nowcast: Dark Purple

-- cant be bother --

he's aged,
he's sick,
there he is on his wheel chair rolling up and down.

there were people ard,
all were healthy and fit,
but none of them are willing to give the helping hand.

there he is struggling,
there he is asking for help,
but all ignore his request for that simple task.

saw the selfish side,
saw the disgusting side,
it's all about man and their 'bo chap' attitude.

perhaps it's karma,
maybe it's fate,
but still we should help people who are in needs.

pushed him up,
called a cab,
hope that 10 bucks will help u in someway.

when my closes one need help,
when my friends need help,
i hope someone will be there when i am not around.

--- " ---

-- SH 21st bd --

there were old,
there were young,
all the three generations were gather here for once.

small party,
close families,
where people chats and mingles around.

catching here,
chasing there,
laughters were heard, smiles were seen.

not that rich,
not that well off,
but still you can feel the warm in the family bonds within them.

'si gua tian bu tian' by the adults,
'tian' by the children,
where nice photos were taken with that BIG BIG SMILE =D

---" ---

HAPPY 21st uh UG! =)

--- " ---

adios

nowcast: cool blue

--- the way it is ---

the step to move forward,
the step to reverse backward,
things were still staying at the same point.

it's confuse,
it's undecisive,
things were left hanging there.

left unsay,
left untouch,
things are staying put as the way it is.

for the better,
for the worst,
reactive might be the best solutions sometimes.

---" ---

nowcast: reddish black

--- it's his fault ---

such a dissapointment,
such a anger,
that's what happen when communication breaks down.

people assume,
and concluded,
not trying to understand the other side of story.

using formal tone,
using authority,
this is what they call friendly talk.

A don't listen to B,
B don't bother with A,
that's where miscommunication comes in.

you think you are experienced,
i think i am right,
judgements fails on both side.

Perhaps it's the langauges used,
maybe it's the tone used,
there's fault at both sides.

if u arent in the situations,
then explaining will be useless,
please stay out of the picture as u have made things worse.

like the whites side the white,
and the black side the black,
that's where unfairness and biasness comes in.

A's view to B changes,
B's view to A changes,
that's where working r/s turn sour.

it's the emotions at fault,
it's the communication at fault,
but people didnt question themselve are they at fault at the point of time.

my body isn't yours,
your mind isn't mine,
that's why people have to step into others shoes.

in a splits of thoughts,
in hours of talks,
things will never get back like the past.

--- "

it's not his fault that he cant hear properly,
it's not his fault that he cant speak clearly,
it's not his fault that he cant perform ideally.

it's not he doesn't want to, but that's he's limitation.

he tried covering up the weakness,
he tried to do his best,
but things still happen.

he's more tired, more exhausted, there's only more disspointment when more explaination is given.

people need time to change,
people need experiences to advance,
people need suggestions to improve,

but some people just cant be bother.

superior is superior,
inferior is inferior,
politics is politics,

lines have to be drawn clearly btw u and him.

--- " ---

nowcast: grey

- shake head - jus not good enuff 2day, need more improvement...

- i guess the most scary things on earth is when people put trust in a r/s yet being betrayed on another side. looking at people around me, things seem sweet when they are together, yet on another unknown side, he/she is being betray? oOoooo scary ...


-- mum --

she who sacrific without complains,
suffers in slient.

she who shield the womb,
protect it with all cost.

she who feed the child,
provide the best she can.

she who educate the child,
tell he/she the rights and wrongs.

but as time passes,
memories fades.

he/she might not remember the greatness of her.

people grew up and carry on with their life. . . very often she has been forgotten ...

adios-

it's sun or nv

nowcast: purple red

it's sun or nv,
people often says, the higher the hope, the harder the fall.
well that's something i agree.

for the past years, i blame it on the boards and unlucky events that occurs during the compeition, but i guess the final conclusion is just tat i am not good enough.

this year, am i up for it ? equipped with new/ diff sprinting and turning techniques, and different training programs compared to the past, will i make it? tell me i wouldnt .. i rather everyone have no hopes or expectations on me than self suffocation due to others expections.

pls pls pls pls to whatever, let me at least have a better luck on that day.

---"---

this week luck ? i guess no gd no gd, i have been injuring people around me accidentlly (physically), 2 surfboard accident + 3 exhaust burn ... and everyones just says wah lao yi kai!well but no ones really appreciate the effort to fetch... haiz i didn mean it, it was really pure pure accident. but still i am sorry guys, for all the knocks and burns. wat the hell is happening, past 2 mths of riding, no pillon injured. but just this week 3 accident ( i mean those burns while boarding the bike).
hmm hmm hmm guess nxt time will put my right hand at the stand while others board, at least if kanna burn, the first will be my hand.

first time i experience a almost skid turning, just right after i change my balancer, guess it's too light, aww wasted 12 bucks for it, now have to change another one 16 bucks a heavier one. a heavier balancer for a more stable turn. well for safety it's worthwhile.

---"---

sunday is the day, just like the colour now, kan chong ...

---"---

after all the trgs and efforts ... i hope ...