Saturday, September 29, 2012

gf bf

so touching i criedzzzz... amazing story line. would love to watch again, yet hesitant to go through all the drama in the plot... the pain seems so near nonetheless, really enjoyed it... great way to end shit week and a refreshing beginning for whats more to come... stop cursing n swearing

Sunday, September 16, 2012

cruise

surreal experience... looking forward to the next time. will only look forward from now on... star wars is so fun fast and furious. to the world u may be just 1 person, but to that 1 person you may mean the world.

Friday, August 31, 2012

thank god once again!

found it!!!!!! so so so happy!!!

come back to me

how can it go missing? i cant believe it. pls just come back.. i dun want a new one.. i only want the original back.. please...

Sunday, August 26, 2012

to you

you know, when i mentioned that today, i didnt expect u to even remember. in the past, u could buy stuffs for other people's birthday when u were with me. now u r with someone else n u feel it's wrong to give me something for my birthday. please use a better reason. do u not remember what we've been through. do i really deserve this kinda thing from u. when u need someone, i'm there. when u dun, i conveniently disappear. i'm really not surprised that u r such a person. but i always choose to believe in u. call me stupid dumb naive anything. u probably dun give a shit about all that i'v been through since then. but i feel sorry for u. for the person u've become. karma bites dude. it's only a matter of time

Saturday, August 25, 2012

right...

you are not who you are but what others perceive you to be. on the contrary, we have been told to live our lives the way we want to and not care what others think about us. what an irony.

Sunday, August 19, 2012

i made it

in retrospect, i know i dint put in as much effort. was still hangin ard, slackin, partyin n gettin affected by nonsense. just wanna thank God for answering to my prayers, for pulling me through, for takin care of me, for planting angels in my life, for all His blessings. Without Him, i'm not sure of anything. extremely grateful and full of gratitude... now it's time to move on... n finally figure everything out... Praise the Lord! Amen

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

whee

the countdown from 2 weeks to less than 4 days! how exciting went on cruise with momo and watched brave recently... made me realise how much i should treasure my momo... the talks we had on the cruise... indeed strengthened our relationship.. it's true how she has always been there for me, never leaving me alone to face shit... think about it.. whatever i've been through, she's at least had double the taste of it... really impressive... we may not get along at many times, but the bottomline is we are a family... these ties will bind us for life... i pray that i will not let her down anymore.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

givin it up

walkin away doesnt mean defeat, it merely means focusing on what's even better. take a chance and a leap of faith. What will be will be. dun waste anymore time...

Thursday, July 26, 2012

manbitch

u gotta understand there r just shit people out there and u r one of them. the ability to shit on a shit person is awesome. thank God for all your love :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

need time

who do you think you are running around leaving scars collecting your jar of hearts tearing love apart you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul but i have grown too strong

Monday, July 23, 2012

good things

had a very refreshing weekend. flew away, checked out traders, saw the petronas, bughy many stuffs.. it was a good break. in the midst of this break, i figured out many things. stop holding on to broken pieces of glass, in the end u r hurting no one but yourself. it's essential to face reality and let go. stop taking things so hard. it's meaningless.. live in the present.. appreciate everything.. thank God..

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

the scale

cos u're hot and cold, yes and no, up and down, in and out. what do u really want?

Thursday, July 12, 2012

ice age

if they kiss, i'm gonna puke. the secret to always being happy is to be stupid. effectively he is like my baby, i groom him up n now someone else enjoys the fruits of my labour

arghhhhhhhhhh

stop getting so worked up over something so miniscule and insignificant. you know it wont affect ur life.. so why even bother taking this emotional rollercoaster. breathe and everything will be fine.. hush lil baby dun u cry. god pls make fat cheeks go away...

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

25 minutes

so addicted to this song... timing is so crucial in everything we do. who's gonna save the world tonight?

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

July 4 2012

cos baby you're a firework! great job, 1 year down. great celebration too.. learn to be contented

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

oh dear

25 minutes too late

Monday, July 2, 2012

zzzzzz

so tiredddddd.. feels like a trap in the vicious cycle.. now i totally cant wait for jul 17.. be strong and get done with ur wisdom teeth for life.. it struck me suddenly today that there is actually minimal intersection. it's just two unique sets. july will be good august will be good october will be good december will be good

Saturday, June 30, 2012

champion

so nice to communicate through calls. it's still the most basic way of shrinking distance. sweet.. but too bad it's no longer widely practised. pity...

