Nothing short of amazing, I've made friends here I know will last a lifetime and uni days are truly the best days of your life as they say it.
For myself though, I really need to change. I need to let myself be open to change. I think I can be quite reserved and unwilling, anti-social, unfriendly and mean.
I had some late night thoughts the other day and I forgotten what I wanted to say, it was deep and so relatable.
I never thought I'll let the number increase but it did. I never thought we would move on but I did. I guess part of me knew it wasn't going anywhere, who knows what to expect when every beginning was so simple and breezy.
Its been so long since I last wrote, 5+ months since I've been alone in Brisbane. Results are out and I think I did relatively well even though I should have started earlier (666 devil's on my side).
Time to start applying scholarship and what not, I've also moved to a new house to stay with all my friends. The old place was amazing but whats the point when we can't treat it like home with a bitch there? The new place is way big, too big that my room looks empty, and cheaper too.
Holidays right now and everyone have their families visiting, which is kinda heartwarming and great. Good food, good compoany, smoking, drinking, eating, gyming, this is truly the laidback life.
I'm conflicted once more with the affairs of the heart and I give up entirely. What's mine will forever fall back to me.
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