busy busy

been busy skipping school. dunno wad im doing. i miss my old self. the bright n happy one.

la la la

arcade is a killer. spent hundreds to fish for a donald duck when i could have easily bought it for the most 30. how dumb. but come to think of it, my logic completely drowned when i was facing the machine. i only had one aim and that is to get that toy out. haa.

entertainment therapy i guess.


to numb out all the coldness.


i miss u bing,a heaven lot. God, save me.

that eventful day

sep 28 sunday!
i went to watch the f1 race after work.
although i was not in the spectator's seat, i was so so elated and happy to hear the roaring engines and see the cars zoom pass one by one! i even got videos in my phone.
a part of me was also hoping to catch a glimpse of kimi or just his car >,<
hahahahaha.
it rocks totally.
and im glad i had great company. true company instead of those shallow and superficial ones. haa.

though the day was pretty screwed up by work and stuff, it stil ended well.

countdown to fri: 3 more days and my best girl fren wil b there with me through it all.
thanks in advance eli,,,

lover or a friend

surprise surprise
i always receive great surprises when i come online.
hahahaha.
so darn amazed.

oh wells
some things just wont change.
those same breed and same kind of people.

bullshit

hahahaha. im gonna swear by bullshit!
bullshit is my new love.




things get deadly when expectations creep in.

unfair

i seem to be banging onto walls everywhere i go.
it hurts.
it hurts to be receiving all those redundant and ridiculous rubbish.

its unfair.

then again,
when is the world ever fair?

='(

hate.

oh well, i was the last thing on your mind
needless to explain, needless to lie.

bitch and bastard,
get out of my life.

yes, i hate u.

headache

terrible pain =(

and i love my baby

fireworks

YAY
today is the happiest day of the week!!!
i went to watch the fireworks display with my lil 6 yr old girl
HAHA
so amazing!!
she's sucha good girl, so obedient
so i rewarded her by bringing her to the arcade and ended up spending 60 grand there

i caught 2 mini hippo, 1 mini cat, 1 big dolphin and
my babe gave me a lilo cos she caught it with $1 -,-
we oso had this pretty huge bag of sweet haha
so we went home tired but satisfied!

YAY =)
wil upload the pics soon, as usual =P

LOVE

shocks

consumption shock
cultural shock
academic shock

great.

been subjected to so much plastics that insulated me from those terrifying shocks.
notice the sarcasm.

anyway,
im a happy girl dozing off duringlectures and scribbling all over my precious notebooks

im gonna be so free on every sats now! YAY
date me out man, cos im a super lazy person.
hehe x)


i have faith i have faith i have faith.

ITS ALL IN THE MIND GAME: u have nothing to LOSE, so u have nothing to FEAR.

im falling sick =(
somebody please shower me with love and care.

mind over body!

school started for me and i have been sleeping 2 thirds of my lectures away. thats like 2 hours per 3 hour lecture. boo boo!! im glad i have my PRECIOUS moments notebook to fill my time and entertain my thoughts.

i went for uol-src interview with ade and we got in. haha so funny.
looking forward to a holistic tertiary education.
hehe.

recently im in love with ding tai fung's chilli crab dumpling and sour and spicy soup and shrimp with egg fried rice. =) yummy!

been pretty caught up with work and stuff, that my negligence brought me quite a fair bit of hurt. nonetheless,im attempting to carry out a surprise. may it be a success.

school with ade and eliza rocks. my bestest mates. i SO love school.

my saturdays are gonna be free from 23rd onwards. though the opportunity cost would be having earn 50 less, but i guess there has gotta be a subconscious reason as to y i did that. i wanna spend time with ppl whom im missing out, and that is sparks.

everything's gonna be alright, the winding path is finally gonna become straight.

simple

mummy..
just glad i watched at century and nowhere else.

im simple,
can somebody understand?

unfathomable and ever puzzling question..

smra.ruoy.ni.eb.ot.tnaw.i.

jus so simple.

money no enough 2

watched that show on 31july at 12.05am.
though it isnt like a blockbuster kind movie, it actually made me cry.
the grandma in the show resembled mine so much.
i could feel the pain in my heart.
she did everything for the interest of me back then.
sigh.

ok. its been long time since i last blogged.
busy working, moving around.
suddenly a msg from ade today struck me.
just wad am i so busy with and for?
honestly, i dunno.
im in this stage and phase where i have no idea wad im going thru,
living life the way it is.
mundane, dull and boring.
totally in need of excitement.

