Conflicted
Hi there!!!
The weekends are here at last!!! Yay!!! This week has been kinda different, as my dept was bz packing up our stuffs, moving them into carton boxes... Etc. We are shifting to another office area at a different level!!! Haha I didn't throw that much stuffs away though I have accumulated quite a bit since my stay of 2 years 8 months and still counting!!! Anyway the contractors are working thru the weekends and we should be moving to puente workstations next Monday!! Haha!
The subject heading reflects how I m feeling now. As mentioned, it's almost 3 years now that I have been with this stat board, and I'm wondering if it's time for a change. To be honest, there aren't major push or pull factors, and I think I have grown pretty comfortable there, much settled into the organization culture and even the long hours that I have to put in. Maybe it's the wanting-for-change that causing me to "itch". Is that a push or pull factor? Both?! Really, I have not felt so thoughtful abt this till recently. And I'm feeling conflicted cause I'm not too sure what I should do next? Just ignore the thought and stay put? Submit my resume and just passive wait and see? Begin to plough the job searches and actively seek for greener pastures? I guess there can be permutations to what I can or should do next :)
If u ask me, I have not lost the passion for what my organisation profess to do for singapore and singapore companies and I still hope my contributions can make a difference somewhat :) it had been officially announced that we are getting a new CEO. Furthermore, my small boss is leaving and we are awaiting the arrival of our future small boss. With such leadership movement, I guess I should be anticipating exciting tines ahead. New leadership styles, new direction, doings things differently, etc... Any of these can happen in the next couple of months :) Question is whether I can tune my mindset to embrace these organisation changes as a refreshing transition and choose to embrace it positively? Or do I really need a total change in work environment huh?!!
Oh well, I hope not to feel conflicted for too long. Just penning down my thots here for now :)
+jac
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