our dearly teacher, Ms Yap. she bought us the cake! so sweet of her eh? hahaa, thanks manymany. love ya too, the greatest teacher (: i'll remember you in heart. best wishes for you in teaching and everything.

Thanks to jasmine aw & jian you for the gifts (:
Thanks to christina for asking him. (:
greatly appreciated. lots of love.

- 1257am :DD

Exams are over! shouldn't we be happy. lol (:
friday and monday no school. how cool!
saturday and sunday no tuition. hahha.
i can finally spend more time SLEEPING at home!
gain all my energy back. lol. i'll be really happy. [:
no more books. no more revision. PLAYTIME!
getting back our result very soon. pray hard :X lol

Maths paperII was okay. i really have confident in
this paper, because it's consider quite easy, compared
to paper one. which is like dumb difficult alright. xP
so, i don't think i'll be able to get an A2 for maths. Hais.
cause paperI 's percentage is slightly higher than paperII.
oooooooww god. this is so crappy! no more A2 for me. ):
AHHHH. whatever, i'll just wait for the result.

Me and Serina accompanied jasmine and jian you go study.
in the end, we kept playing and they forgotten about
their Poa test tmr. poor thing, they hardly study a word.
but fun laa, we kept drawing on the whiteboard. lol
i drew SPONGEBOB on the whiteboard. very cute okay. lol.

the words written by jasmine! (:

lols. some of the parts may look weird. :X

Last day. i don't know when can i get to see him. owww.
it's not confirm. but im sure he's leaving. how sad!
hahaha. okay, i shouldn't be so crazy about him. lol.

WWWWEeee. tmrl's outing is going to fun laa :X

Hais. so sad laa :X he's leaving soon! why lah @.@
tmrl will be the lastlastlast day i see him. because friday
i got no exam! Sighs, then he will be gone! -NOMORE!
hahaha. dont want to mention his name, it's like
so paiseh de laa. later pplr come bish me! lol.

Right, chemistry test today. fine? yah, maybe.
OHMY! just let me pass all the subjects alright ?
it seems like all the papers so difficult. not even 1 paper
i have 100% confident that i'll pass it with flying colours.
how dumb can that be right! ):

Last paper tomorrow! and i can do whatever i like (:
cool eh? i can't wait for friday to come! FUNFUNFUN !
i want to go SHOPPING, i want to go out and PLAY!
hahahahaa.

later got tuition, i've to go prepare now.
if not i'm late again. haha. LATE QUEEN! that's me! (:
BYEBYES.

i'll miss him. lols!

WOOOOO. i can use the computer again. :X
i'm super guai, so mum allows me to use. lol. kidding la.

Yesterday.
i was almost late for tuition yesterday ! haha, :D
i woke up at 930am when i'm suppose to meet them
at 930am. So, i faster changed and everything, went out!
mum was not home, ]: so no pocket money for me.
even the tuition fee she also forgot to give me, and she
just went out! lol. tuition was okay-lah, all about physics!
actually,physics is quite fun i guess it's better than chem.
my chem is like sucks to hell? lol. i'm really bad at it.
hmmm, i should say i'm bad at everything laa. :X
i wonder how will i fare in this mid-year. -so nervous!

mum's birthday too. wished her happy birthday once
i got back from tuition. gave her a hug, and she gave me
a kiss on my cheek. lol. sweet eh? lol. I LOVE MUMMY <3
i'm so bad, didn't gave her anything. but i'm really going
to buy her something on Mothers' Day. lol.
i think Mothers' Day is much more meaningful. :DD

i was doing my art for the whole day. oh no, correction!
should be the whole night. because i was pigging in the
afternoon. in the end, NO TIME for my physics.
luckily i did prepare my notes before hand. well, i just
love physics notes. but don't know why i scored so low? lol
ART was a horrible thing for me. i was really last minute!
about 9plus then i started doing, before that i placed all
my art materials and sketchbook in front of me. but the
tv show was so attractive that i'm stuck to it. can't get my
eyes off! :P when i saw the time, i was like " OH MY! ".
started rushing and finished drawing at around 1plus ?
i'm pro right, lol. i took 4 hours plus to do my art.
after that, i went online then my brother wanted to use the
comp. ive no choice but to lend him use! Urgh. stupid.
so i went to bed. (:

