Girls who have a gd character is great,
having nice features is a plus,
willing to love u whole heartedly forever is a bonus,
out of all the people out there,
who will be the right one for each other?

O well, 3rd day at work. My time there is getting better and better each day, learning more and more things. Think I will have more things to write in my report alr. Went ard the company today. Saw how a CD is being manufactured. Kinda cool. The process to make one is fast. Then still gt the printing process. And I know how pirated discs come from.

It rained like cats and dogs la. They offered me umbrella. But I kept rejecting cos I don't want to bring the stupid umbrella to work tmr. Ppl will look at me and think, "Stupid guy, morning sun so big still bring umbrella for what?" But in the end, I buay tarhan, lost to fate. Unwillingly accepted the umbrella offered by the security guard.

Wasn't tired at all today at work. Cos slpt the whole time from the moment I reached home till this morning. Even cancelled the gym session with Pk. Nvm, shall go either tmr or friday. Stupid weather la.

O well. Hope Zk comes back soon with something for me. He's coming back on 7 Sep, which is also Yx's birthday. Cool. Sian my birthday still long.. zZ

Had a funny dream last nite. Dreamt that I went to rob a place (I can't rmb) for a purpose. Cos I rmb someone need things from that place, if not she will die. I only rmb gt her in the dream. Kinda weird. Don't know why the kuku hell I dreamt of her also.

tata

First day at work today. Was quite sian at first cos I was the only one from NP. Until I see the ppl there mix ard, I feel they are quite friendly and nice to mix with. Not bad la. They also gt like nv stress me ard even when I kept asking them to give me work to do. Cannot let them have the impression that I'm slacking man. LOL cos next time no work can come back find them based on my performance now.

First half of the day was real boring. Was jus looking forward to lunch. Surfed the net, look at all the current world, business, health and technology news. I gt 4 hrs to kill la. Luckily after lunch, I gt some filing work to do. Was so happy la. Cos I was like dozing off away and kept waking up scared that they will catch me slping. I seriously want to give them a gd impression of me.

O well, after work went bugis with van, bee and cher. LOL long time since I went out with them. Went to eat Jacks. Then find Pk. Then go home. Tiring day. Yawns zzz

Finished my papers alr. But there is no hols for me =( Gt stupid attachment starting on monday. Think I will have to take cab down to find that where is that stupid place. zZz waste money again.

Went out with my frens today for a movie. Zk going China later in the morning. O well, so gave him a farewell dinner at pizza hut jus now. Watched Click. A nice show I would say. Feel like marrying after watching that show. LOL k I'm thinking too much.

Zz working tmr again. But after that gonna meet them to go swimming. Must buy goggles man. I lost mine a long time ago. Shucks. My bank account is depleting of its money. Dead. After tmr, no freedom. Everyday need to wake up early for work. Total shit that I don't want.

K shall end. Super tired.

Had my 2nd paper. OM was quite okay. But I guessed I have some careless mistakes. But its okay. Cos I jus aimming for my B to come, which I hopefully hope can come to me. May God bless.

Kw came my hse after sch. Long time since I really talked to him. Chilled abit and talked. Went to play soccer after that. Stubborn me. No proper shoes still play. So in the end, I borrowed a left sided shoe from Kb, leaving my right foot without any shoes.

After I finished, there was this damn blister on my leg. Its quite big to me cos I seldom have blisters. The skin came off and now my flesh can be seen. GOD WTF! O well, hope I can quickly recover soon. Next week having ITP. Don't wish to limp ard. People can say its small and say I'm weak if they think its small. BUT FUCK U! U said that cos that fucking blister is not on ur foot. But no one say its small la. Jus in case ppl say, must scold them first before they scold me.

Haha. She looks cute with her hair tied again =)
K I think back to my PMKT.

Brain is an organ that no one really knows how it works.

Thinkings. This is what makes many things on this earth happen. They can be so fascinating that people can do things that no one can imagine them to do. For instance, coming up with new inventories, just like what the famous Thomas Edison did.

