For you.

This blog is so dead...

I don't think anyone is going to come and see it anymore.

It's a very entertaining blog because it came with the full package!

Emotional thoughts, Happy moments, family, friends, personal life and the most essential substance that make it perfect...NONSENSE!

LOL!

It went through a whole lot of emotional coaster.

I hope that this blog will never be removed.

WAYNE-UNBELIEVABLE will always be unbelievable ~

With no...

Hi readers!

I typed a lot of thought but I deleted...
Decided to keep thing simple...

People are too complicated to understand
Words are too misleading to convey
Time is too wrong to happen...
You are too cruel to everything...

Thank you.

PS: ...regrets!

事情如果那么简单那就好了...

HELLO EVERYBODY 每个身体!!

decided to blog for all my "stakeholders"...

basically people who love me and people who hate me...

let me start with the eat shit people first...

 

to my haters...

thanks for remembering to hate me...

thanks for giving me the strength and reasons to do my best in everything...

and i stop here...

because you guys don't deserved much words...

or rather i am generous enough to mention about you...

to my love ones...

thanks for looking out for me...

thanks for reminding me...

thanks for taking care of me...

thanks for calling me...

thanks for talking to me...

thanks for eating with me...

thanks for drinking with me...

thanks for sharing with me...

thanks for walking with me...

thanks for running with me...

thanks for everything...

and thanks for remembering me...

those who are true to me...

i am very fortunate to have you guys...

i cannot promise what i can do for you in the future...

but i will pay you back... haha !

yesterday was my birthday...

and i did an expriment...

a stupid and childish experiment...

yes CHILDISH !!

I SUPER HATE THIS WORD !!

okay... i wanted to find out who still remember my birthday without using the FB's birthday reminder...

i got the answers...

but... it doesn't mean that those who don't remember are "wrong" or committed any crimes...
those "remember" doesn't mean they are true to me either...
so stop guessing...
stop using the numbers to match and sit on the cinema seats...
this stupid experiment let me know what to hold on and what to give up...
i know this is insane.


i added the following disclaimer on my FB profile:

** DISCLAIMER - Please kindly remove me as friend if you do not wish my updates being spammed on your news feed :) **

i know i am using FB as if it is a twitter...
but i dont care...
i know the people who likes me dont mind either...
so those people who are currently reading... please feel free...
cos i know i am the sore of your eyes...
and not the red apple.


actually my main topic starts from here...
why there is a curry photo on this post?!
cos my mother cooked curry on my birthday?!
NO!
cos some of the photos i posted in my previous entries do not have any links to the topic either?!
NO!

wanted to share some secret with my readers...
YES SECRET !!
i seldom share secret...
a secret about curry...
let me begin the story...
during one of "i am still a boy boy" days...
i lived with my ah mah...
yes my ah mah...
my favourate person in my life...
she is the one...
one day... i requested to have curry...
and my ah mah granted my wish...
now  you know why i love her so much?!
we went to one of the small market to buy "chicken" for the curry...
and she bought the "chicken"...
i am quite young that time...
i don't know what "chicken" my ah mah bought that time...
but i saw some black chickens inside the refrigerator of the market...
those black chickens for making herbal soup that types...
that time... i thought she bought the black chicken for curry...
i didnt eat the curry...
i don't dare to eat...
and i didn't tell her the reason...
i cannot remember whether she got angry with me...

but i feel very regret not to eat the curry...
and now i have no chance to eat her curry...
and i want to say sorry to her.
i am so dumb right?!

i am sharing this because this is my birthday post...
and i think i should write something different...
birthday is the day my mother gave birth to me...
its her big day... and not mine...
so birthday wishes mean little to me...
and i don't believe in birthday wishes anymore haha !


lastly...
wayne is unbelievable...

说好的_______呢?!

yo reader(s) !!!
good to have the the feel to blog again...
bad to sleep late again...


lift upgrading can wait...
casino cannot wait...
the old lady climbing up and down the stairs can wait...
it is strangely becoming a luxury than a need...
i prefer to drive a car without coe in a everyday jam road than cannot afford to have a car...
anyway, who win or lose... no big deals...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow...
you say, i follow... we lan lan...
let's be foolish and act foolish...
no vote... don't grumble and complain.


i do not support any parties...
i only support MUFC because wayne is unbelievable.

标题的 "_____" 就让它保持 "_____" 吧...

我回来了 !

