Haha okays, this is the latest pair of socks that I bought a few days ago when I was on a shopping spree. Spent more than $100. Raymond was my idol, he spent alot more. I thought it was cute. The bright colours and the toes all sticking out. Looks as though I'm still a little boy.

My day started badly today. Reached the bus stop at 10am when my lesson was starting at 1030am. So decided to hail a cab. But to no avail, I was standing like a fool by the roadside for damn long. And I took bus in the end. I thought back bout my stupidity to wait for the cab while I was on the bus and I was cursing them all in my heart.

Doctor said my blood pressure was very low. I'm scared cos I know nuts bout health. Jus hope it will be higher.

I think living in a world of my own is better. Life is peaceful. Jus that after sch, it will be time alone. The only diff in sch and home is that in sch, there are ppl to crap ard for a while. And when at home, I can be in my rm, doing whatever things that I like. Life will be gd if I gt air con in my rm, on my bed, listening to smoothing love songs, with the lights off. But it would be better if someone else will be beside me.

Have u ever wonder who are the ppl who think of u every day in their life? Most of the time, u won't know the ans. I believe everyday, there would be at least 5 ppl who will think of u, even for a min for whatever reason.

Have u ever wonder those stupid things u did when u were young? Stealing ur frens' stationaries even though they jus cost less than a dollar, play soccer in the big heavy rain when the ball can't even be passed on the pitch, fight with ur frens in the class over small stuffs. O well, thats what I did.

Have u ever wonder how the ppl feel when u raise their voices at them, hang up on their phone calls, let them wait for u when u are late? I bet they will feel damn sad or perhaps angry.

Do u recall ur first relationship? Those sweet memories that u 2 shared were wonderful. But when things go wrong, none of u will rmb the happy moments but only rmb those hurtful things that the other party did. Only after time pass, u will think back. But life still goes on..

Do u recall the first time u stayed out late, letting ur parents wait for u at the sofa, dozing off with the tv on? They will jus wait for u even when u told them u won't be back home and when they gt to wake up early the next morning for work.

Try to put ourselves in others' shoes. This will make us understand others more, preventing conflicts.

O well. Today was the first time I started sch so late at 2pm. And I can't believe I'm late for it. Zzz. Think cos I slpt late last nite. Was physically worn out ytd. Swam in sch. Went to play bball and soccer with pk when we reached Hougang.

Something very stupid happened ytd. Before I bath after swimming, I realised my boxers in my bag was missing. Zz meaning I LOST MY BOXERS! =( Damn sian. Gt to waste money to buy again. Hahaha. But I was thinking alot last nite.

Another typical day in sch. Lect and then gd bye sch. Signed up for the blood donation with Jia Quan. Actually all the while I wanted to do it, but I'm scared of the needle. I may be a guy, but seeing a big needle jus makes me jelly. Jus happy that I'll be able to help ppl. If not who knows there may be no chance to help others in the future?

Went out with kw today. First time watch movie with my cousin. OMG I was thinking whether ppl will misunderstand we are gays. Watched You, Me and Dupree. The bond and friendship those 2 guys had is very great. I was wondering.. Are all ppl like that? But I had an answer. That was no. If everyone are truthful to their frens, do their best in helping others if they can, there wouldn't be backstabbing ard.

There are jus too many mistakes in human beings. Ppl don't appreciate things when they have too much of it. They only realise the importance of a thing when they lose the one and only. Its like, rich ppl won't know the importance of $1. Flirts won't know the feeling of losing one loved one. And many more..

In life, u will meet lots of ppl. They come into ur life, some may be unimportant to u, some may be. To know them out of the millions out there, is a kind of fate. This is a msg to ppl who read this. Treat everyone, ur family, ur frens, ur foes and even strangers whom u don't know with the right attitude. Forgive and forget is a noble thing to do.

I'm tired, totally worn out. But I still can't get to slp.

