Lack of self discipline to study for my exams. Planned to wake up early to study. But till now haven't really touch much. O well, still gt one week plus before my exams start.

Went to study with fang and xinyi at cine ytd. Then it was home sweet home. I realised 24 hrs a day is damn short. I don't remember doing much ytd.

Gonna watch Singapore against Thailand tmr at Kallang. Heard it is going to be the last competitive there. But like quite crap. I always hear last match, then still always play there. But whatever it is, hope the weather will be good tmr.

O my. Didn't chat with her for damn long and chatted abit with her. She was at work. It jus feels good chatting with someone u don't always chat with.

Hmmm a celebrity in Taiwan, Xu Wei Lun, passed away from a car accident. She's young, pretty and talented. A pity that such incident happened to her. O well, hope she rest in peace. It was said that her brain was mashed like bean curd and lost 10000 cc of blood. Thats damn sick. Imagine like bean curd.. O my I guess I will puke if I really see it.

So its better to cherish people around us. LOL maybe I'm going to put a family photo in my wallet =)

Wed was a cool day. Part of the class went out together. It was fun. Everyone wore black. It was like so cool la, imagine 10 people (Meng Yong, Sherly, Px, Kez, Mua, Joel, Peline, King and Ryan)on the streets wearing black. O my. First we went to Seoul Garden at Taka. Have not eaten that for like 2 years already. Took lot of pics there. Then off we went to Lido and walked ard. Kbox was up next. Played the dice game.

After Kbox, off I went to Cathay to find Ray and co. We were celebrating Zk and Rm's birthdays together. Watched a stupid show. Luckily its only like 6.50 on wed. Went to Clarke Quay for a drink with Ray and Kb after dinner. It was nice drinking at night with frens. Thats how my wed ended.

Thurs was okay. Went to play captain's ball in sch for Denise's I&E. Lol o well, though we didn't win, its still fun. It was a tiring day cos I reached home late on wed and woke up early. Went to town with Jo to have her hair cut. But I left after a while. Met up with Ray, Jar, Kb and Dan. Had dinner and they left alr. Waited for Kw to come and we walked around. Thats how my thurs ended.

Ytd was bad. LOL went to Holland Mansion till morning. Had supper at Attar. Super hungry. Slpt the whole afternoon. O ya. It was my sis's birthday. Gonna have dinner later =)

O well, I thought I will study. But lol nvm I think I shall start tonight, or perhaps tmr.

Injured my ankle again on Sat. Couldn't really walk properly at first, but luckily its better now.

Gt back my ECD paper today. 40/60. Thought I would fail at first. But after getting 40, I think I did badly. Humans are never going to be satisfied with what they have.

Finished ECD presentation too. Everyone slacked. It was like so diff from last sem when we stayed back in sch everyday to do projs till late. But this sem, lol everyone kinda changed. But nevertheless, the time spent together as a group (Meng Yong, Pei Xuan, Kezia, Sherly and King). The time we spent in the arcade, playing games, slping on Kezia's bed while they are playing Metal Slug, suaning Px for being round. Don't think will ever have the chance to do projects with them ever again.

Okay, that means I'm free from all my projects for this sem. I jus have to focus on my revision. O my hope I gt the self motivation to study in the coming weeks. Heard my first paper is on the 9th.

O well, hope everything goes in my way and hope things are going on fine for everyone.

I tried being a good boy by starting to study early for my exams. It kicked off well. I managed to study my blaw. But I still don't really understand what law of agency is talking about. O well, hope I will have the discipline to study for my exams which are coming in another 3 weeks. ECD proj due next week. And we haven't start anything about it.

Jus back from work. Easy money again for 2 hours plus of work. Skipped lect again today. Don't think I will understand even if I go for it. So went back home and slept till 10pm. Damn shiok. Haven't have a nice rest for quite some time already.

Registered for my BTT 2 days ago at SSDC with Rayner. The test is scheduled on 8th March. Don't know why the hell they must let us wait so long. But whatever it is, I jus hope to get my license fast. Then off to my Subaru Challenge. Ha jk.

Gonna play soccer in Constance's I&E proj. O well, hope this time will be a better game.

Another rainy day passed. Today is my dad's birthday as well.

Treated family to dinner at some nearby coffeeshop. Had tze char. First time ate till so full eating only 2 servings of rice. I think my metabolism rate is decreasing. LOL good. Then went to walk around in NTUC and bought lots of stuffs. Haven't gone out with my family together for a very long time already.

When it was pouring heavily today, the wind was damn big outside also. I felt so cold. Then I suddenly thought about the animals in the zoo. What will happen to them? Do animals fall sick? Are there any shelters for them? How do lions look when their hair comes down? ... Lots of questions were in my mind relating to the animals. O well, jus hope they will be fine.

Had dinner over Steph's house last night. Sherman, Shy, Phyllis, Yx and her bf were there as well. Great time there. Journey back home is damn long. LOL can't imagine next time if my girl stays in the west area.

Hope the rain will stop soon.

Okay gt my first A for my common test which was FMGT. And I think I'm gonna flunk my ECD paper today. It was fucking tough seriously. I know nuts about how to do it. But its really damn hard I swear.

Another rainy day. The rain nowadays is very irritating. Makes my clothes not to dry fast and I gt to wear a shirt to sch today.