there is that strong urge to leave this place.
just that my wings are not strong enough to take me far away.
every single day i cant help but have the thought of leaving.

and i sure hope my target audience will be able to catch this post.

to sparklers ling:
im sorry i cant seem to be catching u as often as before.
at times when u were down i failed to be there
but do know that im stil here alright
should u feel alone, down, hurt,
know that im here. i am.
put ur faith in me alright.
please be here with me too.
love

to ade xiao mu gua:
my dear babe
due to work, i've been missing out alot of time with u too.
glad to c u so happy
its just sad that we came to this stagnant point in our friendship.
lets not give up alright?
we'l get thru sch and stuff tgt.
my ears will be here to listen to ur woes should u have any
so if u've got anything, just shoot it yeah?
love

to lessi honey:
i lovest u.
thanks for pulling me up, teaching me stuff, giving me strength
thank u for so much so much more that u have done for me.
know that i love u alright.
love me too =)

as for ppl whom im supposed to meet but have yet done so, remind me k?
i've got lousy memory so pardon me!

i've got POA lesson this sunday MORNING.
i cant believe its happening.
so "excited" abt school.
lets just hope i can spot a nice and usable school bag
=)

cya fellow school mates!
it's a brand new month again

SHMILY

i love this title =)
school's gonna start soon.
yay, boo.

duno to laugh or cry.
not used to having to mug.
but i made a pair of new specs to convince myself that im better off being a nerd.
haha.

btw, i dun like being taken for granted.

dream big.

someday my dreams wil take me there.
=)

conquer

suddenly i love this conquer word.
i wanna conquer everything that lies ahead of me.
hahahahaha.
im looking forward to 18oct.
hopefully it wil gain me another year of wisdom.
and that's gonna bring me closer to my dream.
heh.

yuting liang believes that good things ARE possible =)

life's fragile

shocked by news this morning.
the once taught me social studies guy is gone
the one who used to disturb me
and wore the same kinda adi watch

now i wont even get to c him when im going back to school.

indeed, life is so so fragile.
heard of so many deaths ard me

treasure man.
and be satisfied.

the time

im back again!
had shokudo for dinner. can u gues how much it brightened me up?! =D
yeah, food has been my comfort all these while.
hehe. ate with b. we used one card to pay for all the food and the other to get 2 cuppa drinks
den we said whoever got the card that was used to buy food wil pay.
hoho. in the end he paid for drinks as wel lol.
thanks man! =P
il give him a treat should i strike a pot of gold next time. heh.
i shall hopefully find the energy to upload the pic perhaps the next time round.
i simply love the crepe with azuki chestnut and green tea ice cream.
perfect combi. HOHO
we went to check out lappy.
and im pondering which one should i get
probably il get a macbook since it has pretty good offers now
and the next question is where am i gonna find the cash.
haa. now im indeed reaping wad i sow.
being someone who always failed to realise the imptance of saving,
im cash strapped.
BUT BUT BUT, there are toooooo many ppl who see money as their life
and to me, that is a sad sad sad and sorrowful way to live.
its just few pieces of paper.
no doubt it satisfies one's pride and ego and materialistic wants,
yet it is not wad life is about.
alright, better dun carry on ranting on this.

my beloved grandpa got into hosp.
not doing wel in there
AND im utterly puzzled by the fact that after drawing at least 6 or 7 tubes of blood on the first day and performing some tests on him on the second day, the doctors were YET TO provide us with a diagnosis of his illness.
amazing aint it.
so this is the urgency that i can expect if i ever land myself in a hosp.
perhaps i may be impatient and over reacting, but the person in there is my one and only granpa who brought me up, so i definitely want no harm to befall on him.

i need a break from this place.
i wanna leave this country and c my passport being proudly stamped on.
soon soon soon.
now im only waiting for my dear appeal to make a great comeback for me.
haa. sim is pretty good.
logged onto the student portal just now.
pretty fast and cool.
guess that is why we gotta pay to be a member of sim.


im beginning to get a taste of life, as i was telling b.
maybe im destined to have to go thru all these
having to deal with superficial, self-centered and really friendly ppl.
at times when im expected to be there for others, who is here for me?
and when i've done to my best for them, who appreciates the effort, much less reciprocate it?
hopefully the above sounds familiar to u, whoever is readin this, cos it means that we can actually be great frens since we are in the same boat ;)
n yeah, the only way forward is to be positive. life's not over yet.
karma is just abt to play her game.
im believe in wad goes ard comes ard.
dun be too quick to conclude that your life sux!
there are so much that is unseen and unexplored.
and for those who are feeling a certain unexplained pang of guilt, search ur soul and reflect on how u have been treating ppl ard u.
perhaps,, wad i said was meant deliberately, for U.

