i swear i'll b rich one day..
not juz rich..
filthy rich.
i'll travel the world n dun have to work..
or i'll make travelling my work..
either way i'll get there..

i'm freakin tired but i dun care..
gonna get serious eye bags n dark rings but i dun care..
i'm suppose to b satisfied with my damn life..
got so many things others dun..
but carn help thinking how much better it cld b..
was pissed off by the bus tt took 20min to come..
wished i was freakin rich n juz take a damn cab whenever i like..
then now the aus trip so irritating..
dunno whether to go..
4600 is a large sum for us..
fun get y air fares so ex anyway..
rj pple freaking rich bastards most of them ask for SIA or sth like tt..
y dun u pay 4 me huh...
then sch subsidise 50 might as well dun?
seriously dunnno....
if i go i'll spend a hell lot of money away n miss trainings..
if i dun go i know i'll miss this one time experience n regret..
fuck.

went to watch touch at republic..understand the game a bit more..apppriciate it a bit more..adrea n jamie did well..though nvr seen jamie run this wierd b4..like super funny..next time got match i muz bring video cam..
i can c y she likes her :)
went to mug..finally finished summary..did a bit of complex..got stuck..did ionic..got stuck..brain dead..slept a while..woke up vision all blur..took like 10min to get my vision back..weird..then read ionic..then attemp ionic..then cmi go home..

yes?i think its absolutely nonsense..idiot..such silly obsessions..carn help admirering rite..me including..naughty girl ;)
wanted to run..felt like running..felt fat n lazy..but jamie bathe liao..later got bone collector 10.30pm...go watch..nice show

eom is some suxy shit..was so irritated with mine tt i re-did it last nite including new material...then juz hand up without letting poh c..thks a lot to amy 4 being my 'dictionary'..oh n while researching i found our grp interview online...how freakin cool la...somemore at the end with our names..check it out man..http://sociable.blogspot.com


so busy these days i think i really need the break..i'm happy its weekends again..oh we got next fri off too..for super outstanding results for sch...hehe hockey outing!!
floorball ihc is finally over..still got some little stuff to do but the stressing part is off..weeee..
i felt an organiser's hardship and fustration...sth u'll nvr feel unless u try it for urself..
i think the girls not v happy with me 4 chasing them on court..but there's a targeted finishing time u know...today's grp is far more understanding..
thinkin back now i quite feel like slapping myself also..was pretty bossy mayb??i dunno..juz tt i've nvr done this b4..n there's not only ur own expectations u have to meet..
so sorry to all i've offended in any way...plz understand..to u n u n whoever else..i'm sure there r more..if u still not happy u can go on bitching bout it..i'm surprised pple like urselves dun understand the piority of interhs...wadever..to think i tht pretty highly of u all..
big thks to moor-tarbet girls!!they so pro i carn stand it..won all games...weeee
thks to those who helped made this successful too..n there's of cos my copartner superstar rama who actually does help despite wad every1 thinks..waahhaahahaa
overall great experience on my side..hope all of u had fun too!next up raffles cup!!
oh i realise sth..bout half my class played..wow
i suddenly miss u..find myself thikin of u on the bus..thinkin if i'll accidently meet u today..or if u'll happen to b at the busstop..shit
i'm sleep deprived...got serious dark rings n eye bag..shall treat myself to icecream then go sleep..
oh ya get well soon siew...stubbon ass

went adrea's to help them practice touch..its real hard game..pple dun usually stay behind ur team mates in games..n the ball erm..the game's not healthy for ur boobs..but its damn funny..jamie n noelle can play till end up hugging each other with the ball in the middle..oh bbq was nice as usual..watched fantastic4..pretty funny but ben's so poor thing..
stop having designs on her!!
waking up early this weekend..dunno how come..then noon will b so tired gotta nap again..n gosh eating a hell lot...doesn't help tt i have access to 2 tubs of ice cream n chocolate cake n ang ku kuah..i'm typing this after i had icecream..n everyday spend 10bucks on food in sch..basically eat when i got nth to do..if i juz live on 2bucks a day..i can really save a lot...shall i try?


i miss crez's food..chicken rice..lime juice..2nd stall veggie..vegetarian stall's egg n chee cheong fun..3rd stall's lor mee(tues n thurs) n prawn mee(wed).. ice lychee with evaporated milk..sugar doughnut..dunno wad else..argh jc food sux..so ex somemore..
i wanna go queensway..really wanna get shorts..if i wait 4 jamie i next yr then go...

i feel the passion to study coming back..chem remedial was like how super helpful..like all of us learnt so much..enlightened i wld call it..n i'm quite surprised at many of them..their sec4 basics hardly there..today proved even better for them..n how come i know...cos last time the indian teacher damn gd..too bad she left...lectures r useless to us..they r 4 those smart pple..plz let me get it this time..


new improvement ;)


wa floorball was gd today..aisyah on fire..i had damn chio passes..like more vision..nice nice..haswan still the pro..inspire to b like him man..
kana another ball mark..this time its mr seah...his ball damn hard la..wack my meat..last week aisyah gave me one still visible...the other teacher worse...he hit then follow through so high smack my arm...there no meat...super pain...like cane mark..


