I'm sorry my dear blog, I'm going to abandon you and move on to tumblr.

We shared a great deal of time together and you played a really big part in my life for the past 5-6 years. I love you too. I'll miss you.

Please keep my secrets safe HAHAHAHA.

moved to http://tauhui.tumblr.com

OHMYGOD. I've been having school in SMU for a month already?! Week 5 just ended. That's reeeeeaaaally fast. The last thing I remember is the never-ending period of activities like camps and CSP. Whaooo...

Life's been pretty hectic but as I said before, I'm glad my life hasn't fallen into a boring timetable yet. Besides lessons.

It's funny how I'm so busy with so many things to do, but still have the time to think of other issues. But no time to deal with them properly, seriously.

Not much time to deal with my heart. Sighhhhhhh. Not like I really care also, actually. LOL.

And I'm back to playing squash. For how long more, I don't know but long enough for me to have the chance to actually be in the school team. I hope.

Maybe I'll go try something like muay thai. HAHAHAHAHAHA. And kill anyone who pisses me off!

WATCH OUT! :D

I still do.

But I want alone time and learn to stand up on my own 2 feet on my own right now.

Hello Squash ! We'll be together for awhile now so treat me real nice. (:

I feel so happy today. I just wanna spread my joy to everyone, smile to everyone and make them smile back !!

Too bad, I'm staying home to study HAHAHAHAHAHA.

OMG. I survived week 4 of school ! Can't believe it's been 4 weeks at SMU already, honestly.

It flew by too quickly ! In the blink of an eye, my first semester might just be over !!!

But in these 4 weeks, the good thing is, everyday was different ! I've really been practising what I preach. There's something to look forward to every week.

And for this week, I'm meeting Neo and Kong tomorrow, and meeting s31 on Saturdayyyyyy ! :D

AND SQUASH ON SATURDAY ! :D Everyone else has make-up lessons(umchio). Hahahahaha.

So eggcited. Sigh. No news about audition results yet. I hope it's really true when they say no news is good news. ><

Who said no one can survive without love? It has always been better loved once, than never before. (:

I don't know if you'd read this but, I honestly have a million and one things to talk about with you. But whenever we're in person, I just lose track of everything I ever wanted to mention. I seriously DON'T KNOW WHY. I wish I knew too. Really.

Trust me, I hate awkward silences too. And, I don't need a 24/7.

OHMYGOD. I'm so bored I'm so bored I'msoboredI'msoboredI'MSOBOREDI'MSOBORED.

AW is seriously such a bitch. AHHHHHHH $#%^)^%(&#$*%^&#%$ Bleugh. -.-

And it's only Tuesday. MYGOD. 2 more painfully agonizing days of school. And rushing of assignments. I'll never be able to run away from that. AHHHHHHHH I'm. So. Bored. Ugh.

If only I owned Starbucks, I could drink my white chocolate frap everyday. Niceeeeeeeeee.

I'm going to Singapore Arts Museum later on! Fantabulous man. AWESOME.

I. Need. My. White. Chocolate. Frap.

I'm in my Cousin's room right now, alone. Cos he's out with his JC friends.

So... I came over last night! We htht-ed till 3am, when we both just stopped talking and fell asleep. Hahaha. It's great fun cousin, thanks for letting me over. And thanks to my aunt and uncle for putting me up too.

THEY'RE UBER NICE CAN. My aunt specially bought breakfast cereals and milk for me for breakfast today like OMGOMGOMG. And my uncle drove me to training! Like OMGOMGOMG.
I feel so bad. T.T

But it's really nice, to come over and stay. It's like a weekend get away for me. (:

Sigh. I honestly thought I could shake it off like a bad nightmare, but apparently, I can't..

End of week 3! Going to Cousin's to stay tomorrow! Awesomeeeee. :D

Again, as always, I'M SO FREAKING TIRED. Lol. But I'm getting used to it, especially with white chocolate frap from starbucks. Awesomeeeeeee. :D

I ran today like finally in forever! And saw someone! Awesomeeeee. :D

Squash on Saturday AWESOMEEEEEEE! :D


Please don't sneak into my heart anymore.. Not awesome.

Feels so surreal. Everything feels so surreal.

It's the third week of school, and the projects, presentations, assignments, are coming in. So busy, and I feel like I've no time to bother about other issues.