Thinkings also make people have feelings. Well, after having thoughts running in their minds, they will go and reflect and think on the things that they experienced. But isn't what this makes us humans? Cool isn't it? Thats why not always everytime people will share the same thinking.

Take masturbating as another example. Everyone out there needs to have a creativity mind to think and fantasize about the whole process. Without these creative thinkings, I'm sure its hard to stimulate one to the climax.

Hmmm. So what makes us think? Its probably due to the feelings, expectations and dreams that we have for other things.

I don't know what I'm writing. I was thinking of this topic today about why people think differently, having all kinds of opinions even though its jus one issue so I decided to write about what I think. Crappy entry.

K back to studying.

I think I'm falling sick soon. Have been losing slp for the past few nights. Tossing on the bed for a few hrs. I think is due to exam stress. Its the first time I feel so f up for my exams. Didn't even feel the tense when I was having my Os. This feeling sucks man.

Woke up late for the soccer today. But nevertheless I still went down to find them. Had great time of cos. Really did enjoyed myself with the company of FRENS. Football was also fun. Was damn tired at the end of the day. Became red after being burnt for a few hrs under the sun.

Man U jus thrashed Fulham 5-1. Nice action by them.

LOL jus called Km. Wth its like mths since I talked to him and the first time he told me is he's single alr. LOL happy for him. He has freedom finally after don't know how long. Then less than 15mins later, heard from another fren she broke up. LOL wa kao. All breaking up liao. POWER! O well, this shows ppl now are not ready to go into a r/s. Kel also facing an unrequitted love. But luckily now he's feeling better alr. LOL o god, what is love man?

Finally my exams have kick off today starting with EC. The paper was okay except for the RDBM part. I think its quite crappy. I jus hope can get a B since my proj and common test are badly done. I calculated alr. I need 76 for today's paper to get an overall B for EC. I think its damn hard zZ

Well, went to eat with tb10 after the paper. Was damn shag when I board the van. Overslpt on the bus on the way home also. Luckily I suddenly woke up and quickly alighted from the bus. Stupid day. Its humid and damn hot. Went to slp straight away when I gt home.

She seems cuter and prettier today with her hair tied. Hope everyone does well for the exams.

Aww. My eyes are feeling pain and dry every second. I kept rubbing and now my eyes are feeling abit swollen.

Watched the Liverpool and Arsenal match jus now. HAHA! Both 1-1. Lousy shits. Well, hope Man U will win. If not I lan lan liao.

Sian. Wasted my whole afternoon on the bed and my night on my sofa watching tv. Then I still don't have mood to study today. Dead.

Playing soccer tmr with them. What Raymond said jus now makes sense. Its not only about soccer when we are gonna meet up tmr, its also about the one and only gathering that I can actually have with them. O well, guess I will enjoy tmr with the ball at my feet.

Watched Life Story on Channel 5 jus now. Its quite nice. Was thinking why life is unfair? Like.. why some people are so lucky to be born rich whereas some are born poor? Aha think all these are fate. Life is miserable for many people out there. But there is nth they can do to make life better for themselves. I don't know why these few days, I have a very strong "sympathetic" feeling for things around me. Like a few nights ago, I saw this little puppy running around outside in the rain at 4am till quite late. Then when it stopped in front of my frens and I, the look in its eyes somehow "melted" my heart. Then 2 days ago while queuing up for the Totoin BP plaza, saw this little girl looking at Little Mermaid water bottles. Can see that she really wanted the bottle. Wth I was actually thinking of buying one for her man. Cos her bottle like very lousy alr and she like keep don't want to let go of it. LOL I'm thinking too much.

K lets talk bout today. Woke up quite late cos slpt at 6+am. Was watching movies on cable tv. Not bad la the show. Had been a long time since I watch tv at home alr. Wanted to study initially, but in the end nv. Then went to study with Zk at mac. Then went home slack until now. Damn tired alr. But have to study. Sucks man.

I ytd then realised that studying at night is a very nice thing to do. The cool breeze, nice songs, quietness of the night make the ambenience so nice to study. LOL

K la, I must get back to study. Have been slacking for hrs.

