fantastic

It's a good day... In fact it's fantastic!!! Just need to remember that I will repay everything and more with dedication... Bliss!

Finalilty

This might just be the end. I feel the end to anything that I want to do with girls. I believe she is really the ONE for me. I have no regrets. I won't ever look back anymore. In fact, I revel in the fact that because of Durrah, I managed to move on successfully. And with Fadilah, I just want her to be with me as long as I live.

Sometimes you need this kind of a wake up call. This is only the beginning. :)

something for us.

dot dot, dot dash dot dot, dash dash dash, dot dot dot dash, dot, dot dot dash.

k done. yes i did that.

thank you so so very much.

what have i done?

After all this time, I wonder if its always been too late for this. I have to stop being ambiguous. I should not have done that in the first place. Let me have a chance to change. Please.

Tanning can give you cancer and kill you. Tans are just damaged skin cells You get a tan by exposing yourself to harmful ultraviolet (UV) radiation. This is the case, whether you're tanning in the sun, or in a tanning bed. Exposure to UV radiation can lead to prematurely aged skin (wrinkles, brown spots, etc.) Worse still, you can get skin cancer. Your risk of melanoma more than doubles if you began using tanning beds before the age of 35. The World Health Organization (WHO) recommends banning the use of tanning beds by children under the age of 18. Some people mistakenly think that you need to use a tanning bed to develop a "base tan" to protect them from UV rays from the sun, but actually the opposite is true. You're really just adding even more radiation to your skin. Globally in 2000, over 200,000 cases of melanoma were diagnosed and there were 65 000 melanoma-associated deaths. UV rays can also cause cataracts and eventual blindness. The WHO recommends that you use sunscreen and sunglasses with UV protection when out in the sun, and to stay in the shade as much as you can. Babies should always be left in the shade because they are more at risk. - OMG Facts - Your Mind. Blown.

damn it. now that i know. you been on my mind like 24 hours a day. i've gotta do something about this.

sometimes it comes a knockin

Yesterday was presumably one of the turning points in my life. The revelations after 2 years, was quite devastating to know. But still I believe there's hope.

There was really never a time when I thought that it could start again but it did.

Its always always a challenge whenever I am with her.

No, i'm not saying its too late and all that. I admit that it was my bloody fault it happened like that back then. But really I was confused and there was no one I could turn to.

I've sobered up, trying to amend all the mistakes I have done. There was one purpose in my life the day before yesterday, now you gave me another one.

I promise with whatever resources I can pull off this time, whatever it takes, I want you back. I really really want you bad.

Of all the could haves and might be, I'm gonna wipe off everything. The past is there to remind you what the future holds.

I can't promise you a great one though. Time is short, you know, I know. I'm gonna make it worth my while.

Trust me, for you, only you.

interesting

I'm perplexed. Seriously, there are unresolved issues that i cannot avoid. Somehow or another it bugs me to no end.

Ambiguity.