*gasp gasp*
haven't been blogging for ages. (not AGAIN?!) sorry guys, i know you have been waiting, but i have been TOO busy enjoying myself back home in spore *grinz*.
well, naturally, here i am sitting in front of my laptop, at 10.30am on new year's eve... blogging. like, finally. (when i met up with Jo yesterday, he reminded me that i haven't done so for ages. whoops.)

it has been 9 days since i came back to singapore (some people actually asked me "you come back for what? exams coming!") *sigh*.
utterly reluctant to go back to melbourne now... and poor Piggy - leaving on a jetplane on new year's morning itself to go back down under. can imagine the mama drama that will go on at the airport already. hehe. as usual la, Piggy :p
and me? experiencing the exact same thing 24 hours later.

PS: it's a 10am flight at T2, guys. and it'll be 8 days to my 20th birthday. sigh sigh. gonna be hitting the big 2-0 reaaally soon. feeling kinda reluctant about leaving my teenage years behind just like that. heh.

well well, as you all know, it's the last day of the year and i suppose it's time to reflect on what we've done for the past year... again, it's all about making new year resolutions - seeing what's there to be done, and what's to be not. yeah yeah. new year resolutions indeed. whoever can tell me without a bat of an eyelid that you DO make sure you stick to them? :p

obviously i don't.

back to the hols (study break? yeah whatever). i have been eating like a pig, i tell you. let me see - hoshigaoka, marche, jack's place, prata from upper thomson, mos burger, NYDC, taiwan porridge (yes the one beside the indoor stadium i LURRRVE it!!!), lau pa sat (popiah, carrot cake and the strawberry dessert!!) woohoo. bet you guys back down under ain't gonna recognise me anymore man :p
wonder how much Piggy has transformed too. wahahahaha. *dodges a hit on the head from her*

i actually caught Alan Tam in concert on Christmas day. ssshh. yes i am ONLY 19.

all of my life
where have you been?
i wonder if i'll ever see you again?
[Lenny Kravitz - Again]

Piggy over ICQ:

who said i haven't been blogging!
*you* haven't been blogging!
check the dates girl :>

and therefore, here i am at 3:17am on an utterly boring thursday morning. it's approximately 8 hours to drama class, by the way.

Pop's here for a one week visit. feeling really guilty now cos i haven't had much time to show him around. yesterday he was walking around bourke street all by himself while i did the bloody bitch (uh... oops i mean PITCH) at J's place. sigh. and that's not all - i have a gothic fictions lit essay due tomorrow... argh.. tomorrow as in friday. cos today is already thursday... yeah you get the idea. Sorry Pop, i just wish i had more time.

finally done with the bloody bitch (oops... sorry again... what's wrong with me? PITCH.) okay, pitch. was INITIALLY a *tad* bit disappointed that my group didn't win the "contract" (not that 2 pieces of chocolate meant much to me... i mean, i can always get 20 from safeway or something...) heehee. but of course, Piggy's and Sponk's group well deserved their chocs. just that little tinge of disappointment la. you know, that feeling you STILL get although you've kinda expected the outcome beforehand. what am i saying here? during dinner i was just telling Piggy and Magz that the whole contract thing was a full load of crap! i still think it is, though. hehe. no, really. i truly think there isn't any meaning in having the contract thing at all when the marks within the group ain't consistent. yeah whatever - M&C guys, you all know what i'm driving at.

3 sleeps more to arriving home on the 22nd. yay. been waiting for a darn long time to go home again... (hey that pathetic one week break in sept wasn't enough yanno!!!) BUT! Lo and behold... we've got TONS of work to do. talk about a merry christmas. coming to think of it, you can say it's the most miserable christmas ever in my whole life. i mean, who the heck studies for exams during christmas? or prepares for 12 minute oral presentations? or slog thru an E&D report on rainforests?! what about writing a 1500-word M&C essay on the marketing strategies of Mac's?! sheesh. we're so gonna die, i tell you. exams are in the last week of january. SIGH. great start to a new year isn't it? so glad it's going to be the first time - and the last, i hope.

caught "Die Another Day" last friday with the gang. pretty boring, i must say (Sorry Piggy. hehe).
"I'll have a vodka martini - shaken, not stirred."

the next one on my list would probably be "2 weeks notice"... though I think it's gonna be quite dumb... oh well... but i haven't watched a romantic comedy in a long long time =)

4:29 am.... time to sleep.
No. Maybe not.

So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me.


Bryan Adams - Please forgive me

drama night was unexpectedly fun, despite the dreads, moans, groans, sighs... et al for the past *goodness knows how many* months.
i guess i enjoyed playing my tree spirit role to a certain extent... well at least i could demonstrate what i liked doing best - imitate cutesy chipmunky voices. hehe.

*flash*
*click*
"smile everyone!!"
*flash and click again*
the photos were good. had that warm sense of belonging the entire night.

ok, so our play wasn't that good. but i'm glad to say that our drama group IS pretty cool... in the sense that we realised there was something wrong with it the DAY before the real thing... and made the necessary changes - which worked, of course. hehe.
it was literally all in a day's work. and yes, i confirm - coming to melbourne isn't a bad idea at all.
can't imagine what life would be like when everyone goes their separate ways in feb. sob.

have been cooking really often these days... i don't know why... and i mean it like, obsessed. i'm addicted to my own cooking.
mum's gonna be so proud i tell you.
never in my whole life before coming here have i chopped garlic, sliced mushrooms, shredded carrots...
and never in my whole life have i cooked anything decent for others to savour... well, besides during home econs lessons 5 years ago. and hey, i mean it when i say SAVOUR okay... hehe.
right, piggy? *wink*

there was an irritating moth flying around my room a few moments ago. have never heard from it ever since. sigh. i hate thinking that it would pounce on me during my sleep. that's why i am not asleep at 3.11am. no, really.
i have a lit lecture at 9 later. the yellow wallpaper.

Everybody needs a little love sometimes, even for just a short while...

i said certain things i shouldn't have, to this someone i consider a friend.

the friend who took the initiative to say hi on the first day of school - and spent an hour chatting with me in the library.
the friend who never handed in homework assignments - but came out really fine for the A's.
the friend who appreciated the piano playing behind the dark red curtains of the lecture theatre - and sang along.
the friend who sat through those boring free periods with me in the canteen - with or without food.
the friend who agreed to watch CQ's monologue performance with me - no questions asked. (well, maybe just a little...)

although this friend won't ever get to read this blog entry, i guess there's still that hardest word i have to say...

Dear Puzzled, I'm sorry.

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NO!!!! I refuse to believe this!!!! I'm NOT narcissistic!!!! I don't even eat the Narcissus brand button mushrooms!!!!

But then again, who gives a damn anyway? Heh.