But here I am. Sigh, what is wrong. I really hate travelling home alone. The journey feels like it takes, forever.

Life's too short to live the same day twice. I've been doing different stuff, but the journey home alone will not change. Not intending to change anytime soon either. It's nice having some alone time as well, I guess. It's nice hanging out with people who just happen to be free too. Randomness.

I need to start running again. I'm an expired runner and that's bad.

Sigh. What am I thinking. Really.

I wanna go back there. >:(

Anyway.

I'm going to cousin's house to stay on Friday! :D

Can someone ask me out to study? And actually make me study not talk with me. Maybe a stranger would do, 'cos it'd be so awkward to talk. Ask me out to study, stranger. (:

I'm trying to think of an intellectual topic to talk about but screw that, I'm not intellectual anyway.

I walked home from Westmall today. It's nice you know, walking home alone listening to music, thinking about every and any thing which comes to mind. Keeping all my thoughts to myself.
Then it starts drizzling. (: But I was so scared the umbrella would flip.

My umbrella flipped once okay, while I was crossing the road, so embarrassing... What was the most embarrassing thing which happened to you in public?

Tell me about it! (:

Three shots and multiple drinking games. Fun!

But, I don't think I'd be doing that again anytime soon.. Lol.

Can't believe I woke up in time to go for squash training this morning. I just nua-ed on my mattress and kept wondering if I should go. The laziness bug is getting to me!!

I love Panda Tan Bom bom and XZ. Best friends. Forever so sweet.

Ah, sucks. When reality catches up with you and the fact that there's readings to be done hits you hard.

Credits to stickgal.blogspot.com

Home on a Saturday afternoon, with no voice.

I am so bored. Everyone's prolly out now, since nobody's online.

I don't know what to wear on Friday!


Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you.

Credits to Sarah Tan, on fb.

First day of school. Nice.

I'm so gonna suffer in IS.I can totally do this! :D

So glad I met Panda Tan Bom Bom today. We're ageing too fast. Seriously. We should just stop ageing at this age. Wouldn't that be great!

Sigh. You're making me so kong-fused. Green amber red red with green light seriously.

I've to stop slacking, seriously. Oh random. I just suddenly remembered in CSS at the old compound, there were signs along the walkway with quotes by famous people. And I always saw this one (I think);

Questions not asked are stupid questions.

And and Mr Methias used to say;

Life's too short to live the same day twice.


So guys, grab whatever chances you have right now. Don't let it go. (:

Love ya'all!

TAGREPLY;
janice - thankyou!! how are you? (:

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It's the last day of summer holidays for me!

School's going to start tomorrow, and I'm going to get real busy.. I hope. I don't wanna be left with nothing to do either. Lol.

My mind just went blank. I've no idea what to write here. Hahahaha. Maybe when school starts I'd have more things to talk about.. Perhaps I wouldn't even have the time to.

Sigh. I think I'm at amber light now. Lol, if you get it.

All's well that ends well. Or whatever it is.

Thank you for loving me so much. I won't forget the memories you've given me. And this beautiful ending.

No words can describe how glad I am that we're still going to remain as best friends, and still tell one another everything..

I love you too.

Hello! (:

Java programming is succeeding on its evil plan to kill my braincells and make me a stupid person. (I know I am already).

But I shall fight back bravely. Hahahahahaha. Crap.

Tomorrow's the last lesson and hopefully I will be able to understand most of the important stuff..

School's starting next week, and I only have an hour and a half of lessons in the afternoon. Cool huh? (: And I'm meeting PANDA TAN BOM BOM before that! Yay.

I hope everything goes alright on Saturday. Frankly speaking, I don't even know if I'm really ready. :/


Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

HELLO! (:

It's been eons since I last blogged.. Done with all the activities. Besides school. Lol.

Okay, so first up. I baked with Panda Tan Bom Bom!!! :D

We made oreo cheesecake!

The cheesecake was a success for your information. Don't think we're spoilt brats okay. ( But I'm not going to post a photo of the cake LOL) Look at Panda. Looks so happy to be with the mixer. (:
And then there was Ballooning Bliss as well!! My CSP. (:
We are the SECURITY people.
And my group with Jing Yi! (:
AND THERE'S META 10!!!! I love Apollo5. And both our facis. (:

Look at how happy we are. Jumping for joy. (:

And in this photo, we're supposed to be pretending Wei Jie's winning but I don't think everyone got the message..
Human pyramid!


