JUST A PASSING THOUGHT...

In exactly one month from now, I will officially become a university student. Finally. I know, I know, it's supposed to be EXCITING and CHALLENGING but at times it seems scary and daunting. New faces, new names, having to make new friends and having to become more independent. It's just scary. For those of you who don't know, I am going to study biomedical science at the University of Queensland. I don't even know why I put it as my first choice. When I got an offer to study biomedical science at UQ, I thought to myself, "did i even put that on my top 6 preferences?" LOL. Yeah, funny how that worked out.
University. Such a big word. It's a part of my life I have to take more seriously. No more procrastinating, as much as possible. No more distractions (boys, specifically). It's a part of my life where big decisions have to be made; decisions that may have a bigger impact on my future. I have decided to make "FOCUS" the word of the year. I have to focus on the bigger picture, the goal. Focus, Megan, focus.    

it goes... "Love is selfless; infatuation is selfish. Being in love involves more than just the emotions. Genuine love is acted out in everyday life." and " The test of love is whether you can be loving when your partner has treated you unfairly, neglected your needs, forgotten your birthday, or been inconsiderate."

It just made me think of how HARD it is to love someone. Just thinking about the endless effort, time and emotions you put into a relationship is exhausting... yet Jesus has this unconditional love for everyone. I'm still learning about LOVE and everything that comes with it...i doubt i can understand it fully without help from God...

this thought just randomly hit me out of the blue. like a random surprise enlightenment of some sort. LOL :)

i hope everyone is having a good evening!

till tomorrow, i hope :)

be called '30 Day Photo Challenge'....because it's a challenge where you post photos of certain

things...here's the list..

2011 has gone by so fast ...it's already JUNE...

im on my last year of highschool and it is very scary...

people expect you to have the best results in order to get into a good university

but what if you don't get the best results? what happens then... i guess only God knows...

lovelife?

if anyone's wondering...yes...i have a boyfriend...

it's not facebook official so not many people know...

i had a crush on him for the longest time...but i never wanted him to know.

why? because keeping him at a distance was easier than falling for him and getting hurt...
but... no... things didn't turn out that way... so here we are together...
im very happy about it...but sometimes i think that it's too good to be true...

don't get me wrong... i like him very much... still getting my head wrapped around the fact

that we're going out... it's just something i never, ever expected to happen...

the weather makes me miss BKK so much...
winter is not the best weather...especially today...the sun didn't show up...

twas a very gloomy day...

the cold is making me fall asleep...

i should be asleep anyway...

i have a physics exam tomorrow

wish me all the best.

please

i need all the luck i can get.

till next time.