True or False?!
the typical questions asked...
everything in this world is false...
only money is true...
if not 100% true... it is at least 90% true...


i just want to make the people around me happier...
to improve their life...
i believe i can...
not to prove to those who don't believe or give me a chance...
we shall see...

有一种情绪是不具名的悲伤 !!!

april fools' day...

YES !
not just April...
every month is a fool...
in fact...
its foolish everyday...
it doesn't feel good to be fooled...
the worse thing is that you need to act as if nothing had happened...
not just being fooled...
it made you a clown...
it made you a joker weaker than the one in batman movies...


hope is the only thing powerful than fear?!
let me remind you...
its april the first...
hope is the only thing scarier than fear...
genuine hope?
false hope?
hope for the best or worse or not you will avoid?


i will become stronger...
because wayne is unbelievable...


...didnt i told you is everyday?!

胜's画 no.106

it's a new year...
it will be better...
i will be better...
everything will be better...

as long as you tried your best...

i believe...
must believe...
to let people believe...
to believe that i believe...
i believe...


to fight for it...
to win it...
to maintain it...
to last it...
to care it...
to love it...
to listen it...
the one.


it's okay that people don't appreciate because i believe something...


... you will have no regrets :D

should i continue to be the emperor?!

HELLO ! my people in my kingdom !
I am your emperor...
how i wish i can use i was your emperor !


should we stick to people who cherish us?
or should we stick to people we treasure them?
OR CAN I TOTALLY GIVE UP !


i want to stop being a clown, a joker...
and a emperor with a new clothes...

hint.

a surprise post !
decided to update for the sake of updating...
sounds ridiculous and insane...
just wanted to share some thoughts...


hint.
not saying something explicitly.
indirect statement.
it can be a good or bad cause...


some able to read...
some unable to understand...
some choose to ignore...
some pretend to act...


i am dumb in reading it...
so if you got something to say to me...
please say it...
either if you are happy or unhappy with me...
because i dislike...
hint.


Like my facebook page if you like me as a friend:-
wayne-unbelievable™

maintaining a two arms' length...

yes... you guys are not dreaming !
i am po-ing twice in a month !
who says lightning never strike twice in the same place?!
actually it often does strike the same place...


btw i just created a page for this blog in facebook...
create for some experiments haha !
here is the link if you wish to like:-
wayne-unbelievable™

i am quite disturbed with the fact that some people actually do not learn the above...
with some small achievements or success...
they thought they are the king of the world...
i am quite disappointed...
i really don't know what to say...
think this is the perfect time for this line...
i cannot control how you think, act or talk...
thus i shall not bother...


i don't want to be a beggar...
just because you don't appreciate...
thus i am not maintaining a one arm's length...
but two...

天天都是生日 :)

3rd july...
an ordinary day to me and to everyone...
nothing special...
to some people...
it means a lot to them...


one person is my ah mah...
she must be very happy when i was born...
from that day... she dotes on me till the day she went for her holiday...
with her... i feel i am a little prince...
she really care a lot for me...
i dont have this kind of feeling anymore...
but i will always remember...


3rd july...
it is important to my parents...
maybe because of me...
the marriage lasts and still counting...
although at times i disrespect them...
i promise i will take care of them just as how they take care of me when i am young...


3rd july...
it allows me to became a cancer...
cancer equals home...
i like my horoscope...
because i like my family...
i am really fortunate enough...


3rd july...
usually i don't expect much...
i don't expect any presents or treats...
i am greedy this time round...
may i have two wishes from the birthday god?


1. Wish everyone i know to be healthy !
2. *Secret*


3rd july...
it will be just an ordinary day if no one appreciate you...
and if you don't appreciate yourself...
let's treat everyone with respect and with heart :)

胜's画 no.105

WHAT THE HELL !!
2 whole months i have not been updating...
maybe it is worth the wait !!


i have some uncertainty in my mind...
what happens if it fails again?
i dare not think...
lets hope for the best =)


i hope i can blog more in the near future...
because i love the readers who read my blog...
something for you to take away after reading this entry...
if you can control your emotion, you can control any circumstances =)

sound of silence

sometimes i wonder if i am the only one left blogging...
i feel peace in here...
a venue for me to type some nonsensical words...
or maybe some sensible sentences?


jealousy...
hatred...
misunderstanding...
argument...
around me...
it does affect me a little...
but i choose to ignore...
i am tired of these...


i admit i keep my thoughts to myself...
even i dislike a person, i will not mention...
there is no point highlighting...
maybe this is the way how i handle matters...
this may work well sometimes...
and opposite in some other time...


