wahahaha

wahahaha... i'm in ELACS (eng language n aus cultural studies) class now! haha.. doing research on Gallipoli n WWII. well, now i'm BLOGGING! tat's the advantage of having classes in the library. watever we're doing, haha... , the teacher doesn't know. i always reply my mails at these times. haha...

haiz... i haven got internet at home, so i'll hafta use the school's. hopefully they don block me from getting into my blogs. i'll cry... haha. the most important thg after all, is tat i don get 2 update my blog n u all will miss me... haha. jklah.

yesterday was holiday n apparently i stayed in bed the entire day, accept 4 lunch-cooking, joey's burfday surprise n cell-outing to IGA. haha... i'm gradually turning into a PIG! oh.. no. haha.. i dowan 2 be classified in jas's n lewis's n amin's group.. haha.. jio 3 ppl at one time.

jz now i had a free period. after brunch, i went to bed again.. haha.. n overslept! class started at 1.15 but i woke up at 1.20. haha... was late 4 10 mins. well... not the first time la. haha.. the teacher's jz toooo kind.

ok.. gotta carry on wif my research..

Shopping...

wahahaha... today i went shopping at..OCHARD RD! 6 hours of walking without resting... wao... haha. i ended up sitting on the floor waiting 4 cp they all... haha.

hehe... tat's wat i bought...

2day's joseph's burfday.. so we planned 2 chia him. amin suggested 2 dine at clarke quay.. so, we took mrt 2 clarke quay. i told him bout this restaurant where the waitresses wear super short shorts. haha... we kept walking up n down till cp cannot stand liao.. so we ended up in a spanish restaurant where the waitresses wear long long skirts. haha... amin was like.... grumbling. nolah..jklah. spoiling his image... wahahahha!

the spanish food o.. super nice eh... but i 4got 2 take photo of the shells b4 eating them..

wat i ate..

some tradisional spanish rice..

after dinner i took them 2 my place.. they seem 2 like it. or... they jz gif me face.. haha.

cp, amin, joseph n me

then, i walked cp 2 the mrt station.. scared later he get lost. haha... he went home late, past the curfew hour... hope he's ok la. haha... amin n joseph took a bus 2 the mrt station.


hmm... these 'meetings' enables us 2 stay connected though we're now studying in different places. hopefully.. it stays on la..

我幸福吗？

我幸福吗？
倘若有人这样问我。。。。。。我的答案是：我非常的幸福！
“陪着哭 陪着笑 陪着做各自的事
当你有盲点的时候 给你当头棒喝
能找到这样朋友
就是
幸福 了”
Jane,我赞成！

我常常告诉jas
告诉他说
已不在身边的知己
你无法找到他的替身

前几天
我的心情忽然低落
或许是因为即将离开家人、好友
回到Perth读书

当时
我
觉得
除了他们
我再也找不到了解我的人

低落的心情
蒙盖了我的双眼
蒙盖了我的思想

想一想
其实
在perth的那群朋友
已逐渐成为我的好友
只是我一直没发现到

我刚刚回到美里时
非常的想念他们
常常都在想他们在干吗
亦怀念和他们一起的时间

前两天
在blog里面
提到我觉得自己很难再找到一群好友
和yn他们一样的好友
简直不可能
但
另类的好友
应该不难
对吗？

短短3个月
何足证明我之前所下的定论呢？
但
短短3个月
却让我对他们留下美好的印象
让我怀念和他们一块儿的时光

给自己一些时间
也给身边的人一些时间
我相信
他们会是一群一极棒的朋友！

时间自然会证明一切

是不是觉得
嘉慧怎么这样的
一下
这样想
一下
那样觉得
好矛盾。。。。。。
这
是我的缺点
－在作决定时
太冲动、太鲁莽！

Frenz..

jz finish reading jas's blog n it gave me inspiration 2 write this.

frenz...

i'm currently studying oversea, away from home, away from my pals... i'm now exposed 2 a different kind of environment, perhaps.

when i 1st arrive, when i 1st got 2 know new frens, i tot i was lucky enuf 2 have met some nice ppl. i tot these ppl might be my future best frens.. but.. i was wrong. after some communication, after getting 2 know them better... i realise tat it's quite impossible 4 me 2 get another gang of best frens.. not tat they aren't nice.. but probably we can't blend 2gether tat well.

i start appreciating, even more, my frens back in sec school. i miss those times we had together. the way we blend, the way we communicate... it's quite impossible 4 me 2 find them in other ppl.

