Another random trip I suggested
the one day before i left Sydney
Sunrise ^_^

Watched sunrise at La Perouse
followed by a bacon-and-egg breakfast at Maroubra Beach
and a relaxing morning by Maroubra Beach
Awesome morning out!


More photos to come...
I'm just too lazy now
=P

Since morning
I've been having mood swings...
Happy, Sad, Happy, Sad, Stressed, Tired
I even feel like crying
Sigh...
I hate this..!

I've got a cacat biological clock atm
I sometimes sleep at 12am, 2am, 5am, 7am or even 8am
I sometimes wake up at 5am, 9am, 12noon...
If my dad were to know... I'll be a piece of dead meat
Now that's exaggerating..
I'll get nagged for sure
My poor liver... Haven't been treating you well.. =(

Final paper is on Monday
My stress level is at its maximum
Doesn't sound good at all
YES INDEED
Don't agitate me at this time...
I'll explode!

最近
I've got so much to do
Final's around the corner
*sigh*
Yet I feel sleepy all the time
=(
It has been quite some time
since I last had a good night sleep
Nowadays whenever I close my eyes, I'll start dreaming
So tiring...
Owel
Just bear with it for another 3 more weeks
and I'll be on the plane, flying back to Singapore and Kuching
I'll only be back in Miri on the 31st of Jan 2010
I just feel that there's so much that I wanna do this holiday!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mamma Mia Mamma Mia
Mamma Mia is in Sydney!
I really really wanna watch it before I fly home
Shall reward myself after exam
^_^

I went through all the photos I have

My laptop, my external, my thumb drive
There're a few photos that I really really want to develop
and have it stuck on the wall
just next to my bed
^^

All the sweet memories

I miss...
=)
These... are just part of them...

This ain't the feeling that I enjoy
=(
I am so so soo confused...

Anyways
Wawai has got a good news to share
I got my internship
Yesh!
I'll be in Singapore for like 1 and a half month or so
to WORK
not SHOP

One litre of tears

I wonder how long does it take for me to shed tears that much

A year or two? Or a decade?

Maybe a life time for some people

But definitely not me

Cause I’m a cry baby

^^

I tear when I’m really really sad

Like when my first hamster died…

*sigh*

And I tear when I’m touched

Not that I love to

It’s just that… I get touched very easily

Kaizora made me cry through the entire movie

Even movies like Transformers or Finding Nemo made me tear

I’ve got active tear glands

What to do?

BUT

That doesn’t make me unhappy

Cause I have always been and will always be contented with my life

Even though there are times when I get emotional

I’ve been feeling a little lost these few days

But I’m sure I’ll find a way out!

=)

Manly Beach & the Moon

just another random trip
decided within a 5-minute phone call

Mafia Dance Party

MSA BBQ

most recent one

my housemate's birthday lunch

it has been a while
since i last uploaded photos
=)
these are parts of what i've been up to
for the past 6 weeks
look how round has Wawai turn into...

da jie~
ah chai~
jin jin~
yeng nee~
ee may~
gosh... all jin's fault
read her blog and now i miss you people so much
i emo
=S
how now?

i've always been blessed
with everything that i have
may it be people or things
may it be concrete or abstract

i've always been grateful
that i'd be able to make it to Australia to further my studies
dad and mum worked hard for it
i've always been thankful
that there're always friends who'd give me a hand
no matter how mean i have been
to lift me up
i've always appreciate
Your love Your guidance Your protection
i wont be able to stay this strong
if it wasn't because of You and you

thank you for your pair of ears
those who once lent me them
it really means a lot to me

Is there anything that i can do for you?
Tell me when you need a lift.
Don't hesitate.

Gosh~
what have you done?
ended up hurting so many people
what a decision...
selfish
self-centered

can i just stay in my bed
and sleep whole day long?

NO!!!
24 hours a day isn't suficient!!!
Can you please spare me a few more hours?