Thursday, June 28, 2012

so easy

end of june is finally approaching! totally cant wait for july august oct dec!! yippee yay!! feelin grateful for many things out of sudden. thankful to God for everything thankful to have angels alongside me all these years thankful for all the lessons learnt im not a saint and certainly still doing things that may not be right, but im thankful for having the chance to wisen up from mistakes. smile xx

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

harrys

haha something interesting woke me up to my sense just now it's a game that adults play :) 可惜不是你陪我到最后 old school song!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

come on

why the fcuk is it that your words always sound so bad coming out from your mouth i feel sorry for u and try to be nice, why cant u get it? why must u make my life so difficult when u fcuking have to deal with me majority of the time? haven u realise that by making my life hard, you are making yours worse? Come on yuting come on yuting i still remember how the use of "come on" led to arguments. on a side note, stay pink ting.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

repeating the same action and expecting a different outcome. dun expect a leopard to change its spots. hen.

yumms

french baguette and english breakfast please please please please note that it's an over-emphasis. in a blink of an eye, there goes half of twenty twelve.

Monday, June 18, 2012

sense

learnt a very important lesson today. taught to analyse with logic and maths. appreciate this invaluable lecture so much! draw draw draw! thanks lan tan

Sunday, June 17, 2012

wisdom

i wish time will pass faster right now. this wisdom tooth is hurting me so bad, i need to see my dental surgeon asap... :'( right,长痛不如短痛. 痛痛痛

Friday, June 15, 2012

airplane

airplanes fly all the time.. just get your ass back home dun ask. be asked. princess chona turns 6 today.. may God always bless this baby

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

wow schadenfreude

stray dog led me thinking. stray cat led me thinking too. break the walls. take a chance

Sunday, June 10, 2012

cloudy

but not clouded. why does weekends always feel so short?

Thursday, June 7, 2012

休息是为了走更长的路

好的事情最后虽然结束 好的事情也许能够重复 真的超喜欢那样的角色 但往往因错的时间错的地点错的人而无法完成

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

ouch

my wisdom tooth totally hurts. 5 more days to the dentist. wad should i do? sobzzzzzzzzzzzzz there goes all my fun food laughter 己所不欲勿施于人

Monday, June 4, 2012

sighzzzzz

i dun wanna go for another round of wisdom tooth extraction. had enough the last time.. oh god.. why is it getting bad now.. :( i'm sure very very soon i have to go for the surgery. what a perfect timing. just when i finally got one thing off my chest, here comes another :(

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

lib day

对我漠不关心的人,我不会在乎。需要别人,起码下点表面工夫 going down, it's u who have further to fall. anyway i shouldnt have expected in the first place. peace

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

终于

我不信邪!have faith. i know i can do it. thank God for everything...

Monday, May 28, 2012

see it now

it's coming... see it hear it smell it breathe it feel it touch it love it :)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

one more time

hopefully not the last... 最后只剩下星空和不变回忆陪着我 应该在意的是自己的想法,不是别人的。毕竟这是你的人生,你也应该为了自己而活。

oh i see

the bitterest truth is better than the sweetest lie. i'm glad i finally understand why thanks for telling me the reason. uncertainty... while u r hesitating, time is ticking it won't be soon before long that a conclusion is set. and very likely it has been

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

平常心

患得患失的心情 totally turned off.

Monday, May 21, 2012

keep walking

beginning to indulge more in this tiny space cos it solely belongs to me where i am genuinely me so physically tired!

double edged sword

there r always two sides to a coin, right. which means benefit of the doubt inevitably has to be given is it just me disliking uncertainties or are there people out there who share my view it sure doesnt feel good to be threading on ice admittedly, i'm too used to staying in my comfort zone i wish i never have to step out of it and i wish i can stop bearing such a naive thought

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

one down

what can i say expected this? indeed i wouldnt say i'm not sad but i'm glad i tried my best som nom nah it's not over u still have a chance your call burn baby burn

Monday, May 14, 2012

breathe

it's now or never make it or break it go go go! 光阴似箭 dun cry only when u've lost it 早知今日又何必当初 不要忘本 never let other's actions dictate yours. smile^^

Monday, April 30, 2012

反正我从来不会痛

怎么可能想念? 怎么一直欺骗?

Sunday, April 22, 2012

time waster

time is of crucial essence and you cant afford to waste a single second. evaluate time worthiness... buck up!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

titanium

you shot a hole, but i cant hear a word you said.


i wont get affected anymore... whatever doesnt kills me makes me stronger.
thanks for polishing me up.

stay positive, appreciate everything i have

Monday, April 16, 2012

whirlpool

so many thoughts!

how am i gonna pen them down?

i wanna feel safe.. can i?

Monday, April 9, 2012

while clearing cupboard, found some tangible memories

there will always be a large part of me.. thinking that this is all just a dream
and when i wake up, things will be the same again
painfully, it isnt the case
people change, things change
time passed and can never return

hey baby, how are you doing in heaven?
i love you... and will always do...

Saturday, March 24, 2012

something's wrong

i knew something was wrong... why must i be right...

why cant everything remain as it is...

this hurts... i dun wanna grow up... i dun wanna face it...

:'(