back in sec school, i have my gang of gal-frens. we went through ups n downs.. but in the end, all those made us closer frens. whenever sumthg happens, haha... we'd share it among ourselves - relationship probs, family probs... all those happiness, unhappiness, anger... we help each other solve the probs. misunderstandings happened. i was once ditched by them. tat was the time... the time when i was badly hurt. i din know wat happened at 1st... all i knew was tat i was in pain... very very painful. but, in the end, we .. n solved the misunderstanding. everythg was over after tat.. now, we're still tightly bond 2gether. we now each other well... very well... the rain's over n the sun's out again. i believe tat the sun shall always shine on us.. no more rainy season..

back then, there's another person whom i'll confront when i face probs.. cp. haha... he's always the most mature person. like wat jas says.. his heart is full of gold n he shares them wif other ppl. there was once, when i almost destroyed our 'ship'. he stills remember it... haha. but it was tat which made us closer. i nvr tot tat i cud confront someone n apologize when i've hurt him so so so much. he's considerate enuf n was willing 2 listen 2 my explanation. tat was the time when this big bro of ours, this responsible leader of ours was going through the toughest time of his years in chung hua.

if i were 2 be carefree, will i get wat i have now?

i'm thankful.. thankful tat there're so many wonderful ppl beside me.. especially my pals, my exschoolmates. i'm lucky enuf 2 have ppl giving me support everytime i face probs... even now. though i'm in perth... i still have frens whom i can share my stuff wif... no matter old ones or new ones. i'm contented wif wat i have now.. i appreciate, truly... those who know me well will know coz tat's wat i've always told them...

EST project.. haha

Haha.. i remember there was once when we had this EST project on inventing sumthg out of COCONUT. haha... we din know how 2 start our presentation, so this is wat we did: take photos on us brainstorming on the project n show it 2 the class, show them how hard n how long we took b4 we came up wif the idea! haha... actually, we were jz acting in the photos...


everyone's thinking hard... haiz.. as usual, yn's the 1st one 2 fall asleep...
jin's the next one... haha... then, i fell asleep too...

chai turns out 2 be the 4th....leaving julia n da jie.

julia also cannot stand liao.. oh... finaly da jie came up wif the idea!

does it looks as if we took ages? haha... don think so. it took us less than 5 mins..

My best frens ever!

this afternoon le... i went 4 lunch wif yn n jin at 925.. wat a name. nice food le... so pai se tat aunty paid 4 my lunch. took this photo so tat can show jas.. or else, he's gonna kill me. haha... jin so wei da le.. got class still wanna have lunch wif me... haha. gan dong...

jin, nee n me

after lunch le, went gai gai wif yn. wanted 2 look 4 a mug, but couldn't find a suitable one. we ended up buying a nail polish of the same colour. haha.. i bought a hair band too... haiz... will be leaving miri soon. can only c nee n jin by july. chai le? haiz... worse. next year then can c her.

miss the times we had in chung hua. haha... escape class 2 go 2 the canteen, sometimes even lunch. haha... how many times have we skipped jj's class 2 go take lunch in the town ah? haha... i'll nvr 4get hou ji mui... haha. dunno where's she n how's she now.

my best frens!

we went through lots of stuff le... happy ones, unhappy ones.... misunderstandings... fortunately, everythg's over n we're closer. haha... jas say tat our ship is the most perfect one. he say o... hard 2 find this kind of frenship. haha... i hope the physical distance won't cause as 2 be further apart mentally n emotionally. we shall always keep in touch n keep each other updated bout our stuff, no matter wat, agree?

er jie, san jie,si jie, em n me!

佛祖的爱情箴言

爱是没有理由的，爱是没有条件的，这是你我都在追寻的真爱。

石头问：我究竟该找个我爱的人做我的妻子，还是该找个爱我的人我的妻子呢？

佛笑了笑：这个问题的答案其实就在你自己的心底。这些年来，能让你爱得死去活来，能让你感觉得到生活充实，能让你挺起胸不断往前走，是你爱的人，还是爱你的人呢？

石头也笑了：可是朋友们都劝我找个爱我的女孩做我的妻子？

佛说：真要是那样的话，你的一生就将从此注定碌碌无为！你是习惯在追逐爱情的过程中不断去完
善自己的。你不再去追逐一个自己爱的人，你自我完善的脚步也就停止下来了。

石头抢过了佛的话：那我要是追到了我爱的人呢？会不会就。。。。。。

佛说：因为她是你是你最爱的人，让她活得幸福和快乐被你视作是一生中最大的幸福，所以，你还会为了她生活得更加幸福和快乐而不断努力。幸福和快乐是没有极限的，所以你的努力也将没有极限，绝不会停止。