having regrets is the most unbearable aspect of life.
if u did something which u noe is a mistake, at least u did it. u noe how it felt.
if u wanna do sth so badly yet u failed to do it cos u had ur reservations, u wil only spend the rest of ur life contemplating wad if this and wad if that. u wil never get a taste of wad it feels it, be it sweet or sour or bitter.
haha. enough said.

ting love b and ting love shokudo =)

&
* i love this quote: ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.
very very beautiful.

hurt

words said in anger will be words that hurt most.

bored

im so bored.
gosh.
working is mundane, not working is boring
great.
now i shall think of wad i wanna do and wad im gonna do and wad i have to do.
i miss uncle's kitchen and i miss juan.
im gonna buy a N keychain, 2 in fact.
hope i can find a nice one so me and brother neo can i have the same hoho

oh btw, its sad abt the sichuan ting.
but its sadder that myanmar is in that state where children may starve TO DEATH.
so do tink of our fellow asean country too.
haha frens who noe me wil probably noe why i said that bah

anyone with jobs to intro, PLEASE msg me.

much appreciated~

cries

i realise i aint good at accepting failures.

thanks brother neo for your encouragement and care and that cup of sweet talk that u bought for me. i feel so honoured to be treated by u.

thanks juan for your support and encouragement. i really felt like crying.

frens, a nice name to call.
but when u are in trouble who will be there
lesson learnt ytd.

there's this phrase that struck my heart ytd.
"wonder how much of human life is wasted waiting."

back

great im back.
wanted to post a really happy entry.
but no, im apparently having a tiff with someone.
great.

oh been hearing news abt uni
i haven received anth from nus or ntu
good or bad i duno
i jus wanna get it over and done baby.
anyways, congrats to those who got wad they wan.
and i wil support whoever is going overseas and give u the encouragement u need.
altruistic aint it.
im sad to c u leave yet i wil give u the support that u need.
haa.

been eating alot of nice good food which are very unhealthy.
now i've become a victim of " u are wad u eat"
with sore throat and ulcers.

watched the bungee and that swing at clark quay jus now
was discussing with ade which looks more scary.
i gues the bungee seems scarier, but the thrill of the swing wil be greater.
gues i wil brace myself for the swing so tt i can take it soon.

i miss the clique 5 so much. SKY, kboxng, watching movies, late night chats
hopefully there wil be a chalet or overseas trip.


alright, i wil upload pics asap,,
meanwhile do remember the existence of liang yu ting!

back to school

http://tingbabi.moblog.com.sg

created that account cos of the grid girl thing. the fun and thrill of it must have drowned all my logic.

anyways, please kindly gime ur support. lol.

wont be updating as often as the past.. cos.. i wil NOT be an admin ass soon =P

cya~~ =)

screw

alright i cant take disappointments.

anw i just wanted to blog abt this 2 pics..

this was my lunch on 2nd may at uncle's kitchen

totally yummy

and this..

really luxurious..

i wish it was my bedroom.

and now im feeling so down

=(

i f

heard the song rich girl on radio
den my whole head just started this if thing

if i was a rich girl lalalalalalalalala
i wil fly around the world
i wil donate to the poor
i wil buy a car
i wil buy a house and live on my own
i wil buy an item from every shop in town
HAA.
keyword: if

can`t wait for the end of may to come
dunno y
just can`t wait
most importantly, im looking forward to end of today and the arrival of tml
im sucha pig
been pigging so often.
its nice to pig at times actually

watched over her dead body with kat.
pretty funny
but it sturred up some emotions in me
i dun really think i wil be able to let the person i wan so much go, just cos i wan him to be happy
anyways, it wun be long before i get to taste it.

i`ve been having dreams every night.
dreamt of thai
dreamt of some random stuf.
sleep sleep come back to me

peace

ting is feeling peaceful
altho there are many piles of shit to shoulder upon
very grateful to have His strength with me

on a side note,
i wil be busy busy busy
yay
occupied with my occupation
-,-
bugis seems like my second home.
mon wed fri 930 am to 1030 pm
tues eli n kat`
thurs gof =)
sat 2 to 10pm
sun CHURCH den work 2 to 10pm

so gues i wil only c ade on sun
breakfast before service and during service
anyways she's gonna work and she's got so many frens so i doubt she'l be bored
hee

life's moving on

hop on fast
dun miss it baby
Thank God

beliefs

ok im back again
out of boredom
felt terrible
worked ytd.
brain dead lah.
but im glad im in this little world of mine now
amidst all the changes
amidst all the deceits
amidst all the crap
today's lunch is gonna be good, again.
been eating lots of comfort food.
very comforting indeed.
shokudo is my fav right now.
haa. its absolutely delicious and delectable.
so lets go there for food often =3
YUMS...

