I never know what to name my poems.

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mysterious like some treasure
waiting to be found
yearning to be freed
with beauty that astounds

Many have come across
this place of secret tales
yet none has dared to seek
the truth that it unveils

hoping one day someone would
find this long lost life
a stone of expression
it longs to release in strife

Unconditional love.

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My mother recently bought me this book on relationships called "LOVE: a field guide for SINGLE ADULTS" . She probably bought it because I recently got a boyfriend. LOL. Which doesn't make sense cos its for 'single' adults... hahaha but anyway, i just noticed that she put tags on pages that she wanted me to read... i thought i'd share one of the sayings that kind of hit me in a way....

it goes... "Love is selfless; infatuation is selfish. Being in love involves more than just the emotions. Genuine love is acted out in everyday life." and " The test of love is whether you can be loving when your partner has treated you unfairly, neglected your needs, forgotten your birthday, or been inconsiderate."

It just made me think of how HARD it is to love someone. Just thinking about the endless effort, time and emotions you put into a relationship is exhausting... yet Jesus has this unconditional love for everyone. I'm still learning about LOVE and everything that comes with it...i doubt i can understand it fully without help from God...

this thought just randomly hit me out of the blue. like a random surprise enlightenment of some sort. LOL :)

i hope everyone is having a good evening!

till tomorrow, i hope :)

30 Day Challenge...

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Okay..so im doing this 30 Day Challenge on Facebook..which in my opinion should
be called '30 Day Photo Challenge'....because it's a challenge where you post photos of certain
things...here's the list..

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts.

Day 02 - A picture of the person you have been close with for a while.

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favourite show.

Day 04 - A picture from your favourite night.

Day 05 - A picture of your favourite memory.

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Day 13 - A picture of your favourite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favourite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

....
anyway....im on my 3rd day now..it's quite fun actually...but its so hard to find the perfect photo...
for my second day challenge i had to search through CDs to find that photo of me and steffi..but i had fun doing it :)
brought back a lot of good memories....

i challenge you guys to do this!!! it'll be so exciting :)

till next time...................

2:56 AM

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So yes...i know it has been a long while since i've written...life just got in the way...LOL excuses, excuses...but anyway...here goes...

2011 has gone by so fast ...it's already JUNE...
im on my last year of highschool and it is very scary...
people expect you to have the best results in order to get into a good university
but what if you don't get the best results? what happens then... i guess only God knows...

lovelife?
if anyone's wondering...yes...i have a boyfriend...
it's not facebook official so not many people know...
i had a crush on him for the longest time...but i never wanted him to know.
why? because keeping him at a distance was easier than falling for him and getting hurt...
but... no... things didn't turn out that way... so here we are together...
im very happy about it...but sometimes i think that it's too good to be true...
don't get me wrong... i like him very much... still getting my head wrapped around the fact
that we're going out... it's just something i never, ever expected to happen...

the weather makes me miss BKK so much...
winter is not the best weather...especially today...the sun didn't show up...
twas a very gloomy day...

the cold is making me fall asleep...
i should be asleep anyway...
i have a physics exam tomorrow
wish me all the best.
please
i need all the luck i can get.

till next time.