Gt a gift from Bel today. It was a birthday gift from her I supposed. She gt it from Thailand. Sweet of her isn't she? LOL.

Went to school for nothing today. The soccer thing was postponed yet again due to the heavy rain. Its quite fucked up seriously. Why do the fucking organisers still don't contact us to tell us its postponed? Jason was one unlucky fella, came to school for nothing.

And fuck the rain too. Whenever we want to play soccer, the rain will pour heavily. Otherwise, the sun will be shining brightly, making me fucking sweat like hell.

Having ECD test tmr at 5pm. Think gotta burn midnight oil to study. Never really studied for the past few days. And I know nothing about the module. But Rayner said should be quite easy. He gt A when he never study much for last sem. O my, jus hope it will be easy tmr.

Took quite long to reach home. About 2 hours. Took a detour from NP to Bishan via 52 and then 88 back home. Wonderful time spent on the bus listening to my MP3 alone.

And o ya! Gotta thanks Shy to help me do the tag board again. Haha thanks girl.

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way

To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love u I love u
More then u knowAnd when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u , I love u anyway

Ohh that's when I love u
When nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

The weather spoilt the soccer thing today. Supposed to play but it rained heavily like fuck. And I need to go and buy boots already. My old pair was gone and it caused me to miss the 2nd half of the last match we played.

Had HRM presentation ytd. O my did very badly I guess. We weren't really prepared for the ppt presentation. Went off for the dance thing after that. The first one was screwed due to the small space. Luckily the second one was better off. But kinda nervous cos there were alot of people I knew watching.

Went off to SP to find Zk. Saw Jarett there. And in the end, we went to Vivo to get their bbq stuffs with his classmates. Walked around there. AND O MY! The assistant manager of Hagen Daz is gone already. Can't seem to find her already. Ahhh.. wasted.

ECD test this Friday. I take this module like never take like that also. I seriously know nothing about whats going on for this module. My tutor sucks. So is my CMA tutor.

Was feeling kinda bored and can't get into sleep. I'm actually damn tired now but jus can't get into sleep.

Had this thinking suddenly. What would I do if I see my children calling another guy Dad or seeing my wife in another man's arms? O my. I can imagine the pain hurting now. Sure feels absolutely fucked up.

Gt this song with the lyrics ending, why do all good things come to an end? I'm wondering why too. People will jus get bored of things around them and won't take notice of things around them, not appreciating them. Tings are mostly left best in memories.

People come and go in my life. Some went away for awhile and came back after awhile. Some never come back. Sometimes I will think, do they still remember me when I do think of them at times? I still do ponder what does true friendship means? Do true friends need to always talk to each other to let them know that they are not forgetten?

I think I'm jus writing whats going on in my mind now. When u are tired, thoughts will jus run around in ur mind.

Okay its 2007 now. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Hope all the bad things will be gone and may all the good things come to me!! Woots!

2007 Resolutions
-to have more confidence in doing things and be optimistic
-remain close with my family and friends
-do well in studies

Shall talk bout my birthday on the 29th. Had a dinner with my Montfort friends (Zun Kit, Raymond, Jarett, Kelvin, Koon Boon, Daniel) at the coffee shop near my place. It was a nice time together, especially on my birthday after not seeing them for quite a long time. After that, we went to play soccer at void deck and I injured my toe =(
After that, met up with Pk and Km for supper again. Had a drinking session and Km went totally red. Chilled till 3+am and went home late.

Had another surprise on 30th. This time it was from my one and only TB10 (Sherman, Stephanie, Shi Yin, Xue Fang, Phyllis, Yi Xiu). At first, I thought it was jus a normal bbq as told. I didn't even saw the cake on the table when it was in front of me. It was also the first time they came to Hougang after 1 year plus of recommendation that my hometown is a good place. It was fun, with nice food. Haha. And to my amazement, I received a Braun Buffel wallet from them. I heard from Zk alot of people shared it. I really appreciated it. O my! And I thought my 18th birthday was going to be a boring one when I spent the day watching emo shows on youtube. Anyway, thanks to everyone again who wished me and gave me things.

Went to St James Powerstation after that. It sucks. Saw quite alot of NP people. Kw and his friends went there too, together with Kelvin Tay. The music sucks, the people sucks. In short, everything there sucks. I doubt I will go there again. After that, off to Zouk! Sherman, Xue Fang and the rest were there. It was indeed much more fun with Sherman. Haha I remembered I drank quite alot that night, wanting to get drunk. But to no avail =( It was still fun though.

Went countdown at The Balcony at Heereens. Was with Zk, Km, Px and her friends. It was alright. After that, Fang's cousins came. Alot Blanga there. They were spraying those stupid stuffs around. From what I saw, they only sprayed on girls and not guys. Think they are kinda out of their mind man. Nuts! Then Zk, Kelvin, the cousins and I went off to Clarke Quay. Supposed to go to a pub. But in the end, we ended up chatting at Singapore River. How "nice" man. LOL. The sad shit was we waited 3 hours for the cab to come. Reached home at 7am in the end. Tired..

Went to do proj at Kezia's house again today. Finishing our HRM proj soon! School gonna starts soon and it means, sucky days ahead.