Was working from last nite till this afternoon. But its 2 diff shifts. Worked from like 11+pm till 2+am last nite. But reached home at 5am like that. So slpt like only 2 hrs. Then 8+am till 12+pm today. Soccer was cancelled.

Had sc outing ytd at Sentosa. It was not as fun as I expected it to be. Know more ppl ard. Went to find Sherman they all at Siloso beach halfway. Went back home earlier than the rest. Cos Ray kb and zk came over my place to watch the game. And soon after that, went to work.

Haha ppl always think of things that they did, the process of the every thing after something happen that will affect the whole thing. Then they will realise they are in the wrong, hoping that time will turn back, history will be changed, and things will go on fine as before. So I hope any one who reads this, think before u act. Any small actions will cause a consequence. Be responsible for what u decided to do. And if its a mistake, learn from it. The lesson is always valuable.

Its my last day at work today. It was great time working there. Went to collect the delivery from the guy. Had great time at lunch. Talked aot crap with them. They asked me to give a simple speech. The feeling was weird. Cos after I passed out from Ncc 2 yrs ago, I nv really gave a speech before. I was nervous, afraid I would say wrong things. But things went well. I said everything I wanted to say.

Gave them what I bought for them. Anthea gave me something in return and wrote me a note. Didn't really talk to her throughout my attachment. Like talked twice before. O well, hope she has a smooth delivery next year. Before lunch, some were in bad mood. Its friday 13th. I don't know its superstitious or what. Bad things do happen on this day. But after giving them those gifts, everyone was happy. I was happy too. HA cos simple stuffs I did made them smile. Even Sab didn't scold me when I did a mistake. Went inside the CEO rm to pass him something. Ha the feeling is weird talking to someone so big in the company. Time passed very fast after lunch. Took pics with most of them with Linda's new hp. Took a pic with Kris too. LOL she's jus cute, with dimples. WOoo.. In the blink of an eye, time was up. I'm gone from that place as an attached student. Wished everyone all the best, left with heavy heart. I'm considering to go back work next year.

They gave me a card too. Cynthia did my report. O and she gave me a testimonial as well. Was very happy. She wrote things that are very useful to me for future use. I think most of my frens will only get report from the company to the sch. LOL I GT A GD TESTIMONIAL!

K enough of work stuffs. Went to find Raymond and co. at PS after work. Watched The Departed. Its the english version of Infernal Affairs. So will know abit how the ending will be like. Well nevertheless, its still a nice show.

School gonna start. Sian. Simply don't like sch. HA maybe cos its not like secondary sch. No choice, life goes on..

Fell sick ytd. Had a flu, then a sore throat. Damn it. Maybe really due to the haze.

Anyway, last day of itp tmr. Seriously, I don't bear to leave that place though its jus 7 weeks. Everyone is nice, no backstabbers and all. Generally a nice place to work in. Thought of ordering either Polar Puffs or Old Chang Kee for lunch tmr. But they ordering the 933 Golden Pillow thing. So I guess its not wise to order more food when they can't finish it. So I decided to jus buy simple things for them. Jus finished writing cards for them. LOL tired.

Went to Kovan with zk. Bought cards, gifts, sweets and chocolates. Spent ard 60 to 70+ today I guess. That includes my dinner as well.

My door is 2/3 finished. Hope it will finish soon.

It was enjoyable last night. Was at the chalet. Played games and all. Chilled in the room and damn the security guard. Ha he came to our room and told us off. Not alot came, but nevertheless, with the funny ppl ard, its still fun. Jarett nv came. Quite disappointed. Finally, I gt my first bottle. i think collecting those bottles is quite cool. I will start to collect from now on.

Soccer was cancelled off due to the bad haze. The PSI is 145 now. Quite dangerous. So Raymond and I decided to call off the game. The haze nowadays is damn jialat. Last night was very bad. Its like the whole Singapore is having bbq. Then the whole place filled with smoke.

