The longest post

It was a great weekend as i try to enjoy my remaining days of freedom before i start work at dayspring.On Saturday I woke up at 1pm,(my last day of waking up late).I watched the show (lost season 3) on channel 5 .I manage to catch the interesting part of the season.I was initially a fan of (lost) but i think the plot is getting too confusing and eventually i lost interest of the show.It suddenly interest me again after watching the the 2 episodes of lost .Maybe i will watch (lost) all over again.

I went service after that.It was a yet another awesome service.The sermon was again IMPACTFUL.


Pastor Tan preached
Success is not only for the Lucky ones
To get where you want to go in life,you must start where you are
Change begin with a decision
I also learnt a new word (AMBIVALENCE)
-simultaneous and contradictory attitudes
AMBIVALENCE will bring the downfall of a person



Truly procrastination and laziness prevents a man from being successful,robs his dreams and destiny.Most of all deterring him to live life to the fullest potential.Alot of us knows this truth but why do we still procrastinate and allow laziness to dictate our life?Don't we all long for success?
This is the funny part of our carnal human nature.Thus we need to motivate our life and renew our mind constantly .I got my motivator , do you have yours?

YEAH!!!!!JIE MIN finally come to church.Don't know if she is just passing by .She say she will come church every week.There is a sense of doubt..

Vantage point
I watch vantage point on Saturday night.
It is the kind of movie i don't want to watch in the beginning,but enjoy it in the end
I think my heart rate doubled during the whole show.
It was an crazy BOM BAM thriller about the assassination of the president and the intelligence of the terrorist.The whole story line was rewind 8 times to show the 8 character 's point of view.
There is a big twist in the middle.I gave it 4/5 stars.




SUNDAY
I woke up 7 plus in the morning for ching ming jie ..I went to temple to pay respect to my ah gong.Then I went sentosa for a church 's organised event:EXPLOSIVE SENTOSA.
It was fun, alot of brainac games.Joanne lim ,i must say, you are a encouraging team leader.
SURPRISE SURPRISE.He xing is the best team leader.Your enthusiasms have made you won a prize!!!!!Then we threw hexing down into the sea.I caused his arms to have several scratches.I am such a violent freak.
I remembered there is once i played para para.I dance so vigorously that i hit lincoln's ear.and it bleed.(Lincoln do you still remember?)
-There is another time ,i tried to fixed my spoiled heater,in the end I broke the whole pipe
-In value shop i accidentally kicked the cashier table,the whole layer of wood skin came out.
-In primary school ,those who played wrestling with me ended with bruises and scratches
-I single handedly pull the 10 tonnes Elizabeth tan into the sea.
and my violence incident juz went on and on.............................................................
GOD,make me less violent.
People ,i will try to change..I mean it.
so please stop provoking me..haha
hexing ,i wanna make a public apology to you.
that i hit your head today.
ahhh...i know i am very mean to you
i will try to change
still trying......
i think this is the longest post i ever blog
i may not be able to blog anytime soon
cause i am going to work..
so take your time to read this post word by word
dont just keep looking for pictures in my blog
cya

I must say this week is an eventful week for me , not like the usual slacking holidays .
I think it is not enough ,i will chiong more next week.
Monday-Surveyor job briefing,Gym,

Tuesday-Dayspring job interview,Went home to spend time with my

and pack my messy cabinet

Wednesday-I had a 5 hour nap,surveyor job at night

Thursday-Tracking and jason s' mini birthday celebration

Friday-2 hours of Gym with andrew(his muscle are showing up,where is mine? -_-)

WOohooo!!!!!Thank God,I found a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!
AS an event helper and admin staff at dayspring
I dont want to waste this holiday away.
I wanna work hard and gym hard!!!
anyone wanna join me?

I am always interested about insects.One of my favourite shows is life in the undergrowth.I hope Art central will rerun the series
I ripped this article from some where.IT really interesting
In South America, there are at least 18 species of decapitating flies has been reported to attack the fire ants! This discovery has led to further research by scientiest as to develop a natually biological control for fire ants.The amazing process of the attack is ... Really amazing!!

