Need someone to talk to...but who?
The one I love does not want to talk to me anymore...
Am I wrong? Does everything happen because of me?
Sometimes I wish that I have a time machine...
Sometimes I wish that I had never been born.
I'm born to be blamed at...I'm born to be wrong.
I'm wrong to be borned at all...
Why I just can't get over with everything?
Everything happened because of me, because of me, because of me...
Thinking in people's shoes... Why can't it be other people who think in my shoes?
Can't everything be solved, and back to normal anymore?
No...because I did it. I chose to be emotional.
All is because of me.
Now, only the blog listens to me...I can't talk to anyone about this matter.
It will just appear too stupid in their eyes.
And I don't want anyone else to comment on this matter.
Because I don't want anyone to convince me that I am not wrong.
Contradicting? Yeah...
That's me all right..
I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy at all.
Maybe he should just leave me...I hurt him too much.
My heart was also broken, shattered...Now I'm trying to piece them back...
But I'm not holding my own heart...