what will you do when you are sad?
what will you do when you are furious?
what will you do when things not going your way?


i will remain silence...
cheers...

let's lift ourselves up ;)

WAYNE is BACKKKKK ~
once again... i struggle to begin my post...
i know the reason...
the reason is i am not comfortable to share my thoughts with others especially strangers...
that's why i struggled...
and now i struggle...


it will be too tiring if you need to decide whether to like something...
maybe not tiring...
it will be a live with a regret...
we must live in the present...
who knows when will the disaster come to punish us...
maybe not punish...
it's a reminder to us...
to cherish the moment and treasure the ones...


in physics, a force is any influence that causes a free body to undergo a change in speed, a change in direction or a change in shape...
yes... that is force...
yes... that is influence...
not everything can be forced...
this include friendship...
when there is force... there will be friction...
there will be tension...
and maybe there will be nothing...
yes... nothing...
just like nothing has happened...
and this is not physics anymore...
maybe this is an art...
an art of emotions?


what am i struggling?
actually nothing to be fair...
i can still breathe, eat and sleep with no worries...
these may be a luxuries to some others...
yes... i have the right to deserve for more...
i know that...
and so it brings back to my title of my post...
let's lift ourselves up and achieve our dream =)

have you forgotten wayne-believable? II

...
because we are not even friends...
no wonder i reacted that way...
maybe i should listen to my actions more...
i am too easily influenced by others...
this blog will go on...
when is the next updates?
it will be the day you have forgotten wayne-unbelievable...



ps: no pictures this time due to some errors ~

have you forgotten wayne-unbelievable ?

WHAT THE HELL !!
i stare at my screen for five minutes killing my brain cells to start this entry...
and yes another five more minutes...
perhaps i lost the skill of blogging...


everyone is laughing at me...
everyone is telling me to give up...
i replied them a yes with a double inverted commas...
... ... ...

拼什么？

YEA ~
show you something cool?!
it's okay if you don't know what i meant...
one thing for sure... his english is awesome !!


look at your calendar right now...
coming to the end of January and toward February...
so why there is still raining everyday?
there is nothing wrong with the climate or seasons...
do you guys realise december, there isn't much raining?
in fact we are one month "in advance" in our calendar...
i suggest everyone to adjust our calendar to december...
we are living way too fast...
using the natural resources way too fast...
hurting the earth way too fast...
for it to handle...
i wont be surprise if there will be a change in our calendar sooner...


just like there is one new horoscope appearing from nowhere...
called Ophiuchus...
what 蛇夫座 zzz...
i dont believe this is the 13th sign...
because i believe i belong to my original horoscope...


oh why this post is that title name?
yes everybody knows what they are striving for...
what happen if you know what you are striving for
and you know you cannot achieve?
will you still strive?


CNY is coming again...
i am happy because there will be a long period of rest...
that's all...
ya that's all for now....


do you know 那最痛的距离是... 你不在身边... 却在我的心里?

scare to scared...

so i am back to blogging !!
i promise to keep my blog alive...
wonders if you guys share the same thoughts as me...
as we grow older...
we discover a lot of awfully truth...


when people always say that they are scared of ghost...
scared of death... scared of cockroaches...
why no ones highlight human being is the most scariest?


i remember what i blogged previously which caused some unhappiness issues...
till now... i still feel i am correct...
a lot of unreasonable people with low EQ...
i can ultra-ly pretend that nothing fucking has happened...
yes by pretending...
because you all don't worth it...
or shall i say don't deserve it...


there will be no speculations as blogging is not fashionable as before...
finally found a place to speak out...
hey... i remember every fucking things...
either good or bad...


i fucking know who is good and bad...
okay i have reached the maximum of 3 fuck words in this blog post...
so scary?!

never give up ?!

