Today is a great day. Finally can get a gd rest after I gt home from work. Work has been increasing been more stressful each day this week. More was expected from me and can't afford to repeat the mistakes I did. 3 more weeks to reopening of sch. Guess I will kinda miss the workplace. Next week probably having ktv session with the ppl at Orchid CC. Cool, first time to a country club.

Went to kbox with sher, kez, pre, rain and one more guy on wed. It was sher's birthday. Woots. It was fun there. I rmb playing soccer after that with pk and zk with 3 more guys. Indeed tiring playing with so little ppl and running the whole place like f. But luckily its at night, so nv really sweat.

O F! Man U drew with Reading. Kb and Raymond came over my place to watch. Zk went back after Liverpool's match. Its totally boring man that match. It was enjoyable, especially with the company of gd frens ard, watching games together.

Saw a fren's nick in those arabic language so decided to ask her what it means. It means when u laugh, others ard u will laugh. When u cry, u cry alone. I think its very true to an extent. Everyone has his own secrets somehow that even their closest fren or family won't even know. Ppl often think of many things that happened in the past when they are doing nth. Like, on a bus, thinking of what happened in the past. The feeling is bad, when especially u are listening to those sad emo songs.

Financial woes increasing all the while. Money is really a fucking big problem to many. Thats why there are so many ppl worrying cos of money. Gotta save up soon man. My life will be in shatters if I have no money. Ppl say $ cannot buy the whole universe. But it can buy 99% of the universe.

K I think I shall end here. I'm tired, looking forward to tmr 10am, soccer time...

Have been very tired physically lately. LOL don't know why. Perhaps this is why my face gt 2 more pimples =( Shouldn't have laughed at my colleague ytd. Cos she had these 2 damn big pimples also. Then I mocked her. Today her turn to mock me back. SHIT! But work was tiring today. Every first half of the day, I'll be looking forward for lunch, wondering why the time pass so slow. After lunch, looking forward to end of the day. Stupid hols, have been doing this for the past 3 weeks+.

Went to find raymond and co after work for movie. Watched The Banquet. Its not nice at all when the ratings were so gd. Its total waste of money to watch that. Don't even know the ending of who killed her. Craps show.

Tired.

Often, people claim that whatever troubles u have, they will always be there to help u. But most of the times, for example when u are in need of financial needs and need to borrow money, they will be gone from ur sight, giving u excuses.

Haha jus think that humans are weird, jus don't know haha why people always do things otherwise that they said after watching some shows. LOL I'm watching too much stupid things in this hols to relax after work alr. As I was typing now, I saw this scene on tv and realised I haven't wrote chinese for a damn long time. Think I forgot how to write most chinese characers alr also.

Finally its sunday tmr and I can relax. Have been working for the past 5 days in the office and today for my uncle. LOL super easy money today. Worked for like 2hrs+ and I gt 85bucks. Woots!

K, gt back my results on friday. Didn't get my expected gpa. Quite disappointed in my results but its okay. LOL work harder next sem. Isn't that what people always said after they gt their results? Well, hope everyone does well next sem =)

Finally, I can use my modem on my laptop again. Should have called the starhub guy long ago instead of dragging. Haven't been slping well these few nights. Kept waking up in the middle of the night and jus tossing on the bed when I'm thinking of NOTHING! If not, it will be like totally not enough of rest and feel totally shag.

Work is alright for today. Was moodless suddenly after lunch. The thought of getting back my results jus makes me feel very uneasy. I can't find a word to describe how I'm feeling. I totally scared of my IEF. Gt C+ for my common test and proj. 56 marks gone in my final exam. How the fuck can I be safe? But nvm, jus hope things will go well for me =(

Its fang's birthday today. Well, wish her all the best in whatever she does and may God bless. Idiot almost everyone is 18 and I must wait like till the end of the year. Kuku logic man! Sucks.

My eyesight is getting from bad to worse. I guess facing the com every day will cause ur sight to deteriorate. I'm trying my best not to strain my eys and all. Argh what shit man.

Guess performance at work tmr will be affected by the results I'll be getting. Damn scary. REALLY DAMN SCARY! AWW FUCK.

Many stupid things happened during my attachment. Last sat, I did something stupid again. As I was going out to the lifts, I saw both jus went down. So I decided to walk down the stairs since I nv walk before. Until I reached the door of level 1, a sign "For Emergency Only" appeared. Then I was thinking, if I don't go out from here, then I will have to climb up again, wouldn't it be stupid? So I don't care, and went out of the door. To my surprise, the alarm of the company went off. DAMN F! The security guards came and see who's the one. They nv expect to see me. LOL damn ma lu.

Went Bugis with sz for a dinner. Not bad, catch up alot. Probably going Hesky Bar tmr. Don't know the rest confirm going anot. Argh very tired. Didn't really slp well last night. Kept waking up in middle of the night.

Was thinking bout some stuffs these few days, or perhaps months. Why is it when its yes, I would always say no? Maybe I'm jus thinking too much. Hmmm shall end here. Shagg

I'm really a lucky guy. I dropped my hp on the bus today. Luckily the bus was non aiir con, then gt this CJC girl passed it to me. I was blasting my nano and didn't hear her calling out to me until I saw her waving frantically at me. Luckily the bus was moving slow when she passed to me. And I nv had the chance to say thanks to her. But she was the same girl I boarded on 159 last night, I rmbed her face.

Work was tiring. I realised humans are nv going to be satisfied. I said I wanted more work to kill time. Ya true, more work = lesser time to idle ard. But today practically is working the whole day in office. Nv have a chance to sit down and rest. Liaison office came. Surprised.

Damn tired.

Okay. Attachment is getting more and more boring these days. The ppl there are still nice to me. But as days passed, I realised doing attachment is like wasting time. When u have nth to do, its like totally f up, and u can dozed off anytime that may cause u to get caught, resulting in a bad testimonial. Have been dozing off at moments during work these few days, totally shag! So ya.

Went to zouk last night. Thought how enjoyable it will be. Went with ray, kb and kel. Before heading zouk, we went to have mac. Reached zouk at ard 8pm. Then left at ard 9.05pm. Then went to have mos burger. After that, went chomp chomp eat again. Its like totally a day for food. Spent alot on food. I don't know why, after eating so much, I'm still so skinny and light, not gaining any weight. I'm eating lesser rice now with more dishes. Is this gd? BUT I DON'T LIKE BBQ, STEAMBOAT. Total turnoff.

Went to yaki yuki (or yuki yaki) to have dinner with xiu, sherman, jia quan, shy, steph and zi hui. Celebrated xiu's birthday. Went to buy a Hello Kitty cushion for her. O well, jus hope she likes it. Jq and zh had a share too. Didn't really have the appetite to eat there. Was too tired to even talk after a while. But nonetheless, it was a great time hanging out with them.

O ya. Happy birthday xiu. But she sure won't see this msg. Cos she don't read ppl's blog. LOL

K signing off.