Tuesday, October 11, 2011
{ 3:11 AM }
Exactly 2 more months to wedding day!!!
{ 2:32 AM }
Sala samui resort booked.
My honeymoon... Insyaalah..
Koh samui thailand
Sunday, September 11, 2011
{ 3:18 AM }
Hari raya dilemma 2011
Kalau bapak aku ckp dia dah taknak tgk muka mak aku anywer in the world including all majlis and events... Makna apa??
Kalau hari raya belum jumpa bapak aku salam mintak maaf mcm mana??
Dia telepon aku 12 mlm just to give me the ultimatum of my life and to say yang dia tanak ada masalah hidup lagi and tanak anak2 dia carik dia lagi, so nak buat apa??
Aku nak kahwin, bapak aku tak dtg , aku takde wali, aku malu, masih nak kahwin ke??
Soalan soalan hari raya...
Thursday, July 07, 2011
{ 3:15 AM }
Arms- Christina perri
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
You came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start
You put your arms around me
and I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms me and I'm home
How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let our love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home
The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone
You put your arms around me
and I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let our love get so close...
You put your arms around me and I'm home...
Friday, June 10, 2011
{ 2:11 AM }
2011- the year for my ultimate wedding.
Date: 10 & 11 December
Nikah venue: Masjid Al-Mawaddah
Sanding venue: Hougang CC
Food: Maria's Le Caterer
Decor: SID Events
Andaman: Chantique Bridal
Photography: Bliss Photocinema
Videography: Fit3 Animax
Studio Shoot: Exclusive Bridal JB
Guestbook: DIY
Gubahans: JB
Invitations: RNE design JB
Favors: Chocolate Wrapper KL
Entertainment: Sri Gemilang
I think dat's it...
Saturday, May 28, 2011
{ 3:07 AM }
Life being as unexpected as it is...
Never thought that anyone would actually be forced to study when they have clearly refused on the basis of wedding plans and family commitments... I have clearly informed them early in the year to cancel my name due to the above. They had even reassured me that all of dat will be done for me. But as we all know of the outcome... Due to mere laziness, bad planning and poor staff welfare.. Someone just have to be the scapegoat. Me.
Its not that i didnt want to go at all. Its just not the right time. With the recent completion of my bachelor of nursing, i thought they would at least give me a chance to rest. At least have some compassion. But they left me crying as if somebody had just died.. Refusing to hear my plea. Giving me the only option to resign or take the scholarship. Wtf.
Lucky for me... I didnt make any haste decisions. Altho i nearly did wana quit. As i was so disapointed in the system. I had been a consistent & commited worker but nobody stood up for me wen i needed dem. Money and bonus was an important factor. No money no wedding. No job no marriage.
With the support of my family and the fiance... I hope i can make it through.
I just hope.
School will start in oct. I hope i wun have class or exams on my wedding day... ;((
Friday, March 11, 2011
{ 3:30 AM }
Will u still love me tomorrow..
Amy winehouse
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
Will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sighs?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
And you say that I'm the only one, the only one, yeah
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?
I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
{ 1:36 AM }
Hello world.. hmm.. ok... my world only...
blogging seems so old isnt it. i dun care. i think no one else blogs anymore but i shall be the last one standing. im on twitter but i still have yet to understand it. so i will put twitter on hold for a lil while longer...
2010 will come to its end soon and making way for 2011; the year which will scare me shitless and make me penniless. YES. It will definitely strip my pockets empty with tons of receipts and debts left for my future hubby to settle. hahaha. ok... im soo joking on the last part. ok 90% joking. *grinz*
If i had a clue that marriage is to happen in 2011, i wouldnt have taken that degree and maybe i would be like 17k richer and ready to be happily married by 2011.
But that wasnt the plan then anyway. But now my degree is finished. Awaiting my final results of my final module.
Date of the wedding is set. Nikah venue is booked. Insyaallah.
10 Dec 2011 & 11 Dec 2011
As Tim Gunn always say: "...make it work..."
why oh why can't money literally drop from the sky....
Wedding planning sucks and it changes people. How do i noe that? Well, people would know that I am not a minah kawin2. Im not into weddings. And how i wish we can elope to spain or golok for that matter, and get married there instead.
In the end, i got sucked into these vaccuum of the wedding and its planning and turned into a bride-zilla. yup. i did. Sucha beautiful monster i turned into. hee.
I didnt noe that i was so fussy and hard to please. although i think the boyfriend mite say that i have always been so. haha. BUT...
I did manage to settle the differences, causing some unhappiness to some parties BUT again, settled the major stuffs. The boyfriend relented alot to me, which i appreciated but possibly will have to tolerate his nagging till im prolly 60. so good luck sue.
Concentrating on savings is the utmost priority right now. And I shall tackle the small details of the wedding as i go along. Wish me Luck.
P.S. malay weddings are sucha pain-in-the-***....
Details are:
Bridal: Chantique TBG
Decor: SID events
Catering: Maria Le Caterer
Entertainment: Sri Gemilang
Photography: Bliss Fotografi
Nikah venue: Masjid Al-Mawaddah
Sanding venue: to be confirmed...
Totally scared shitless to the max. Cya...
Thursday, August 12, 2010
{ 9:24 PM }
Dear God... Help me get thru these trying days n gv me all the strength to continue taking care of my family esp daddy. Im taking in too much n no one to let it out to. Im overwhelmed by all the hurt ive caused n all the hurt done to me. Pls God guide me to the right path.