Today.
i woke up at 6.57am, very late laa. :X course the whole
family overslept. my sister, my mum, my dad. HaHa.
i rushed and quickly went out of house! i managed to take
the last 859 bus which is at 7.10am. my mum dont believe
me, she said i'm surely to be late for school -,-"
and i super lucky again, cause syuhada was late laa.
then they took the last bus together with me! :D
was so surprise, cos the 859 bus was really empty. only
a few of them! it's really scary cause it's like we're going to
be late for school? and it's very unusual! Haha. [:
reached school at about 7.32am? so paiseh, everybody looking.
luckily 962 was late too. if not, we sure stand at the side!

Physics paper was pretty alright. heard that? it's alright!
i'm happy laa, i can do most of the question, just that i'm
afraid if there's any careless mistake or what?
one question, i really do it wrong! :X they said use ALL
the identical balls, instead i used only one! Urgh.
i didn't know it only until jian you told me about it. ):
5marks question okay, so pissed off laa. it shows that i really
don't know how to read the question! Haha. :P
And i really feel so lucky, because i was late for school and
rushing. i forgot to bring my calculator! however, only
1 question need calculation. but i do the working out
instead, cause it's quite simple. Haha. im just so lucky today.
but feel so paiseh, i forgot to bring the mathematical set for
my senior! hope she will still score well for her paper! [:
apologised to her, and she forgave me! lol. :DD

after physics paper was my art paper! so boring loh.
sat there for 2 hours and 30 mins. & i think my drawing
is so simple can? other pplr's art work seemed to be so
nicely drawn and mine is like " Shit "? Hahaa. however,
i'm just satisfy with my colouring, and colour combination.
GREEN! YELLOW! ORANGE! i know many people will
think that it's gross to have green drawing? but i just love it.
during that long period of time, i took some time to
finish up my leftover prep work. colour here and there. :P
TIMES UP! then went home with joelynn, serina and ferra.
went northpoint together! :D so much laughter too !
i was so vexed about whether should i buy the perfume or
have my lunch at KFC. finally, i've made the right choice.
i chose to buy that perfume together with serina (:
didn't regret at all. cause i aim for that for so long okay.
after that, took 811 home and serina accompanied me to
hua se! then i felt bored and i went home. haha.
Maggie Mee for lunch! how pathetic right? lol.
someone still curse me eat maggie mee will drop hair, have cancer!
Bish you ah. lol. & i'm so tired now. tmrl no school!
but have to go school to find teacher for chem :D

That's all for today. it's a long post right? :D
HAHA. take care eveybody!

Kind of disappointed today. ):
i didn't agree because it's very paiseh.
sorry eh. :X

Tuition today. and time really flies.
2 hours gone! then mrskumar gave me homework.
sighs, ALGEBRA really kills. i hate it so much.
but for my own good, i have to do it, in order to
get good result for paper 2. i hope i really can make it.
because i want to improve my maths! :D

Being banned for using the computer from tmrl onwards.
not again >,<" but nevermind, left a few more
papers nia. i will miss blogging eh. lol !

nothing much. BYES

Blogging! ya, i'm always blogging. lol :DD
it's pretty late now, and i haven't finish my art which is due tmrl. Urgh. and you know what, i spent time and effort doing my previous artwork, but it's not acceptable! :X Mr tan said " hmmm, i really have no idea what you're going to express. " " and, it's too simple, maybe you should try doing it again? " I was so angry, wasted all my effort ): Art so difficult, always drawing and still drawing. I've also not improve on my skill. Haha :X It really takes alot of time for me to accomplish one artwork. how dumb can this be! -.-"

