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- support, complement weakness...

- not to blame but find solutions...

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Interesting incident that happen on the train. There was this person sitting beside me keep on dozing to my side, my first thought was er... wth... but then later I think about it actually i did the same thing when i am very tired, I will tend to lend toward one side. Perhaps she was very tired at that point of time. then with the jer of the train this person woke up, saying sorry. I repiled 'orh' with a emotionless face.. After which the cycle just carry on and on, 'sit straight, lend toward shoulder, then lend toward forearm, then sit straight again' until the train stop at cck. my reaction was .. haiyo don care la nvm ba.

come think about the reaction, what will be the possible reaction:
- stand up, leave the sit
- tap the person shoulder, tell the person about the situation
+ bo chap, ignore the situation, just let the person be as he/ she might be too tired
- the LOL reaction, 'hey you can have my shoulder...' guy to guy might seem gay, guy to girl might seem wrong haha..

Then i was thinking, I shouldn't blame people for that... this set me ponder a question, 'what will be the best answer to show the person that you have really accepted his/her apology?', to me i think the best answer to it is simply a genuine 'smile' from the bottom of your heart. :)

mind set to training, last competition, all I hope is just to participate for still water relay (fin) and open water surfing. Gonna get serious .. concentration . 100% for each training = more then 100% in competition.

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hmm today ?? Felt relieve.. cos able to complete the task of bringing a kid name zhong ping into water haha, also they were able to perform relatively ok for the task today. taking private classes feel way different as compared to Childcare classes.

Nxt nxt while makaning fried rice at the coffee shop near teddy bear, suddenly i wonder that it will be SoooOOo good if we get to choose the ingredients we want in the fried rice like yong toufu pattern.

MTG, last lesson for Justin and Shuen Wei.. Ok now all the 'problematic' kids have left. They are just like challenges for me to overcome. Behavior, slow learning pace, low attention span... Although J have been a 'disrupt' to the class, I hope that he will continue the program, and see the improvement in him. I do understand that not all teachers/ trainers will want him to continue the program as they see the 'disability,'ADHD' as something uncurable or someone in the 'group' which shouldn't be include in this program, but i strongly think otherwise. Kids in the class might not understand his situation, but we as a trainer should...

Really hope that i can join 50m finning.. concentration, determination..

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Thursday was an hell day after so many years.. whole body aching, head also ache haiz .. thanks tiny for 'nagging' me to take panadols.. it was a long time ago since my last 'heavyhead'. nv want the tupid feeling again. then come into my mind, what could be the root cause to it? think think ..

Finally reaching a almost complete point on the project, although it's not a really 'BIG' project afterall. But there's the sense of satisfaction when things are being done properly and have some praise comes along with it. There will be some carry on stuffs to do, e.g. changing the amount of boxes on card, also purchasing of stock up gift from aunty pauline.

tomorrow ? busy day at north... SLI admiralty till 10am then WL mtg from 1130am to 315pm..

People might ask, why do you work without knowing how much you are being paid? It will just be a word answer 'experiences'.

somethings, sometimes there were other factors to consider rather than just being practical about pay and salaries. Yes, people do work for money. But never be blinded by $$. Cause it might result in losing more precious things in life..

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nothing much today...

- went down to Admiralty cc to discuss about the reward program
- Dry trg with BB team, gary lorz
- leg don't listen, she don't wait
- got a small penknife cut on middle left finger

words out from my mouth is just nonsense, unreliable? other ppl words is always more 'trustable' .... why??

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'yi ming, er yun, san feng shui'

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simple + happy DAY :)

bom bom bOM

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Bomb + bOmb + boMb = BOMB !

a) very unhappy with the changes over at TNT side, timing shift change from 8pm - 8am then 6pm - 6am NOW 12pm to 8pm... wtf you guys changes like no body business, what can i say ? U guys are just SUCKS at planning and management ! Don recruit people if u guys gg to change things like this bloody hell!

b) becos of SLI trg, took a cab down, earn lesser , pocket burn bIG big hole ... nvm at least learn alot in the trg - case close -

c) receive a call from Te (the **&$%^&) TNT, asking me is it possible to work 6 days a week with the timing of 12pm - 8pm ... If i agree to U , I will have to give up coaching DUMBASS, cant you use your brain to think why people choose night shift job ?! it's either they dont wan to work in the day or they got things occupied in the day la.. please please use more brains la.. KNS..

d) unhappy + tired & unhappy = unable to function properly = more unhappy , guess i am partly to be blame for that .. sorry :(

nevertheless there are also things that have perk me up during some point of the day...
tiny pig msg and surprise :) thankie

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Responsible is the word which have made life so complicated, things would have been much simple if choice were made according to personal benefits. Being responsible is one of the principles that i will stick to for life, cos this is the way i choose to...

so much things cork up, over at TNT side, timing changes and there were lots of other changes. changes come even before i can settle down with the present one.. v soon there will be more decisions ...

CBR 150 vs Pulsar 180
which one will be a better choice ??
hmm
fuel saving: P
design: same same but CBR don look good with a box attached to it
power: C
spare part avaliable: think C
machine price: C will be cheaper...

HMMmmMmmm ....