Aging by the minute.

BORED. BORED. BORED. BORED. BORED.

Why did it become like this?

There are so many things i have to say to you yet we arent even talking already.

A week of silence.

What happened? It's been a freaking week since the last conversation.

End of torture

Finally back from outfield last night! Damn tired and shag... 5 days worth of physical and mental exhaustion! But wells, being back in camp is a big relieve.

Can't wait for bookout!

Good advice.

Mock is just awesome at giving me advice just now. Straight to the point of my troubles and made me rethink about my worries and gave another viewpoint to them! Should have talked to him earlier! Now im feeling at peace!

Where can you find such a friend? It's as if he's my flesh brother already!

Lost for words?

I don't know man. Can't be the one having the conversation all to myself.

If only I can just ask you what's going on in your mind.

Studio Recording!

Finally, today me desmond and wayne managed to record the song that we composed. Was composed quite a while back, probably around half a year ago.. Always wanted to record it but did not have the chance.

Although the song is not perfected, it's still worth listening to. I shall post the lyrics up, any of you wanna take a listen please contact me!

忘记

你牵着我的手
说好带我一起走
带我 穿越 星空
如今你已经一个人走
抛下一切不回头
美丽的星空也全都被你偷走

我只是想要忘记，我和你，所有美好的回忆
彻底的把你放弃， 关上我的心，重此不会再有你
不会再为你哭泣，我的眼眶里，不会有一丝泪滴
我最后只想告诉你，生命少了你，会有更好的结局

送你送到家门口
想亲吻你的额头
你却 恍然 退后
其实有个人在你心中
悄悄的把你占有
我才发现那个人已不是我

黑暗里，只剩我自己，不知不觉的又想起你
剧情里，没了你不能继续。。。

ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED. =)

Around Singapore.

Went out with AS for supper!

At first went to Holland V! Walk and walk turns out there isnt anything to eat there.... Then since she havent visited dempsy hill before and it was nearby, took her there to look look see see and in search of sth good to eat. Yet again! Nth much up there. Funny thing is i wasnt familiar with the roads there and kept getting lost.

In the end, went to Bedok Simpang to eat. Ordered chicken chop, tissue prata and she wanted chix satays BUT IT WAS SOLD OUT. LOL. Got herself a piece of mushroom cheese prata instead.

So after that sent her back to her house in Jurong. And after i left she called and told me Slurpy was still awake and ask me go see her for awhile. So went back to her house and played with slurpy awhile where she just peed everywhere!

LOL. So now, freaking tired from all the driving.... Shall catch a good night sleep!

Usual bball on sat.

In kembangan cc now. As usual, im the earliest person to arrive... Dont have a basketball so, sitting by the sidesteps and watch this little boy throwing ball. Think this little boy is here every week too, seen him a few times already.

So yesterday night i finally talked to a friend that i thot was gone for good. I was glad we talked and it seems like we are able to chat like normal once again! :)

Which also brings me to a realisation that maybe things arent as complicated as they appear to be...

Haiz. Waiting aimlessly for my basketball mates every weekend. Seems pretty routine.

WAHPIANG EHHHHH

I'm so bored now i can kill a cow!

Rainy afternoons for the past week and probably into the next or even later. PLEASE DONT RAIN ON US WHEN WE ARE OUT IN THE FIELD.

I need the gym in camp! Feeling weak after so many days of not pumping metal. I guess i have abandon the dream of achieving GOLD for ippt this window. Like a long long nvr train running and i guess my stamina and endurance have gone down the drain with the rainwater.

Weekends faster come! I need to go out, cant stand rotting at home and i dont like to go out alone either! Super contradicting.

On Off?

YES I AM ON OFF! NO I DONT HAVE ANYWHERE TO GO.

Sigh.... I am too lazy to organise something to get people to go. And weekdays usually means most people are busy with school or work or in the army.

I have something i need to say to her but i fear that friendship might sour because of it. Kind of wish for things to remain how they are now no matter what happens... Thats probably the only thing curbing me from doing so.

But wells... I think its still alright for me lar! Being single for 21 yrs already, doesnt make much of a difference to stay single for longer.

Sighssss

Sigh... Day in day out like this... Reminds me of days in PLAB.

I need to know.

A new goal?

I've been trying to achieve something i have thought of achieving since a long long time ago. What? Singing! YEP!

Ever since I've started playing guitar, I have always wished that i had a voice to go along with it... Especially now when my guitar skills are pretty honed and having a lackluster voice really really sucks.

I've even managed to compose a song! A song which is pretty nice, problem was, it was a song with notes i could not hit, and emotions i could not express through my voice.

And thus, i have been working on this VOICE of mine, and practise singing as often as i can... In hope of someday i will awaken the singing ability i might have!

I actually have some pretty heavy thoughts on my mind... Wish i could just pour it out BUT NOPE! It shall just remain as it is as for now. THOUGHTS. =D

Hi!

Well, kinda missed the days when i used to blog!

Guess I have changed pretty much after all this time in the army! Felt like a grown up finally... Good and bad. Felt like got more commitments and responsibilities.

I do wonder if anyone might chance upon my blog again to see this post!

Now all i wish is for army days to pass by quickly, and go back to school once more! Yep! Although school can really turn out to be boring once again but i think that it surely will be more interesting than the life i have now.

Cheers!