ihc was fun..though i still think justice was not done for our hs...like who the hell plays 2vs5..but oh well least last match we showed wad we're actually capable of in a fair game..i finally sqeeze shot a goal..chioness...next target..reverse..hehhehhe
played a 7vs5 against morrison..gosh we sux..i tht the guys quite shocked at our standard..plus sir was playing for us..i cldn't turn my body...freakin useless as a left half..n suddenly my right calf juz twitched!i got damn shocked...i saw it somemore..remembered sir said this means ur muscle over worked..so i quickly got off..dun ever wanna get a cramp..but now wad i do??ice it??
i'll mug..it's 'sorry-excuse' 2 see u..
z pissing me off again..n i'm super obvious with it..ya i realised few days ago..cos he ask me y i so dao..i pretend nvr hear..hahaaa now i understand a little y pple say i dao..but not i'm pissed with every1 n everday...i'm convinced its the face..go plastic surgery la

my daddy loves my hair..he say v cool...he also wan..
my younger sis keep asking me to face her on one side only...
my coach suan me..i was jacqueline..now i'm jack..never jacinta rite...
cynli say next time she cut 4 me..
heidi wans to cut hair now...
jing says its cool..
yan qiang keeps starring at me...
wow


i was so freaking tired today fell asleep during the fierce lecturer's lesson then i damn scared to sleep somemore so v xing ku trying to open my eyes...i try n copy sth the halfway will fall back into sleep tt kind..then my paper all curly wirly...then bus ride home overshot by how much la..too another bus back...now muz stay till 12..hai..

my daddy loves my hair..he say v cool...he also wan..
my younger sis keep asking me to face her on one side only...
my coach suan me..i was jacqueline..now i'm jack..never jacinta rite...
cynli say next time she cut 4 me..
heidi wans to cut hair now...
jing says its cool..
yan qiang keeps starring at me...
wow


i was so freaking tired today fell asleep during the fierce lecturer's lesson then i damn scared to sleep somemore so v xing ku trying to open my eyes...i try n copy sth the halfway will fall back into sleep tt kind..then my paper all curly wirly...then bus ride home overshot by how much la..too another bus back...now muz stay till 12..hai..

woohoooo...went to cut hair with jamie cos my activities 4 the day screwed up..i think she looks like lian n i look like beng...n my hair says it all-in between...hoho cynli gonna freak out tml..gonna try n do some work now..i've not been a gd girl...

ok show ended..wow so interesting..next week disease outbreak..hoho..
i really like naima..she so nice n chio n funky n sweet..
n the kalen or sth super sweet..like a doll..love her..


oh ya after sch chiong to cut hair..then reach there the shop juz close...hai..but saw jami n adrea walkin home..not too bad la..gotta wait till mayb wed..sheesh..i've a mop over my head!

may tarbet ihc hockey rule...hahahha..plus we got a prodigy..she learn damn fast la..played soccer with sir..5 vs 1..he beat us 5-4..its called proness..
i super pro also...stole a ball from sir then ran it myself n missed my shot though open goal...wow....

model show start later continue ah...

1am n still on the comp...
pw sux....zhu sux...i wanna kill him..
he doesn't do a shit nvm..
i ask him to do he also cock up some reason say help him in the end still i do nvm..
then i ask him give ideas he say this whole string of shit who doesn't match our topic..wow
lets c...he hasn't seen the finalised gpp..
neither does he bother..
interview wait 4 him to do might as well not do...
our grp is like one of the few with 4 pple cos by luck n thks to ct he picked us to b together..
now there's as gd as 3..wad a handicap..3busy pple somemore...
dunno if shd hand up the draft tml..
we're short on research materials too..mayb cos one one person bothered..
y do i so f***ing care...shit ass
i'll need coffee tml..gonna b a long day
gd luck for econs test..

7.24 reach sch...where's every1??
7.32 y still no one...
7.45 yay aisyah n haz
8.03 wow orly..n sir
8.05 bren..
8.07 jing finally
8.10 tsai
8.15 start
wad happen to the lecture on punuality..


super tired..its not fair how sir scores like drinking water..but we improved la i think
went to my hs do pw..finally pple willing to come my hs leh..ahhhah..only cos amy got sth on at boonlay later..but poor pong has to travel long long way home..
oh n cos of my long morning training in stuffy indoorgym i apparently stink real bad...ahaha pong keep asking me to change into his extra shirt but i insisted i'm gg home to bathe anyway..but the bus ride quite long ah..hahaaa
seems as if we did a lot but actually not much..but ok la..better than last time..mayb cos zhu wasn't here..opps..
my brains weren't working...its like typing halfway then "shit wad's the word!!"...my sentences all got question marks for pong to fill in tt expression for me..ahhha..
my dad says pong like sec sch boy..ahahahha


so sleepy..shall do a bit more pw 1st...

pw is some stressful shit..esp after lookin at cai's grp draft..we sneakily got an extention..hahahaamuz chiong tml liao..


