要变坚强

最近公司频频有人离职。
有人出深造，走了。
有人挨不住，走了。
有人出流浪，走了。
有人累垮了，走了。
但那些走的竟然是一班交情颇好的同事。
今日的好战友，明日有可能没再见了。
平日与同事相处时间比其他人长。
好的同事真的很难得。
可是没多久就会。。。
不知找谁吃午饭与晚饭，
不知找谁吹水聊八卦。

知道这事情在职场并不是一件新鲜事，
我已经变得麻木了。
没想到这次是自己的同事兼朋友。
因为如此，喝了酒后听到这消息的我
却失眠了。。。

在这工作量多的时期。
这将会是我部门最大的困境，
少了一将，多了一工。
以后的路更艰难了。
我的事业路上堵了这么大的石头。

“不好的事情，都会有结束的一天”。
工作上没有失去谁就活不下去。
我得变更坚强。
面对现在的困境。
才能跨过这段荆刺满路。

只是我是否也要考虑那封信几时要递上呢？

It's the time to be determined

Well.. Determination is now what i needed to keep and have.
It's really terrifying and even the others kept telling so to me.
It's becoming worse. Is that what usally happened when someone reached the stage?...

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Looking at the mirror. My body shape is terribly out of shape.
My face become rounder and rounder.
My stomach become bigger and bigger.
Stamina dropped and body pain with little bit extra movement than usual.
Thanks to the consequences of my favourite beers and lack of exercises.
Office works that make me sitting whole day. And sometimes extra overtime working..
Tiredness and laziness to go exercise.
Sometimes, a random eating trip with frenz.
All of these being catalyst of the fact that i am being a fat guy soon.

For the purpose not to being the future me so fast.
For the purpose have a healthy body.
For the purpose i no need to buy bigger and bigger pants and shirt.
For the purpose blah blah....
Today, this is time to write my goal.
In 4 months time, i must keep fit and get rid the spare tyre on my waist.
I must take the determination and go for it. I can't see any better reason to keep my spare tyre yet.
Houseman.. Keep Fighting.....

去大吵一场吧!

回想起周星驰主演的西游记里的一句对白。
唐憎对孙悟空说：
"做咩呀?你愛呀?
你愛要出聲先得o架,
你愛我比你,
你唔愛我當然唔會比你啦!
無理由你話愛我唔比你,
你唔愛我比你o架嘛!
大家講道理丫嘛!
o拿, 我數三聲, 你話愛唔愛喇喎~ "
“丘。。。”

想起这一幕了吗？
重点不是这部戏多经典，而是他说了重点。
有时候，人是要懂得去要求的。
“吵闹孩子有糖吃。”
虽然或许有点吵闹，
但最后或许真的有糖吃。
起码有去争取过。。。

New Year Resolution: 2012

What?!
2011 already passed and now is 2012, which everyone used to talk 2012 is the end of the world few years ago. (Well, Houseman here not quite believe on this talk but doubt still raised about it. Only time can prove it and we just wait and see.)

Looking back what i posted New Year Resolution in 2011.
I laughed when i almost wanna post the same title again. lol....
Before setting a new goal, must review what i've done this year.
Ermmm... Work, work, work, work... why just work work work only? Lol..
Think deeply about this again.

I attended my graduation ceremony. Wearing graduation gown and receive the certificate which might means nothing to the others (including my career), but it remarks what i done and learned during the college and my youth finished there and no more being a immature youngsters. 我的青春啊!!!!

I had my company trip to Langkawi and being super duper drunk at the last night there. Regret is I am the first one being KO. What a shame that i drank too fast my Bud Wieser. 5 bottles KO me terus. Can't witnessing the other KO is regret la. Haha...

What is nice to mentioned here is that I did travel to JAPAN.... for business meeting. LOL... No chance to walk around but stayed in the office for whole day meeting. Still not bad that i experienced how the people travel by train. Even 11 pm the people in train station still crowded. Tasted the lunch meal in box(luxurious 便当coz treated as the japaneses' guests) and shashimi, shabu-shabu... Must go again and stay there for my leave liao....

Tried Skytrex and Go Kart during christmas. Not bad to feel like Tarzan climbing and fox-flying on top of trees. Not like on Genting but a real Go Kart racign a large circuit. Also on the same day learnign how to cycling bicycle. (What?!!!! Houseman dunno cycling?)  It's shame to mention that but it's nothing for me already. City Boy whose parents no buying him a bicycle when he is still kid. What to blame? But I am considered half done my learning. (why half only? coz my cycling skill still need a long pratice leh..) It's really enjoyable to feel the wind when I cycling down the hills. (a beginner terus go for extreme class got such result is not bad ady).

Learnt Ice skating also and i realized it's not fun when a bunch of people all skated on the ice at the same time. That is satin box i could imagined there.

Well, Debts are getting less and salary still accepted by me. HOWEVER no one dislike HIGH PAY job.
So, hopefully my bosses know what to do to award houseman who worked like cow. (Of coz salary raise and bonus la =D....)

Wah... I wrote too much and still feel lot in my mind that i haven't remarked here. What i hope in 2012 is:

1. Want wind got wind, want rain got rain la. Houseman is still a greedy guy.
2. Thousand bottles of bud weiser also dun beat me down. (Crazy rich liao if i am afordable for thousand bottles of it at one time.
3. Own a Healtier life style and six packs. (Being alchoholic is already against the healthy life leh...)
4. Learn how to Care... (I will leave this topic to next post)

It's too much to burst out too many words. Time to stop and get a rest.
This is the end of my new year resolution for 2012.
FIGHTING!!!!!