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I felt stone stone de .. i know i know .. but still .. i ask myself ..

Trainings is still not enough for me ... i need more trainings to boost .. sian .. last beach trg tmr .. damn !

weather: dwn

it's really scary... But i guess there's nothing more i can do... I feel hopeless. Not knowing what happened, what are the problems, what are the solutions to it...All I hope for is just to create more simple happy memories for the rest of the 1 and the 1/2 mth ... I dont mind the bites, the smacks, the piggy backs ... all i hope is ...

Feeling dwn... just simply didn want to concentrate on other things .. obstacle swim timing back to square one .. no improvement but 'deprovement' ... comp ? forget about it ...

complains comes again, don't understand that why she keep having prejudice against her own daughter. Why did you cover your mind with her 'bads' but not her 'goods' ?? if this carry on, with such a mindset, you will only make the fortune telling come true, so will you really be happy with that? ....

weather: worries

things ok ? accident? something happen? emo? avoidance? what is it?? unease ... I cant say too much cos there's no one right for me to turn to ..

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how i hope i can take part for this year taplin relay.. Reason is because there's a chance of getting into final .. it's only when the players of team B are being tap into their area of strength .. luck ..

Focus .. get it done for once ..

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md: -

what is love to you? issit something which can only be experience with the very special person or issit something that can be experience with anybody out there? Do love experience exist ? having more relationship more different people will gain more experience? So it means that flirting will be the better choice instead of being faithful to one...

But to me there will always be a different between someone special and someone not, there will always be a line to differentiate that... I believes that special love cannot be share around, to anybody.. I learn to speak my mind cos i don't wan to hide here and there where masks is all over, speaking out the truth is important, at the very least there will be more understanding towards one another.

I guess, i feel , like right from the start, there will always be the person who will weighs more than me... no matter what i did.. how i try ..

things will still end like the past .. it's just like a cycle round and round .. dont understand, tell me why ..

wonders wonder ... what's split personality?

last day coaching little max .. ok there was sort of sad feelings.. although is just a few days of coaching ...

unhappiness, selfish thoughts ... growing up, knowing more things ... don ask me what's wrong, tell me .. i also don know .. deep in thoughts.. figuring out ..

md: -

Looking at parents around, looking at so many others around... They are really fortunate to have such a wonderful parents. Parents who will always be there for them, taking care of them.. I guess i would have grow up with a different personality with different mindset if I have such a wonderful parents...

guess tmr will be a tiring day, from 8 am- 1130am (coaching), then from 130pm-515pm (mindmax) ... nvm always live life to the fullness .. waste no time..

'pray that ur leg will recover soon' ...

md: -

thanks for the 'amour' :)

Days are boring spending times alone, when there's no one to talk to, no one to share ur success, happiness with, no one to 'pour' grumble to... sore throat, gum abrasion(don noe issit what people called wisdom tooth problem anot' ...

'nothing is constant because time is constantly ticking..'

ytd shld be a special day, today is olympic opening, tomorrow is NDP'08 ... but still i have to report to swimming pool for work for these 3 days.. no double pay also haiz .. just grumbling over here, back to work, guess having me taking the 7 days 1:1 intensive lessons for that little boy is somehow or rather 'fate' ba :).

no trg no trg no trg , haiyo!! sian..

'tick tok ... tick tok ... forgotten memories ...' do you still remember ??

md: -

'cherish and appreciate', I guess these are the two very important words that should be exist in everyone, esp to your close ones.

But sometimes people just tend to forget these 2 very simple yet important principles in life. from simple task like giving up sits on public transport for others to mum preparing dinner, did we notice that as times goes by some of us tend to take things for granted? Forget to say 2 simple words 'thank you' to the one giving up sit, forget to show that you appreciate what your mum have done for u.

Sometimes people tend to be so business minded, sometimes too 'hobbies' minded, sometimes too 'results' minded, sometimes getting too in depth into their own world sometimes, or sometimes just caring too much for themselves.. And sometimes all these different 'too much' minded result one getting more drifted away from their close ones... neglecting that times need to be spend together, care need to be given to one another, concerns need to be ask...

just as times passes, have you neglected the 2 basic yet important 'ingredients' in life? I guess i did ... never underestimate a simple smile to your friend, a simple 'thank you' to a stranger, a simple actions of appreciation to your love ones.

Nxt talking about inconsideration and irresponsible, which happen from taking public transport to simple chores at home. cant people just take up their own initiative to do things when things need to be done?

forgive and forget ... not lazy and forget ...

don't forget becos of laziness ...

md: breezy

first, AHCC classes, 3 of the student's parents inform me that they might want to stop coming after 2 more lesson, reason 'the facilities is not up to standard'. yes i do strongly agree with this and the management team of AHCC is still not doing anything about it. They ask me do i teach outside, all i said is i don't teach outside... haiz wasted.. anyway i only left with 8 more weeks to teach them which is like 8 more lesson ...

trg trg, not much of stamina trg on surfing, but much of a sprint trg by myself, i recall how i capsize during the final last year 'all becos of the slow start off'. this time round i will be more prepare, will do my v best, not just on the day itself, but on every trg also. hopefully... hard + smart work does pay off ..