now tt redness is sort of gone (btw its now gone to my bro n maid)..eyes still fog up every like 5 secs...i dunno wad's wrong..juz bloodly hope its not permernent..freaking irritating..like now clear..blink blink..blur..blink..clear
bastard siah

then yest i kana fever..was shivering throughout 2nd lect..carn really pay attention to my fav lect..then skipped mgt science to go home to sleep..i was like the fantastic 4 flame guy..no fan close window sleep under sheets still nvr sweat a single drop leh..then i woke up n i tried exercising..nope..even hotter but no sweat..then i did the dance rout..waaa finally..like 1 drop..

ok side track to dance aud on wed
i screwed it up bad..cldn't have done worse..dun have gd memory..cldn't remember the steps in so short time..so i need to borrow the whole world's luck till the results r out

ok back..yes sweat..then much better..so fit enough to chiong at nite..wa its as if smu pick their students by looks..the ave there is like nus' best?lol but after a while they all look the same cos all gd looking rite..so u kinda stand out if u're less gifted

things i observed..
despite drinks costing 52 per jug..there were many seen ie. the kids there r rich shits
the cohort is real small cos bout the who freshies can fit in mos
if a cute guy comes up n dance w u u'll have no complains but the opp n u'll b cursing away like jamie wahahahahahahahahaha
esp when he follows u
oh n if a gd looker carn dance u smile n think so cute but the opp...
the world is cruel u think
but i also saw ave guys w hot chicks n hot guys w ave chicks :)
cheer up

other than tt i tht it was ok..fair share of gd n bad music by the hot dj
rnb carn do much wrong

this morn..i tht with all the sleep from yest noon i can survive today..but nnnoooooo
sleep hrs dun carry over :(
so i woke up juz in time but overslept on the bus so miss my stop so late..
then knock out in the library during breaks..n then in the bus to driving..
lol

my face is fucked up cos of my eye..
who knows sore eye can b so contagious..
my sis came home with it n i went went into the room to get my pillow so sleep in another rooom yet i woke up with it too..she said it was probably the door knob..wth
n i got floorball trials later..like thks man
mum ask me to wear sunglasses if i'm gg sch..i wun go lect..but u dun expect me to wear glasses to play floorball rite..too cool liao..i cannot take it
it hurts :(

today is a happy day..ok only the nite la..noon rain so *(!&$*#&$^#
after sch went to chill w tsai n jing at her hall..so nice n cosy..unlike sb's at ntu lol!!anyways ya even the toilet so nice like those hostel toilets u c in tvs where there have girly gatherings at the long rows of sinks..makes me wanna hall..but i'll so miss my bed
so now i got new hangout after sch..shall check out orly's too..but i dun like kr rooms..n mayb if i lazy go home which is ridiculous i shall check in jing's or aisyah's or orly's
we went to holland v to eat n catch up us hockey girls after 7 mths..my gosh..they r all even hotter now la..like i said b4 last time we r the hotest bunch of hockers n now its like !!!!!bren n joan gg overseas for studies soon..so cool europe..sharon gonna work at a bank..2k salary!!ching who din manage to come is at smu law...n the rest of us nus
so long nvr c each other we juz talk n talk n talk
this is another amazing grp
cos we were an amazingly small batch
with totally zero experience
but big big dreams n expectations
love love hockers..
next meeting at joan's on 13th..c u my hot babes

we r crazy pple buying 100 over bucks worth of clothings
this mth already broke..next mth still broke..hai

fuck the whole world is doign tutorials already

mon..we met up after sch..bess adrea jamie..sat on the roof top of come deserted carpark to chat..pretty nice..soon u will c loads of furniture there..lol

oh we checked out sunset way..cos its turnin into a mini holland v..nice shit :) new hangout man

tues..swam..the pool has babes n hunks..yay motivation to exercise lol

starbucks..met bimz..poor thing studying..i remember those days..

