Kw sent me this touching story. It's touching. Here it goes..

My mom only had one eye. I hated her. She was such an embarrassment.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "UUHH, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"
My mom did not respond.

I didnt even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.

Then, I got married. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts

Then one day, my mother came to visit me.

She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

"My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With my love to you,
Your mother’’

I had a small quarrel with my mum too. O my! I felt so bad after reading this.

I was right about Liverpool about not winning the Champions League. But I went to buy Liverpool win cause of the high odds. Alrights, I'm dumb. I swear no matter what, I won't buy Liverpool to win in any matches in the future.

Finally started to do my LAM. Doing on Statue of Liberty. Need to write at least 2500 words. I think I'm dead. I still got like 1000+ more words to add to reach that.

Rayner went to pierce his nipple. O MY! I think that's damn fucking pain. Even when people pinch me on that sensitive part, I will be like shouting here and there already la. Can't imagine one day if my nipples are pierced. OUCH!!! Went to have lunch with him at AMK Hub after that.

I don't know why I have been sleeping alot these few days. Like on thurs, I slept from 2pm to 9pm, woke up awhile, and went back to sleep at 1am. Today, I slept till 9+pm again after I reached home. But I still love sleeping though.

And I love my dreams. They are real crappy. I remember I dreamt that I have a motorbike. But I don't know how to change gear, which means I can only drive at Gear 1. Then got a thief snatch someone's bag. I tried to chase after him. And I anyhow stepped on some shit and changed to Gear 2, and gradually to 3 and 4 etc. And BUANG!!! Cause I lost control. That's one sad shit. I woke up after that.

I kept reflecting about my whole life recently. About some shits I have done wrongly and how others had disappointed me. I realised I can only learn from my wrongdoings and don't expect too much from others. Instead, expect more from myself.

I'm enjoying life now. I love my home. I got a nice room for myself. I got a nice family. I got good friends around me. I hope things in life will go better for me, and for others as well. I have been hearing my friends sharing with me about how their lives are going. Some are good, and of course, there are bad ones too. Like I told a good friend of mine, things are different from the past and present. Who knows things may be different in the future too?

*cheer up dude

Had my PPP today. It was kinda boring. Gotta wake up so early and reach school at 9am. After that went home and sleep till night.

Ray, Kb, Kelvin Tay, Zk and Leonard came over my place to watch the FA Cup final between Chelsea and Man U. Heartbreaking for Man U fans cause it seemed like the match was going into penalties after 5 mins remaining.

After the game, went to play soccer till like 4+am. The last time I played midnight soccer was last May. But my left black toe is really black now. Seems like its going to break anytime. The nail pokes the flesh. Zz.

I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.
And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

That's something I got from vic.

Surprised to see Jing Hui on the bus 88 yesterday. Been like years since I have seen this primary school friend of mine. Chatted abit with him before alighting.

Had A for my IBS. I'm delighted. Was nervous throughout, but luckily everything went quite smoothly when I thought I will stutter alot. PHEWS.

Result was out today.

Spent the day with my mum. LOL mama's boy (= Been quite awhile since I went out with her. Wonderful day. Talked alot with her also like why she gave me the name Vincent. AND I was like -.-" when I know the reason. Really feel like whacking her man. LOL but never mind.

FAMILY: FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU (WHAT HAPPEN TO THE SIBLINGS?)

It was Mother's Day. I didn't prepare anything cause I don't really have cash on me. Thought will have a nice dinner outside or what. But in the end, lol had dinner at home.

So I decided to do some house chores. But due to my laziness, I only vacuumed my room. WAHA but thats good la. My sis did something nice. 2 days ago, she came back late just to bake cookies for my mum. But my mum scolded her for coming back late and don't even want to eat the cookies. O MY dear sis, feel sad for her.

Went to Xk's house drink last night with Kw, Tina and Jon. O my. Nice drinking session man. Had Gordon that lousy shit. BUT luckily, we had MARTELL CORDON BLEU (= Was on a high but luckily didn't KO.

LOL short but nice day. WoOts!

WOOTS! One presentation settled today (=

Had the IS presentation. To be frank, I think we didn't prepared as much as expected. LOL so I think I will try better in the next PBL. Quite surprised that the AH BEI said that our presentation was good. But nonetheless, GOOD JOB EVERYONE! Waha.

HOT and tiring day again. Why is it that when we are not playing football, the sun will be shining damn brightly? And when we are playing on that day, it will rain damn heavy. ARGH simply LOVE the weather!

Kok Ming's birthday just passed. Met up for supper with Zk and Pk. Off to the park to chill for a while. Been quite a long time since we last met. And I realised the soccer clique has not mix together for quite some time too.

Someone asked me what type of girls appeal to me. To give a serious thought, I realised I don't really know what type of girls I prefer. But of course, besides character, the looks does play a part. Is there really someone out there on earth who don't really bother about the looks of his/her other half?

Another question (though a stupid question) popped to my mind again.
Q: Which one comes first? Egg or hen?

...and before sex eduation was taught, how do humans know how to make love?

Hmmm. Random thoughts.

I don't have any tutorials nor lectures today. BUT I still need to reach school at 10am (but I was late by 15mins) to do projects. The feeling is very ARGH. I think only sian is only word that can describe my feelings. Waha luckily projects come first (*how contradicting*).

Year 3 of poly is very ARGH. Guess sian is the only word that can describe my feelings again. I only did one tutorial so far and the rest are projects projects and projects again. I'm starting to like my poly life and all these shits come.

O ya. Pk passed his TP. Shiok sia. Hope I will pass mine on my first attempt too though its still a long way to go.

The weather has been pretty extreme these few days. It's really hot like FUCK. I can even feel hot in an air con bus. Think this earth is going to die soon. Take care everyone and drink more water (=

I had this electric shock yesterday while working. It's really pain man. I at first thought which bastard whack me from behind. Cause I can feel the current moving from my legs to my neck. I can't move my neck and it was very stiff for like 3 seconds. It may sound short, but it's scary when you realised you can't move your neck after getting a electric shock.

Alrights, back to my school work.

Tiring legs. Football early in the morning.

Supposed to have 9 people playing today. But in the end, only 5 including me turned up. Kelvin took cab down. LOL his passion can be felt man.

Makan after that and home sweet home. Planned to commence on my projects. BUT lol due to my laziness, I think I will only start after I reach home tomorrow after work.

Haven't been working for my uncle for quite some time. Bank left 34 cents. I made history in my life again. LOL thats the lowest I have hit.

Poly days are passing very fast. Next week is week 3 already. Till now, I still think my class sucks. Luckily got shy and xiu to crap with me.

Hope all goes well (=

First time to Eski Bar. Nice experience.
Our group picture (=

.. with shy

.. with xiu

.. with steph

.. and MY BUDDY SHERMAN!

Haha. Enjoyed myself that night.

Man U got knocked out of Champions League last night by Milan. 3-0 with an agreggate score of 4-3 to Milan.

Didn't sleep much last night. More of soccer and talking with Kw and Tina who stayed over my place. Drink again last night. Later gonna drive. DRINK DRIVING!