Thursday, February 21, 2008 @9:52 PM
MOVED.
New Address? Contact me NOW.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@9:41 PM
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Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough
by Patty Smyth
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Now, I don't want to lose you,
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you,
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you,
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @2:26 AM
i do wonder how you are doing. I do miss you, i know you do not miss me. it is unfair of me to treat you like this too i know. errors in my life just seems totally wrong. i often debated with myself, should i just leave everything behind and get a move on without forgettin it completely? but i know it is a waste of time. dwelling in this swamp area really doesnt get me anywhere. many has happened to me recently in these few months. so many encounters, so many retribution. my english has gone from bad to worse. haha. what to do? i cant help it. i aint that spunky, sporty kid you knew. i'm much much tame now. and much in better view of what i want, and what i do not have. but things that are not around, i know i will appreciate more of what is around. lol. you think i am spouting rubbish but many years later when i enter this waste space, i will remember how i felt in this era. =)
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @1:15 AM
I love you. I've always loved you.
Such simple words, such profound meanings. I've left my affairs in His hands. I know He will guide me well.
I need to study hard now. I cant get distracted. I cant believe I actually passed Math, Accounts and Economics. I thought D was a fail all along. Hahahaha. Nevertheless, I have to try.
Dear God,
Tell me, is this destiny? Why is it that everything I do, he seems to do it at the same time? When I want to text him, he texts at the same time? When I type on msn, he also types at the same time as me? Whenever we go, if I wear black, he wears black too? You know I love You, Lord, Maker of Heavens and Earth. I'm sorry for not being there every weekend. Sloth is a sin, yes I know. But I am human. This story moves me.
Table For Two - "Still More Hot Illustrations For Youth Talks" by Wayne Rice.
" "Well, sir, no offense, but assuming that she needs you, she sure isnt acting much like it. She's stood you up three times just this week." The man winces, and looks down at the table.
"Yes I know."
"Then why do you still come here and wait?"
"Cassie said that she would be here."
"She's said that before, " the waiter protests. "I wouldnt put up with it. Why do you?
Now the man looks up, smiles at the waiter, and says simply, "Because I love her." "
I love You too Jesus. I really do. I believe You love me more than I love You. I believe God loves all of us. I know how heartbreaking it is to get stood up. I know You will always be waiting because You love us so much. I know You understand me thoroughly even when I don't. I believe that You are always there for me.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 @5:45 PM
Hello people. Happy new year.
My new year literally started off with a bang. My forehead still hurts. =)
Whoo.. I'll be 18 this year. Cant believe it man. =)
My heart is crippled by the vein that I keep closing. You fucking cut me open. Hate you. Wake up. Learn to treat me like how you would treat yourself.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, December 23, 2007 @1:08 AM
Just when I dont want people to know that I have been abroad, everyone seems to be welcoming me back.
When I tell everyone that I'll be flying off somewhere, they'll just nod and say, STAY SAFE.
Some people just dont care. Some do, but to a certain degree that it cant be seen. I miss the people I havent seen in the longest time. But I dont care enough, I dont pop the usual text message of saying hello. Why? I know it'll be brushed off. But then again, how would I know unless I try? Call me kia-su, but I choose the excuse that it costs money. Is money worth more than friendship? Prolly.
There was a question that intrigued me. "What are you trying to prove?" I've asked a load of people this question, there was never a proper answer. This time, someone asked me this question. I too couldnt answer. I looked inside myself, and felt for that knot of emotions tied with inconsistency. Been trying to untie that damn knot but it refuses to budge. Fuck, hate that feeling.
I guess being all confused inside, sunshine-ey on the out seems to be the way for me.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, November 02, 2007 @10:59 PM
Oh well, I'm in a state of happiness.
One more exam to go and I'm FREE!
There are a lot of factors now I have to think of.
Some of which I dont have a choice at all.
Sometimes, I feel like I have to walk one step at a time.
To be wary of shaky stones, and trick slabs.
Some people have all the luck in the world. =D
They can go on and on, for leaps and bounds.
I guess it's a way of their thinking.
Different people think differently at times.
When one knows that karma is always there,
the other always gets away with it.
The world is never fair.
I think they are like spoons.
Some are thick and wield strong holding power.
While others are thin and cannot even un-can a soft drink.
It is not up to us to choose our spoons.
Spoons are such lovely things to use.
They can stir, gather and collect semi-aqueous substances.
They can even feed a hungry person.
But one thing they cannot do, is to defend themselves.
Some people just dont get it. Like you right now eh?
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, October 25, 2007 @1:39 AM
I am lazy to update. So I'll be at Lido Shaw House tmr. Studying. Dont be surprised people. =)
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