Went to BP plaza study today. Quite okay la. Managed to complete a few chapters on EC. But I still have alot alot more to go on. Sucks man exams. It either makes one go mad, or makes one dying.

The journey was long. Chatted with Jia Quan on the bus, viewed the "nice scenary" in my beloved country. Saw lots of vandalism on the seats of the bus. I think teens nowadays are really getting out of hand. O well, times are different from the past, parents are spoiling their kids more and more these days. I wonder how things will be like the time I become a father of my kids.

Bought Toto for the first time today. The prize money was 5.5 million. But nv tio la. I was thinking on how to spend the money if I win all the while. And I realised 5.5 million is really alot of money. I wonder how long does it take to even earn my first million. Money is the thing that makes this world goes round. O well, think I'm gonna try my luck this thurs again. If I really gt it, the first thing I will do is either buy a new bungalow or a new door. Lol.

Went back home quite early after dinner. Slpt on the bus. Was indeed very tired. Slpt when I reached home till Pk called me. Chill at the coffee shop for an hr before heading back home.

Argh. I don't know its unlucky or what. In one of my previous entries, I wrote about injuries and stuffs. After that entry, I seem to get more injured prone. On sat, I injured my knee during soccer. Now my left eye seems to be very pain whenever I blink. Funny sia, I took care of myself and nth flew inside my eye, how come its still pain?

Aha. Frens are indeed impt ppl in everyone's life. Without frens but much success, one's life is still meaningless. U have gt no one to share ur happiness.

pain in the eye.

Sian. I think I injured myself again this morning while playing soccer. Felt pain in my left knee. Hope it will be alright soon. Luckily today my team was in gd form. Won most of the matches. I think I played well. >.<

Ate chicken rice when I reached home. Went to slp after that.

My day was kinda boring. Soccer and slp only. Later gonna study for my EC. Damn it. Its a stupid module.

I think smoking is really bad for health. It will cause one to lose his fitness very fast during a soccer game, affecting his game. But luckily, a great guy invented something call H2O. This drink helps to replenish one's energy fast. Besides that, smoking also cause one's teeth to be stained and yellow. So people out there who smoke, STOP SMOKING! hahahaha.

Tried studying for my Ief today in the library. Managed to learn something out of that amount of time I spent in the library. Hopefully I can study more for the next few weeks.

Went to see fireworks with Shy, Yixiu, Steph, Jia Quan and Sherman. Their friends came along too. Quite enjoyable. I recorded down most of the process and took some pics with them. Had fun with them. Went to have a sumptous supper with them. Ordered lots of food. Gt alot la. Then played the zhong ji mi ma towards the end of the dinner. Steph was very lucky la. Everyone except her lost.

Went back home after that. Asked Pk came down for a chat. Had a lengthy chat and jus reached home only. Very tired after a long day outside. And still gt to wake up early for soccer tmr.

Everything in our life is impt. Take our body parts as an example. I injured both my eyes before, and it caused my vision to be blurred for a few days. I injured both my knees and ankle before, which caused me can't walk properly. Recently Kev injured his thigh. LOL omg thats real unlucky la. Thats why I think, we must be careful and cherish everything around us, most imptly, people around us who care for us. They may not be around with u when u need them all the time, but they will be the ones who brighten up our lives.

O well. Life goes on with many ups and downs. My downs now is EXAMS!! HELP~

Slpt very little hrs last nite. Went out with Kel, Pk and Leonard for supper and a drink. Went to void deck and chill. Reached home quite late. Around 4am? Went to study awhile after that till 5+am. Then zz. Kel stayed over at my place.

I also realised that my rm lacks of 3 things. First, DOOR. Secondly, DOUBLE SIZE BED. Lastly, AIR CON. Still haven't get my door since 2004 =( I also need a bigger bed for myself and air con to make my rm a gd place to study in.