MOSHI EVERYONE !!
back within 24 hours...
wants to write when i am in the mood to write...
are there still any fireworks out there?
or it is just for the few moments few hours ago?
they are beautiful but not lasting...
they are attractive but not practical...


back to reality...
back to this entry topic...
never give up?!
this sounds positive with a mark of a question...
as long as we are alive... anything is possible...
yes... maybe you wants to use some phrase to motivate others...
i sounds negative?
not really though in my opinion...
sometimes you need to give up something to move forward or to achieve another goal...
giving up is not a really bad move...
am i influencing my readers to give up easily?
not really again...
sometimes we need to give up in order not to give up...
sounds confusing?
sometimes things are too complicate to confuse people...
or people are too complicate to confuse things?
either ways are confusing...
shall end to confuse the whole world...


choice?
we choose to give up...
we choose not to give up...
that's an illustration of choice...
every person has a choice...
it is human rights...
we got different emotions when other people or ourselves made a choice...
good or bad or ugly...
live with it...


some part of me returns...
i quit my jobs...
in circus...
in the batman movie...
in the pack of cards...
too tiring to hold three jobs at at a time...


no matter what... don't give up on yourself.



ps: 自取其辱

777th entry - last day of 2010

HELLO READERS ~
as promise, i am going to update my blog before 2011 starts...
it has been about one month since i updated...
quite shock that i only update twice for this month...
coincidentally it is the first and last day of december...


december should be a joyful and happening month for most people...
the festive season, the sales and the nice cool weather...
i enjoyed the most when i was a kid...
stayed with my grandma during these period...
the most memorable xmas i had was when my uncle and auntie brought me to orchard during xmas... think my first time there? i love that feeling...


the season of giving...
do we expect returns when we gave?
i would say no... even though there is a little yes in me...
at least an appreciation...
more than some strangers on the road...
i am fine with it...
because it is not a very big deal


new year eve...
i really fucking hate it...
really to the max...
do you know why?
i find it funny also...
happened in 2010...
ten years ago...
that period of time... i suspected i am getting some illness...
i was damn low... in the end i found out i am actually normal.
i know i am quite dumb.
the reason i love new year because it is a public holiday...
maybe i will enjoy in the future... hopefully !


new year resolutions?
i don't.
because i have my new day resolutions.
why bother to wait for one year?
even though i waited for nearly two years...


did you notice the domo at the top?
my laobu gave me just now...
she gave me one doreamon some years back...
maybe i shall let it go...
even i cannot forget... yes let it go !


from tomorrow onwards, hope i will change for the better...
forget everything...
forgive everything...
and stop being a clown...
and achieve what i want before the aliens invade !


wish everyone a healthy and joyful year ahead...
wish you happiness...


ps: actually i am writing on the first day of 2011... edited the date to keep my promise... because i hate to break promise...

two sides of a coin...

my hidden twenty cents coin ~

Wayne who whines is BACK !!!
actually everybody is whining...
today's topic is...
which sides of the coin are you?
does it really matters you are "head" or "tail" ?
does it really matters which sides you are choosing?
or do we need to choose?


have you play the game of guessing the sides of the coin before?
why do we want to play this game?
because we human beings like to win...
we want to prove that we are always right...
not sure that did we ever take a step back to think...
to think what this winning is for?
is it really worth the win?


i am insanely lucky that i own a coin with the same sides since years...
most importantly... it has no head and tail.
same sides.
if you ask me which sides of the coin will i choose?
i am afraid that i cannot make a decision or guess.
it will be the same answer.
does it really matters to choose when i have this coin?




ps: i am trying my very best to see things using a broader heart...

好多 patterns...

HELLO READERS !!!

so paiseh...
cannot keep to my one-week-one-entry promise.
nothing much happened these few days.

everyday things become so routine to me...
do we really expect changes?

but what is so a big deal about changes?

do we realise that we are still inhaling oxygen every moment?
do we realise that we are still unique individual who no one can be the same as us ?
do we realise that we are still so ignorance by saying "save the earth"... we are saving ourselves... humans...
do we realise that we are still human beings controlled by mother's nature?

do we realise everybody around us are getting older by the days?
do realise when it is not too late...


maybe everything is a cycle... to me is a bicycle or maybe a tricycle...
eventually we may return to where we start...
shall i end my entry?
yes, because i will start it next week hopefully =D

原来最大的敌人就是那内心的自己...

ps: 哎呦哎呦喔 哎呦哎呦喔喔... 哎呦,不错哦~

胜's画 no.104

3:03am and i am still awake...
a lot of things keep occupying my mind...
a lot of people keep disappointing me...
i lose confidence in human beings...
matters are getting complicated and irreversible...
i need to search myself back again...


i have a lot of thoughts in my mind...
but i am keeping to myself...
i feel that this world is fair to me...
but i hate a lot of things around me...
sometimes i feel myself terribly fake...
sometimes people is also faking their actions...
i don't know what to do...
i choose to hide and run away...
i try to mix with people who has a genuine heart...
someone who i can really behave myself...
i don't know what impressions people think of me...
but one thing matters me is that, they like me as who i am...