Here am I complaining about having not enough time
Stat assignment due Monday
yet my weekend is packed with parttaaayyyyzzzzz
I think I should get back to my books...
Jack Daniels taste bad...

up for vodka?
or jack daniels?
haha
yea... wawai was naughty last night
had drinking session with her friends
guy friends
bad influence
lol
i had fun
we had fun
i made shepherd pie too
ah... haven't made them for quite some time
a year, perhaps...

yay
im gonna go meet my primary school friend later
i haven't seen him for 9 years
long enough ey?
i wonder if he changed much...
i'll let you know how it goes
=)

peeeeps
i'mbackinsydney
enjoyingthecoldweatherhere
butithinkimfallingsickcozihavebeencoughingalittle
butbutitsalright
thissemesterisgonnabeawesome
yourstoo
ibelieve

ivebeenfeelingkindaweirdrecently
idunnowhy
likeiwasntfeelinggoodlastnight
butwheniwentswimmingifeltawesome
weirdhuh
wawaihasalwaysbeenaweirdo
soitsalright

ihadagreatholidayinmalaysia
iworked
illputupphotosofmycolleagues
givemeafewmoredays
haha
metupwithneeandjunandpongpongandafew
itwasgreat
toogreatthatimmissingthemnow
poorjunhadtofetchmeeverytime
andpongtooafterjunleft
buttheyshouldfeelhonoured
haha
theyrefetchingwawaiwo
joking

anyways
doenjoyursemester
takecare

"how's life treating you?"

it has been more than 2 years
since i graduated from high school

when i was in secondary school
i haven't done anything extraordinarily crazy
but i made friends with extraordinary people
whom i call old pals now
we share the same memory
we fought we quarreled
we laughed we cried
we went through a lot
and it all strengthened our relationship
old pals,
just remember to send me an invitation for your big day

then everyone went their own ways
i left the town
and furthered my studies in perth
once again i met special people
who changed my life a little
thanks to them
i had a memorable year
the person i miss most now
is LiYing
it was indeed memorable
but i don't regret leaving perth for sydney
cause too much happened in a year

this is my second year in Sydney
didn't really enjoy my first year
this year
it's all different
i meet new people
built new relationship
friendship in particular
i feel that i seem to have been lost for the past two years
and now im back
the awesome people around me are my support
a strong one, in fact
and they do sayang me a lot

i'm too far away from my old pals
but that doesn't mean that our friendship will fade
it will never
i know that we've moved on with our lives
but
we remain in each others' thoughts
my best buddy especially
we're gonna grow old together
we're gonna be each other's witness of every extraordinary moments of our lives
we're gonna be each other's support through the thicks and thins
am i right?

certain things happened
it was bitter it was painful
but i have a bad memory
one day it may just fade off
now
i keep it somewhere at the edge of my mind
i shall leave it there
and not let it stop me from moving on!
at least
now
i'm pretty sure that
i'm HAPPY and CONTENTED

gosh
i've been sleeping a lot recently
and i'm gonna start working next Monday
looking forward to it?
kinda
i won't wanna stay at home and wait for time to pass
like what i usually do during holidays
but
working means no afternoon nap
=(
i hope that i'll be able to pull through it
haha
and the most important thing is that i'd be able to pick something up

time's flying
nee jin and a few are leaving this weekend
and 3 more weeks to the next semester
woops...
i almost forgot that results will be released in 5 days' time
@@
i've prepared for the worse
i know i didn't do well
owelz

the one and only thing that i have problem with
every single time i come back
is
Mr Mosquito
of all the creatures out there
why isn't the mosquito facing extinction?!
i hate you, Mr Mosquito!

it's the 3rd week of my holidays
what have i done?

