Everything felt so not real.
Its like these 5 years did not happened at all.
What had really happened, just seem like a blur. Did all these really happened? Its so scary...
Thursday, May 21, 2015
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
5plus am
Puffy eyes, cry until block nose, still not sleepy? What is wrong with u?
If really that upset, why don't you just give up? What are you hanging on to?
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If really that upset, why don't you just give up? What are you hanging on to?
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Tuesday, December 16, 2014
No its not ok!!!
No, its not ok to let me be after seeing that im upset.
No, its not ok to say that your busy and have no time for me.
Yes, its ok to be busy.
No, its not ok to not communicate when your busy.
No, its not ok to break promises and not have an explanation to it.
Yes, its ok not to meet.
No, its not ok that there is not even a good morning and good night.
No, its not ok when people ask where is your other half and my answer is i don't know.
No, its not ok to think that i am just throwing temper for no reason.
No, its not ok to want to give in, but not be given a chance to.
No, its not ok to keep throwing temper, because it would only hurt myself, not you.
No, its not ok that you MAKE TIME for fishing but not for me.
No, its not ok to not wear your wedding band. Shows how ashamed you are towards this marriage.
No, its not ok to have 2 important rings returned to you and still let things be.
No, its not ok to ask for an apology and still do not receive it after 1 month.
No, its not ok to think about someone who would not be there for me.
No, its no use missing someone when the shoulder would not be there for me to lean on.
No, its not ok to be upset every night or weekend.
No, its not ok to not be able to sleep at 4am on a work week.
No, its not ok to be typing away here where no one will see.
No, its not ok to not have the appetite to eat when i think of you.
No, its not ok to skip meals because i am upset.
No, its not ok to be losing weight.
No, its not ok to just ignore part of my issues because when it surface, i just breakdown.
No, its not ok to drop tears for someone who do not care about.
Might be ok for you, doesn't mean its ok for me.
No, its not ok to say that your busy and have no time for me.
Yes, its ok to be busy.
No, its not ok to not communicate when your busy.
No, its not ok to break promises and not have an explanation to it.
Yes, its ok not to meet.
No, its not ok that there is not even a good morning and good night.
No, its not ok when people ask where is your other half and my answer is i don't know.
No, its not ok to think that i am just throwing temper for no reason.
No, its not ok to want to give in, but not be given a chance to.
No, its not ok to keep throwing temper, because it would only hurt myself, not you.
No, its not ok that you MAKE TIME for fishing but not for me.
No, its not ok to not wear your wedding band. Shows how ashamed you are towards this marriage.
No, its not ok to have 2 important rings returned to you and still let things be.
No, its not ok to ask for an apology and still do not receive it after 1 month.
No, its not ok to think about someone who would not be there for me.
No, its no use missing someone when the shoulder would not be there for me to lean on.
No, its not ok to be upset every night or weekend.
No, its not ok to not be able to sleep at 4am on a work week.
No, its not ok to be typing away here where no one will see.
No, its not ok to not have the appetite to eat when i think of you.
No, its not ok to skip meals because i am upset.
No, its not ok to be losing weight.
No, its not ok to just ignore part of my issues because when it surface, i just breakdown.
No, its not ok to drop tears for someone who do not care about.
Might be ok for you, doesn't mean its ok for me.
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