theng made me play this game called the impossible quiz..my god..he make me waste 10hrs of my life..but its fun

wed..went to ntu visit cynli in her hostel...wa say so happy tt i there 1st thing ask me clear insect nest rite..oh n 1st time c her in specs..i say its nicer than normal wahahaha

her closet is like damn empty..i dunno how she survives

n oh oh!!the grass is truely greener on the other side..here gd lookers everywhere la!piang nus can go eat shit

got this guy look like wu zun can!!!!i swear!

i show u map of the lecture hall..i was entertained

but the sch damn mother big..took 30min to get around on the bus..sian diao..imagine if u take cross fac mod

then i went driving..nice..went smoothly..i am happy

today..3 lects in a row day..not too bad..din REALLY fall asleep..i am startin to like management science..its cool..oh n i made new frens!!like wow..k la she talked to me 1st..its like loners unite..
oh n damn malu..cos i went to buy subway(FREE UPGRADE OFFER!) bet lessons..then left my bag to chope seat..but u know how my money is nvr in my wallet..ya i 4got..so like i order liao then i open wallet no money rite..so luckily ingrite there..i dunno her but juz go n borrow money using 'i am siew's fren' lol..malu malu

i printed some notes finally..mkting ones only though..anyway tt's the only mod i love..n the lecturer makes a big difference

some pics from indian buffet..

the nerdies..sorry liting's missing..she left earlier
this is mr octopus..ain't he a cutie..adrea remember ask ur fren get me 5 of them
mr octopus caught doing drugs..hahaha we were obsessed with him as u can tell

dun they look so similar

n some random ones

i love this pic..cos the bin is so dead yet so alive..it looks miserable..mayb its hidding cos it did sth bad..mayb it feels unnoticed n unwanted..
it looks miserable.
(hahaa i c amelia reading this with a frown n thinkin i'm damn guai lan)

now for today's post..
woke up reluctantly early on a rainy morning for tuition
then last day at bistro..so they wun let me go w/o squeezing out as much of me as possible..so i worked the crazy shift of 2pm to midnight..i wasn't as dead as i tht i wld b..mayb cos every1 chionged to watch fireworks so night was slack..or mayb cos i had in mind its my last day n so was in a happy mood..anyways i'm so shagged now there r toothpicks on my eyelids n i need a massage bad
tml is stay home n family day..finally..sleep in

this is yest's post..i was sorta thinking all these things in yest's bus ride(again)..really hope next time tech wld advance such tt u juz think the thts n u can blog anywhere anytime..ok anyways..my post(wadever i can remember)
i was thinkin i am in a love-hate relationship with my life..
i'm happy n love the choices i make..how i define the piorities in my life..i seriously think some pple shd try n learn from me..but wadever..it sort of has to do with ur character which is inborn
but i hate the things i cannot control..like bus timings..nvr fails to piss me off..or pple's feelings n actions..or juz pure luck
but things i carn control also includes my frens whom none i remember was as a result of my actions
then again life is such tt nth stays isolated..so ur choices comes with things u carn control n vice versa
if u cld actually change sth things wld b diff from now n i dunno if i still wld b happy
not tt i'm happy now cos today is a suxy day

then i tht about how i think i need a hug..i tht about the frens i'm gonna meet later..how i wannna squeeze bess so hard till all the badness goes away..n then i tht about how pple need hugs..cos they actually do work..for pple like me..pple who dun receive or give it often..then when u do it comes right from the heart n soul..n it'll b so full of emotions..so...tt's wad i call a hug..normal bimbo girls' seemingly act of hugging is called acting
i think every1 shd get a hug when they need one..its really nice..does wonders..so if u ever need one..n i mean really need it..call 1800-needahug
or u can juz ask me
(n no jamie not like ur random hug craves)