flew
i just dislike flying
=S

eaten good food
German
Spanish
Mauritian
Thai
and of course Malaysian

shopped a bit
Sydney
Singapore

things-to-do:
catch up wid buddies
work

哗啦啦的雨声
仔细听听
心里不畅快的
雨都带走了

my 2nd paper of the semester
is in 2 hours and 20 minutes' time
and i'm feeling floaty now
i woke up this morning and i couldn't walk properly
bumped onto the door frame and stuff
went on the bed again
i felt my feet and head floating
=.=
i hope i'll be all right by the time i get into the exam hall
if not... I'm so gonna DIE

最近有股冲动
想和阿信、陳綺貞私奔到月球
五月的最后一天 我们私奔吧！

其實妳　是個心狠又手辣　的小偷
我的心　我的呼吸和名字　都偷走
你才是　綁架我的兇手　機車後座的我　吹著風　逃離了平庸

這星球　天天有五十億人　在錯過
多幸運　有妳一起看星星　在爭寵
這一刻　不再問為什麼　不再去猜測
人和人　心和心　有什麼 不同

一二三　牽著手　四五六　抬起頭
七八九　我們私奔到月球
讓雙腳　去騰空　讓我們　去感受
那無憂的真空　那月色純真的感動

當妳說　太聰明往往還是　會寂寞
我笑著　傾聽孤單終結後　的靜默
看月亮　像夜空的瞳孔　靜靜凝視你我　和我們擾嚷的星球

靠近妳　怎麼突然兩個人　都詞窮
讓心跳　像是野火燎原般　的洶湧
這一刻　讓命運也沉默　讓腳尖劃過
天和天　地和地　緣分的 宇宙

今晚 很冷
五月天的知足
今晚
它
又打动我小小心灵
它
又暖和我小小心窝

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

coffee + dessert = heaven

sipping a cup of coffee
in a coffee shop filled with the aroma of coffee beans
reading a book or magazine or papers
or chatting, catching up with friends or colleagues
with a slice of cheese cake
on a bright, sunny day
mmm... this is the lifestyle that I wish to have
^^

i was dreaming this afternoon
one day
i'll open up a coffee shop
my coffee shop
my very own coffee shop
or a joint-venture with my soulmate
which serves the best coffee
and the best dessert in town
just a small coffee shop will do
easier to maintain
and it just feels warmer
there would be simple paintings on the wall
or some black-and-white photos
wooden chairs and tables
which gives an antique touch to my shop
it'll be an open space
may it be at the crossroad of the busiest place in town
where people can still find quietness and peace
in midst of the hustle and bustle
may it be by the bay or quay
where people can enjoy the scenery and the breeze
and relax on a sunny morning
or have a cup of hot drink
with their beloved ones
under the dim candle lights in the evening
making them feel more loved
everyone that walks through the door
must leave, by the end of the day, with a smile
feeling good because of the calmness
feeling good because of the warmth
feeling good because of the hot drink they had
feeling good because that dessert that they had made their day
can you smell the coffee?

this is what I dreamt of
will it come true one day?
time... will tell

super outdated d
haha
it was Kok Lian and Ning's birthday
29th and 30th May
so we celebrated
the last few moments of 29th May
and the first few moments of 30th May

let the photos do the talking

'Birthday' was mispelled...
=S
i was in a rush
that's why...


photo of the day
=)

it has been quite some time
when i last photo-blogged
i'll do that more often
i promise...
^^

才发现
原来
伤口还痛。

i was reading my friend's emo poem
regarding his birthday
and this sentence goes
'Though outside you all are peers and friends,
But inside...
Family is who you are to me'
aww...
it's so sweet
it's so true

whenever something bad hits me
whenever i'm down
whenever i'm upset
whenever i'm scared
these people are the first whom i'll seek

i just feel so comfortable being with them
may it be accompanying each other
studying or assignment-ing
or jz to spend time with

i will always remember
i need not say a thing
but you guys just quietly accompany me
till i feel better

i will always remember
when i have nothing to eat
there's this place where i can search for food

now my family has extended
to having Malay and Indian member
^^

i never forget
the family i have in Perth
=)
neither will i ever forget
this family i have in Sydney

i can't wait

but to share this with you
this is a really good movie
that all music-lovers should watch
the music touched me
seriously
i teared...