played a bit of squash today..kenk beat me flat for 1st set..i like only got 1 pt..hahaa..then 2nd set i warm up liao..but he slide damn fast!then all my jian shots he return la..kao..
floorball not any better wait super long juz to play one game..n the teachers so pro they score so fast we out again..nehneh..nvm tml shall improve with sir's coaching..


i wan a frisbee..my birthday is coming!wahahahahaaa
wait i wan a guitar too..n mayb ipod..but tt can forgo..yes i wan a guitar..the acoustic one...any second hands?went to count my angpao money..got like 180..is tt enough??eh but not like i know how to play..heh
know my dad got my bro another toy...this time its a pro looking robot..he refuses to reveal the price...dammit...i'm jealous..i'll give it one week to last...its like much more worth it to invest in me...muahhahhaaha

sorry ok..mayb wad i did was wrong but isn't it wad u secretly want yet afraid of..
argh i sux..shan't say anything or do anything concerning her anymore..
i'm such a fat ass bitch
shall shave my head in appology
shan't go kap either..its the mixed feelings i get from things like this tt i don't like..n i really do not wish to b a distraction..but in a way i started it huh
pong's hs today..was wondering where the white cat was...he said it jumped off the ledge n died..i tht he's joking..


yesterday went for dinner with nerds..b4 tt saw nic..finally c liting's taste..not bad..but really quite a health freak..nevertheless sweet..
esplanade full of pple..saw many..aisyah too..then yx n his gf..bess said he's gd lookin..yes i know my taste is gd..but they literally STARED at him..so malu..fireworks r pretty...ashes r not..nice things come with a price??had a nice funny aggitated discussion..bess had strong feelings towards same sex attraction..tsktsk..liting tells story of cj..wad weird pple her class has..

if u haven noticed i'm mugging nowadays in view of the arriving promos n the aim to not fail my sciences..i better not screw my long break again..n if i manage to..n i hope i will..i will declare chem equilibrium the 1st ever topic i pay attention to all lectures n finish tutorial on time..it feels gd so far..trying to do the same for phy but i missed circular motion n its linked to the rest..ahhaha wad an excuse..i'm so sleepy..tt day kenk was telling me how bad my dark rings were...n i missed my stop again today sleepin on the bus..hai..i promise after ihc floorball i'll cut down on playing...time to refocus!! er ya refocus in all aspects...heh


most of us were late today..sir wasn't v happy..i wish i had a car dammit..woke up late plus reach sch all the gates locked gotta run round the big big sch..but he was ok later..cos he said me improved a lot..make up for deprovement over holis i hope...yay..


the rule of four is not tt nice..i think they rushed through the end...they took so long to build up when they started decoding the book i was halfway!so wad was the first half about?no idea...bad writing..2pple hard to write..they'll clash..mayb dan brown shd do another version of it..it'll sell better..confirm...


i nvr really took note of the lyrics..it makes it even more beautiful now...
"The Right Kind Of Wrong"


I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong


It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way when I'm in your arms


They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong


I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah


I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are


You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Hey-yeah
Lovin you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
Baby you're the right kind of wrong


Yeah baby you're the the right kind of wrong

my class is nuts..after the lecture they chiong all the way down super fast juz to beat the que..like super kiasu..gosh..but i dun mind...then i get to cut their que...hehhee


i really think the end of the world may b coming..its like the weather juz suddenly took an extreme change at the blink of an eye..one moment we were having break on a bright sunny morning..next thing the whole sky turned black n wind blew so strong the notice boards rolled to the other end of the corridoor..n with more extreme weather changes in other countries like drought n worst flood ever seen..i think a day like 'the day after tml' will come soon..all because of our greediness for resources n pollution causeing the world to upset..looks like hurricane outside..treasure every moment u have pple..we're all gonna die soon..

i swear i cld have gotten full marks if it wasn't for tt super dumb thing i did..i'm talkin bout the chem spa today..4ever muz do sth dumb lor..phy spa also..like can full marks tt kind..i'm not meant to excel in anything lor..hate it..jac of all trades master of none..carn i b at least a master of one??


then b4 spa i v angry at this stupid guy..locker no 178...i wan to kill u..the guy so smart open his locker door so wide...my locker diagonally rite at the bottom so when i stand up my head wacked rite into the edge of the door...f*ing painful k..till i squat there 4 a while n teared hoding my head..went toilet to c got this super huge bump n slightly bleeding..evil ass..mayb tt's y my spa do stupid stuff..idiot..i wash hair muz got round the bump now..so lame


handed up the form for synergy today..really hope i'll get to go..nvr been to aus..nvr been to anywhere out of s'pore n malaysia!anyway they got real cool stuff planned like horse riding bush dance n u get to go on field trips visit astronomers...way cool..cost is pretty high though...but i think they c my ct results will put my form aside la...


i'm stressed..hs totally sux..they shdn't allocate diff pple to do all the diff jobs..its like trying to give every1 sth to do..makes everything so messy n screwed up...like now!!i got floorball postponed but jing told me she heard bout floorball being on mon then rama told me sir talked bout raffles cup and another intersch cup n need proposal soon n i'm like WHAT?!??!headache...plz let me settle it once n 4all tml..


ahaha the colours r so bimbo!