ha. finally.. things are clear now
after she said she will change the friendster status, i know things are bad
but at least things are cleared
i dun know how to describe how i'm feelings now
its jus like how i felt when vivian broke up with me at first
i feel like crying
but things wun change jus cos my tears flow down my cheeks
haha why everytime i can't give girls security
haha why.. i jus wanna know why
i think i must change, really change...
hope she will carry on with life well
hope i will also carry on with life well
as people said.. happiness wun last forever
now i truely know why
in that few weeks we were together, i was really happy
but everything is gone.. jus like that
haha why am i feeling so sad when i'm still haha-ing ard
i should smile right?
haha
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Saturday, November 12, 2005
today is a day wasted again. did nth much, didn't make full use of it.
woke up at 6am cos meeting leonard at hougang interchange at 6.30am. but he was late. so in the end i took 74 alone back to montfort, alighted and wait for him at the bus stop there. then talked crap on the way to sch. damn stupid la. why have classes at 8am. fucking shit. some more i live so far. really regretted going that fucked up poly. poly life is so sian.
after sch, exchanged textbook with someone then went to kap to have mac. gt this stupid young couple. touching each other in public. then that guy still touch the girl's breasts and squeezing it. haha actually i nv saw, xue fang was the one who told me. damn funny la.
went back after that. was actually on the way to go and find her. but she was going out with her friends. so went back home. kinda lonely day. so sians. slp all the way after i used the com for awhile. dead man tmr. morning soccer, afternoon buffet, night work. fucking hell.
now, i'm thinking of something. should i still wait? i also dun know what she's thinking now.
woke up at 6am cos meeting leonard at hougang interchange at 6.30am. but he was late. so in the end i took 74 alone back to montfort, alighted and wait for him at the bus stop there. then talked crap on the way to sch. damn stupid la. why have classes at 8am. fucking shit. some more i live so far. really regretted going that fucked up poly. poly life is so sian.
after sch, exchanged textbook with someone then went to kap to have mac. gt this stupid young couple. touching each other in public. then that guy still touch the girl's breasts and squeezing it. haha actually i nv saw, xue fang was the one who told me. damn funny la.
went back after that. was actually on the way to go and find her. but she was going out with her friends. so went back home. kinda lonely day. so sians. slp all the way after i used the com for awhile. dead man tmr. morning soccer, afternoon buffet, night work. fucking hell.
now, i'm thinking of something. should i still wait? i also dun know what she's thinking now.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
what a tired day. dun know why i'm so tired easily nowadays in sch. especially in lectures. luckily today the tutor last min cancel the tutorial. if not i think i will die man. then today burnt the jay's new album from bel. his new songs are not bad. quite nice.
went back home straight after eating in sch. really tired. slp on the way back home and quickly went to bed after i took off my clothes and jeans. haha jus slp in my boxers. woke up ard in the evening and slack until now.
tiring man.
hope ppl out there are doing fine..
especially u..
hope all are happy in life..
especially u..
take care to all =)
always on my mind
went back home straight after eating in sch. really tired. slp on the way back home and quickly went to bed after i took off my clothes and jeans. haha jus slp in my boxers. woke up ard in the evening and slack until now.
tiring man.
hope ppl out there are doing fine..
especially u..
hope all are happy in life..
especially u..
take care to all =)
always on my mind
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