wawai went for Mayday's concert on Friday
^^
it was simply awesome!!
it was like a dream... so unreal
hahaha
i had heaps of fun
jumping shouting singing
and and and
they sang my favourite song
知足
^^
i'll go again if they come back next year
=)

jz finished watching Confession of a Shopaholic
=)
quite a nice movie
i have the urge to go shopping NOW
lol
but yea.. these few days, even before i watch the movie
I FEEL LIKE SHOPPING
but im broke
I just bought a new dress last Sunday
and i really love it
^^

anyways
after watching the movie
i have this question
'What defines me?'
'What defines you?''
Ever thought of it?
I've never.

oh no~
why am i finding fault with other people?
@@
i want my brain fixed!

hohoho
wawei made herself Risotto
Seafood Risotto
it's edible
but i'm not satisfied
i'll improvise it!

i'm so tired
from assignment
from swimming
and
my housemates are having in-house party right now
=S

tadaa~
my dinner
pampering myself again
^^

don't be surprised
but now im over 45kg
yet i don't feel bad
i used to say
'if i were to be 45kg or more, i'd go depressed'
well
all i could say is that
people change
=)

yesterday was a beautiful day

it was sunny

=)

great day for dragon-boating

awesome for a chill-out at Darling Harbour

sitting under the sun by the harbour

with a cup of hot drink

and the company of good friends

it was just the perfect afternoon

^^

NO...

i overslept this morning

missed my lecture

=(

Guess what?

i dreamt of a guy this morning

haha

he's quite good looking

he's special

he's attractive

hahaha

owel

it's just a dream

=p

li ying

what's behind my dream?

it's a sunny morning

jz had my sausage-egg-baked-beans breakfast

what a wonderful morning

easily-contented huh?
=p

知足 知足

知足常乐

was at church last Sunday
and i learnt this new thing:
ISOLATION
isolation as individual
isolation as couple
isolation as group

Isolation is no good for man!

i've experienced it before
it's not a wise thing to do
it's not a healthy way of living
trust me...

=p

2008 and 2009

it's just the beginning of '09

and i feel that a lot has changed

my perspective

my thoughts

my actions

was just talking to Ning

it was a great chat, as usual

we talked about a lot

we talked about all kind of relationship

we talked about things that happen around us

he said:

one of the key to happiness is having no secret

this, i totally agree

i hold no personal secret

and that makes me a happy person

=)

that doesn't mean i don't keep other people's secret

最近

你你他她还好吗？

有没有像我一样

生活多姿多彩的很？

=）

is it not good to go out for coffee with a guy?

is it not good to go shopping with a guy?

a very close guy friend of yours...

how close can a girl and a guy be?

that he doesn't cross the border of friendship

what kind of things that we girls do will cause misunderstandings?

single or attached

there're always problems following behind

you know how it feels like

when you prepare food for the people you love

friendship-love i meant

=p

adding loadz of Vitamin L in it

you know how it feels like

when they taste it and you see a smile in their faces

=)

the feeling is indescribable

it's just simply too awesome!

my cooking skill is deteriorating

=(

cannot cannot

must do something

hehe

haven't updated my blog for quite some time

a lot happened these few weeks

but i haven't got time

wawai has been going out almost everyday

spent a lot of money

*shakes head*

not good

=(

my social circle is expanding

haha

more and more new friends i have

girls and guys

quite balanced

all these while i've been hanging around with people older than me

high school

college

uni

i always turn out to be the youngest in the group

or.. one of the younger ones

last Sunday

i met two girls

and they're one year younger

it just feels a bit weird

haha

owel

i'll get used to it someday

=)

i have officially signed up for the Zombie club

lol

i haven't been having enough sleep!

i slept at 4am on Thurs morning

4am on Friday morning

5am on Sat morning

8am on Sun morning

and... i had service at 9.30am and 6pm

=.=

dang dang dang dang...

wawai is going to her first dance party ever

later

at midnight

im so gonna become a zombie

haven had enough sleep

for the past few days

4-5 hours sleep

without nap

miracle

hoho

holiday started

im so gonna enjoy myself

eat eat eat

shop shop shop

play play play

so much to do

i doubt that this break is long enough

after moving into MUV

everyday seems to be so happening

lol

it's a good thing after all

=)

i'm being random again

normal~

short shout out to Danny:

Happy Birthday!