1)Decapitating flies attack the fire ant worker and lay eggs into its head.

2) The larva will feed on internal issue of ant head.
3) The head of ant will be decapitated by the chemical released from the fly before it can emerge from the ant head. Thus, the head of ant will be broken up.

4) The adult fly will eventually emerge from the head of ant.

My surveyor experience

I got this part time job as a surveyor yesterday.Initially i was reluctant to turn up for work,but in the end ,i still turn up for for the job.It was a Great experience. It allows me to interact with different kinds of people. My survey was 6 page long!!!!!!who would want to do a 6 page long survey right???thankfully Singaporeans are kind people.so in the end i manage to finish 20 surveys in 5 hours.My survey is about singaporean / tourist 's view on marina bay.

Like how jason blog about his surveryor 's experience ,i am gonna do the same.I am a copy cat

Some of the interesting response from the public
QN:What improvement do you hope to see in marina bay
A: I like to see more women who dont wear bra.(This is marina bay .not geylang)

B:I hope that there will be lesser indians around(What a racist)

C:I like to see night trams at the bridge between esplanade and 1 fullerton
(Night trams? how about monorails?)

QN 2 :What is your favourite local waterfront?
A:Geylang(hello mr horny!!! there is no water front in geylang)

QN 3:What do you think of the hotels in Marina bay?
A:I only know about hotel 81(What a TEE KO PEH!)

After 5 hours of surveying .i am totally worn out.I am not sure whether i want to work as a survyor again .It was an eye opening experience .I dont wanna waste my 1 month break.I wanna work my ass off.
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Easter sunday

This year Easter drama was a remarkable one ! It is about I Ming. An new invention which enable people to view their past memories .This drama reflects many of our life,even without( I Ming),many of us often look back and hold on to the worst memories of our life.Somehow we just cant seems to forget them.In fact,we DON'T want to forget them .like what pastor say ,we revolve around our question of fairness and justice .WE just want things to be fair ,we
just want the one who hurt us experience our pain.Therefore we find ways to revenge .Vengeance became the motivator of our life, it will eventually drain our happiness and energy away.

What Pastor Kong preached today

Unforgiveness keeps the pain ALIVE.

Unforgivenss brings bitterness.

Unforgiveness hinders our relationship with God .(and people)

Unforgiveness give Devil a foothold in our life.(brings negative thoughts)

WOw...such sermons are meant for unforgiving person like me.HAHA .I shall not hold on to any unforgiven incident and let it go. 2008 years ago,my saviour lord Jesus christ endured pain , suffering and was crucified. He took the pain and shame for us. Thank you LORD!

败给你

我败给你

我心中你是第一名耐心还有爱心

爱不是有帅气就可以

拜托你别一直耍嘴皮

s:陪你讲冷笑话

像冻到北极

要我陪你吃冰

恋爱是什么逻辑

算算星座和命理

到底谁在你心里

你这么惊天地

就要一路证明

谁在乎我有的比

当我一遇上你

却那么情不自禁

肯宁愿你蹂躏

你什么时候要回去你们火星

我越来越介意

做梦也梦到你

这算是我的天敌

e:你爱罗嗦又爱生气

喜欢我还嘴硬

好面子又假生气

s:好想被你吃定

败给你说话的眼睛

败给你微笑的魔力

不知不觉想每天跟你在一起

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love

败给你少一根神经

爱上你这是我的命

我们世界原来就等这默契

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo

e:请问你还逼得我抓得那么紧

只是穿得性感些而已

你明明很自恋

让人等好着急

我心中你是第一名耐心还有爱心

爱不是有帅气就可以

拜托你别一直耍嘴皮

oh my oh my oh my oh my

s:什么时候要付出你那颗心

我越来越介意

做梦也梦到你

这算是我的天敌

e:很奇怪只要看到你

就变得好开心(s:有吗)

