Sunday, October 31, 2004

30/10/04

Md:=( W:sunNy +drizzling

Death is sudden and unpredictable
Today was a slacking day, in the morning studied with jie2 till afternoon then went for lunch.As i went home, rececived a sad news from my brother that my uncle has passed away. I was shocked, feeling that it was too sudden, feeling sad too. He was one of those people that cares for me and all in a sudden, he's gone.Times files, recalling back the last time i saw him was during july. Another person who showered me with care and concern has left me, leaving those memories behind. J's M has also passed away, i received this news through AB, unbelivable to me, as i spoke to J's M on the phone a few days before that day, her voice didn't sound like she was sick. Wondering how was J feeling in the past few days? Feeling fear in my heart as i recalled the day where by stuart passed away. The vet told me that he will be fine for a few days,however he just left me without any farewell. Feel like crying whenever i recall the fact that stuart has left,i misses his companionship. "What if someone i care left tomorrow?" "what if i pass away the next min, where will i go to ? turn to a soul or just don exist anymore ? " "what will you want to do the most if u know that u will be gone the next day?"

Saturday, October 30, 2004

29/10/04

Md:hApPy W:raiNy

it can be used again
Today, in the morning AB came to my house to study. As usual, we ended up going online.But this time, can't get into MU gamer, need to download new component, SiaZz aH. After studying till the afternoon, went to have lunch, met PS there.AB forgot to take the change from the stall owner then went to take, lucky the stall owner returned him.After lunch, went to play badminton with HG they all.Later during the evening, meet jie2 to study, she asked me to pray that venice will come out for O, cause she only studied venice for SS, LOL. Scare when she say that" aiya u sure can make it for XX subject de la". Cause once she said that for my Prelim geo, and i ended up getting an F9 for my geo(the 1st time i fail geo during sec 4 manZ, F9 somemore), so accurate,anyway it was my fault for failing my geo, over-confident liao therefore didn't really study for it. My sis's phone spoiled, due to the damage of dropping it down the stairs. Then she borrowed my phone to use.As i was boring, i took out my 6610 and dismantled it. To my surprise, after i put it back into pieces, it can be used again, whoppEe!! Saw some undeleted massages in the past, recalled some past things with her."Can i make it? 18 points?the promise?"

Thursday, October 28, 2004

27/10/04

Md:=( W: sunnY /rainY

HapPy BirthdaYs
Today is S and ZY 16th birthday, happy birthday and may both of ur wishes come truth. This day was quite a boring day, wakey at 10plus, then study maths, after sometime around the afternoon, AB came to my house ,wanting to do the art prep work, however my house no printer. then ended up playing MU(an online game). Lose confident in my maths, haiZz , thinking too much on relationship liao, shit. Then went to play bb with AB and CH , quite fun, although we lose, (sori abt cant jumping high and running fast). Then went to WS to buy present for liang jie(LJ), stupid CH kept asking me what to buy. Then took so long to choose, kept me waiting outside WS looking after bikes. Then went to swing, follow up by eating. Ate alot, 1 noodle, 1 laksa, and 1 chicken rice.Using eating to overcome my sorrow. Sorry about having u accompanying me when i was down, thanks manZ CH. Then went home, addictted to MU kept playing. "Really friend forever?" is there any other choice "

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

26/10/04

Md:fine W:rainY

TrickY
Today, wakeY at 9plus then went to school study with SD they all, then kept changing the place of studying.From outside the hall to classroom, then to canteen study area, then outside staff room.Then mrs tan coached us chemistry.Then received the art paper, those topic seem to be so unfamillar to me, just like strangers to me.Then went to meet jie2 go study.Then cycled to tuition, dirted her jacket, white colour somemore, so sorry about that.Then jie2 and i planned a date for K and JM, tricked them. Bet with jie2, if i lose the bet, i will have to wait for S, in the end lose to jie2 in an arguement. Don't understand why jie2 want me to wait for a impossible relationship. Then when they reached PRP, they called me, kanna scolding from JM, scold till i almost met with accident.crappY. Then met ZH to study, then cycled to eat fried rice. "sentimental guys, r called idoit, guys who flirt, r called bad," why ??

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

25/10/04

Md:confused W:sunny

another day of studying
Well, today was quite a fun day with the accompany of my jie2 go study.Then went for lunch, hahaZz, she eat so slow, then did not finished her food as she was too attracted to the television. Then back to study at the void deck.Talking while studying, anyway i manage to complete studying the SS chapters.Then went cycling to PRP,cause jie2 want to go dou feng. she asked me why i wanted to give up,lolz , because the fact is infront of me already, the truth is that she doesn't have feeling to me le ma.As chinese saying' mian qiang bu hui you xing fu'.But just don't know why whrn i met her again during the early celebration of her bd, my feeling to her got stronger again.well then i went cycling around to find the lighter, however none of the shop nearby were open,then finally found one shop, and that was the shop where i had leave behind a puppy who i just got to know in the connector, during last year, feeling regretted but cant find him in the park anymore,hope he will be fine and well taken care of by his owner.Took a long time to find the lighter, shared alot of my past with jie2.It is nice to have her around to talk with, and of cause to tease too. "loving too deep may resulted a person to be drunk"

Monday, October 25, 2004

23/10/04

Md:confused W:sunny-rainY

Probably the last time
Only slept for 1/2 an hours that night, due to the problem encountered by the CD burning and the preparation of rockets. Slept frm 0730 to 0800, then went to bedok swimming complex with AB,JJ and ZJ. After swimming, have our breakfast at the market near ZY house, the wanton noodles was tasty, rating 7/10, far more better then the one in bedok interchange, which i ate with AB. All the while in that evening, i was travelling here and there on the bus. After which during the evening, i was drawing the designs for the CD cover, however, as i was in a hurry, these pictures look unpresentable. Went to PRP with a special person to celebrate an early birthday for her.YEAH! Out of 5 rockets, 1 of them flew, and spinned in the air! cool! Lucky i managed to learn it on time. It started to rain after we released the fifth rocket. Whenever i am with her, i felt happy. This was probably the last time i seeing her.Hope and pray for that she will be safe and happy always. Felt disappointed and happy. On the way back, met K and MK, then we cycled around. Saw and intelligent dog, it was wandering around without it's owner, but it walk home by itself, and the owner was waiting for him with the gate open.After awhile reaching home,accompany my brother to G, didn even have the time to shower."u taught me how to care and gave me encouragement, thanks"' Loving some1, is to protect her in all ways, ensuring her safety and happiness'

Saturday, October 23, 2004

22/10/04

Md: fine W:rainY

will it fly?
juZ created this bloG of mine, today ar, morning play the gundam seed till afternoon, cause unable to complete the mission, then play and play,repeating the same mission.Till afternoon meet lao jie2 go study till the evening. Gone to PSRP and try rockets, to my disappointment both of my rocket were failure. hahaZz ... poor lao jie2 got 6 tire scars from my bike. So sorry about that, it will probably hurt when she is having shower.while soon after that, gone cycling with JJ and KJ, but the weather was against us.Lighting could be seen when we reach simei, then change destination to PSRP, then ended up in the coffee shop at my grandaunt house, as it started torain heavily. Due to that, we wait in the coffee shop for 2hrs, finally we went home in the rain. after cleaning my dearY bike, wanted to install the sit for tomorrow, however unable to find the sit.hahaZz, with that lao jie2 around, life is fun and full of encouragement with her around.Can my rockets fly tonight ???