When i look at you my face gets red
When i see you my heart goes thump thump
I talk with shyness like a kid
When i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
Like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me

You’re the president of my heart
You’re my chests’ star embroider
I’m Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
Whatever you want
Because i love you
There’s no reason for my love you know

You’re a darling
You’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
The shining thing deep inside my heart
My own love light

I love you darling
Give me light next to me whenever
Every night i look at you
And you’re beautiful even when i look at you
You’re my love light

When i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
It may be immature but i keep doing this
I tihnk love came to me

You’re a darling
You’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
The shining thing deep inside my heart
My very own love light

I love you darling
Give me light next to me whenever
Every night i look at you
And you’re beautiful even when i look at you
You’re my love light

You’re lovely
You’re more blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
You shine the dark places inside my heart
My own love light

I love you lovely
Even if i close my eyes i see you
Looking at you like this
You’re still blinding even when i see you
You’re my love light

Labels: Love Light

- this big city life;
11:26 AM

I don't think we are as close as before.
Don't think we will be as close as before.
There is this barrier there.
Wish you all the best in your future endeavours.


:)

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Desiring for Desire!

HTC Desire is set to become my very first Android-powered phone!
It's said to be the only phone capable of standing up to the super-rated iPhone.
Not that I have anything against iPhone, but its like a phone everyone has!
So much so that I was compiled to find its flaws and faults.
Realised it's not as good as I initiatlly thought.
HTC Desire - as quoted by many in forums - is a phone that can be customised to your needs, while with the iPhone, it's vice versa.
There you have it!! HTC Desire!!
It's official launch in Singapore was at Suntec 2000hrs yesterday.
Meanwhile, M1 is the only telecom to have release it's pricing!
Set to be a whopping 798 with a 2-year contract.
Been a loyal M1 user since 2003, but have never received any loyalty rewards!
Guess customer retaintion was never on their agenda.
Hopefully, Singtel's pricing will get along will my budget!!
Switching over will reduce the phone cost by $200!
Not forgetting the 2-YR contract, which will also reduce the price!!


HTC Desire! You are my one and only Desire!!

Labels: D.E.S.I.R.E

- this big city life;
11:46 AM

What I want is the best for you, not for me.
It doesn't matter who you end up with,the best for you is to not be with me.
Therefore, I will do all that is within my means, to forget you.

You have my best wishes and regards.
What happens after, is not within yours or my control.
Will let nature take its course.
Perhaps I should stop meddling in your affairs.
The outcome always has been worse then the original intention.
Maybe I'm the cause of the unexpected outcome.
Who knows.
It doesn't matter,as it has been proven time and time again to be so.

This will be the very last time.
History has repeated itself far too many times, and I odd to have learnt from the mistakes that has happened before.

I believe this is how humans grow. Learning through mistakes, and making sure to not repeat them again.
This is what I consider to be an experience in Life.

With that said, I will continue to live my Life as I have always intended to do.

Labels: Intentions

- this big city life;
9:15 PM

happy bday noob!

you're really noob..
another year older bt still as noob..
lol!!

The smile made me feel so much better.
I wonder why.
When your happy, so am I.
The rest, just doesn't matter anymore..

Labels: Perhaps im just too stubborn

- this big city life;
7:35 PM

45 Life Lessons:

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words "In five years, will this matter?".
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.javascript:void(0)
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.


A simple post from Mel's blog which made me felt so much better..

Labels: 45 Life Lessons

- this big city life;
10:20 AM

Why do you keep picking on us?
Just fucking make sure your side does their fucking work properly,
Before pushing the fucking blame all to us.
When nothings wrong, don't fucking find fault with us.
When you take the amount of leaves and offs,
You know shit and nuts about what's happening around.
So don't fucking come and talk like you fucking know.
Cause you're just one of those fuckers,
Who only talk the talk,
But not fucking walk the talk.
Give the respect we deserve before you get the respect that you don't deserve.
FUCKING OLD MAN!

I seriously would have made sure you get a long term leave.
If I were 4-5 yrs younger. .. ... .... .....


In the hospital!!!

Labels: Fucking Old Man

- this big city life;
8:23 PM

So much in my mind that I don't know where to begin with.
This is gonna be a super lengthy post i guess.

1st off,I would like to thank her,
For giving me the experience what it's like to truly,deeply
and whole-heartedly love a person.
The feeling is so unique,
I will remember it for the rest of my life,
I truly will.


Was covering Bravo combat shoot when Zurong messaged me.
The thing that I though I might see for myself on the streets one day.
She was holding hands with a guy.

I cried.


I was always deceiving myself when I thought,
There is a future for us, when I clearly knew,
Come what may, she will never fall for me.
I already knew, but I don't know why I carried on.

That guy must be a very nice guy.
Now what I can do, is to wish them all the best.
People always tell me, "You're a good friend," so on and so forth.
Maybe that's what I'll always be,a good friend.
Nothing more, nothing less.


I remembered telling my friends some 4-5 yrs back.
That I'm destined to be single.
That I have no faith in the sweet poison labeled "love"
Maybe I grew up in a single-parent family,
Maybe because I was abandoned by the very being who gave life to me,
Her last words to me being lies.
Now I'm truly convinced.


Wishing them all the best,
I can only give up,
I'm tired of loving from behind the scenes,
~27 months is all I can give.
There's this saying,"If it's yours,its yours. If it's not,it's not."
I guess it's not.
Wishing you all the best!!


On that very day,
While trying to open the latch for the Land Rover,
A chunk of meat from my left thumb almost came off.
Luckily having heard the news,
Strength was pretty much drained.
So it's just a superficial injury.


Bitten 14 times just my palms,
But brought down 11 mosquitoes.


People of the Dragon year this year,
I guess it's really fan Tai Shui
I can consider it the worst day of my life.



Welcome To My Life!!

Labels: Welcome to My Life

- this big city life;
7:28 PM