Went to sch early in the morning after that. Had IEF revision tutorial and briefing on my ITP. Damn sian. I'm gonna be alone in that stupid company with a low monthly pay of only $440. GOD MAN! I jus hope the people there are nice and easy to get along with. If not 7 weeks of loneliness will kill me slowly.

Kel told me something ytd and I agree to it to a large extent. He mentioned, "Guys are more emo than girls. After a failed relationship, most girls won't look back into their past relationships but will always keep looking forward. However, most guys will keep looking and think back of the past." Is this statement true? Maybe those stupid ah bengs or what will be looking forward to the abundant number of stupid girls they are going to screw. But I believe there are still more gd guys than bad guys out there. After seeing some of my guy frens fall out of love, o gosh! I really thinking that girls are ...

And realised there are many hypocrites out there in this world. People may smile nicely forever in front of u. But behind u, u won't know how much cuts they have alr stabbed behind u. I don't deny I'm one towards some people. But I think there's really alot alot alot alot of them out there. BEWARE my fellow mankind. Though its now the 7th month, I think the scariest thing on earth is still HUMAN. U won't know what harm they can bring to u, though they will bring happiness to u too.

Gotta study. IEF simply sucks =( awww..

Went to work in the morning. Headed back home earlier than the rest. Slp till 6+pm and watched the NDP parade.

It's Singapore's 41st birthday. The main reason for me to watch the show is the Guard-of-Honour(GOH) performance again. Everything was nice. I wished I was at the National Stadium to feel the intense atmosphere. One of the reasons being the National Day Parade will be held for the last time there. Michael Tong was involved in the parade, holding one of the prestigious flags. Kinda cool man, imagine to be involved in the parade. I think it will give one a lot of pride and of cos, memories.

After seeing the people in their No.1 uniforms marching, thought back of my NCC moments, especially the one when NCC was chosen to be the GOH for the school's founder's day parade. I'm not trying to say our standard can compare to the national GOH. But our marching, dressing and everything were really nice, and received lots of applause from the audience.

Okay, enough of those stuffs. EPL coming back soon next week, when I'm having my common tests zZ. Charity Shield will come soon too. Liverpool and Chelsea. I think I'll supporting Chelsea. LOL

Went sch for aaa revision. Kinda waste time. Went down Raffles Place again. Wow this time managed to survey 2 quite looking ladies. Early 20s and earning quite alot. Omg really want to know them. LOL. Damn tired the whole day.

Went to meet family at Compass Point for dinner at Swensens. Not bad la the food. Had grilled sambal fish and chocolate crunch. Quite nice =)

To my shocking amazement today when I went to withdraw money from the atm machine, left damn little la. I'm damn sian after seeing the account balance. Argh! Hope suddenly someone will deposit $1,000,000 into my account out of the blue.

Sian. Supposed to play soccer tmr with Joel they all. Then I gt work and then the rest can't play. Since money more impt to me now, I think work is better instead of playing soccer.

Exams are drawing nearer. Dead. Hope I can suddenly be more initiative to study for them.

I like Crystal's msn pm. "life is a dick, when it's hard, FUCK it!". Quite true...

Wasted another day. Went to Raffles Place there to do some surveys. Spent alot of time there without a single food in my stomach. Realised that female working adults are actually quite attractive in their formal wear.

After that went to Marina Bay to have steamboat. Its damn hot there. Played Daytona also. Quite fun la. But I was damn tired throughout the day.

Went to see my old blog last time. Lol. Lots of memories flowing through the mind. Wonder how come girls can forget things damn fast and pretend that nth has happened before.

Saw something like that in a movie. "a bitch is a girl, who thinks that everyone likes her, when everyone actually hates her, without her knowing". I think damn true la. Many girls are like that, and I don't know why the fucking hell most guys like this type of girls. This shows that guys are fucking stupid as well.

May God enlighten the ppl on earth. I also don't know what I'm typing, contradicting myself when I myself is a guy.

Tried studying again. But still to no avail.

Went to play soccer with them. Tired.

Sian

I need SELF DISCIPLINE to:
- study for my exams which are like coming in a couple of weeks' time
- control my spending habits