Hate it here

Yes, it's a vent. It is hot here. I have the kids 24-7. Bodhi hasn't been sleeping at night and Desmina wakes up early now. Night time parenting sucks. I am the most stressed that I ever have been. I cry all the time. How do single moms do it? Desmina and I keep butting heads right now. I am frazzled and always on edge. So my patience isn't the best. Bodhi keeps on getting into things, destroying the house. I just wished that we would have stayed in New Hampshire. Or that Fred told his boss that he needs to start in Texas sooner.

Wordless Wenesday

Obama is cheating on Michelle

with Desmina (or so she thinks)
she is on her play phone. I tell her to go potty.
"I'm talking to my boyfriend."
"Go potty."
"Well fine, hold the phone. Here talk to him."
"What's his name?"
"Obama."

She still has her tiny crush.

One word

rhymes with Lesmina.
Well four words actually the last words being: diaper rash cream.

Watch out for gas prices

my PA for the week


Crazy, huh! I would have never thought to check. I pay everything with credit card too!

Friends Along the Way

To help ease the drive to Texas, Fred agreed to meet up with all my online friends. We had a wonderful time! First day we met the Heathen moms and two other moms from my birth group.






So many mamas! I wished that we had more time to hang out! Zack is such a sweet boy. He can totally woo you with those eyes! Cathy is just as dynamic in real life as she is on PO. Shelly is really sweet and totally cool! I know it sounds weird, but her voice is like honey. It was very nice to hear her talk. She has a really cute son too! Heather is so funny and outgoing. She made me feel at ease. It was so easy talking to her. Well it was easy talking to everyone. Stacy was so sweet too! You can tell that she is very family oriented. She is so creative and business oriented! I
The following day, we met up with another mom from my birth group. M just adores the little girl and always talks about her.





Can you blame her? She is freaking adorable!!!!! Brandy was so sweet to drive all the way out to meet us! I really enjoyed talking to her. She has such strength that radiates throughout her.
For the third day, we met up with another fellow heathen. She made us lunch! Yummy!



We met Liz, Reece and Juliana. Julianna is such a petite little sweetie. She is very smart. Bodhi had a great time chasing her around while Mina and Reece played. Reece is very outgoing and active. It was cute hearing him play with words. Very witty. And Liz was very fun to talk to. She is a great cook!
Meeting all my PO friends really helped me ease into moving back to Texas. I'm still adjusting. I'm still overwhelmed by the heat and the lack of scenery. I am trying not to fall into depression. Fred isn't here right now and so it's hard to take care of the kids. I can barely control my emotions how can I handle when I have sprouts of anger?
I hope that once Fred is here for good, I'll feel better and not so stressed all the time. This is indeed the most stressed I have been.

Christmas in July?

No, it's just Santa's Village, the funnest place on Earth. More fun than Disney Land and not as evil.