All the best~

Mayday is coming for concert!!!
=)
Wawai wants to go!!!

financial management

@@

im so gonna kill you if i ever could

I can't believe that I woke up early

then crapped in my blog

then went back to bed

then felt drunk or drowsy or whatever you call it

and my brain wasn't working for few hours

=(

anyways

something super-random-until-can-die happened

'Kar Wei, you played tennis before rite?'

'Yea.. once. Why?'

*fishy look*

it's sports carnival today

and

they can't find a female tennis player

to team up with the other girl who used to be a state player

so... Eddy just randomly asked me to play

@@

what the fishball

i couldn't believe it

phew

i convinced my housemate to go

hehehe

mean rite?

coz she never played before

i taught her how to swing the racquet

and off she goes

i dunno what will happen later

let's just hope for the best

i like tennis though

i shall get someone to coach me

for recreational purposes

^^

dreams

'what is your dream?'

my housemate was asking me

her dream was to tour the world

wanting to look at children of every part of our world

she's doing childhood education, by the way

who doesn't want to tour the world?

how many actually dreams or wishes to go around the world?

i bet 8/10 or even 10/10...

that's my dream too

as i grow

i realise that my dreams are getting more and more realistic

i don't mean that travelling around the world is unrealistic

but think about it

how many can actually do that?

unless you stay single or not have children...

when we're financially independent

there're loads or tonnes of things that we have to tend to

bills loans savings tax

you first save for car then house then family

family... that's it!

when you have your own family

when you have your own children

it's not about your dreams anymore

it's about sharing the same dream

it's about your family your children

you'll start to save for their education

and try your best to provide them a better life

then what happens to your dream back then?

it's not only about finance

it's also about the time... TIME

when you don't have it

how're you actually gonna pursue your dreams?

i do dream like how other girls do

prince charming

perfect gown
perfect wedding

perfect venue

at least 2/4 is achievable

if i am financially independent

^^

and if i find Mr Right

less realistic dream of mine:

Lamborghini in white

luxurious boat

holiday house by the shore

...

unless i get a rich husband

or i become a successful actuary

if not.. these are almost not reachable

it's early morning

and i'm crapping here~

having to see a rainbow

when you open your blinds first thing after you're out of bed

it just makes your day~
=)

Announcement!

wawai wanna learn GUITAR

=)

basic only lar

how will i look when playing one?

i wonder...

life here is getting more and more happening

i just went shopping today

=)

so random right?

hahaha

and im having a test this friday

so daring~

it has been few nights

either i go over to my friends' house

or they come over to my house

and we chit and chat

till i dunno what time

till everyone is drowsy

and did i tell you that i met another Mirian here?

Super Random~

nyek nyek nyek

finished my first assignment of the semester

theory-based statistics

challenging~

3am this morning

and i was eating pizza at my friends' house

@@

coz i was awake after completing the assignment

was talking to Veema

one of my new Indian friend

^^

he keeps asking what am i thinking when i do something

like play with my toes or glaze outside the window

unpredictable person

was his comment

am i really that unpredictable?

good news!

i think the old Wawei is back

after being lost in an emo maze for a year

SHE IS BACK!!!

i realised that i'm much happier

and that i have less worries

and that there're much more things out there

for me to pursue at this point of my life

^^

should thank someone for this

=)

there're so many things that i want to do

shopping

karaoke

sports

eat eat and eat

play play and play more

pancake o pancake

ribs o ribs

sushi o sushi

wawei's being random again

life is getting busier and busier

=S

assignments quizzes revisions

so much to do

it's alright...

april break is coming!!!