Damn tired in office today. Slp very little last night. Went to work at 7+. Lucily I managed to wake up in time.

I realised Maggi Q is quite hot. Woo. She's really nice man. If only all girls are like that.. I think guys will be smiling everyday from one ear to the other.

I thought I will be tired cos I reached home late last night. Worked till 10+pm. Think OT will have quite alot =D When I reached the office, I went to the pantry straight to make myself some coffee. O gosh. I tell u, my skills of making coffee totally sucks to the core. Its simply not for humans and its totally turn off. Having seen my disgusted face after taking a few sips, my colleague gave me those packet type. Indeed, it tastes alot better.

Its Koon Boon's and my buddy's (Justine) birthday today. Cool yea. 2 crappy ppl I knew were born on the same day. Lol. Its Sherman's birthday ytd. Ha everyone's 18, except me I think. O well, wish them well.

I was thinking alot. Maybe its due to my fault. I always blamed u for the incident happened. But I don't think it matters to u anymore. Its been quite some while, perhaps a long time, since I talked to u. Hmmm. But nevertheless, life still moves on no matter what. I sincerely wish u well too.

Anyway. Hope things will be fun later at night. My company is also gonna have something like buffet. I heard there will be alot of mooncakes since its Mid Autumn Festival today. Cool. Birthdays on Mid Autumn. I guess its like long long one time since the lunar calendar is different.

K go back to work. Ciao

Think my team will have a new beginning, and be like what it used to be. Finally today, a new captain and a new vice captain were named. Raymond is our new captain and I'm the vice. Hopefully, things will go well as we planned.

Agree with what Kb said bout our team. Its all sad shit. Ppl always said as long as we play together it will be fun. But fucking hell though its true, but who will be there to lead when we really play a game? We need a leader, and I seriously hope the new captain voted will be someone responsible and not jus someone who does nth off the pitch but only on the pitch. A gd leader must be someone who motivates the team off the pitch too. Thats what I think.

Jus sent an email to everyone to ask for their opinions to play on every weekend evening. It will be fuck up for those who fucking hell can't make it in the evening when they can't make it in the morning unless they really gt something impt. Don't always give excuses like its in the morning thats why u all can't make it. Now its in the evening alr. So jus come.

Had a great dinner on friday night though it was changed to Grassroot Club in the last min. Thought the food there would be damn lousy due to the negative impression that I had in 2004 during my grad night while I was still in Montfort. Had shark fin, abalone, big prawns, crabs and alot more. First time ate crab since don't know how long ago. My supervisor, Cynthia, helped me break the crab shell. Was touched la. Cos its like no one that is not close to me did that before.

KTV after that. Everything finished at 1am. Took a ride back from Cindy's bf. Thats how my friday ended.

Slacked the whole day at home. Woke up at 3+pm. Watched movies on HBO and soccer matches. Was simply spending most of the time on the sofa today.

My door was supposed "to be back" today. But my dad said he couldn't find the nails so tmr he will do it. Hopefully I hope to see my door back tmr when I reach home tmr. It has been damn long since my door broke down back in 2004. Even my frens are sick of listening to me saying that I will have my door back. BUT luckily, now its for real! LOL =D I can slp with more peace without disturbance from tmr on =)

2 more weeks to end of attachment. I dread for sch starts. I prefer attachment cos I don't have to travel so far everyday to that place. At least work will let me have $ to spend, and though catching up with frens will be less often, there is always msn ard. But I still don't know whether to choose the 6mths attachment or dual options. Zz.

Lol I still think that girls with dimples are attractive as long as their figures are alright =)

Tired. Went out jus now to celebrate kel's birthday with zk, pk and 2 other guys. Dinner at Garlic Restaurant. The food there was okay, jus that the efficiency must improve alot. Waited very long all the time for our food. Went to other places also after that. Played pool at hougang plaza in the end. Long time nv play that alr.

Damn shag today. Played soccer again.

k la end here. damn tired