i admit i have a very stubborn character in me...
it is an opposite of perseverance...
so it is consider as negative...
i really hate myself when i made a decision...
i will force myself to stick to it...
it may turns out well or worse...
but it doesn't matter...
as long i am responsible for it...


now i really don't know should i be laughing or should i be crying?
or should i say, when i should be smiling?
am i doing at the right time?
or did u spare me the time?



ps: i am just typing some nonsenses... am i serious anyway?

definition of friendship ?

i know i am lazy for not updating on time
but i promise i will not give up on this little space of mine...


my new address for all those trashes...
http://mister-w-draws.blogspot.com/


friendship... friends...
internet friends and facebook friends i have a lot...
i don't need another one...
so hilarious...
that's why i will put a stop to it.


i still strongly believe in my definition of friendship...
friend is someone who we can call up at 3am...
friend is someone who we still able to see each other after 10 years...
that's my definition.


are you a friend who help me in my facebook games
or a friend who answer to my call to listen to my troubles?


so are we friend enough?
or are we enough of friends?
food for thought...


ps: i am wayne but this is not my name... so i don't really mind if you don't know how to pronoun my name... as long as u mean me.

11.10.2010

my ah ma has gone holiday for one year...
even though i do not think of her frequently...
i hope i can remember her for the rest of my life...
love.


what is mood?
i don't know.
because i have no mood.




ps: who is?

Been a long time since...

because i don't know what else i can do
don't tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life...

ps: hotmail restored...

what's wrong with me?!!

totally wrong...
did i answer my question so fast?!!!
indeed i am wrong upside down...


i cannot even imagine i lose to him!!!
i am worse than an animal...
maybe i over-reacted...


we made many decisions in our life...
some turns out to be good... some bad...
we accept it... or run away from it...
some have pride...
some will not take back their words...
some will...
some realised they should fight for it...
some will stay out of the picture...
no matter what...
this is life...
you made me like a clown...
like an insane...
i never forget...


i surely made some wrong decisions in life...
but... without some of these "wrong" decisions...
i may not know some of my friends or even enemies...
maybe it is great to know all kinds of people...
the bad and ugly let us appreciate how good the person are...
the good let us appreciate how bad and ugly the person are...


life is just a series of trying to make up our mind...
a lot of people tend to agree that once a person made up his/her mind...
the person should not change it...
i totally beg to defer...
do we reconsider?
do we give a second chance?
there is no wrong or right or left...
maybe there is something to do with the person's ego or pride...
maybe it is totally wrong!!!
that's bring back to my topic...
WRONG.


ps: i will make everyone in this world jealous of me...

to all of you(s)

a purse for my RM$

hello to the people around me
hello to the people reading my blog
hello to the people who will hello me when sight me
hello sounds scary sometimes...


i am very happy that you have found the right person...
if not, at the moment...
let's hope this is the last...
jiayou!!!


i am very sad that you have such a friend...
do u really hope your friend to treat u the same when u treat he/she well?
yes... a lot of friends are better than a lot of enemies...
why bother to keep those friends who only know how to make use of u?
do u really like the feeling of being make use?
you are just a tissue paper you know?!! 用了就丢...
let's hope you will wake up some times...
jiayou!!!


i am also anxious for you that you have not found the person...
surely... there is someone in this world is waiting for you...
let's hope your dream comes true...
jiayou!!!


i am very excited for your coming exams...
hope you will do well...
for yourself and for our families...
please work hard i beg you...
let's hope for the best...
jiayou!!!


i am least worried about you...
you are doing fine at the moment...
let's hope everything is in your way...
jiayou!!!


please dont anyhow 对号入座 hor ~
anyway 5 hopes and 5 jiayous to all of you(s)
done.


ps: do i really need an ipod touch?

不要对人太好...

这杯甘蔗水要马币四元...

林大侠来迟一步了
好久没更新了
因为没灵感~


不要对人太好... 因为他会骑在你头上
不要对人太好... 因为他不会领情
不要对人太好... 因为他不值得
不要对人太好... 因为没必要这么做
不要对人太好... 因为这会有压力
不要对人太好... 因为他在利用你
不要对人太好... 因为他不会为此而感动
不要对人太好... 因为在这个阶段就是不要对人太好


好人坏人
我也分不清了
反正井水不犯河水就是了



ps: 又是一堆屁话...