We look like we're concentrating damn hard. Look at Uncle (white cap).





I think this is the cutest group photo we took.





How shagged we look on the last day..


T factor. (:
Introvert boy and shy girl. Hahahaha.







I enjoyed myself thoroughly. (:


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Everyday. Each and everyday. I'm getting tired. Aren't you? Stop pretending nothing happened..

HELLO! (:

I've been so busy lately. Many things to settle. Lol.

Had Freshmen Team Building (FTB) camp, community service talk, The Sister is back, The Pig is having block leave. And I want to go shopping. AHHHHH.

I've caught 2 movies in 3 days. Eclipse and Toy Story 3. Taylor Lautner is still hot as ever, and TS3 is so damn funny. All of you should go catch it if you haven't!!! (:

Going to Cameron Highlands/Genting next week. I haven't been to Malaysia for a long, LONG time. Yay!! And after coming back I'll be off to SMOOVE '10, and then many many more activities.. Busy busy busy as a bumblebee.

On a lighter note, I've gotten a new laptop! Netbook actually. Love the design! (:

I miss Kong Bin Poon and 08S31. Sigh.

Today is Friday, 11th June 2010 and I have 3 more weeks of work left. And I feel really lousy. And I'm almost done watching all 3 seasons of The Big Bang Theory. Moving on to Spongebob Squarepants. Yippee.

Teaching is really stressful because I have to be responsible for the students' results and am accountable to the parents if they do badly. But the worse thing is, they aren't working hard themselves. What do I do about that? Incentives work, but for how long?

Sigh, the registration for Stand Chart in December is closed. Oh well.. I feel really speechless. Life can be so boring. Oh and I just sort of 'renewed' the links on my blog 'cos I realized some blogs are either deleted or became not accessible to me. That's how good a friend I am. Yupadeedoo.

Thank goodness for shopping date with Huishan the coming Tuesday, and The Sissy is coming back in 3 weeks' time too!! Yay!



Don't you feel helpless sometimes? You really want to help someone but you end up making things worse.. And then after (a) year(s) of believing that you are important to someone, you finally decide to face the truth that you actually are not. You obnoxious nincompoop, seriously.

Need to play squash.

Take care peeps, love ya all.

Oh gosh I am so so so tired.

Two jobs are killing me. But I think I'm going to lose another one of my students. But I only taught for 2 months! I can't turn he/she into a prodigy right.. Their parents had them for almost a decade! Ughh.

And tomorrow, it'll be back to neh neh neh-ing at the office by The Scary One. Shall call her TSO from now onwards. All the way till I stop working there. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Which will be until the end of June?! Ughh.

I haven't been talking to The Elitist. He got so pissed off when I didn't realize he had a haircut. Like really pissed. Gosh. Seriously. I'm home everyday for only 12 hours. 7-8 of which I spend sleeping, and the rest? He wouldn't be at home! Hey it isn't my fault YOU'RE NOT AT HOME. Ughh.

On a lighter note, I went bowling alone today after driving. Felt good. Relaxing. Whoosh. I hope I pass my FTT next week or else my driving instructor will just.. I don't know. Do that expression when the car dies on the road. Okay, not much of a lighter note..

Oh but The Pig is coming out on Thursday! Yay!! (:

And I miss King Kong, Poon Bear and Bin Bin. WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?! I'M GROWING OLDERRRRRRRRRRR.

Hello there! (:

I wanted to upload a video but it can't be uploaded because it's in a different format.. Oh well.

Life's been really alright. I can't say it sucks, but it's not very 'happening' either. But, I'm contented. Which is really enough.

08S31 girls! Are we still having a sleep over? I was thinking if we could postpone it to June instead so if anyone of you see this, please let me know asap!!

Sigh. The Pig is back in camp. NS is really a boyfriend stealer. Ughhh.

Anyway, on a lighter note, I've settled all my university stuff! I've even gotten myself a notebook already. As in the kind you write in. Not the laptop.

More or less settled for now.. No more worrying so much anymore. Between dreams and expectations, I think expectations would always come first in this life. I guess we can't always get what we want.

Lalalala. I'm so bored. Office work can literally bore you to tears. I wanna go bowling. I wanna play squash. No time no time.. If only there were 48hours in a day. I could sleep for 24, and work and study for the other 24. HAHAHAHAHA. :D