我已不能判你出局

s:我想把你吃定


败给你说话的眼睛

败给你微笑的魔力

不知不觉想每天跟你在一起

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love

败给你少一根神经

爱上你这是我的命

我们世界原来就等这默契

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo

s:败给你爱上了你

看到小狗就蹲下去

骗自己你一定充满

我没发现的爱心

e:败给你爱上你

看不见你会生病

原来我也有害怕你

突然不见的危机

s:你也有温柔的时候


害我抬起头以为天上下着红雨

不然就是我还没有睡醒

只有一个我在意着的一个你

竟然的让我爱你

想你一天又一天又一天

我败给你说话的眼睛(e:败给你)

败给你微笑的魔力(e:我爱上你)

不知不觉想每天跟你在一起(e:想每天跟你在一起)

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love

败给你少一根神经(s:我败给你)

爱上你这是我的命(s:我爱上你)

我们世界原来就等这默契

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo


败给你说话的眼睛(e: woo 败给你)

败给你微笑的魔力(s: yeah yeah yeah )

不知不觉想每天跟你在一起

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love

败给你少一根神经(e: woo 败给你)

爱上你这是我的命(s:我败给你 e:爱上你)

我们世界原来就等这默契

woo baby baby woo baby baby woo

After a few days of no show,I am back in blogging.I went to blood donation on sunday.
WHOAH...It was nerve wrecking,but its NOT painful.I was glad that i gave my blood to save others.After a few years of procrastination,i finally did it!!!!applause.....thank you ,thank you.
I got to admit that i am a timid guy,but courage push me on.There goes a saying..Courage is not in the absence of fear rather it is in the presence of fear.A shout out to those peeps who wanna donate blood but didnt do so because of fear.You should do it MAN!!!
Stop giving excuses
Start giving life
lol...it really not painful
if a timid man like me can do it
what r u waiting for?
However there are after-effect ..nowadays i am feeling hungry all day long
nothing can satisfy my hunger and i get tired out even more easily.
which is not a bad thing, coz i can sleep easily at night.bye bye insomnia

I trying my best to smile..


The bone marrow test


MY blood

Thats how is works

Sarah ROM Dinner

Sarah is married!!Congratz

can see that her hubby really love her..

May u guys live happily ever after!!

Quoted from Sarah

Before dinner ,we hang out at ang siang road

and maxwell food center

Y am i the one who get punched?

Joanne ting and me cooking hum ching pem

Dinner time!

Scarlet hotel looks very unique and splendid

ah ya ...i din have the pictures of the hotel

can go stacy or nigel 's blog to see

The Royal family!!!

0615BQ

ME and Sarah

SArah is so pretty that night

back to HIM

OMGoshhhhhhhh.
I posted the song hypnotized in a RUSH,i didn't read the lyrics.I did not know that
it contained XXX content .Now i know, Akon 's song are all abt sex ..I used to dislike all his songs,until i heard (hypnotized).i wanna clarify.I only like the melody of the song ,not the lyrics.I am not like yaw wen bin..HAHA

I went to cg meeting today.Yufen 's way of leading have improve by leaps and bounds.
Cg meeting was AWESOME.I was brought back to the remembrance of the days when i was in the lowest pit of my life,days when God came in time to salvage the situations.I lost faith in
God for a while because i thought i was better off without him.I was wrong.I became a living zombie without the almighty.I became cold and empty.I was wear a mask everyday ,pretending i was happy and contented with life. The emptiness in me eventually break me down.I am glad i am back into his arms.

It was awe-inspiring service.Pst Phil preached a great sermon.He talks about self doubt.which it something i indulge in .He said our belief system should not base on the opinions of others or base on circumstances.It should be based on our identity.Self doubt is the weakest link of our life.However,i do value what others say about me,especially close friends and family members
.This is why something i get so upset when they say something negative about me.It is fine if they meant well and wanted me to change. but most of the time they say it because they wanna spite me.maybe i should to edge such people out of my life.HAHA

Hypnotized

This song is struck in my head


(Chorus) (Akon)
You got me so hypnotized the way your body rolling round and round
That booty keep bumping tities just bouncing up and down
You got me so hypnotized the way your body rolling round and round
That booty keep bumping tities just bouncing up and down

Akon 's song are DIRTTTYYY

Rain at night.

