Sunday, July 27, 2008

Another new chapter

Finally, I'm back at home after 2 weeks in a lovely island (Pulau Tekong).

I enjoyed myself in the past 2 weeks. Trainings were not that tough in the confinement week. Luckily for me, I managed to settle in well and everyone in the platoon, or rather section, mixed quite well. Hopefully there won't be any conflicts among one another.

My buddy is from BS too. But weird, I have never seen him in school around before. Good that Wilson is in my platoon too. At least I have someone I know before enlisting.

1 week into BMT, I was admitted to the sick bay. My right eye was very red. I wanted to get eye drop from the MO only. But the stupid medic asked me to stay inside the sick bay. And sadly, I was inside for 5 days. HAHA! My BMT is only 8 weeks!!

The food in the sick bay SUCKS! PORRIDGE FOR LUNCH & DINNER -.- KAO!

But I missed quite a few activities like the Technical Handling Test, First Aid Test and 2 SOCs.

Many things ran through my mind when I was in the sick bay. Thought of my family, friends and I missed football a lot.

After every recruitment talk (there are 3 by the way), I will feel kinda lost. I have not idea what I am going to do after these 2 years. Though I'm thinking of continuing my studies, I'm thinking whether to sign on. The lucrative salary is really attractive. But no worries, the chances of me signing on is actually quite low. It's just the thought of what I want to do in the future that is troubling me.

Going to throw the grenade this coming Thursday. Hopefully my sore eye won't return and that I will be perfectly alright. If I'm on status this week, I won't be able to throw the grenade, which is like the only time I will throw a grenade in my whole life (unless war comes).

Got to book in in another 13 hours. Looking forward to the next book out!

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

My journey with you (II)

So finally, it's time for an entry for my TB10 peeps.

Been 5 months since we graduated from NP in February. Some are still working, some just started school and some (Sherman, Jia Quan and I) are waiting to serve the nation.

I realised most of them have became more mature, maybe except for me. LOL.

Alright, shall start writing about them.

1. Sherman

I'm glad that I have this idiot by my side. Those weird topics that the girls talked about seriously make me feel sick. But PHEW! Luckily he's there for me to crap with.

Not forgetting the times when I pinched his sexy nipples and his aftermath DU LAN FACE :@

O M G! You guys should really take a look at that face. Like an ah gua acting MAN! LOLS!

Good times on the pitch with him too. Fucking fierce on the pitch la. Maybe he's really not an ah gua. HAHA!

2. Xue Fang

My sleeping partner in Shanghai. I will miss those times we had in China (when you were complaining about your day at work, when you used don't know what shit to tickle my nose while I'm still in lala land, when you and the 2 girls gave me a surprise on my birthday, when I accompanied you to get your stuffs for work at Cheng Huang Miao, Qi Pu Lu and other places, when I had to put my integrity aside to lie with you that our company are going to mass purchase something from the store and needs a sample).

I remember we became close after several late night MSN sessions back in Year 1. Haha I didn't know why the hell I went to click on 'fang' on my 'NP - TB10' list back then. But it was really nice chatting with her.

She was also once in my 'Featured Friends' on Friendster, which I think was an honour for her. But seriously, until now, I don't understand why she still doesn't want to create a Facebook account.

I WON'T FOGET YOU FUCKING MADE ME CHANGE MY NETWORK TO CHINA TO VIEW SOME WEIRD GUY!

I also don't know why I chose the same IS modules with her which ended us up being classmates once again in Year 3. Fucking got to wait for her at the bus stop for ALMOST EVERY SINGLE TUTORIAL!

And she always forced me to go town with her after IS to alter her stupid clothes at Far East Plaza.

O YA! She cheated me to go all the way to Queensway, saying that she wanted to get a sports bra. BUT FUCK! After waiting for don't know how long, she didn't get one and we went to have bak tuk teh instead.

Nevertheless, nice memories with you. Hope you will be slim and FREE OF MO PENG & Q MO soon!

3. Stephanie

My RUMOURED GIRLFRIEND!

KAO! Seriously shouldn't have done that act during the BBQ back then. Everyone (especially YI XIU) kept putting us together since then.

So sorry that I bluffed you to come all the way to Hougang just to play pool. But it's okay! I believe you enjoyed the moment that we shared on the bus. LOLS!

4. Yi Xiu

Her boyfriend has to be tall and must wear specs!

That's why she cares about Ray more than she cares for me. DISAPPOINTING!

Haha but anyway, that's not the point. The point is I think she really got over Andy already. She doesn't seem to have any reaction when I say 'ANDY' already.

But anyway, all the best in her love life.

5. Shy

MY BEST BUDDY!

Haha the only times I spent with her alone was on the bus back from Bukit Panjang to Woodlands.

ALL THE BEST WITH AH BEN EH!

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It's just 1 more day away.

Friday, July 04, 2008

Quotes

Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up

Of all the words of tongue or pen, the saddest are those...it might have been

The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you

How come the one i wanted to share my dreams with, took my dream from me

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because every time I do, the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ...


I hate missing you most of all. When I'm sad and alone and all i want is to see you. And you never really realize all i want is to waste some time with you. But the problem is you don't want to waste any time on me

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Sometimes I don't mind being a single. But sometimes I really wish for someone to be there for me. Someone to share my joy with. To comfort me when I'm sad. That someone might just be myself