Monday, January 31, 2005

Hungover.

I am back from Japan, and this is for you:

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong
Don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love, no no
It's because.

10cc - I'm Not In Love.


It's been the most wonderful 12 days of my life, and I enjoyed every single moment of it - both alone, and not so alone. I travelled thousands of miles up north with a mission to complete, and though it seems like I am already on the road to recovery, a part of me still feels like holding on.

But, whatever for?

Sunday, January 16, 2005

My Husband.



Won Bin's stunning performance in "My Brother" made Doraemon, Yuki and I cry like craaaaazy. Apparently 3 pieces of tissue paper (courtesy of me, ahem) weren't sufficient to stop the tears from falling because everytime we thought it was THE END (of the sobbing), there comes a whole new scenario to set the tear ducts in motion again.

A very simple, heartwarming little tale of 2 brothers - kind of an expected, predictable ending but nonetheless go watch it for the gorgeous male lead! :>

All in all, a perfect day with 3 of my closest pals (though we lost ZS just before the movie *sob*), but I must mention that the very unhappy episode with Golden Village PS ticket office staff from 1450 to 1505 hrs kinda dampened the mood a little. But boy, it felt good raising my voice at those idiots behind the counter. Snigger.

Thank you Binny for saving the day.

There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day.

Sarah Mclachlan - Angel.

Monday, January 10, 2005

Another year.



So I turn 22 together with this dude beside me. Suave, macho and manly (er...).

Thank you everyone who remembered and sent their greetings, though some were received way in advance due to miscalculation ;p

Growing old is kinda scary.

The fundamental rules apply
As time goes by.

Billie Holiday - As Time Goes By.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Random bits.

Details of Japan trip more or less settled, though I foresee my bank account suffering a major deficit by the end of this month. 14 days touring the Land of the Rising Sun ain't gonna be too easy on the pocket, but heck - this is my first time there and I am going to make sure I have a helluva good one!

X X X

I went to Mr Fong's wake yesterday with mom and it made me wonder again, why do people on the way to doing good deeds have to die like this? Saw a bouquet of flowers from his poor 10-year-old and on the card it said:

Dearest Daddy,

Happy Birthday to you!

You are my greatest hero.

I will try to be a good boy =)

Love from your son, XXX.


... and I heard my heart break.

X X X

I may have died
But I've gone nowhere
Just think of me
And I'll be there.

The Escape Club - I'll Be There.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

National Spring Cleaning?

The past two days were spent lending a hand to the tidal wave relief effort, first with the Singapore Rotary Club and then the Sri Lankaramaya Temple. Did stuff like collecting food, clothes and medical supplies, sorting them out and packing them into boxes, then finally loading them onto vehicles to be driven/shipped to Thailand and Sri Lanka.

I don't know if it is very accurate to say that a large number of Singaporeans are generous and kind, judging from the overwhelming amount of things that poured into the collection centres while I was helping out. Of all the "kind donations" that came in, bedding and old clothes formed the majority.

The moment I began sorting out the first batch of clothing, I immediately knew that the amount of donated stuff was not a true reflection of Singaporeans' generosity and helpfulness. Amongst the hoarde of things piled up like the Swiss Alps at the collection centre, I came across:

1) Syringes which expired in 2002 (presumably from a doctor, or at least someone who has medical knowledge?!?)

2) Canned food with rusty, bloated tops (didn't dare to speculate its expiry date)

3) Already-opened, half-eaten dried food (biscuits, cereal, etc)

4) Winter clothing (obviously not in very good condition) - scarves, wool jackets, etc. (Hello? Winter in Thailand?)

5) Calculators (nope, not Casio or Sharp - instead, poor quality mini calculators with tiny rubber buttons which I presume came in the form of FREE GIFTS to whoever donated them. Yes I am sure the poor kids would need them for math class you bastard)

6) Used ladies' underwear (I don't think I need to elaborate on its condition)

7) Torn, unwashed clothing which obviously cannot be worn anymore (I am sure they have been kept in the closets for years without maintenance - ewwww)

8) Shoes without soles (.....)

X X X

The local media goes on and on about how helpful and kind we Singaporeans are, giving to our neighbours oh-so-generously when they are in need, but is this really the case? Or are we merely jumping at this rare opportunity to dump the things we no longer have a use for? If Singaporeans were truly passionate about giving, they would have at least made sure that their things (particularly clothing and bedding) were in usable condition and washed before they gave them away. It is really sad that we volunteers have to be called in to sort and sift out the unwanted stuff, so as to save as much cargo space as possible... when we could have perhaps done something more substantial. Moreover, we had to put up with heaps of dusty items which made our hands itch and our noses sniffle. In the words of my wise old mother, "you all are just like high class karang guni".

Despite the various low points and a last-minute-cancelled appointment (my sincerest apologies to indercove) I thought these two days were indeed well-spent, and on top of making some new friends I realised that I actually enjoyed helping. Since I was a child I have never liked doing housework, have hardly folded my clothes and can barely pack my suitcase... but I worked hard these two days and it was all so worthwhile. Words will never be able to describe the things we did together - you have to experience it yourselves :>

Cheers to ASS, Huey, Flora and Guomin, who were working with me at the temple till 1.15 am earlier. There was no cheery New Year Countdown at midnight, but it was nevertheless the most meaningful and fulfilling 31st December I'd ever had in 21 years.

Happy New Year everyone, I will review the year 2004 soon.

One fine day
You're gonna want me for your girl.

The Chiffons - One Fine Day.