we had stayover at my place..yep MY place..1st since..i think the 1st ever!cos my hs is like mother ulu so seldom pple wan to come..main attraction is my bro..now nice
the all brought their lappies..n we all plugged into the same socket..surprised my hs nvr blackout
u shd c the way theng plays with my bro..i swear he looked like he wans to start a family rite away :)
2nd time having korean food..i'm getting addicted..
then we moved over to eloera's again..we r mad
i'm always the last to sleep..gotta change my sleeping habits like NOW
gonnna die for sch..i dun c any1 online now..
went to meet amelia n jess today..missed miss lian..
i was so damn hungry i managed a whole meal of double wadever beef from carl's junior!i am shocked..time to shrink my stomach
wa they got like so many things to give me..including loads of choc courtersy of jess..secretly wans to watch me grow fat..hahha jkjk dun take them back
i dunno how they psyco me into gg east but ya i ended up at jess'
then now i'm home..alone online..n blogging..
2am..time to sleep

yest..had sushi buffet..1st time..n veh likely last time..we double ordered accidentally n ended up with like damn lot of sashimi..i swear i ate more salmon then all the fishes in my life..full till next day again

SOME of the sashimi

then we roam around n watched rush hr 3...din expect it to b only 1hr 15 min n the story not much development but least its still funny..its all bout the jokes

then we walk walk n emo at esplanade..played with my cam again n got some real nice pics..all of us had nice ones

one of my fav..n duh my shot wahahhahaha

eloera edited n shot this one..dunno y she likes it..my armpits look so fatty

theng's shot..starting to like it quite a bit too..i edited a bit

i will be pro one day..i even tht of my 1st photog series heh

n i wanna b photographer for nerdies' weddings :)

okok time to blog again theng keeps nagging like an old hag..
poned the rest of o week cos its freakin boring..but fri was ok i guess..it got better during bbq..i'm a gd bbq-er ahhhah..the chicken tastes like superb la..n the food doesn't burn..n u eat less when u r the one bbqing..ehhehee..so then later we sat n talked under the nite sky..pretty nice..though i dun remember 3/4 of their names..but we went on about life n death n birth n marriage n stuff..they r such emo pple...
then sat is my crazy hectic day..tutored betty's bro..ok i guess..more fun than the previous 2...n less taxing to my rusty rusty mind..sec 1 only mah..then drive then work..then dead
carn remember much of sun..i think i worked
then mon went to stay over again..watched lots of pirates..cativity is a mother lousy show..hell it doesn't even deserve to b called a show..its a joke..finally watched my surf's up..i think cos of all the hype bess was gg on about it n stuff i expected much more..but still its funny..always love a cartoon
learned a bit of photog from e..fiddled with my cam a bit n she took pics of us

oh ya n theng is moving to clementi like in dec..like how cool..
tues n this morn drove again..they keep telling me i have to rush lessons but i dun think i do..like 2 more mths..ok wad..n i was lookin at my pdl...blooody hell siah my test date is like 2 days after the expirery so like i have to fork out another 25bucks to renew it
now i'm chillin at starbucks..the both of them r late together for half hr n doesn't help tt i came half hr early..we're now acting like those cool ang mohs who juz sit here all day sipping coffee n reading

dani's workin now..been so so long..nice talkin to her again..thks for the drink..we shd hang out some time..so jamie n bess n laureen plz tell me when u guys r free n let's date dani..her hair is also some cool shit
ok tt's bout all for now..end off with this lovely song from L

"In My Secret Life"

I saw you this morning.
You were moving so fast.
Can’t seem to loosen my grip
On the past.
And I miss you so much.
There’s no one in sight.
And we’re still making love
In My Secret Life.

I smile when I’m angry.
I cheat and I lie.
I do what I have to do
To get by.
But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right.
And I’d die for the truth
In My Secret Life.

Hold on, hold on, my brother.
My sister, hold on tight.
I finally got my orders.
I’ll be marching through the morning,
Marching through the night,
Moving cross the borders
Of My Secret Life.

Looked through the paper.
Makes you want to cry.
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die.
And the dealer wants you thinking
That it’s either black or white.
Thank G-d it’s not that simple
In My Secret Life.

I bite my lip.
I buy what I’m told:
From the latest hit,
To the wisdom of old.
But I’m always alone.
And my heart is like ice.
And it’s crowded and cold
In My Secret Life.