HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! =D
Weining is here. =]
Monday, December 19, 2011
Monday, December 05, 2011
Sunday, December 04, 2011
Thursday, December 01, 2011
My injury
I went to see another doctor AGAIN. Since August of 2009, I have tried different ways and visited doctors but now, I still don't really know what is wrong with my knee. The advices are vary with the doctors. I don't know which is the correct one. It is already 2 years and 4 months since I got injured.
Once I got hurt, I went to see the bone specialist which is near Titiwangsa. The doctor asked me to take an X-ray on my knee. According to the X-ray, he said there is nothing wrong with my knee and he just asked me to take the tablets, which I think is useless.
After trying the western method, I went for tit da. The sifu said, since it is an open wound, he can't do anything on it, so he just did some massages around my injury but he couldn't find out the cause too. Even I went for acupuncture, the doctor told me the same words. The only thing that I can do was wait for the wound to recover.
It was really really painful at the midnight. I just slightly moved my leg and the pain was like killing me, it was horrible! Somehow, I still have to finish my competition, which is believed the main cause of making my injury unrecovered. Eventually, I got nothing from the competition. Oh ya, yes, there was, it was disappointment.
After the competition, I went to see other tit da sifus. They did everything they could but I didn't see any results. Of course, I also went for acupuncture twice per week and I took medicine every single day but I hardly saw any improvement so I started to give up on it. From the review I'm having now, I found that, it did have improvement, but I was the one who made it disappeared. I was the one who kept jumping and running around without having any rest for the knee. I went back to Chong Hwa too often for the whole year. Anyway, regret is just meaningless now.
Then, for the next year which is 2011, my dad brought me to see another specialist on the forth day of Chinese New Year and the doctor asked me to take MRI beside Kepong Carrefour. I did and the report stated that my ACL was partially torn. Since there was a proof, I was so believed in it. The doctor's advice was, I should have the operation to make my knee recovered as what other athletes did. However, my parents objected with the advice. They think there must be ways to heal my knee other than having operation and so, they kept asking me to continue my acupuncture. Although I was disagree with them, I still did what they have requested, went for acupuncture and had the medicine everyday.
Few days later, we went to Tung Shin Hospital for seeking other ways. The doctor said, there was a chance to get my ligament recovered with doing some therapies. He taught me some exercises and asked me to do it on my own. Hello! Please, there should be someone monitoring me when I'm doing those exercises. Once I did wrongly, it might cause the injury to become worsen, isn't it?
So, I was thinking to look for a personal trainer, which I'm having now in True Fitness. I can really feel that my body becomes more balance than before, and my legs are now stronger than last time. I can see the results. However, the pain is still there, I can always feel it when I was doing exercises on legs. Once I felt painful, my trainer will immediately stop me from the training but we couldn't figure out the main reason because according to the report, the painful part should be the front part but not at the side which I felt painful recently. My trainer has a client who has just done his operation on his knee. He gave me all the details about the Sport Medicine Centre and I went there today.
The doctor did some tests on my knee as what other doctors did last time and this really make me suffering now. I can't point the specific uncomfortable part out, it is the inner part which makes me awkward. He said, my ACL is supposed to be in a good condition according to his test. So, I was asked to take a new MRI. From the new MRI, there is really nothing wrong with my ACL, there are problems on other parts which cause the discomfort but he couldn't exactly tell me what is wrong and so, he asked me to have the physiotherapy for 3 weeks and then only he could be more confirmed with the reason. I'll have to do operation only if any of my ligaments is torn, which I don't hope so because I'll have to give up for learning french in France as it needs months to get recovered from the operation.
Sunday, November 06, 2011
French
I think my french has improved a biiiiiiiiiiit. Hehe! =D I could understand what my teacher said much more than last time. This is an improvement! Haha! Then, I can also speak faster now although it is still considered as very very slow, at least a biiiiiiiiiiiit faster. Let's celebrate!!!!!!! =DDD
Saturday, November 05, 2011
AS Business Studies + A2 Mathematics
Please allow me to scold this. HOLY SHIT! God! Two papers in the same day is just killing me! Yes, I used to do 2 or 3 papers in a day, yet i can still handle it but now, having A level is totally different.
Last Friday, I took the Mathematics paper 3 in the morning and at noon, Business Studies paper 1. I screwed up for my Mathematics paper, unexpectedly! I couldn't manage to finish the paper and I didn't know how to do some questions. I was really really shock! I swear to god, I seriously did revision for Mathematics like what I had done for AS Mathematics. I admit that I didn't do past year on the day before the exam but I read through all my notes and past year that I have done. I'm extremely disappointed. Majority said that they couldn't do some questions too, but some of them who are taking Further Mathematics said that the exam paper was like 'so-so'. So, I'm worried about my 'A' and not 'A*' now, it's hopeless to get an 'A*' now although I'm still thinking of it. =C Business Studies paper on that day was pretty good, I think. Hope I could get a better result since I have put a lot of afford on it.
Yesterday, again, these two subjects were in the same day but different papers, Mathematics paper 7 and Business Studies paper 2. I think I'll lost at least 3 marks for Mathematics paper, so please, to the examiner, don't deduce mark from my paper anymore please! Then, I'm dead for the Business Studies. I kept empty for the 15 marks and I was like simply answering the questions as long as I can write something on the paper sheets. I'm speechless to myself, wondering why I could do this after finishing so many past year questionsssss.
Alright alright. Everything will be fine soon, but I don't really think so. T.T Accounting paper for the following Thursday and on the next day, Business Studies paper 3. I know nothing much about A2 Accounting right now and the Business Studies, I'm going to die. 3 hours to answer the Business Studies paper which needs us to write a total mark of 100% essaysssss. It's really really a mission impossible for me! Aidez-moi!!!!! T.T
Monday, October 31, 2011
Speechless
I don't understand why someone can behave like this.
Please don't force me to do anything.
When I said no that means no. That is it!
There is always a reason but you don't have to know.
So just stop asking.
It is annoying to hear you keep nagging around.
Put yourself in my situation,
I'm sure you will just give me that shit face and go into your room.
People are not born to do whatever you want!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
EXAM EXAM!!!!!!
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!
Exam starts on THIS COMING FRIDAY!!!
and I can feel the happiness of some people,
because outside keeps bing-bing-biang-biang-ing. =.=
Okie, I know they are celebrating Deepavali,
but I just feel like errrr..
they are gloating over my coming exam. =(
I know there is something wrong with me.
Aikz.... =C
Why? Why do we need to take exam?
Although I knew the reasonss,
I still want to ask again and again.
AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
I should think positively!!
5 weeks later, I'll be done with my A level!!!
GO GO GO!!
PUSH PUSH PUSH!!!!
ADD OIL WEINING LIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO GET ALL THE A* BACK!!!!
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Friday, October 14, 2011
Lazy-ing
I should be studying now but I'm not.
Like feeling bored after studying for few weeks.
Keep looking for drama and movie to watch.
Keep searching for new feeds on facebook.
Keep playing tetris on facebook.
Just trying to waste time on anywhere else except study.
I know I'm already lack of time but I just don't feel like study.
=(
AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Can anyone turn me into study mode please?
I'm seriously going to die for my A2 exam!!
T___________________T
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