Today.
Maths paper was difficult, not VERY difficult but just difficult. lol. even top scorer said it's difficult, how to pass! & the paper is 70 marks. 70 marks you know, Hais.. so disappointed. What if paper 2 VERY difficult, then i'm really dead meat luh :S EEEEEEEYER- i hate examinations laa. @.@
after maths paper, went to eat them :D syuhada, liqi, jiahao and me went to eat ljs and the rest went to eat yoshinoya! at ljs damn funny, course we made a lot of jokes! so funny, i can't help but laugh! HAHAH. after that, jasmine and me waited for candy, kuan and reb to go wsc together. [: Kor simon leaving tmrl, we'll surely miss him. & He's such a nice soul, M&Ms. (: then mum rushed me home to study, in the end i didn't study but SLEEP! haha. i'm a pig lahs. lol

Okay i'm going. it's 2am now. MT paper tmrl, hope i can do well. course no need to study from textbook, just comprehension. lol. examination kills. @.@ Nights people. sweet dream!


We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside, You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving, but you're always in my heart

Rain, Rain, Go Away. Lol.

The Great! Uncle Raymond.

Bottle Tree Village. <3

We're the one. (:

I'm going to die soon, Haha. humanities papers are NO-NO! as in, i'm not going to do well this time. lol. i just find that 1 hour per paper is not enough. i just managed to finish my paper on time, and there's not even 5mins for me to spare for checking through my work! oh ya. mr hady was our invigilator for social studies paper. he's cute alright. HaHa. (:

after humanities papers, the next subject i'm going to be worried will be MATHS! the subject i really fear most, ooooww ): Today, i had tuition and was doing sec2's work. kind of distracted by something and my mind went off, i wasn't concentrating that well. i don't even know how to do a simple question, i'm such a failure! ): Hais. i wonder what went wrong today. Urgh. @.@

After tuition, i really want go to study with jasmine. but i know i won't be concentrating, cause i just don't have the mood and heart to study today. wth. even for now, i'm still slacking while others are working so hard for tmrl's paper! afterall, when i looked at my pathetic study table, i don't feel like studying. Haha. because my table is full of worksheets, files, books, bags ! Lol, have to space to study loh. I'm a very messy person, i would just anyhow chuck my things here and there. lol. i just love the way i am. [: DONT MESS WITH THE MESSY ME! Marvellous! lol.

Okay, i'm going off to start practicing on my Maths, Maths!
Paper 1 tmrl. I can do it. JiaYou [:

Shouldn't i be happy? why do i feel so empty? so upset?
i no longer have the feeling i used to have. why?
i want to get back that kind feeling. i really want ...

Humanities paper tomorrow. Hais ):
it's a sure fail paper, because i got no confident.
history is such a boring subject. hate it so much.
i'm super dumb in history. Urgh. i can never pass.
lol. study and never study for history is no
difference. haaha. but i still need to study for more
information, so i can memorise and write inside
my answer script. however, i got super dumb head.
when i'm doing the paper, i will really forget everything.
or maybe mix up everything. lol. dumb right.
that's why i hate History so much. memorising ):

Went studying with jasmine. I STUDIED okay !
although most of the time being distracted by other
things, i still managed to finish my history notes. (:
and now, i left social studies to study. luckily, i'm still
interested in SS. so i've decided to study at home,
at late night so i can concentrate better. lol :DD
anyway, tmrl there's flexi period can go school later.
so there's no problem burning oil tonight. haaha.

Tuition tmrl ! because thursday is our maths paper.
god, it's a very very scary subject. if i didn't score well
or even fail the paper, i'm gonna get it mrs kumar!
so i must really buck up and be serious for MATHS!
i don't want to disappoint mrs kumar ..
I CAN DO IT ! affirmation. (:

HAPPY LABOUR DAY. hahaa. [:

i'm going off for my revision. TATAs~