thank god once again!

found it!!!!!! so so so happy!!!

come back to me

how can it go missing? i cant believe it. pls just come back.. i dun want a new one.. i only want the original back.. please...

to you

you know, when i mentioned that today, i didnt expect u to even remember. in the past, u could buy stuffs for other people's birthday when u were with me. now u r with someone else n u feel it's wrong to give me something for my birthday. please use a better reason. do u not remember what we've been through. do i really deserve this kinda thing from u. when u need someone, i'm there. when u dun, i conveniently disappear. i'm really not surprised that u r such a person. but i always choose to believe in u. call me stupid dumb naive anything. u probably dun give a shit about all that i'v been through since then. but i feel sorry for u. for the person u've become. karma bites dude. it's only a matter of time

right...

you are not who you are but what others perceive you to be. on the contrary, we have been told to live our lives the way we want to and not care what others think about us. what an irony.

i made it

in retrospect, i know i dint put in as much effort. was still hangin ard, slackin, partyin n gettin affected by nonsense. just wanna thank God for answering to my prayers, for pulling me through, for takin care of me, for planting angels in my life, for all His blessings. Without Him, i'm not sure of anything. extremely grateful and full of gratitude... now it's time to move on... n finally figure everything out... Praise the Lord! Amen

whee

the countdown from 2 weeks to less than 4 days! how exciting went on cruise with momo and watched brave recently... made me realise how much i should treasure my momo... the talks we had on the cruise... indeed strengthened our relationship.. it's true how she has always been there for me, never leaving me alone to face shit... think about it.. whatever i've been through, she's at least had double the taste of it... really impressive... we may not get along at many times, but the bottomline is we are a family... these ties will bind us for life... i pray that i will not let her down anymore.

givin it up

walkin away doesnt mean defeat, it merely means focusing on what's even better. take a chance and a leap of faith. What will be will be. dun waste anymore time...