i guess all things take two hands to clap.
i never believed in just the fault of a single individual.
typical but true to a certain extent.
so now im constantly reminding myself to look beyond other's faults
and reflect upon my ownself.
u reap wad u sow baby.
dun expect high yields when your contributions are so lil.
unles perhaps everyone is godly and can provide everlasting love,
which is hardly ever that case.
i can`t account for that heaviness in my head.

can`t wait for may to end
can`t wait to move on
can`t wait to embark on my new life
can`t wait to get over.

thank u gof for that constant source of encouragement
when im so brain dead ytd.
its as good as a life vest for me in that stormy sea

sometimes its really good to take things with a pinch of salt and add a lil sugar on ur own accord
it sweetens ur life up.
since life is short, there`s no reason to take it so hard.

new news

happy
bored
sad
depressed

im gonna do my hair
im at work
im broke
im missing u

new news is exactly wad i need now
just...
dun be bad dun be bad dun be bad.


thanks kat for the nice convo.
random but nice
hehe lookin forward to more of that!
=)

im kinda tired pushing for things
how i wish i have the strength.
Strengthen me, Lord

s i c k

im feelin sick
physically
mentally
all form of sickness
sigh.

the only ting i look forward to is weekend
but this week i got work on sun
im suddenly drained of all energy and motivation to do work.

ok, im love sick too.

love me

bye

dreams dreams

i am so deprived of a good night sleep.
and this is taking its toll on me during the day
=(

stupid stupid stupid.
i dun like this.
i wan my sleep back.
=(

gray sky morning

it drizzled in the morn and i took a cab

sigh.

inefficient allocation of resources.

im so very broke already

=(

wasnt really late for work
so thats good.
now the weather is so nice..
i can almost smell dreamland coming my way~~~


ytd went to tampines swensens with adarling =))))

nice nice food



and stupid me decided to make the bill to 50 so that i can get some cool rewards card
which is actually just to make me re-visit that place more often
haha. so i got myself choco mint pop


great memories it brought back.
stil rmb how i bugged bing to get one for me
n he did
hehehehe. so i used to walk the mall with him, holding that pop.
yummy!




me and my pop =3



hahaha. the next time i go swensens i`l eat the fondue.
YAY.

and so after the meal
we rotted at cs toilet.
imagine that.
but yeah that was such a nice place to rot, with nobody ard
haha talked abt queer stuff.
so funny.

thanks to my poor memory, i din rmb certain unhappy stuf.
im glad i din
that`s probably one reason y im stil smiling happily.
cos i simply dun rmb bad stuf

looking forward to seeing u n cute SO HAPPY TGT.
i wil certainly share every bundle of ur joy, and sorrow =)

rah

ting is getting irritated by the minute.
there's no more chocolate to keep my cool.
and more problems adding on to my burden.

saturday,,
i wanna go for my bb appointment.
yet i got work.
screw it man.
the worse ting is there is sadly no kind soul to save my ars.
i tot kindnes begets kindnes
foolish tots ended up being shattered by the stupid reality.
no wonder it is logical to question if criminals came abt cos of nature or nurture
=,=

ok, im firm on going for bb appointment.
i shal think of ways.

thankfully, im meeting my adarling. that is soothing me greatly.
HAHA. hope she sees this. hehehehe

rise and shine

rise and shine to seeing ur msg simply rox~ =)

im gonna buy a bigger pile of shit!!

wanna grant me my wish?

=D

lucky piece of shit

happy piece of shit with wise piece of shit

wil always be lucky piece of shit!

YAY =)

hahaha. so delighted and overjoyed when i saw this keychain.

cya again on 260408 and 2 more months to ur day.

also remember 181008 on ur men's health calendar. hehe =P

with love

boredom.

hahaha. nice new looking ting here.

work is halfway through

TGIF

ade is coming back soon

tml i gotta work again, which is sad.

BUT, somebody wun be free, so it doesnt matter working.

breakfast with monic and darren tml, hopefully.

mcgriddles.

haha =)

im in huge budget deficit now.

how i wish i have a government to introduce some policies to rectify this crisis.

=X

i miss bing.