石头说：那我活得岂不是很辛苦？

佛说：这么多年了，你觉得自己辛苦吗？

石头摇了摇头，又笑了。

石头问：既然这样，那么是不是要善待一下爱我的人呢？

佛摇了摇头，说：你需要你爱的人善待你吗？

石头苦笑了一下：我想我不需要。

佛说：说说你的原因。

石头说：我对爱情的要求较为苛刻，那就是我不需要这里面夹杂着同情、夹杂着怜悯，我要求她是发自内心的爱我的，同情、怜悯、宽容和忍让虽然也是一种爱，尽管也会给人带来某种意义上的幸福，但它却是我深恶痛绝的，如果她对我的爱夹杂着这些，那么我宁愿她不要理睬我，或者直接绝我的爱意，在我还来得及退出的时候，因为感情是只有越陷越深的，绝望远比希望来的实在一些,因为绝望的痛是一时的，而希望的痛则是无限的。

佛笑了：很好，你已经说出了答案！

石头问：为什么我以前爱着一个女孩时，她在我眼中是最美丽的？而现在我爱着一个女孩，我却常常会发现长得比她漂亮的女孩呢？

佛问：你敢肯定你是真的那么爱她，在这世界上你是爱她最深的人吗？

石头毫不犹豫地说：那当然！

佛说：恭喜。你对她的爱是成熟、理智、真诚而深切的。

石头有些惊讶：哦？

佛又继续说：她不是这世间最美丽的，甚至在你那么爱她的时候，你都清楚地知道这个事实。但你还是那么地爱着她，因为你爱的不只是她的青春美丽，要知道韶华易逝，红颜易老，但你对她的爱恋已经超越了这些表面的东西，也就超越了岁月。你爱的是她整个的人，主要是她的独一而无二的内心。

石头忍不住说：是的，我的确很爱她的清纯善良，疼惜她的孩子气。

佛笑了笑：时间的任何考验对你的爱恋来说算不得什么。

石头问：为什么后来在一起的时候，两个人反倒没有了以前的那些激情，更多的是一种相互依赖？

佛说：那时因为你的心里已经潜移默化中将爱情转变为了亲情。

石头摸了摸脑袋：亲情？

佛继续说：当爱情到了一定的程度的时候，是会在不知不觉中转变为亲情的，你会逐渐将她看作你生命中的一部分，这样你就会多了一些宽容和谅解，也只有亲情才是你从诞生开始上天就安排好别无选择的，所以你后来做的，只能是去适应你的亲情，无论你出生多么高贵，你都要不讲任何条件地接受他们，并且对他们负责，对他们好。

石头想了想，点头说道：亲情的确是这样的。

佛笑了笑：爱是因为互相欣赏而开始的，因为心动而相恋，因为互相离不开而结婚，但是更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生的。

石头沉默了：原来爱情也是一种宿命。

石头问：在这样的一个时代，这样的一个社会里，像我这样的一个人这样辛苦的去爱一个人。是否值得呢？

佛说：你自己认为呢？

石头想了想，无言以对。

佛也沉默了一阵，终于他又开了口：路既然是自己选的，就不能怨天尤人，你只能无怨无悔。

石头长吁了一口气，石头懂了，他用坚定的目光看了佛一眼。

Sot jas..

i find jas a bit sot le.. he ask amin to come over to my house, all the way jz to take photo wif me so tat he can have a look at his 'baby'! crazy guy.. haha. my house's more than 12 km from amin's house le... we ended up taking this silly photo.

both of us din even know wat to do.. so funny eh. can u imagine tat someone go all the way to ur house to take photo. i'm still in my pyjamas le.. haha. thanks to jasper..

Holidays....

haiz... holidays now.

back in miri but then le... i'd rather stay in perth. dunno wat to do these few days.. nah... 1 week plus.

last nite, i went yam cha wif cp, ho ho, yeng nee, janice n ee may. haha.. everyone's updating each other wif their ongoing lifestyle. cp seems to lose weight liao le.. janice highlighted n curled her hair..n tat makes her look a bit like jin.

my pals

jz now i met yii zhu n racheal at the nite market. haha.. small town eh.. or its 'yuan fen'. together we study in perth. now when we're back, we met again. haha.. everyone's complaining tat they've gained weight. me too le.. my face got rounder. haha...

bored....