Port Stephen... here i come!!!

can't wait can't wait....

today is a special day

for it is your birthday

of course 10th of December is still the most special day of the year

although i always say that there's no 10th of March

and you argue that there's no 10th of December

hahaha

3 years my friend

i have not been around during your birthday

all i can do is to send you greetings

warm greetings

from deep down my heart

you can feel it, can't you?

3 years of distance

our friendship just gets more and more mature

i can imagine how it'd be like when we're both old

sitting by the patio

communicating without having to say a word

it's just the beginning of the year

and i have to owe you something

a present

=S

ATTENTION
guys guys

introducing... the birthday girl

single and available

pretty

cute

considerate

caring

gentle

understanding

hot

for more details

contact me!!

*peace*

Happy Birthday!!

i miss you loadz

like how you miss me

^^

hugz

it was cold

i off my lights and tucked into my blanket

then i heard sobs

from outside my house

=.=

i heard her saying

'don't leave. i don't want you to leave...'

thn continue crying

i dunno what did he reply la

i din really pay attention to their convo

@@

super dramatic...

=)

today i drove my cousin's car back from the train station

after she drove herself to the station

it's the first time i drive in Sydney!

haha

she kept asking like

'can or not?'

'you know how or not?'

'you know how to park or not?'

'how're you gonna drive back?'

'when i reach chatswood i call you la'

'you call me when you reach home la'

hahahaha

i just got my licence

still on probation

so she was kinda worry

^^

=)

hahahaha

im so happy today

i dreamt abt Mayday being my housemates

*shy*

LOL

i didnt want to wake up but i was already an hour late for lecture

hahahaha

=)

已经第三天了 我没有哭
这几天 都过得很充实 很快乐
而且 我已经做到了
我祝福他她 能够长长久久
也为他她祈祷 愿他们能互相体谅
连这个都办到 是不是可以证明我已经放手了？

一句对不起 就能收回我们曾经为对方付出的吗？
一句对不起 就能把我们一起拥有的回忆抹掉吗？
一句对不起 我的心就可以任你砸吗？
一句对不起 就忘记我们曾经一起努力 一起奋斗吗？
一句对不起 就可以拍拍屁股就离开吗？
一句对不起 有什么大不了？

我答应你你他她 我会坚强 会快乐
我答应你你他她 我会学习如何更爱我自己
我答应你你他她 我会好好照顾自己
我答应你你他她 我不再让自己那样受伤
我答应你你他她 我会向前走 不逗留在原地 不回头
所以
可以让我多哭几次吗？
我需要一个肩膀 借我靠靠 一下就好
我需要很多拥抱 因为那是关怀
再给我多一些些的时间 我挨得过去

此刻的我 心里平静得很
因为有你听我诉苦 有你陪我
就是你 在看着我的部落格的你 关心我的你 会担心我的你

你告诉我的真相

我感觉到它很陌生 真的陌生

好像和我一点关系也没有

奇怪的是 我心跳加速 像快要窒息。。。

for the first time

few hours before i fly off

i met up with my best friend

mind you... it's B E S T

haha

as we dropped her off at her college

as she waved goodbye

my tears glands were stimulated by a little

*wink*

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aw.. wawei misses everyone

dad mum bro sis

二姐 三姐 四姐

cp fishball jun janice liichyuan andrea chunghui simon eemay siaofong joseph

is everyone doing great?

HAHA
i went googling for lamborghini heels
and i saw these comments:

"add mini wheels that actually roll and they'll sell like hotcakes!!!"

"Very cool, will get my girl a pair of those heels." ~ this is great!!

"Just what women need... more overpriced shoes."

"So do the tail lights blink with every step?"

"I get it. They're anti-assault heels. What attacker could keep up with a woman wearing lamborghini heels."

LOL