It juz keep raining....

Y doesn't it rain at night?

only on the day?

like wat pastor says

Youths( including myself) nowadays are suffering

from a fatigue symptom ...

They cant sleep at night

due to gaming,blogging

etc....

they will be extremely tired in daytime

If it rains at night

it will help us sleep easier

Don't you all think so..

going to gym with Andrew

i want to be fitER

i cant even do more than 2 chin up

lousyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i sound so emo these days

I GOT ENOUGH OF IT

I watched step up 2 today
It was awesome !!!!!
although the story line is predictable,
but all the dancing scenes are incredible
and the final dance scene is mind-exploding

went to mind cafe after that
played the game- true colours
i got frustrated after getting votes
for the worst thing
its juz a game
but y did i so angry
coz i am petty
i am a immature guy with
bad temperature problems.
i know i am a klutz
i noe i am clumsy
but i got limitation
and i reached my limits.

The Leap years theme song.
i love this song

'Scars (Stronger for Life)' by Corrinne May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Scars make us stronger for life

Contradicting myself

Cleared One project!

One more to go..

trying to live each day to the fullest.wana have the sense of fufilment.

at the end of each day..

dont wana waste any time.





i dont noe y these days i become so

unappreciative...and

cold to those who care for me

i am becoming like a friend

of mine...we used to be so close..

...i am becoming the very person

i dislike...i need some serious

time of soul searching..





i am alreadi a guy with the sian word

written on my face..

the bloomy weather make me

even more SIAN..

The woes of NYP business students

while our friends are having holidays

we are busy with our projects


ahhh....why did i choose NYP biz sch?


Today i had a project discussion with my


project mates-dan,yeeyan,


jocelyn and kelsonn


from 2pm to 7pm

ytd we met up for

2-6.30pm


.We are hardworking chiongster okie



joanne kor ,dun be angry when u see this

its yeeyan 's idea...you noe she likes to take photos

I sounded very emo im my previous post meh?

blogging let me express my inner thoughts ma

after next monday!

we will be free!!!!!!

i hope to find a job soon

i dont wanna rot at home

anyone ,if you got job ilobang ,intro me okie?

The leap years

i finally watch the leap years ..

A movie at i was anticipating..

Inspite of poor reviews and

bad comment from my friends

i still decided to watch it

The movie was alrite

the first twenty min of the show

is quite boring BUT

the rest was great

Wong li lin looks pretty in the movie!

The music of the movie was great!

i think i will begin to like corinne may 's song

warm and touching movie .though i didnt shed any tears

Some of the impactful quotes in the movie

It’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves. William Shakespeare

Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous. Albert Einstein

A person often meet his destiny on the road he took to avoid it. Jean de La Fontaine

In three words, I can sum up everything i learnt about Life : “It goes on” Robert Frost

I give it 3.5/5

Holy saturday

i went back to church today

God's love touched my heart

He is the one who heals

its great to see my cg members again

they are really a bunch of genuine and sincere friends

However the missing presence of

Jasmine really make a difference

Jasmine come back to us please!!!!!

Jasmine we miss u!!!!!

if i can turn back time

i will do soooo much more..

its too late to say all these now

Pastor talks abt the lost visions and dreams

that is the word in season for me

Without vision ,people perish

without a passion for anything

that will be nothing that drives you on

Spotted

i saw this on joanne lim 's blog

Have you spot him?

wat is becoming of me?

sleepless night

fatigue overcoming me

vision(less)

passion(less)

Something!

Anything!

plz interest me

i cant be incoherent abt

such life.

The Storm is over

i finally come clean with her abt everything



i done my part and admit my foolish mistakes



Lesson learned-Nva mind shoo your mouth off


abt ur friend 's life to another person



i am not blaming anyone ...only got myself to blame



we are not angry with u all not telling us



but y so secretive?



now .i understand...