Seriously. I wonder why i am here. Im not that capable. I've over estimated myself. I thought it'll be fun. But this is the second time already. The paper was really depressing. The proposal as well. My life is so screwed up. Couldnt even get average. I cant memorize for nuts. Maybe i should just quit school.

Hihi!

I'm on cloud nine these few days hahas! Although studying did drain much of my energy, but i'm glad that i have wonderful friends who will text me and keep me going. In this isolated room, it gets really boring through the days. Without them, i think i'll just die of boredom! Hehe. #Random nonsensical convos that make me happy.

I think my whole head is filled with yoseob's new solo and mama next week. I don't think i can tank studies. 3 dec is just too long. Rawrs. And i succumb to temptations today and watched smtown fancams. *-* Donghae is just so handsome. I can't take my eyes off him! Upset that i can't go and watch! Hais. It's coz of the annoying 1104 that has to be on a saturday. SATURDAY is meant for resting. Don't they know what is a 5 days work week!

To study,
Weiling

P.s. I told le bitches "Life is not about life long learning man. Life is about lepaking. That is enjoying life"

Hello there!

I have no idea why i got to a youtube page playing pokemon ost. And so, i took my time to listen to it and realized that it is actually a very nice song! Didn't expect that from a pokemon game ost. I doubt i'll be able to forget the melody, so i'm gonna dl it hahas.

The first one is a blues cover done by someone idk.

This is the original one.



The song made me feel so nostalgic!  I think it's your preference to which one you like. But personally, i prefer the original. It's so much nicer hahas. But good try to that guy who did the cover!

It was 2 days dedicated to chemistry! I was about to die trying to write out all the reactions and mechanism. There're simply too many mechanisms! I wondered how did all the previous batches did the exam CLOSED book. Did they memorize everything? Oh my tian -.- I shall start my IT tmr!

Weiling

Yahhhhh!

Finals are finally here. Annoying max. It's back to studying hell. 2 more weeks, and i'll be free. Seriously, after JC, studying for long hours is becoming a norm. I can't believe that i am so used to it.

Come to think of it, it's gonna be a year after As ended. Frankly speaking, i missed my jc friends. The companion they gave in sch, and during the 8 months of holiday are unforgettable and loved by me. There're no other friends like them, although not my kind, but they were all so sweet and nice. We're like an unbreakable family, forever giving shits and nonsense to one another, yet at the same time, showering each other with love and gay messages. Hahas. Can't wait to see them.

When finals end, sem 1 in rh and nus will end as well. I had many thoughts today. Suddenly had this urge to figure out who are my friends exactly. Some people, no matter how much effort you put in to show that you're appreciating them, they do no respond. Why? Well, i do not know. Perhaps i've seen too many from such different backgrounds. People alike clique together, no wonder i'm here, by myself.

Last sunday, when i went back to my grandma house, it felt like i went back to who i really am. My home. I missed that feeling. That comfortable, insouciant feeling that haven't been felt for such a long time. Seriously, i just want finals to end. Then, i can meet all my lovable friends and enjoy myself!

To sleep, and then to study
Weiling

*Hugs to ruoqi!*

Celebrated xiaomei's bdae on monday! Happy birthday, girl! Missed the two of you loads loads. Though i can feel the distance now, i will still <3 the 2 of you hahas. We need time to catch up okay. It's either i'm too tired, or that i'd changed. Perhaps i changed. I can feel it myself.


Off to chiong Kimono!
Weiling

P.s. I want my world back.

Hello there!

Feel so upset sometimes that i couldn't find anyone to go down for blk activities! They're either not here, or had rather stay in the room. I refuse to go down alone! It's so sucky to be alone! Rawrs. Hate it to the max!

Off to bathe and to sleep,
Weiling

Can't believe that someone actually this question in to the prof -.-